when the government institutions fell apart

                                              when the jails ruptured the police departments and hospitals ruptured

they were turned into Walkaway-style co-ops

people helping themselves to what remained  and then helping others

somber

Gretyl told her son She’s been away and we haven’t seen her in a long time. We love her.

Jacob was seven

We love her. Jacobs parents said said Gretyl and Iceweasel

so  uncritically unconditionally childishly Jacob loved Limpopo too

childishly

innocently

            as these concepts are slowly erodedas children havent the luxury of being children any longer they are forced to access more than their immature brains can either absorb reckon-with or humanely facilitate

childishness and innocence are unwanted

                                             the childrens elders want them to be as critical as they are corrupt and they insist and insert conditions and clauses to be met 

theyre wrong

plants grow in their time insects and animals grow in their time 

when natural things are forced theyre stressed  they become ill   they are not resilient  deranged

when we naturally self-construct

                                  when our selfish parameters of course they are are met and fortified by those who love us we in turn know and can love 

we love because slowly we have been shown and we acclimate to what love is

sometimes our love deftly defiantly hurtles over and beyond precepts defined by others 

they insist forgetting they are they and not us and demand our love is not love and because it is un-natural to them we should overthrow it

and because they leave us no choice

we overthrow them

or try

August, 2018

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