2.10.21

 
        like an old pair of shoes
he wasnt gonna throw them awaythey still had miles to go before they fell off his feet

even if they were uncomfortable


he must have had something in mind when he wrote thatscribbled it on a scrap of paper he used as a bookmarker as he stoppedstood on a high bridge over the river
he laughed to himself
                       someone passing on the road behind him might think he was writing a suicide note
some Buttinski
                 asif they had a right to interfere with anyones exit strategy
some kibittzer
some twocenter
                  Mind your own fuckin business

 
     exit   strategy
                      an old pair of shoesHmm  maybe he was thinking of himself when he wrote thatit seemed important at the time to get it down  he exhausted both sides of the scrap of paper
                                                                                      hed correct thatremember to slip a whole piece of paper in a book so he wouldnt leave himself highandry
                                                                          if it had been a suicide note hed have something to saynothing cryptic gallows humour  something  worthwhile
itd be addressed to his daughter to his partner in crime
if they wanted to share it that was their business
he always left them to their heads
thats what he understood love to mean
uncomplicated
unmitigated
absolute

love


he didnt think an old pair of shoes was an unlikely or unsavory comparisonhe made it a point to walk everywhere he went only occasionally yielding to take his car to save time

 

What are you doing, Dad? You ought to bring your coffee outside and sit with the rest of the family, we have only so much time here to enjoy them before we have to leave.

Yes  I will
           Everyone was cold when I woke this morningfound a note to myself in a book I was reading Made some coffee an sat down here not to wake anyone

Well, we’re all up now, sitting outside on the patio in our robes yapping. Come out and join us.

I can do that
             Right there
1220,  Thursday,  30  9. 21
1314,  Reggae Friday,  1  10. 21

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