he spent the morning looking up and telephoning physicians offices internists who in the county might be accepting new patients

which was a tall order

American isnt producing quality doctors who stayed in-country as it once did

 

those who were intellectually inclined to-day entered finance ran into that rigged game where they didnt need to spend decades in career or humanity  they could make quick killings and then utterly dependent upon their greed they could be out of it flushed in wealth in minimal selfish time

  

his prior physician via certified mail notified him that she felt she could no longer maintain a therapeutic relationship with him(which made him wondered what therapeutic must have meant to her because he argued via her minions that she wasnt providing him either sufficient care nor answering two specific questions he repeatedly tendered)

                                                                                                                                                                               she also discharged him from her practise(this is where all the oohs and aahs from an audience  if there were one  would be elicited  perhaps) but her retaliation was a familiar prescription  it was the same mentality exhibited by the police

each believing their authority unquestionable

 

they had no obligation to respond to questions asked of them while in turn they demanded the citizenry blindly and faithfully accept their precepts and tenants as Gospel  that they capitulate immediately  rollover and piss themselves  without any reason other than they said so  authority intolerant

 

each seemingly unfamiliar with acts  if one would  of civil disobedience that they would deem recalcitrant  which were knowingly bestowed by framers of the Constitution  and yet Justice apparently prevails against and parses into tiny bits with the sharp knives of Laws empowering its Agents who must be incorrigible

she entered the room and between calls she asked him what he was doing 

he mentioned his difficulties

she had heard them before 

 

he was beating a dead horse 

            

but beating a dead horse  no matter  was physically exhausting  kept the heart rate up the blood flowing and maintained him as a moving target  harder to hit

she abruptly mentioned McGinn  had he called Dr McGinn yet

 

then in the next breath she mentioned how she thought his last name was odd for him as he was Asian

Last names arent everything he replied

It would probably be vivifying to unknowingly have a consultation with someone assumed Irish or Scottish and then entertain an Asian personae

 

Was it McGinn or MacGinn and was Mc Irish and Mac Scottish or was Mc and Mac interchangeable regarding either the Irish or Scottish

Slow down there sailor she said slow down

he immediately asked why sailors were always asked to slow down

One thing at a time one thing at a time

but each realised he was revved up there were no brakes on this ride and he needed to play out what was madly churning in his skull

Mc or Mac or Mac MacMac  I like Mac MacMac  wouldnt you think a man named Mac and having a last name of MacMac would be a declarative mans man

Mac MacMac the mans man

Is it out

Are you done

Yes Thank you

If that stayed inside Idve had an aneurysm

Yes

I could see the small red light blinking erratically in the corner of your eye

Best you blew that load

I am a good load blower

Yes you are

You love me

I do

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