8.2.19



just when you thought a guy couldnt stink worse

this guy lit it upstinking to high heaven
possibly unrivaled  
                   ticked it up a fat degree a deep notch and he worried that the stink might not come out of his clothing

he may have to burn them

start from scratch


not really  but it certainly made him think so  

he knew he couldnt bury them

the earth would resist

hed dig a hole in her one day and not days later shed excrete them 

shes not as hapless as we might think

she wouldnt want any part of itshed already absorbed more poisons than she could ever have imagined vile concoctions unimagined in nature

                         What does that say about us?



he actually gagged when the slovenly man cut him offstepped rudely in front of him tossing a gappedtooth grin

there was plenty of sidewalk 
                              but maybe the jokester there are many here among us who feel that life is but a joke thought that because he had his nose in a book that he didnt have peripheral vision ears to hear or sonar an aura that picked up spatial disturbances 


he cut him off

his stink nearly cut him down

he was inure to himself Limburger cheese doesnt know that it stinks but Limburger doesnt get up shake a leg stroll about unwrapped

beyond his gag  Christ man gag   Get cleaned up

halfturning he snarled  I do as I please.  another gappedtooth grin

not much left to doNo  to counter this bane Careful man watch yer step he said as he kicked his heel and tripped him with his own feet  however possibly he might have exaggerated his own stumble over him stumblingdriving his elbow his weight on his head slapping his temple to the concrete 

Limburger went limp under him

kneeling over him he cried SOMEONE CALL 911  THIS GUYS OUT     HELP

a bigger crowd might have gathered if Limburger didnt put them off they heaped up then backpedaled tripping over those pressing up behind them CHRIST gag  sputter  What’s that smell? Is that him? Ohmygod.
                                                                                      amid that milling discombobulation distress he got off his knee brought his book to his face and walked off a masked man in search of his sidekick  emerging from the fragmenting spiral he kept to the line he was on before Limburger interrupted him

why people took issue with his walking and reading was beyond him


it wasnt the first time 
                       though it was certainly the most unique

0747 & 0751,  Twosday,  15  1. 19
1250,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  6  2. 19
Elton John  Dirty Little Girl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lj6lFN9YHW4

presidential harrassment


Whaddafuck   What  whats that cunt crowing about now

You better sit down. You might not believe your ears.

Lemme have it

You going to sit?

No Ill take it like a man


he cleared his throateyed him he didnt want the scornkill the messenger  Alright.  He’s saying that House investigations are . . ah . presidential harassment.

What

Yes.


Jesus  Fakers clearly out of his mind Its the Houses obligationtheir oversight Not that the Republicans saw it that wayparticularly Nunez  wannabe oligarch He tied his star to cement shoes  But hubris I suppose isnt hubris without its attendant fuckin idiots 

Presidential harassment  I spell that H-A-R-R-A-S-S-M-E-N-T harrassment

You’re hilarious. Peeved, huh?
Yah
    But If anyone knows what harrassment isan we gotta give him some credence if anyone knows what harrassment isgrab em by the pussy its the president of the United States  Faker-in-chief  Acting  president

Hes a mongrel He grrrowls an for whatever reason republicans shit themselves They forget theyre there to serve the American peopleserve their constituents Theyre not there to proclaim loyaltytake oaths

Checks an balances  Rule of Law

I agree.

I know you do So the House is going to flop his grrrowls to grHowl  whine  bitch  What an deluded cunt

Don’t lose your cool. Whenever you use cunt I know you’re slipping.

Stop I lost my cool before he was elected  I heard himyou heard him I took him at his word Hes inane an he doesnt have to go deep in his pockets or up his ass to pull it out  It exists in copious handfuls  Look up inane in the dictionary an we ought to see a picture of yellow Chicken Little Donalds face

Donald J Trump hed say is second to no one in any realm No one knows better than Donald J Trump

Mebbe hell choke to death on his popcorn during his Executive Time as he watches FOX

It dont broadcast news

1500,  Thursday,  7  2. 19
1320,  Friday,  8  2. 19


7.2.19


he didnt know himhe wanted to know him but circumstances didnt allow them to meet

and unmet now hell never know him
                                        because Alchemy died yesterday


he knew alchy was cherished

he knew alchy was anticipatedthat he made his girlfriends life happy every moment she spent at home with him after long arduous days of workworking with screwballs for screwballs contending with the fragile psyches of PhDs and doctors who believed their degrees entitled them to quasi-goddom

when she referred to those anonymous personalities devoid of any physical descriptions other than male or female he imagined old ruined spiderwebs that ought to be taken down out of ceilingcorners with a broom no respectable spider would fasten silk from their spinneret to one any more than a destitute person would seek wet cardboard to help fashion a refuge


alchy helped replenish her refill her heart and soul reopen her senses that she shuttered to withstand the awkward buffeting and direct assaults of mental health
They’re stealing my compassion.


They’re stealing my compassion. 
                                   when she told him that his blood iced in his veins her beauty had depth to the marrow of her bones she was kind she was considerate and to preserve herself recognising their assaults she entered a survival mode an armor which deflected the dull whips and slings and pointy arrows but despite it she still bruised still whirled images she was unfortunately privy to through her head 

she could not unsee what she saw 

unhear what she heard


she spared him



she laughed Poor alchy takes the brunt of my complaints he nibbles timothy hay fresh vegetables from my hand his muzzles tickles my palm and I feel my emotions and affections restored

What, what am I going to do now?

Any ideas?


Perhaps Survive  Thats what we dowho we are  

If I can help you need only ask

I have your back




she emailed him pictures of alchy the day she brought him home he looked like a miniature buffalo he automatically had his heart she wrote He’s my little buffalo. You’re my big buffalo. You’re not jealous, are you?

No

Were of the same herd same tribe

We both want your happiness





she was terribly unhappy 

he hadnt seen her yet but he knew her unhappiness would be evident in her facein her voice if someone cared to look and see

Time for a new pet! was the chorus at work

                                                  Assholes


happiness flows up in us through deep artesian wells

were responsible for our happiness


Time

A time will come her colours will return 


Time 
       desperately Time heals all wounds


1212 or 0012 & 1454,  Thursday,  7  2. 19

Frankenstein America


EUREKA!
           he discovered what Frankenstein America has                                                               
Abby Normals brain Drumpf was put in it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9MKDWvtk6Q

1350,  Thursday,  7  2. 19


if you dont have a sense of history or a desire to know it or you werent alive when certain political drama unfolded  he could help
           he could help particularly in light of Drumpfs State of the Union Yah we should return to a written submission 
Deny Drumpf the attention he craves like a narcotic 


what he would remind you of was that the last president who said Read my lips  lost their re-election bid  and this president who implies read my lips and says Simply put, walls work and walls save lives  will lose his re-election bid
if he gets that far


Drumpf words and actions cannot be normalised he is not normal

he is abnormal

he is abhorrent

he is a stain


1116,  Thursday,  7  2. 19
We’re going to build the wall, we have no choice, we have no choice https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBW8mTHDgvk

6.2.19




when you sell your soul to do what you did you dont get it back at the end of the stint

you dontyou cant walk away from it

youre tattooed for life

tattooed for what you did for moneywhat you did lacking the will to resist  or refuse

Now dontDONT  look around to blame someone 

You did it to yourself


U S M C  Once a Marine always a Marine 
                                            Once a pawn always a pawn he took no pleasure saying as much because his father and later his brother complied

he could rationalise it he could suppose they were needed for other men to tell them what to do that they wouldnt have done by themselves

That’s an order, soldier.

heady shit for sure


but he didnt take orders
he questioned authority 
                         he felt if more people hadhadnt kowtowed fearfully  en masse had mobilised against those big fucking mouths who love telling people what to do we might have escaped this lingering morass sprawled mess  the ravages of inequality


whitey should have had his ass handed to him long ago



instead well have to strap-inride-out the spasm and throes of his surly demise      


0807,  Twosday,  15  1. 19
1405,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  6  2. 19

5.2.19



he hadnt picked up a penhadnt written anything in three days
                                                                    three  long  days

and while to some may think thats not unusual chided What’s three days? they may also consider the lack normal

but he was a long way from normal   


writing was like rubbing sticks together to make fire
                                                       a pity if you couldnt

but a firemaker would think that

fire was in his genes he swung a fucking lightning rod a torch a boner of fantastic desire instinctually
precisely


a pity
          those who couldnt come to bat   

1812,  Monday,  4  2. 19
2324,  Twosday,  5  2. 19

Joy Division  New Dawn Fades  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsT_PvMR4j4


even before Faker opens his mouth  his SOTU  will foment a national lingchi 
                                                                                 a death by a thousand cuts

1722,  Twosday,  5  2. 19


Fakers WALL  he wants to accuse Democrats of open borders  

a simple fact remains
                       what he wants is an erection that he can say is his  and put his name on it

1303, Twosday,  5  2. 19
The Who  You Better You Bet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj58IHA3urc shaddup Faker


to be an American oligarch you need to be shameless . . Senator Graham has fast become shameless  unhinged
usually reserved for Drumpf as when he defended a sniveling Kavanaugh

yesterdays audition 
                      If you don’t stand behind this president we’re not going to stand behind you . . . when it comes to the wall. This is the defining moment of his presidency (a sham). It’s not just about the wall, it’s about him . . . (this is where if I were fake I would stop take his quote out of context . . . but lets continue) 
                                                                                         . . . it’s about him (there was a significant pause) being treated different than any other president.

evidently Senator Graham believes the lying FAKE PRESIDENT isnt different from any other American president

blubbering like that he might rise like cream among the top-tiered wannabe American oligarchs

1155,  Twosday, 5  2. 19

4.2.19




he didnt have any expectation when he might see her again

while he thought it in his headdidnt say it out loud he was surprised when he told her of course on the telephone he was mildly surprised it didnt catch in his throatcome out as a distressed chirp  a squeaky cricket
                                                                                                 as a matter of fact
her voice caught a choke a sob What did you say?what do you mean?

I said I have no expectation of seeing you

Why would you say that?

Please Are youno no  youre stretching credulity

Credulity?

Yes  Ill tell you what what word would you use to define how often we see each otherkeeping in mind that the last time we saw each other was last year early September

I wouldnt use credulity
You dont have to  Youre welcome to any word to describe that we havent seen each othershared a beer except twice since Sunday May Twentyseventh that was the first Sunday I had off from work after telling them I wasnt working Sundays anymore  Youll recall I took Sundays off so we could see each otherthat Id worked every weekend for better than a year and a half with them



I wasn't expecting this conversation.

See  As I havent any expectation of seeing you soon


1526,  Sunday,  27  1. 19

1.2.19


she smiled she waved
                        he had turned to herto the sound of her shoes racingbeating up the polyurethane track behind him he ran on cinder when he was young

Hi! she calledsmiling again waving again from behind the chainlinked fence obviously she picked up on his expressionhis surprise! his suddenadmiration youd have to be blind the track outfit she wore left little to the imagination and he couldnt help but appreciate her youthful fitness and how ridiculously it fit her long physique and fortunatelyformed face

he smiled noddedacknowledging her Hiya he said  he kept walkingturned his eyes back into his book

he didnt read it
                 he thought she was slender in all the right places accented in all the right places a high school girl  probably becoming awarerecognising her look her sexuality he recognised her expression hed seen it when he was in high school like paper burningsending off heat   whew 

she was Hispanic

he thought Hispanic girls Indian Latinas had a leg up biologicallyspeaking on their Caucasian contemporaries 

HAhe thought  cinnamon girls his panic

he shook his headHA laughing again to himself he didnt look back his book was Thin Air but riveting


1434,  Monday,  28  1. 19
1314,  Friday,  1  2. 19

clear and present danger redux


Caravans are coming! Caravans are coming! Caravans are coming!

somebody sit his ass down and share the story of Chicken Little with him because from where I sit the two look and act remarkably alike

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wDNf7xMijA  Awright  whos being funny
 
1207,  Friday,  February First  egads  2019

31.1.19

Drumpf is a clear and present danger


Our FAKE PRESIDENT tweets  Are we living in Nazi Germany?

Well  Hitler didnt listen to his generals https://www.quora.com/Why-would-Hitler-not-listen-to-his-generals-even-though-that-was-what-they-were-best-at  an Faker doesnt listen to his nor to his hand-picked Intelligence chiefs

So we may be


Fakers a clear and present danger

2238,  Thursday,  31  1. 19


They knocked him to the ground  before it used to be one guyone on one nowadays minimising risk several went after the onemobbed him afterwards they pounded their chests how toughhow bad they werethey are  Fucking cowards   

So they knocked this guy off his feet en masse and set on him with their shoes heels kicking stomping 

Youd have to be blind not to see that outmanned outgunned he desperately hoped someonehumanity might step upstep into the fray intercede on his behalf come to his aid  but he wasnt a damsel in distresswas he an hoping to minimise the beatingthe damage he assumed the fecal position

What? Fecal position? Fetal. Fetal. It’s the fetal position.

Fecal You ever been on the ground beat and stomped knuckled up cramped up protecting your guts and groinyour vitals your face  You try to make like a big turd and offensive so they stop
That said I havent 

When I lived in Miami I met a slender effeminate kid Richard his old man was military a pilot based at Homestead Richard was gayhe didnt bother me  he was sweet and thoughtful like a girl is sweet and thoughtful His old man hated that his son was queer an the muthafucker would get loaded anif Richard wasnt warycrossed his old man in the slightest a perceived affront his old man would knock him around

His old man knocked him around since he was a kid

Richard said It’s alright. I’m a disappointment, I get it.  I get it.

I said  Dont make excuses for your old man he should know better

He only hits me a couple of times, usually slaps me around then leaves the room, walks out disgusted.



Richards old man put him in the hospital with a terrible beating Broke a cheek broke his jaw

Richard tried to play it off Stupid He was stupid. He’s paying the bills, y’know?

You know how that sounds slurred through wire Aint much enunciation  

No I didnt know  He gets beat senseless and hes trying to play off his beatingevery beating his old man put him through Because his son not only wouldnt standup to himbut couldntnot physically His sons homosexuality belittled him

His sons homosexuality didnt have a fucking thing to do with him

I remember Richard looking me in the face thensuddenly he was horrified No. Please. Leave him alone, if he knows you’re defending me, you’ll only make it worse.

Richard  He aint ever gonna to know  

You think Im stupidI dont realise the blowback if he connects me with you

Richard started to cry  I didnt know who he was crying forI didnt ask

He aint gonna know

He’ll know he mewed

No You only think hell know Hes got you so mindfucked you think hes some kind of allknowing allseeing  God 

He aint an he aint gonna see this coming  He wont off it on you  

Ill be impersonal


You’re so cocksure you’ll beat him. What if he beats you senseless?

Thats a risk Im willing to take

You come away from fights learning something otherwise youre stupid pointing to his face I didnt fall off my tricycle or bicycle to get these scars




one on one in the parking lot outside the Checkmate Lounge on US One 

Ya got a big fuckin mouthyawanna step outside cocksucker he knew cocksucker would light him up

good fight
           it hung in the balance for a while then the old man threw wildthought hed land a haymaker telegraphed it left himself exposed uppercutseach hand an overhand left down on his beak nose splitpeeled open like a exotic tropical flower  blind old man blind  he had a heyday with him as he triedgroped for a clinch  The blind cant see  

I may have gone a bit long
                            but at least I knew I had


All said and done the old man was probably going to have doctor bills of his own


When he droppedhe curled

I wasnt gonna hit imstomp im while he was down  though the old man thought I might
The old man would


An seein him lying there
                         thats what gave rise to the fecal  position


He looked like a turd                           

0714,  Twosday,  29  1. 19
1402,  Thursday,  31  1. 19