was going to see if he could excavatefigure this beaut out

                                                            began with the words The Boys Girls

ghostlywhite letters on black

                              and paying keen attention Boys altered itselfsmeared revivified

The Boyees Girls

The Boyeez Girls

                        Boyeez Grrls 

then from letters to language

                              and when language began the words dissipateddisappeared

dreamed language loops in his ears

                                     echoing badgering  concocting a dysphoric hypnopompic state

keeping his eyes closedturned onto his right side assumed  the fetal position

                                                                                  if he was gonna get kicked his vitals were protected

   

    then a queerfluttering

images

            blackanwhite  film   on looseweave quivering muslim

not film No

             photographs  portraits    Boyeez Grrls he assumed

fourfive six

             the portraits remained a minuteorso long enough that he would recognise them from each other

    then empty quivering looseweave

        then the first reappeared although she was overlaid by what he deemed was  a strand of personality

              minute   faded

others followed in kind

    the first again another personality overlaying the portrait the original personality

others following in kind

 

first  yet another personality

                                    the others followed

when a fourth personality presented over the firsts  the original portraiture hewed darker to prevent it from becoming obscured

                          the portraits    palimpsests

GROTESQUE

                   the Grrls were grotesque

that striking realisation woke himhe opened his eyes didnt want them burned into his retinas he turned quickly onto his backstraightened out completely staringup at the gray ceiling

                                                                                     they did not follow

then confident

                 he closed his eyes  sighed

hypnagogic  nada     no show

he was relieved

he fell back to sleep

                       

                           fell  witnessed    other dream scenarios

overnight,  Tuesday, 13  5. 25

1150,  Tuesday