its tough to divine his sense of tacky

                                       he had it bucco   aplenty

he thought it was his before he made his trip acrossaroundazigzag America on a motorcycle during Namduring his avoiding the draft until he determined if he wanted to fight in a war that was not existentialthat he saw it as not existential was a strong hint he wasnt going to war

his parents were freaked out

                               You can’t walk away from this thing until you’re good and ready.

I can an I am They come knockin you let them know for me Ill get in touch with them when I return   if I return

They’ll throw you in jai . .

. . Then every American boy ought to tell the government to suck their dickthey cant imprison every eighteenyear old from here on outprisons bursting at the seams with young men who say No

                                                                           No

Seems you’re pretty well decided, son.

Seems I am but since Ive never been out in the world on my own time to kick a few cans a few rocks an see if theres anything hiding there I might have missed

                                              Seems like the common sense you raised me to have

so riding took him to many unsavory places filthy gas station bathrooms  rooms let one bathroom per floor sharing with

unusually dirty people which was to say they were the most colourful characters he ever ran across in his lifethough he wouldnt turn his back on them  they were raw   technicoloured

he missed the top of toilet tanks top of urinals

                                                  he missed the nicotine stains cigarette scorches the decipherable undecipherable marks which were brothers to the blackmarker graffiti scrawled on stall partitions and palegreen tiled splashbacks and walls the occasional ceilingsCHRIST too bad whomever did that didnt use their ambition in some other manner

he missed the cigarettes butts clogging the urinal catchestheir rollickinrubbinrollin the soaked disintegrating cigarettes flicked into toilets

he missed the eyeball at the gloryholes the whinyplaintive voices from the other side  guess it didnt hurt to try

he never had to hurt anyone

those experiences and visuals only heightened his sense of tacky  rarifying it 

his wife said My, aren’t you THE connoisseur.

he smiled warmlyhappily at her derisiondislike he didnt hide anything from hershe knew exactly what she was getting now if she thought she could change him that was her mistake not his theirs tastes differed she never had to spend any time in a gymroom a mens lockerroom  fuckin pigs

                                                           Cant con a sewer baby It knows exactly the lay of the land an the kind of clowns that inhabit it

she spoke through an exaggerated grimace Don’t call me baby, baby.

                                                                     made him laugh  I love ya

2ish 1400ish,  Sunday,  22  8. 21

1156,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  8. 21

Billy Joel  Uptown Girl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-0Oect0nVQ & We Didn’t Start the Fire  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WqkjYKUXERQ

 

Republican senators Heehaw Hawley and matronly Blackburn called for President Biden to resign over the horrific attack today in Kabul

had they been serving in the Senate when 240 Marines and Navy sailors were killed in a massive bombing in Lebanon would they have demanded Reagans resignation

                                                     no one asked them

2121,  Thursday,  26  8.21

he didnt hear a word from their mouths of condolences for 13 dead American soldiers or scores of Afghanis

PS  Bush 9/11

https://thehill.com/homenews/senate/569610-gop-sen-blackburn-calls-for-biden-to-resign                                                                  https://www.marinecorpstimes.com/news/your-marine-corps/2019/10/23/1983-beirut-barracks-bombing-the-blt-building-is-gone/

  

he was watching the White House presser this evening by Jen Psaki about the ISIL attack today on the humanitarian Kabul airlift

               active ongoing threats continue 

this attack is unfortunate proof the Taliban is ineffectual

                                                             and yetYET  America also is engaged in active ongoing threats by a homegrown death cult of anti-vaxxers their Republican political allies by upsidedown White supremacists

1751,  Thursday,  26  8. 21

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=daBD5onYji4

https://www.forbes.com/sites/joewalsh/2021/08/26/what-is-isis-k-or-is-k-this-afghan-terror-group---and-taliban-enemy---is-suspected-in-kabul-airport-bombing/?sh=561f71f92687

One hit wonders

Osama bin Laden

Donald Trump

each devastating

except bin Ladens dead

1843,  Thursday,  26  8. 21

https://www.businessinsider.com/trump-says-osama-bin-laden-only-had-one-hit-2021-8

when they moved in they decidedwhich meant she decidedwhich meant he could care less theyd lose the existing miniscule showerhead

she bought the biggest one he had ever seen

hexagonal

eight inches side to side

cast an amazing spraywhich meant while he was behind her hed still get wet 

never didnt mind showering behind her

coming or going she was worth his undivided attention

now she wasnt there

the showerhead reminded him every time he showered

 

some thing he hadnt expected happened

  strange

          at night  soaking  a tumblerthreefingers of whisky over his left shoulder resting on the tubs moldedfiberglass edge under pale flickering candlelight in lavender oil scented water the showerhead moved

it looked down on him deployed straight forth

when he finished a shower he angled the head to the side wall away from the curtain 

next time he showered he didnt have to worry about spray splashing off him onto the linoleum floor

                                                                                                         reasonable

why not

the water was hot

it wasnt that hothe wasnt in long enough to be impaired overheated he had occasions though not recently

he looked again  it was angled to the wall

eyes playing tricks on him 

he relaxed sipped his whisky

                              while sipping it turned its head to him he heard its neck creak he had sympathy he disliked when his neck creakedcracked he assumed by shots he took to the side of the head while sparring

it creaked leftangled towards the collapsed curtain

Don ya fuckin dare he said aloud 

it creaked back facing him

Wha up

he wasnt against conversing with an animatedinanimate objecthe talked to people he was surprised but he wasnt against it

it remained mute

Should I fill in the blank

its head creaked up creaked down creaked to face him again

Easy one

            Im not her

somehow it distended itself towards him

A bitchaint it

he halfexpected the series of arced rubberised spigots to form a face to express the bitch it was

                                                                                                     rather the head tipped down dejectedly no creak

Were in agreement

                    Nothing to be done  Time will tell he had sympathy 

the head lifted its chin and receded

he held his glass up Heres to maybe took another sip

                                                          Yaknowman  stranger things have happenedhe wasnt being sarcastic

reaching back over his left sighing he set the tumbler down

                                                             Stranger things have happened

hearing a creak he raised his eyes and caught the showerhead returning to the angle he usually positioned it at to the side wall

Goodthoughts  Think good thoughts

he slipped down deeper into the waterclosed his eyes

if the showerhead creaked anymore he missed it his ears were underwater 

         goodthoughts

                        he always had good thoughts when he thought of her                                   

0008,  Twosday,  24  8. 21

1205,  Twosday,  24  8. 21

Kip Hanrahan  Faith in the pants, not in the prick  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTfBibcqca8        

        

KALI

in black magicmarker

on a graypainted metal partition

its support stanchions rusting from piss  

in a Bakersfields strip mall bathroom

next door to a Boots and Western Wear

he scrawled ALEX JONES SUCKS COCK 

                                            although DeSANTIS SUCKS IT BETTER

real original

                    but what made it primo was the two rednecks who walked in as he finished scribbling

they made a racket coming in

loud

     obnoxious

intelligent

                    Whaddaya think yare doin?

he pulled down his bandit mask  coughed twice

                                                            Me cough

Headin over to coughcough   Mercy  spit on the tiled floor gotta play the part   Ey think eys caught the virus

they spunpinwheeled round left without as much as a howdy doody

                                                                        he hurled Youse anti-vaxxers at their backs 

laughed ruefully  spit again

they were also gullible

had to be

           how gullible to be part of a death cultKALI

shine UV light inside themselves

ingest disinfectants CLOROX byallmeans

hydroxychloroquine

but theyve outdone themselves

                                  ivermectin

gotta figure they didnt understand the FDAs  You are not a horse. a dewormer  the word doesnt even look pretty

he wondered if Rand Paul got in on the ground floor

this shit equated possibly an equation 

                                             LIVESTOCK = DEADSTOCK

he wondered if pure ignorance feels warm and fuzzy

America has a bonafide homegrown death cultKALI

609 1809,  Monday,  23  8. 21

228 1428, Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  8. 21

https://www.businessinsider.com/trump-wants-bring-light-inside-the-body-to-kill-coronavirus-2020-4

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/health/2021/08/23/covid-warning-treatment-ivermectin-fda-mississippi/8244302002/ 

Harry Nillson  Coconut  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsSuueEGQSM 

 

Taliban

       Mister Tally Man tally me banana Jesus   the shit that percolates into his brain  from whar 

Im not done

Yare not

Nah

Awright

       Whacha got

Bobbys son . .

. . Ohshit

Right

Should I guess

Wont be a guess  yaknow

Yah

       I do

Then sing it brother

AHEM AHEM clearing his throat 

                                 Who can take a sunrise . . Sprinkle it with dew . . Cover it with chocolate and a miracle or two  The Candy Man  hisself echoed him The Taliban  Oh the Candy Man can  The Taliban can 

Jesus

Were stopping

                  I thought we harmonised real well

1514,  Twosday,  17  8. 21

1304,  Twosday,  24  8. 21

Harry Belafonte  Banana Boat Song (Day-O)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Tou8-Cz8is 

Sammy Davis, Jr.  The Candy Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fq7WX5oINAQ 

 

Walshit phonaesthetics murder crows grows larger

he was first exposed cellar door

then unsatisfied he expanded it rawawkardness

                                                   then expanded it again the girdles getting tight with cellophane floor and cute cunt 

a wind has caught his sail again

                                  optic cup  it was gonnabe tough from here on out to spout Heres looking at ya  Heres mud in your eye

ALSO dejectedly sorrowfully hes including optic cups stem cell researcher among his growing murder Yoshiki Sasai

the first human being worthy of being acknowledged not only as a visionary scientist but also if he would join his personal ranks as a phonaesthetic

mirrored minds too 

cacophony euphony discordant harmony

aint like drawing random straws

they are ear by ear

                    distinctively pleasing  erotic

after 1700,  Saturday,  21  8. 21

1556,  Monday,  23  8. 21

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/mini-brains-grown-stem-cells-developed-eyes-can-sense-light-180978478/ 

Yoshiki Sasai  It’s Science!  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4197594/

Thomas Dolby  She Blinded Me with Science  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V83JR2IoI8k 

boids

brainstorming with birdwatchers  boidbrains

females have a single ovary

males getiton via a cloaca

                           also called a ventboring  leaving it cloaca  more mysterious     Abracadabra

we need mysterious birds

dodos

auks

moas

Sharon Tasty Tate

Ohno no, that’s in bad taste; really, Sharon Tate?

Birds hunted to extinction

                           he didnt play nicehe wasnt the kind  he also wasnt a birder he liked birds but he wasnt cuckoo for Coco Puffs

through no fault of his owninadvertently he found himself mixedup in an enthusiastic roiling nest who gratified each other spouting memorised avian facts this and that  they almost made him feel bad he had a Cornish hen for dinner the night before

             once upon a time his daughters thought it was crazy they had a whole little chicken to themselveslike when they ate smelt after smelt  they had whole fishies to themselves

it was a raucous nest

                       he thought thered be more feathers itd be softer lotsa twigs poking him in the ribs and armpits mildewed scraps of paper grass moss pine needles and leaves  

when they went off he let em riff

he was happy to sit still and listen to them

unlikely hed retain birds names their habitats or ranges

however he found it disturbing when they wouldnt answer the only question he asked

Yes?  What?

Ya heard me I read it a Smithsonian article  some male birds are polygamous

                                                                                  So  again  is there a difference between a redheaded acorn woodpecker and an acorn redheaded woodpecker

when they wereparticularly when he felt cornered  he obfuscatedredirected

                                                                                Are you high?

As a matter of fact I am

                         Ya think I could make it through a Friends of the Flock they hooked him with flockmuffled their mouths  made it sound like fuck without tweakingaltering my honed perceptions

                                                                                    Although although I have to admit I rememberstand back  give me some room he cleared his throatAHEM A cast cauldron kettle of birds of prey a chain of Bobolinks chainlinked songsters a chatter of Budgerigars common or shell parakeets a wake of Buzzards fussinfeastin on funereal carrion Save some soft bits for me a college conclave radiance Vatican of Cardinals a mewing of Catbirds a banditry of Ohbrother Mae West of Chickadees W Cs Cummin my little chickadee an  WHEWat long last    a peep of Chickens

they looked at himtheir mouths agape lookin like hungry chicks 

Stop stopstop  ya don shut your mouths Ill feed you a mealworm

                                                                       he was highnot stupid

besides that shit was fun  a murder of crow

     boids

after 1600,  Saturday,  21  8. 21

1212,  Monday,  23  8. 21

https://www.thoughtco.com/recently-extinct-birds-1093727 

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/blogs/national-museum-of-natural-history/2021/08/18/study-finds-polygamy-helps-male-acorn-woodpeckers-thrive/

https://www.thespruce.com/flock-names-of-groups-of-birds-386827 

WC  not the water closet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmB4LqB9-do 

 

     this is choice a real pip

                              Taliban spokesman thats choice in itself Zabiullah Mujahid is espousing reassurances for rebels fighting against them to lay down their arms for women and praising foreign diplomats and aid workers

“We are asking the Americans (to) please change your policy and don’t encourage Afghans to leave . .”

when asked about restrictions on women he said that Taliban fighters were “not trained on how to deal with women, how to speak to women” so hes encourage women to stay at home for the time being 

“not trained on how to deal with women, how to speak to women"

                                                                      theres a band of brothers for ya

1009,  Twosday,  24  8. 21

Source: Adam Taylor reporting for The Washington Post on-line The Daily 202      

A'

Manoh man seemed always to come down to this pinfuckinpoint

                                                                    diehard Prince of Maine  he anointed him  from a favourite John Irving book about an abortionist orphanage director and his astonishing ward  Maine refused to allow that womens innate abilities outshined mens 

he still thinks its a mans world

                                 Join the other side dude squeeze into that shitty drab clown car with the old white entitled Republicans who worry bout losing their grip on power an influence  Yave had yer day in the sun  Step aside theyve been fighting for nothing more than equality since Eve and Lilith   

Your psychologyyour thought process is transparent easy to readso easy in fact that even a bonehead as myself cant miss it by refuting medesperately as you always do hamhandedly as you always do you refute the likelihood women are the superior sex an inferring such enables you to continue to think yare better than they

                                                                                                 Yaint  Period

their unrelenting back and forth created yet another equation to haggle over

                                                                                A = A' (prime)

What you’re saying as you always do, men aren't equal to women.

Actually Im revealing that women are A prime that men are somewhat equal to womencloser to equal than not but only time will tell once we moved forward delving deeper an deeper into equality

                                                                               Say  leaving their bodies to their governancethey want an abortion they can have one  Say  sexual desire  their desire is on par with men I wanna fuck they wanna fuc . . 

. . No they don’t. Women aren’t as . .what? . amorous, I’m being polite . . aren’t as attracted to sex as men.

Anya know that how

It’s a fact.

Evidence

It goes without saying. he laughed  amused that he bonehead would think that women want sex every bit as much as men

They do They simply want men to be as involved in sex as they are  not you getting your rocks off an adios

They wanna cum too 

                       But in a mans worldits about his pleasure not theirs

Who wants to fuck someone whos unwilling to please them

Howd you like to fuck but an cum

You do know that women cum  An they can do it over and overmultiple times against us cumming once an then have to have time melt the lead fashion a bullet stuff a cartridge with gunpowder crimp the bullet to the cartridge then refuckinload the chamber

                           Waitin on ya to recover she could be have sex with a halfdozen other guys of your mein but would prefer a pleaser  lock ya out of the bedroom

                                                      Shes busybusybusy  busy as a bee  her flower an form attended to by a considerate lover 

Brother Prince of Maine

                            Sorryman  yaint all that

after 1500ish,  Saturday,  21  8. 21

1714,  Sunday,  22  8. 21

We Love Each Other So Much  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQ8Jiy8kqVM

Agent 69

he texted her to thank her for sharing the YouTube clips of the 48 Hour Film Project her daughter and her daughters boyfriend made

                  And to thank them as well

  :  :  Soitenly.

Just watching a big ol blue jay in the crabapple tree outside my bedroom window. They are so beautiful, but nasty as hell.

  :  :  Like big ol’ entitled white men

he stoodup from his desk crossed the hall to the bathroom relieved himself then followed one of his cats into the kitchen she wanted some kibble they blew through their breakfast to be fair he was trying to determine what was money on so they didnt free graze didnt need fatty cats jumping up onto his bed in the morning and then curiously always jumping on his bladder

                   Coffee ah    he hadnt made coffee yet

returning to his desk the cellphone he found she replied earlier  :  :  I couldn’t have said it any better.

  :  :  Sorry about that, Chief (said Maxwell) was making coffee . . .   ; )

  :  :  I thought you took off with Agent 99

  :  :  I did, she stumbled, broke a stiletto heel, helped her up off the sidewalk, she’s lopsided, I demoted her, she’s Agent 69

  :  :  You bad. You very very bad.

  :  :  Hey, whawould you call a lopsided Agent 99 – I’m just saying

  :  :  I’ll give it to you. Agent 69. Lopsided.

  :  :  Okay, okay . . I didn’t think it was much of a reach – kinda like the distance between my mind and the Holy gutter

  :  :  Some things never change.

I am thankful for that.

  :  :  I am as constant as the North Star (watching everything circle under its belly, a little known fact – its belly is ticklish) . .  you still take the teasing well

  :  :  Great Joni Mitchell song: a case of you

“I am as constant as a northern star. And I said, Constantly in the darkness, Where’s that at?

  :  :  A Case of You – I’ll check it out

her daughter arrived to pick her up it was their Sunday :  : Chit chat later

  :  :  Chit chat later

                       who did that any more

probably not since chaffed chads in Florida who was governor chucked the election à la Supreme Court to Bushwhacker

one only had to look at him to recognise he was a woodhead dummy waiting to be sat on various ventriloquists laps like a libidinous drunk girl at an unhooked Christmas office party

he ought to know

                     he was never far from the Holy gutter

1215,  Sunday,  22  8. 21

https://www.48hourfilm.com/home 

Maxwell Smart and Agent 99  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vhwk3ReAzs

Joni Mitchell  A Case of You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YuaZcylk_o 

 

      When you die will you still remember me?

               Yes

                        I hope

2004,  Sunday,  22  8. 21

You’ll excuse me for saying so . .

. . Mebbe

         he leaned forward heavily onto his elbows on a hardwood kitchen table

she emitted an uncomfortable squeak

Come now were friendsyou were saying 

Yes, I was saying . excuse me . . I’ve noticed in your writing you’re not keen on settings, you rarely imbue the dialogue to a time or place.

Nope

May I ask why?

Of course the chair groaned as he leaned back Whas said supersedes where its said  performedWheres this being performed

she looked around

she couldnt say

                things around her were out of focus coloured film projected on unmooredhanging muslin bleachedwhite burlap or dampsuffering papertissue  inchoate   insubstantial

Looks temporary distressed   doesnt it

Yes.

However its not diminished our ability to talk  to communicate

No.

Then you might agree that it doesnt matter where we are

                                                           Your feet may not even be on the ground  an without a vantage pointwithout scale   Without

We still can talk

Our communication is essential  not where we speak   Where is ultimately superfluous  extraneous

Rarely does setting make conversation

1101,  Thursday,  19  8. 21 

1154,  Sunday,  22  8. 21 

Kip Hanrahan  Ah, Intruder! (Female)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0b7zrpiW4TI 

 

    auditory cyclop raptorial limbs

                                    thats the shit nightmares are made of

he could imagine humansized mantids roaming his neighbourhood

                                                                       Man  anwhen they flew

their BUZZ deafened dinner bells he wouldnt be able to hear his old mans whistle over it anhe blew a fantastic whistle without fingers in his mouthcould hear it two blocks off in any direction although the truth might have been the timing was righthis belly growled he was hungry or that earlier one of the other boys fathers whistled and they flew straight home for dinner

                           a mantid BUZZ overhead might have erased the boyish bravado they mustered to play hardball in the park

                      but if mantids were as few and far between as his experience with them was Play ball hed go out and play until dinner 

but if they were plentiful

he imagined childrens life insurance premiums would rise

                                                             maybe to the extent of saving him from having to hear his old man say Why don’t you go outside and play in traffic? anin his next breath calling inside the house Caroline, call our agent, bump coverage up on Joe. anin his next breath talking to him again Boy, there’s more where you came from; I helped bring you into this world, I can help you out.

                                                         Callous

he didnt think so

                  he thought his old man was practical

his old man was where practicality and being frugal met a wideeye realist through and through whereas he would be an idealistwhich is to say a hardworking idealist

                                                    nothing was going to fall into his lap

wasnt his experience

he hustled 

ran with his knees high

tried to be the first in line evenifhe had to trip someonetried to make opportunity                                                                                                                              he might have been a good entrepreneur if business didnt make him puke

he couldnt make with the pattycake

praying mantes couldnt either

maybe he had something in common with them

                                                  to become familiarthough not intimate

he wouldnt want to hang around with a ganga few females get loaded a gal bends over skirt goes up OHmy mymy  singing La la la laddydee laddydie

this Century

1343,  Saturday,  21  8. 21

0956,  Sunday,  22  8. 21

pattycake  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqBK_ANTm0s