things occur to him  fall into his head like confetti litter 

                                                          might be from above the top of his head looks like a trashcan his nose the step to pop open his skull an toss shit in   maybe not shit  rather excess waste   residue 

   it occurred to him 

                            death and anesthesia 

dead anesthetised 

forms of Unaware 

                   uns pressing their ground two days running 

Unaware

dead is unaware supremely UNaware 

                                         though  his kidbrother flatlined more than twenty minutes docs hit him with a clot buster he understood injected into his brothers heartsaving his life 

                                                                            he saidwoudnt refute him that he was going up into a white light but hands of deceased relatives stayed him informed him it wasnt his time  but that the light was so warm and welcoming that he wanted to stay  they arrested his ascensionpulled him away from the light returned him

I saw their faces, Joe.  he wept as he said

                                                so there is that argument against UNaware

however hed been anesthetised eight timesNOTHING

                                                            seemed to him dead is nothing

UNless as he has his fingers crossed  dead is dreaming

an his dreaming was off the rails

sleeps Deaths second self Shakespeare  Sonnet 73 

                                                         Death’s second self that seals up all in rest.

   it just occurred to him

afternoon,  day-between-2-Ts,  31  5. 23

1321,  Monday,  5  6. 23