he has a fascination  love affair with buffalo

                                                     his  My spirit animal

You’re what?

he wanted to shriek Spirit animal

                                     Who I relate to seek to emulate

   An animal.

he laugheddidnt cover his mouthlaughed like he was crazed

                                                                     Like theres a man Id want to be like

Seek as a role model as you fell over yourself tryin to be like your old man

Careful wha . .

. . Human beings  werent ever in the running

                                                Theyre runts   Weaklings

    That’s how you truly feel about men?

It is  Women are stronge . .

. . They’re not . .

. . Not physically asshole

                            I admire them their tenacity temerity  Tha they can tolerate men laughed

Tha they can put up with women if inclined

Stronger where pure strength counts

That said

Buffalos

Are brutally alive

 

And that attracts you?

    Brutally alive

                         Reading Blood Memory

Learned of pishkun delicious  one fishhook  allother letters on the line From the Blackfoot language   Deep blood kettle

The tribe drove buffalos over a cliff

Thousands of years

And youd want to be one of those dumb beasts?

Tha sustained First People tribes for thousands of years

                                                                  Go ahead  Name me a woman or man

 

1300,  Saturday – President Kennedys assassination,  22  11. 25

1911,  Saturday