Screwed the pooch 

he said that out loud asif clearing his throat of an unwelcome plug of phlegm

                                                                                  then  again

not only did he fail to place water out to be embraced by the full Flower Moon last night  but dismallyfailed to place his daughters ashes in the moonlight

                                                    worse

he filled a glass pitcher with water and had removed her ashes from the wood box itd kill her to know she was contained in a Ziploc she was not fond of plastics that held her and set her on a copy of Joyces Finnegans Wake that he kept to the right of his studio desk

an unexpected a thoroughlyinvolved telephone call rang  it went better than threehours

he had to charge his phone

charging as he talked his back was to the desk

concluded  he went to bed

    this is a confession to the ether

                                         which he trusted more than religion

   

0919,  Tuesday,  13  5. 25

Esbjorn Svensson Trio  Definition of a Dog  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEMEjoCPRQQ