if one doesnt know where hes coming from its a worthless line (Marv Sin City “Now that’s one fine-looking coat you’re wearing there.”) 

                 he said Thas one fine-looking dog you got there

 

she was a small groomed yippee mutt 

                                        might have been purebred but he couldnt give two shitshe wasnt fond of dogs

unsuspecting the dog-walker said Thank you.

  Yah

        Now do me a favour shut her up  cuz ifya don Ill either break her neck or fuck her cant tolerate yippee-yi-o dogs

evidently he proved credible 

                           the walker snatched her up  indignantly Well I never! 

Maybe shed quit yappin 

I NEVER.

Have now

the bitch yipped 

Gag her quick or her worlds gonnabe woeful 

                                               since walker held her Maybe ya can tuck an run

evidently he proved convincing 

                                  walker took off on a dead runrunning faster than he looked 

funny how when incentivised someone can lend if not assure productivity

he turned his backwalked in the other direction 

from afar he heard a yip 

                           bitch has to have the last word

  

1408,  Thursday,  24  3. 22

1245,  Twosday,  11  10. 22

Marv  Sin City  1:46minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkIwopkWD_M 

NSync  Space Cowboy  (Yippie-Yi-Yay)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aS-cymQhbzk

Viktor Orban is full of shit 

                           which is what he shares with the former president should never have been

https://www.politico.eu/article/viktor-orban-donald-trump-end-war-ukraine-russia/

Hungarys autocrat then wonders in a tweet where Former is

                                                                  a funny funny man

https://www.politico.eu/article/hungarian-viktor-orban-to-twitter-where-is-donald-trump/

Orban follows 42 people – including Giorgia Meloni Matteo Salvini Recep Tayyip Erdogan Jair Bolsonaro Tucker Carlson Jordan Peterson 

                     OH  the pope

https://twitter.com/USAmbHungary/status/1579855367181565955?s=20&t=J7CQNY1U775SHm17mOl-cw

    hmm   abductive reasoning if it looks like a duck swims like a duck quacks like a duck its probably . . .

1031,  Twosday,  11  10. 22

cats got into his papers againscattered them everywhere across the studio  looks like they had a ball

he wasnt upset

like people cats will be cats

the only daunting thing was that he didnt number the pages or date them he had written at a fever pitch the day beforeexhausted himself he went to bed without undressinglaid on top the blanket 

                                                                                        there were better than thirty pagesboth sides though curiously he failed when finishing a side to turn it rotate the bottom up whichhe usually did had he he would have halved his work IDIOT  Lamebrain

                                                                   anwhen he became consumedexcited his handwriting suffered  even he struggled to read it most people found his quiet handwriting illegible

he had his work cut out for him

he went at it with stubborn humour

after shuffling the pages togethergrateful the cats hadnt shredded any though they liberally puncturedtore holes with tooth or nail he put on his reading glasses to assemble them

ten minutes in he found what looked like beginhere if it was that was where he started next word was either stroll scroll scrawll he took liberties spelling if it suited him or his purpose the two were not the same 

                                                                                                      what followed was something like a text bubble cartoon bubble textburp cartoonburp evidently he couldnt make up his mindliked options they looked wet how does a simple line drawing look wet at their edges he could imagine they were silverlighted slick as spit expectorated crudely on the page 

                                    either stroll scroll scrawll an ancient bug swallowed in amber  an unidentified bug  Nope, never saw anything like that before.   Things got twelve legs   Is it two bugs? two insects six plus six is twelve.  Don see two heads   Me either.   So what did you mean   I don’t remember.   Its not even written in the same ink as the rest of the page   Like a lace a splash of magma.   Yah 

eventually he cobbled the piece together

if something would have given him a headache this ought to have done it

Knock on wood

zip headache

1341,  Thursday,  7  4. 22

231preferred,  Monday – Indigenous People Day,  10  10. 22

Loure  Ruminate in Blue  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFw-EaiRtSU

muzak

so unappealing

                who are the clowns that decide the crap pumped through speakers onto the heads into the ears of patronsconsumers 

                     perhaps it speaks to corporate worlds callous take-it-or-leave-it attitude their top-down quiet disdain Sssh . . We got em by the balls, where else they going to go? 

                                                         hed paraphrase vice-presidentthen president Calvin Coolidge after elected President Warren G. Harding died in office – the only good vice-president who ascended to the presidency after the presidents sudden death was Theodore Roosevelt -- the business of the America is business 

                                                                                                          thats their valuation of hard-earned American dollars their sacred bottom-line their exceptional indispensable primacy 

   perhaps 

              what did he know

although he knew crap when he heard it

he had to listen to it as the elevator rose

                                        entering in a rush behind him she pressed 20  Goddammit. she turned to him  apologetically  I’m terribly sorry . I meant 22.

he was riding to 28

                     Don sweat it accidents happen I appreciate your consideration  Thank you its fine

Thank you.

the doors shut they began to rise 

                                       OhmyGod I hate this music.

Muzak

Yes, correct, muzak.

You understand why they play it

Why?  There's a why?

he smiled it looked like she could take a joke despite the obvious dismay that chased her in

she smiled back 

                  I’ll bite . . why? 

he liked bite  looked like she could help herself to big mouthful 

                                                             Its to give people cover when they fart

OhmyGod! dismay fled her face she laughed mighty hard  didnt cover her mouth

1550,  Thursday,  6  10. 22

1038,  Monday – Indigenous People Day,  10  10. 22

http://www.thisdayinquotes.com/2010/01/business-of-america-is-business.html 

muzak  Beatles’ All My Loving  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Taz7Zi7BEcw

it was funny

            his buddy didnt find it funny but he wasnt clever half as hequarter as he why was he splitting hairs he wasnt clever but once in a blue moon then he needed acknowledgement because he wasnt sure

Come on  thas funnyself-deprecating

friend didnt like self-deprecationwas touchy

                                               when he knocked all men as pigs friend was butthurt  I’m not.

You are 

         Were piggish one way or another . . 

. . I’m not.

Ya also aint a gift to women

                              Because youve pulled the wool down over a couplefews eyes don fool yourself Not a gift

And you are?

   No 

whenever they got into this ruckusthis Gordians Not friend failed to recall he always thas an absolute another thing tha offended him alwaysalways said No to And you are? 

                                                       learning curve be damned friend was obliviouslacked memory except for his Bruce Springsteen Glory Days tales 

                                                     he was no Ulysses

   No 

       Oink oink oink anhed laugh enjoying the dark scowl on friends face 

Christ ya hold yourself in mighty high esteem  Whas tha like   Whas it like to be peerless

You certainly aint.

No 

   Given my faults if I were a diamond ya coudnt give me away probably why Im easy anyes ya can quote mescrawl my name in black magicmarker on Womens room stalls 

                                                          that flustered him toohe couldnt imagine going into a Womens bathroom because it wasnt a Mens room 

                                            Theyre no cleaner than a guys room man

his expression was choice 

                           women on pedestals in white horse drawn chariots kill dragons for

he enjoyed women who killed their own dragons wondered tha friends dragons looked like 

back to funnywha made friend flinch 

                                        Ya understand our births are zip according to game theory

theyd been talking about the game Go the black an white stones appealed aesthetically he thought he might like to dabble with it but the more he thought the more he recognised it was a zero-sum game a game like chess strategy if he knew one thing about himself anhe knew manymany things he despised strategy planning liked going off halfcocked explained his broken bones and scarsexplained his willingness to die on every hill   

Speak for yourself.

No Im speaking for both of us 

                                Yawerent an immaculate conception rather fumbling in bed an a fuck

riled NO.

Your parents didnt fuck

How dare you?

Mine fucked I like fucking   Wha did your parent do an wha do you do

You’re rudeyou understand how rude you are?

Rude versus prude

                      Take rude every time

1507,  Thursday,  6  10. 22

1159,  Sunday,  9  10. 22

Bruce Springsteen  Glory Days  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvUOgIgLqOQ 

Cream  Tales of Brave Ulysses  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2CCfxiQ5QY

it was ironic

he read that Annie Ernaux won the Nobel Peace Prize for Literature

every year with the news he sought to read a book by the winning author he had the majority of Bob Dylans vinyl 

he thought hed start with her Happening

                                           anwha happened  his online library search informed him Happening was available only as an ebook

an ebook

utterly worthless to him

                         whawas the experience of reading words emotions in light and not printed on paper these words were ironic 

             reminiscent of on-screen porn

   succinctly

               hed rather be having sex than watching itrather a book in hand than his cock

                                                                                                 made perfect sense

 

“There is no such thing as a lesser truth.” Ernaux

1008,  Sunday,  9  10. 22

she reminded him

had she not he wouldnt have remembered

and it is memorable 

8 years ago todayOctober 8 under the Blood Moon eclipse  2014  they murdered a god

he said they because they were in the car together

she said they because he refused to sacrifice them

the god left him no options 

                        

they were traveling on the highway at better than 70 miles per hour there was a right bend to the road a deep culvert left a stand of trees right  He stood on the shoulder of the road had come up out of the cleft

Ohno no no he cried 

                     crying loud enough to rouse her as he went to slap her thigh  to prepare

Aw no manplease  please stay right where you areStay Im not swervingIm keeping my line

the deer ran out in front of them 

                                just before impact in the headlights the deer shone brilliantblue he thought maybe theyd pass harmlessly through it 

                           IMPACThood sprung covered the windshield the deer went over the car airbags deployed he took his foot from the gasslipped down into the seatpeered through the space between the dash and the hood  eventually he coaxed the car to the side of the road and began braking to a stop 

Are you okay he asked

                         she said her abdomen and chest hurt she had reclined the seat to sleep  the shoulderharness was worthlessthe belt around her hips didnt help she slipped nearly into the leg space under the glovebox 

                                                                                                                he unclasped them called 911 called insurance got out of the car crossed in front of it was dumbfounded it wasnt painted electricblue he opened her door and helped her out How are you feeling he didnt see any woundsnothing apparent he helped her up onto the knoll at the foot of the trees and laid his jacket down for her to lay on  Okay baby try an relax relax  see if you can feel anything  assess any other pains 

                                              The deer?

Im afraid its dead

You saw the blue light it emanated?

I did  Yes

We killed a god.

1548,  Saturday,  8  10. 22

1648,  Saturday

laughing to himselfhe turned away from looking out the train window the giggle was for two storefronts side by side bays he saw CHA CHA CHA dance studio Highstreet cannabis dispensary

                                                                                 he enjoyed their randomness symbiosis arrangement his daughter went by Chacha to her nieces spun off Polish Ciocia aunt and that she was also terribly well-versedknew the best labels for varieties of cannabis their strains indica sativa hybrids CBD THC CBG an anti-inflammatoryran circles around his grass nomenclature he wasnt cool he liked to fire up a joint hit a bong  nibbles gummies lacked ritual

                        but that was himhe did him others could do themselves 

What?

Yaheard me it went without saying and he wouldnt

as he turned in SETTING train interior he was just in time to catch a burly chick stomp all she had was stomp past his seat the aisle just large enough to accommodate her ass

shaggy rustred hair hung out of a knitted banded stocking cap that wasnt colour-coordinated with the jersey she wore got her moneys worth on its back was

                                         TONIGHT 

                                                              WE FLY 

ohferChristssake please someone clip her wings  she dropped out of the sky somebody might get hurt

she took a seat that was opposite a seat facing her

the train stopped in Camarillo

an announcement came over the PA explaining that seats facing one another were meant for parties of three or four

If you’re seated there, please move to allow parties to sit together.

the train lurched into motion

a conductor came through taking tickets from newly-boarded passengers 

                                                                             he saw her couldnt miss her  and walked by without a word

   Hmm he thought maybe she could fly  though couldnt imagine with who antha was saying something

0855,  Monday,  12  9. 22

1151,  Saturday,  8  10. 22

Blahblah blah blah . . . ending his heated screed with . . in your parlance.

Oui Parlez-vous me 

                     I think not  so much mud in your eye

There’s scant difference between where we stand.

Then come to my side

Ohno, Hell no.

But I should submit 

Frankly yes.

Yare a riot Alice as Ralph Kramden woud say Thad be a cold day in Hell 

Something is good or evil . . two sides of a coin.

Positive or negative

You’d equate evil with negativeyakiddin me? Iran, Iraq, North Korean, The Axis of Negative? Kind of falls on its face.

Axis of Evil shoud have fallen on its face hard Not five months after September11 Bush the Younger the Idiot the I follow--You lead dancer Texan neocon snake oil salesman shoud have shut his piehole 

                                                                                            Axis of Evil played well to its audience however they were dupedI wasnt  Shoud have been a matter of global intelligence not the boots on the ground debacle it was doomed to become  Abject stupidity  Wasted worldwide good will  Threw it in the trash  Yare either with us or against us  Asshole 

                                 You didnt see it coming

I dont think you did.

If we coud have bet I woud have absolutelyABSOLUTELY bet the farm The Press the Fourth Estate let us downgot the wool pulled over its eyes 

                           All one had to do was read the statement of principlemission statement of The Project for the New American Century  I had  They served us one steamy pile of shit and majority country gobbled it down with serving spoonsfuck teaspoons tablespoons politely chewing between bites

                                                                              Nixing evil  all Im doin is neutering emasculating its religious connotation

Thas old history, raking through cold ash and coals.

Old history determines new history the future 

1330,  Sunday,  24  4. 22

444preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  7  10. 22

https://www.rrojasdatabank.info/pfpc/PNAC---statement%20of%20principles.pdf 

https://www.e-ir.info/2020/02/01/new-american-century-1997-2006-and-the-post-cold-war-neoconservative-moment/ 

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2021/9/10/decades-after-9-11-what-became-of-the-uss

it didnt begin that way  at least not to his mindhis thinking 

                                                                  but it has been ten years

Ten years tail end of Obamas administration shitheads administered lies Trumpvirus O’Biden phony stolen election  January 6 and on an on an on ad nauseam

he could understand the fatigue 

                                  but to erect a compound a massive black swinging gate spanning a doubledrive run on remote get a dog fix motion-sensory lighting hang strands of light around the house over the yard

wasnt fatigue

FEAR

they wore husband and wife matching tshirts that advertised gun ranges obstacle courses they attended braggadocio  side arm training                                                                                                                             Why he asked

Self defense.

Not the coming storm they were devout Republicans somehow he missed that his family and friends gleamed that not him

they clammed up looked deadly serious maybe that deadly seriousness came from aiming a handgun or rifle a squint  spying bullseyes 

he originally left the city urban centers for rural darkness hell the front street wasnt lit with street lamps 

                                                                                                               seems they were now afraid of the dark 

he had to contend with their light pollution set on a timer fuckin clockwork electric eye perhaps dusk falls lighting switchs on

             the entire compound glowing like the mushroom cap of an atomic bomb

he wondered when the moat the gators or some aquatic predatory denizen were going in 

he sighedfingering the keen honed edges of hand axes and kbars

       

2134,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  5  10. 22

1134,  ReggaeFriday,  7  10. 22

The Motels  Only the Lonely  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaPTELylZ1s

startledhe wokewiped his hand down his face dry scrub  stimulate himselfget the sleep and nonsense out of his eyes  Wha the fuck . .

Grimhuh

Jesus ya can say tha againfreakin murder an mayhem  burying dead bodies

Might teachya not to nap during the day

Really how often do I nap

Dare say itll be some time again before you do

he nodded sharply 

                    Whawas terrible horrible

Tha was threeAM witching shit . .

. . In the middle of the day

Yah 

      Anaesthetising then drowning them bloodless  Thawas inspired 

Inspired

Donya think  Very discreet 

                                Whad they dotheir crime  I missed tha part

How the hell did ya miss tha

I went for a sandwichFuck if I know yare the one with the laser focus we wander around in an out there wasnt anyone else in the room

anyone else he was yakking with an inner a Mariachi he thought they moved en masse like a protozoan  amoebic  usually twothree bound binded

Yaoughta say I cant read your mind like you can read ours

I thought you hung around in clutches twothree at a time

No kinda ruffled his feathers  we like our alone timenot unlike you  despite being dependent on you for our existence

Come on youse come an go

Baby aint no in an out doorevolved in your ether since you were a kid

    Yes  I recall 

                      Anywho thawas grim Tellya wha pass it around  if I appear to want to lay down during the day puke on my pineal spit in my eye 

heshe shehe howled 

                         Awman thawas pretty good old thirdeye governs your circadian rhythm  actually quite astute

 I have my moments

Ya do ya certainly do

0903,  Sunday,  11  9. 22

1043,  ReggaeFriday,  7  10. 22

Who  Can You See the Real Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6y1c3xllo8c

HATE! 

           bandied about quite a bit these days 

frankly

        big in the mouths of the Right racists  white religious Nationalists 

he was accused of being hateful Excuse me

                                                 Isnt part of my vocabulary

  I dislike immensely but not hate Ive rolled it in together with the concept of Good and Evil  I believe Good and Bad

Evil is a religious noun which I refuse to waste my time considering if people need religion they can have it just steer clear of me  Im an atheist

An for tha unelectable

                         Hell  I have trouble with In God We Trust on our paper money

Awnuts I misspoke 

                     There is one thing that I hate  Hate solely reserved for it

I hate showering an when no sooner out of the shower dried I have to take a shit  Kinda defeats the purpose of having showered

1306,  Thursday,  6  10.  22

  Tipsy Fox Mart

                   in itself the signage from the train window made him hoophumoured him if he lived in Moorpark hed definitely give the store his business however what sealed the deal was the fox who emergedcame out through the swinging glassplate doorjiggled the OPEN sign onto the porch into the sun  she absolutely whiplashed his headneck as he passed  a vicious doubletake

                                   she was dazzling

passedby  he closed his eyes 

                               Aah she remainedstayed in his eyes his mind  she was young shapelyawesomely shapely dressed to kill wore an evening gown like he saw in upscale nightclubs maybe stopping off before heading home to get some sleep  partied all night long 

                                                 he wondered what she had in the brown paper bag she held in the crook of her armpressed against her breastenhancing her cleavage breakfast perhaps milk for over her cold cereal  fruit  maybe a pastry  a quick bite strip shower climb into bed slip away into sleep                                                                                                                                he had trouble letting her sleep

he caressedrubbed her back fanny legs listened to her breathlistened to her breathe                

Let her sleep

She earned it 

Camarillo next stop startled him  

                                       she didnt go anywherestuck right with him

he pretended he was asleep 

                             watched her sleep  stroked her softly

  Yeah

A voyageur 

 So what      

0827,  Monday,  12  9. 22

1024,  Thursday,  6  10. 22

Paul Revere and the Raiders  Hungry  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuBGWUSJGp4