30.3.24


Czas isc spac.
                or when he was a boy and she was perturbed by him  abruptly SPAC.

he doesnt get to hear that any more
                                        cant
cant hear his mothers voice

Time to go to bed.

BED.

 

he misses that
                misses that
more than he can say

he hasnt a recording of her voice

how could he make that mistake

   he thought she was going to live forever
she promised


as a very little boy he was shaken by idea of death

Kiss your aunt goodbye your uncle  youll never see them again

returned to the pew where he sat with his parents

the final Wake ended

the coffin closed

he didnt see them again

he couldnt imagine not ever seeing his parents again
                                                       rushing into the kitchen where they were sitting talking crying uncontrollably he extracted the promise they wouldnt die
they promised

   she reneged


he wasnt able to fly home

Trumpvirus

his mothers wake her funeral her burial were the last performed by the Funeral Home the Church the Cemetery

he cant hear her voice in his head

occasionally her laughter


he lingers in his dreams

hoping shell show

four years

she hasnt yet



Czas isc spac.

time to go to bed
                  maybe 
maybe tonight
1232,  Reggaefriday,  23  2. 24
2118,  Saturday,  30  3. 24
film  The Five Pennies  Goodnight, Sleep Tight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rStWBOcB1k

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