31.1.19


They knocked him to the ground  before it used to be one guyone on one nowadays minimising risk several went after the onemobbed him afterwards they pounded their chests how toughhow bad they werethey are  Fucking cowards   

So they knocked this guy off his feet en masse and set on him with their shoes heels kicking stomping 

Youd have to be blind not to see that outmanned outgunned he desperately hoped someonehumanity might step upstep into the fray intercede on his behalf come to his aid  but he wasnt a damsel in distresswas he an hoping to minimise the beatingthe damage he assumed the fecal position

What? Fecal position? Fetal. Fetal. It’s the fetal position.

Fecal You ever been on the ground beat and stomped knuckled up cramped up protecting your guts and groinyour vitals your face  You try to make like a big turd and offensive so they stop
That said I havent 

When I lived in Miami I met a slender effeminate kid Richard his old man was military a pilot based at Homestead Richard was gayhe didnt bother me  he was sweet and thoughtful like a girl is sweet and thoughtful His old man hated that his son was queer an the muthafucker would get loaded anif Richard wasnt warycrossed his old man in the slightest a perceived affront his old man would knock him around

His old man knocked him around since he was a kid

Richard said It’s alright. I’m a disappointment, I get it.  I get it.

I said  Dont make excuses for your old man he should know better

He only hits me a couple of times, usually slaps me around then leaves the room, walks out disgusted.



Richards old man put him in the hospital with a terrible beating Broke a cheek broke his jaw

Richard tried to play it off Stupid He was stupid. He’s paying the bills, y’know?

You know how that sounds slurred through wire Aint much enunciation  

No I didnt know  He gets beat senseless and hes trying to play off his beatingevery beating his old man put him through Because his son not only wouldnt standup to himbut couldntnot physically His sons homosexuality belittled him

His sons homosexuality didnt have a fucking thing to do with him

I remember Richard looking me in the face thensuddenly he was horrified No. Please. Leave him alone, if he knows you’re defending me, you’ll only make it worse.

Richard  He aint ever gonna to know  

You think Im stupidI dont realise the blowback if he connects me with you

Richard started to cry  I didnt know who he was crying forI didnt ask

He aint gonna know

He’ll know he mewed

No You only think hell know Hes got you so mindfucked you think hes some kind of allknowing allseeing  God 

He aint an he aint gonna see this coming  He wont off it on you  

Ill be impersonal


You’re so cocksure you’ll beat him. What if he beats you senseless?

Thats a risk Im willing to take

You come away from fights learning something otherwise youre stupid pointing to his face I didnt fall off my tricycle or bicycle to get these scars




one on one in the parking lot outside the Checkmate Lounge on US One 

Ya got a big fuckin mouthyawanna step outside cocksucker he knew cocksucker would light him up

good fight
           it hung in the balance for a while then the old man threw wildthought hed land a haymaker telegraphed it left himself exposed uppercutseach hand an overhand left down on his beak nose splitpeeled open like a exotic tropical flower  blind old man blind  he had a heyday with him as he triedgroped for a clinch  The blind cant see  

I may have gone a bit long
                            but at least I knew I had


All said and done the old man was probably going to have doctor bills of his own


When he droppedhe curled

I wasnt gonna hit imstomp im while he was down  though the old man thought I might
The old man would


An seein him lying there
                         thats what gave rise to the fecal  position


He looked like a turd                           

0714,  Twosday,  29  1. 19
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