alcohol

              his convenient drug of choice

if he inconvenienced himself  hashishan if he really inconvenienced himself   opium

but those accesses an excesses an lifestyle dried up when he went north an averred to the bloodlust of living off the land

a lifestyle he recognised he innately possessed  made himself wonder if he hadnt been a plainsman or mountain man in a previous life or lives

 

they were shorter then

violent

he may have stuffed young fistfuls in

his violence shimmered just under his skin

a violence he called on  counted on  when others seemed not prone to it

it could be his answer to every problem he ever encountered

he didnt threaten it

it shone defiantly in his eyes

made others uncomfortable

he was cream on milk

when things became tenuous

he found himself at the front

unconcerned that those well behind him wouldnt have his back

that he would have to provide cover for their clumsy escape

he  unknown to them  was dependent on the adage assigned to the fastest

he needed only to pass the slowest

few were as fast as he

it is Natures Way

nevertheless

                       a violence percolated just under his skin   permeated his reptilian brain

alcohol

              where this began

was copious  readily convenient

 

an even more delicious when it wasnt on his dime

he attributed his northern lifestyle to a southern friend who was bred from a family of exceptional moonshiners who should have gone legit then

he encouraged him

told him he could make a killing

been ahead of the herd who now comprised todays craft markets

But  southern man replied drunkenly looking down the long barrel of a 12gauge he stuck in his face

        Im simple Im only enthusiastic about making my lightnin

it seemed no matter his drug preference inevitably someone stuck a gun in his face without good reason

inebriation     wonderful   blessed   euphoric     always incurs risks

  

1333,  Monday,  7  12. 15

2327,  Monday,  7  12. 15

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