2.10.21

 

thatll cool anyones coffee
                         thank gawd it wasnt over a lunch he usually didnt eat lunch

Anyare bringing this up now why

It’s been something that I’ve been thinking about for a bit and, well . . I wondered what you’d make of it.

Me  of all people

Yes you, of all people, not really something you can bring up with famil . .
. . Exactly who yashould bring it up with
                                           Im the guy you described as . . give me a moment . Ive still got it here on my clipboard . . YES here
                         Ya wrote  You are either a one-off or an anomaly in oscillation, in limbo, between fictions and reality.

I can’t believe you still have that on your clipboard, that was weeks ago.

Clipboard accompanies me whenever we have coffee Its profound ironclad written in your own hand  Yare rarely accurateoften jumble your wordsconfuse your thoughts 
                                                          Illuminating too Im aware I twist you but likely thats because you dont have my Midwest upbringing and tendencies or frankly family ties among a throng as enormous an extended as mine I grewup in a jungle you in a prim tea garden he rolled his eyes Donbe offended truth hurts not that it should your upbringing wasnt a matter of choice any more than mine
Were different animals

                                 So


So . . . Id like to hear what you think.

Exit strategy

Yes.

You still maintain yare in the fourth quarter

Yes, can’t talk me off that.

Despite my cheerful beginning of the second half hanginout in the tunnel watching the agile pretty cheerleaders kicking their legs in chorus
                     Some not wearing panties
Yes.

Yafuckin craz . .
. . I’ve had health challeng . .
. . That youve met and beaten  There maybe be some faded hints in chalk on the blackboard but that slates been erased  Time to write over it
                                 Time to quit feeling sorry for yourself

You think I’m feeling sorry for myself?
Yakiddin me
             Yare takin for granted advantages youve enjoyed since you were bornStop  Stop the pitying  Yave had boots to pull yourself up by your bootstraps

Exit strategy
I follow

When that time comesaround youll say your buhbyes an have a pretty lil pill to pop  an go to bed to sleep


You don’t think that a coward’s way out?

Worried about namecallingDont
                                            Ya wouldnt hear it anyway
               
1220,  Thursday,  30  9. 21
1004,  Saturday,  2  10. 21

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