Itll be a drag the day I wont be able to look back into your face 

he was talking to himselfhis face in the bathroom mirror

he was washing his hands after using the pot and drying themrehanging the handtowel on the hook beside the doorjamb and in his peripheral vision he caught a glimpse of his reflection in the mirror 

he turned and faced it Wha Can I help you Yagot something to say to meyagot my attention  my attention   Wha  he usually didnt pay attention to his reflectiononly using the mirror while he shaved so he didnt cut his throat with the straight razor his father left him

his Wha hung in the air 

                         no response not unexpected

he flipped the lightswitch off the mirror reflected his dark form  

                                                                  watching it he said Now for the fun Lets see if you turn when I turn on rare occasions it didntit dug its heels in an let him walk off without it Punk

evidently they were dancing tonight  when he turned his reflection turned they went into the hallway together  he could have stopped outside the doorpeeked around the jambsee if his darkened self peeked back  he didnt

Its gonnabe a fucking dragman Ill tell ya  

Yawont be there  

I wont be here  

Maybe yall mutter Adioshuh  Say at least one fuckin word for yourself in your voicenot in mine

  

his brother-in-laws aorta started to unravel 

a team of doctors saved his lifefuckin amazing

for a few weeks prior they had been discussingrather his brother-in-law was holding court  insisting  they were in the fourth quarterhis brother-in-law couldnt resist sports analogies

                                                                 JEEZ he told him Remember one youre three years older two you speak for yourself Youre in the fourth quarter Im at halftime in the tunnel sipping water from a paper cup beside a water cooler watching the cheerleaders flaunt their teamcoloured panties high kicks shake their pompoms booties an tits 

Awright 

Youre fourth quarter an Im choking on my water  one of the cheerleaders forgot her panties

Yup

Itll be a drag

hed grown fond of himself

0050,  Saturday,  30  3. 19

1148,  Saturday,  30  3. 19

Matt Mays  Dull Knife  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXx2Xx2FGBA