27.3.21


pompously he pronounced cellar door  phonaesthetics yaknow  euphony  fingered as such by JRR Tolkien CS Lewis  also Edgar Allan Poe not EA Poe  perhaps because he was an American writer 
                                                                                    a supposition HA a suppository an insertion  Keep movinkeep movin stand around an theyll get you  anal-ysts  if he couldnt clarify who they were he wouldnt use the pronoun 
                            unlike others 


pompousness evaporated  hed use wha he scribbled first  basement door  

actually there were two basement doors at the top of the steps  one opened into the hallway upstairs  the other swung into the basement

they were hinged on the same side

there was a couplethree inches of dead spacedead air between them 

usually the door at the top of the basement steps remained open  that threshold was probably a metre deep he didnt know this so he thought to share it  a metre is defined currently as the length of the path traveled by light in a vacuum in a second  the dictionary told him so   will wonders never cease

that the threshold was deep stop the young and the elderly from falling headlong down the harsh wood steps

when he was a boy his father went down a flight of steps that were like 
                                                                          a broken collarbone concussion split scalp

he got down the steps to him first

he thought he was dead 
 
                                     Hey, boy. 
Hiya Dad  
I ain’t dead?
Dead men tell no tales
Stop, I’m the comedian in the family. 
Yes  though apparently pratfalls are your expertise  You can have them 
Fuck. Ouch.
              phonaesthetics  it was probably the only time he ever heard his father say Fuck 
I heard ya
Don’t repeat it. 
I wont
I mean it.
I know you do 
                Though aint a lot you can do about it now if I did  Eh
OUCH. I think the adrenaline is wearing thin.
Can you move
I think if I wanted to I could shit in my pants  hed heard his father use shit before  And you can also keep that in your hat, boy; best get your brother to help me up and your mother. If I have to suffer her tonguelashing Id rather do it while the adrenaline spigot is still spouting. 
I dig
You and your beatnik expressions, I should have taken away every book you brought into the house; that’s your mother’s fault.

 

he didnt know why there were two basement doors at the head of the stairs 

it wasnt his house

it was always nice to inhabit the places he found himself dreamed into  like a spook or ghost or godName of the Father the Son the Holy Ghost 
                       he could be a trio a trinity if he wished  he could be morehe was more 

sometimes he was troublingly more

this could be considered breaking and entering

hed done that in real life 

not in its criminal sense

in its justice sense 
                  in its Fuck with me an Ill fuck with you  notice the anal-ystsense  fuck with me an Ill 


he didnt apologise to his father for using fuck  although hearing it his fathers eyes tended to flutter or roll 
Its in the dictionary Dad

I should have taken away every book you brought into the house; that’s your mother’s fault.

0744,  Thursday,  25  3. 21
1456,  Saturday,  27  3. 21
Airto’s  Sedonia’s Circle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBk6qdsB_NY                    

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