https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HksvmxnIVg8

who knows where this will go

he hadnt a fucking clue . .  but the best thing of not having a fucking clue is the wide open spaces that present themselves to be transfigured transformed  annihilated?when you put yourself in someone elses hands you risk annihilation  an whywhythefuck would anyone do that  why would anyone lay down their armstheir weapons themselves an allow another to runroughshod over them twist them make them into something they wanted . .fuck you . .  .  you make yourself   . .leave me alone

                                                but some people are satisfiedgrateful to leave themselves to another

that could be God

that could be a mentor

that could be someone youd do anything for just to get in their pants

sorry

      theres plenty of fish in the sea

you cant see that

thats on you

he had several friends growing up who were manipulated by the whiff of pussy  

some of them married the pussy

he was sorry to say that most of those relationships went sideways  he said as much  an saying as much he was no friend to the pussys an they made damn sure his relationship with his friends were hacked downminimised

My wife doesn’t like you.

I dont like your wife  But what does that have to do with our friendship

Well, it’s about my marriage, not our friendship.

The two are mutually exclusive.

They’re not. I can’t spend time with you. I’m not risking my marriage to spend time with you.

She have any friends you dont prefer  Have you denied her their friendships

That’s different. Women have their friendships, their friendships run deeper than ours.

According to them and your wife women have deeper friendships You and I go back to kids  fucking kids  kindergarten I got friends from second grade That timethat development is all for naught

I need you to stop. I need you to appreciate the depththe love I have for my wife

I appreciate the love your wife has for herself Im telling yaman you keep backing off and off an youll back right out of your marriage

This aint cool

I want to preserve my marriage . .

. . At the cost of our friendship

I vowed . .

. . You vowed What did she vowtill death do you part Do you appreciate how long your life might be Do you appreciate your vow nowbefore God if you want might exceed the all the time youd been alive Did you really assesshard wordyet the best word assess your entire life with one person Fucking romanticyes But did you really dig down and assess a lifetime with her

Of course I did.

an when their marriages broke up after they stepped away from himtheir friendships  they refused to reconnect

pride

resentment

hed never know

he reached out to themhe never said I told you so

they just let him go

they knew he was honestknew he was honest to a fault

they knew he was brutally honest

he missed themmissed their friendships  but it takes two to tango

1201,  Sunday,  30  9. 18

Chaka Khan  I’m Every Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HksvmxnIVg8

Warpaint  Love Is To Die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnuFYYJHaY0