tripping Matthew up  Fifteen Eighteenhut hut huphut    Hike

                                                                    Bible zealots know

everyone else can look it up

    calmly  quietly  she took his hands in hers good grip

she looked uncomfortably deep into his eyes

                                                 Youre not supposed to look an animal in the eye

casually her brain replied to his cranial assertion

                                                     You can. It’s called eye-to-eye epiphany; human identity cannot be separated from our nonhuman kin. 

still looking in his eyes   nonhuman kin lingered

                                                      Are you talkin  arya talkin to me

                                                                              film zealots know

    then she said  What goes through your mind comes out of your mouth.

reductively he countered Or through ones hand via pen paper typewriter computer keyboard  Or through though I never learned   signing  ASL  Amer . .

. . I know.

You know

I can.

    Wow kiddo  Ya came guns readied didnt you

I must admit I did.

                     I did, no apologies, because you sometimes claim you have no claim to things you’ve written.  Ghost written. Used as a medium. A channeler.

So what   you a channelchanger  a shapely remote

    Anif I am?

 

Well baby  Lets let the games begin    

1717,  Saturday,  10  5. 25

2158,  Monday,  12  5. 25

he tries to keep up with her but she cant keep up with herself

I didnt arrive until later that afternoon and I wasnt going to try to chase them down

Had a couple of pops  a nice whisky   an edible

                                                        Catch up, take a ten. she cried

Five milligrams just dandy for me thank you

he mewled Spoilsport.

Havent heard thaone in awhile

                                  Save itup for rainy days

Pitiful  a pitiful attempt at coercion

In the da . .

. . Long gone

                  Long long gone for you too man   Whaswid tryin to keepup

I’m not going to be outdone by a woman.

                                             could tell he was really high

gigglingputting her hand to her mouth I’m handing you your ass.

                                                                      she was    she did

thats what she did

I think not.

Broheim 

            Youre not even in her neck of the woods

I am.

No you’re not. she chidedtilting back almost fell off the short stone wall

                                                                            grabbing her by the shoulder of her shirt  Where ya goin cowgirl

she laughed  Hell if I know.

                               Somewheres.

You two need food 

she picked up the wine glass at her hip I’m good, I’m eatin’ grapes.

Yeah, me too.

she set the pace

 

I sipped my beer

    when the beverages were gone they adjourned indoors ostensibly to replenish them

though the two walked on shaky unsure legs

Why don you two have a seat on the couch Ill top you off

they sat

they were drinking a local chardonnay

handing them their glasses he told them the bottle was a dead

                                                                   he doubled back to the frig for a beer

returning to the livingroom held up his bottle

                                                Toast  Na Zdrowie

Na Zdrowie. eversodrunkengently tapped their glasses and to his bottle 

                                                                                 they sipped

through the patio screen he heard a hawk cry

                                                 Say Excuse me  Im going out to see the hawk

he went out the screen door  down the porch steps

the hawk turned lazycircles over his head  a huge redtail

                                                             she or he turned a good ten minutes before breaking off suddenlytaking a line over the tops of live oaks  gliding out of sight

always a thrill

    was a nice sunny  day

he went up the steps back into the livingroom

they had set their glasses on the coffee table and fallen asleep

                                                                     he tries to keep up with her

but she cant keep up with herself

he polished off his beer  left

                               hed text later to see how they fared

1132,  Monday,  12  5. 25

Im so sickantired of this shit

 

You gonnasay, or do you want me to guess?

I’d guess this administration.

Yah

      Wanna guess  more specifically

he laughed

sounded like a belch

                           Sure.

 

My turn on tenterhooks

What’s tenterhooks?

Hook used to fasten cloth on a drying frame Or tenter

    Or tenter. You’re a joy.

You asked

             Meat hooks sounded too graphic

Wha  Specifically

Cabinet meetin . .

. . BAM

They’re something.

    Ive an idea

Ohshit. You and your ideas.

 

 

Awright.      I’m listening.

They can quit with the effusive accolades 

I’d agree.

Yah

             Id do a silent porn short

Jeez.  A silent porn short?

Yah

          Picture this

Do I have to?

Hear me out

I usually do.

Picture this

Lay it out for me.

    Felons got his ass parkedleaning against the front edge of the Resolute Desk To his leftyour right the First Lady holds with both hands a silver serving tray a small silver pail a small cutglass crystal phial on it

To his right is the gaggle Cabinet members in single file

                                                           The ladies have silk handkerchiefs tucked at their bosoms the gentlemen their linen handkerchiefs held in one hand

WITHOUT A FUCKIN WORD

                              One by one they approach him take his flaccid cock in their mouths  suck briefly  next   anwhile next they move off to the First Lady take a swig from the phial mouthwash swish it around spit it in the pail wipe the corners of their mouth with their handkerchief file away  stand  or be seated  until the last suck of his penis is compleat cumpleat  spelled   C  U  M  P  L  E  A  T                                           

WITHOUT A FUCKIN WORD

Jesus, man, the way you thin . .

. . Doncha think I think

 

 

    Porn short

311preferred,  Thursday,  8  5. 25

1149,  Monday,  12  5. 25

turning round from the kitchen sink an amethystcoloured Mason jar in hand he held it too low and cracked its bottom against the porcelain

                                  for its loud bellsound

how it didnt break astonished him

                            in his head  he imagined shattered glassfrightening his cats who were snoutsdown at their breakfast sharp shards spinning dancing wounding the freckled linoleum

                                                                                        in his head

his voice damning him Toldya   HASTE man     Quit the haste

hed been deliberate cautioning himself a coupleseveral times a week

                                                                          thus far

ducking bullets

Zaniedbany Sloppy could hear his mothers voice careening offechoing on the bones in his skull

in each and every instance he had no reason to rush no where to be   no excuse

hed be the only one inconvenienced

                                        didnt care for inconvenience   they werent on good terms

mariachis cackled

                   Wanna shut your mouths

the cackling persisted they werent letting him off the hook   Gimme an H   H   Gimme an A   A   Gimme a S   S   Gimme a T   T   Gimme an E   E   Whastha spell   IDIOT

fuckin idiot

he was outnumbered

he couldnt shut them up

he had to suffer their jeering their shrill catcalls

whose fault

    his

maybe memorialising this morning would call his hand demand his obeisance

                                                                                         Maybe

they snarled Until the next time Ace they let him off with an Ace

                                                               they caught his thought

corrected themselves

                  Ass

 

        wasnt a good start to the morning

                                             barefoot which would have been calamitous who likes walking on glass barefoot in the kitchen dressed down by his interior fast thinking they were superior 

No youre not

 

    Haste man   Quit the haste

0832,  Monday,  12  5. 25

Weather Report  Nubian Sundance  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bchTF-WWG14

shaking his headwas pretty sure he looked mournful

                                                          ifnot thats what he was shooting for

wordlessly declaring Have fuckin pity on me

Why live birth on ones birth certificate is important

Live birth?

Different than dead birth

                           If a newborn is delivered deadstruggles  dies minutes later their parents will still name the child

I think  donya think

Foetus had gestated

Just coudnt close the deal

Jesus man, the way you talk.

I am  being extreme

                        Nuance is wasted on youso  punch you in the face

    I’m just sayin . .

. . Youve said  I disagree  hence my elaboration

America’s birthday is the Fourth of July Seventeenseventysix .

It is

    So why are you insisting on its . .

. . Conception

                  Not conceived not born is my point  which you cant seem to accep . .

. . Not when it’s the Fourth of Jul . .

. . Im not arguing tha

                           Im arguing tha Americas conception  was April Nineteenth SeventeenSeventyfive

I disagree.

Because you havent a birth certificate thasays  you were born alive

                                                                          Like me

I have a birth certificate.

Not of a live birth

                      I have no idea wha yours attests

My birthday.

    Were you conceived on your birthdayfabulously inseminatedformed cocoa mix sprinkled in hot water loanbehold  inaninstant hot chocolate

I like tha

             Inaninstant

You inanimate

Faked animation

Claymation

    Herkyjerky

Insulting me does not further your weak argument

Perhaps not

             But certainly is a riot

My point

          Not conceivedhavent   havent a snowballs chance in hell of a birthday 

1400,  Thursday,  8  5. 25

1257,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11  5. 25

https://concordmuseum.org/online-exhibition/the-shot-heard-round-the-world-april-19-1775/#:~:text=April%2019%2C%201775-,The%20Shot%20Heard%20Round%20the%20World%3A%20April%2019%2C%201775,Emerson%20echoed%20that%20same%20morning.

Weve had this discussion

                               Yaremember

Have we?

Have

    I don’t remember.

We have

Would you like to entertain it again?seeing as I do not recollect it.

    Seems you woud

                         Begin    Again

smiled brightly a child at a new toy  Thank you.

Of course  Youre welcome

 

So which is worse?

In todays society among certain phalanxes churchy twists   There is no difference

I’m asking you.

I was playing you

Playing me?

              How do you mean?

Your inability to answer questions Ive directed to you personally an you choose run the gamutanswer for the whole of the world  Im not askinem  Youre not their spokesman

                                                                    Askin YOU

So what do you think?

Id say on par

looked like he just pulled his wings off  pained  On par?

Ive said

           You

Which I think is worse?

Wha do you think

I think the former, not the latter.

smiled cat thinks hes being clever  So youre better   Not worse

What do you mean?

Whaya said

 

Why aren’t you saying?

I have

        Youre the one seemingly to choke on pronouncinem Everyone loves youth  Society has parsed legal numbers

Cavemen

While not havin words forem  werent troubled

Look at society societies

Were still troglodytes

                       Only think were better

We of big brains

Quite a declaration.

I think so

           Punch holes in it where you may but perhapsnext time  youll remember we discussed it

 

Can you say

 

    I think a pedophile is worse than an atheist.

1331,  Thursday,  8  5. 25

1212,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11  5. 25

Esbjorn Svensson Trio  Behind the Yashmak  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLJp5Og88Yc

What did you call him?

Ya heard me

I did.

    Then why ask

I’m askingbecause . I’ve never heard somebody call someone else that.

Agree disagree

I agree.

Then why the question

They know?

Do I care

    I can’t tell if he took exception.

Yasaw the look in his face he hadnt a clue  Didnt know wha to make of it anyet  anyet hadnt the sense to question me What?   Thereby furthur detailing exemplifying amplifying my insult

Hes too stupid to know I insulted him

    What made you call him that?call upon that?

Its a terribly attractive wordI like it Must be the Os their roundness them enhanced by the P an B the sharp conclusion sharp lines of N and T

Kinda nuts.

Nuts

Finding . . . a word . attractive.

Not so much

                 Careful

Ya don want me callin . .

. . Me? Protobiont.

                    I know what it means.

Youd take exception

                       Such an excellent noun   Nice nous

Jesus.  You’re swinging all over the place.

Nah  Somewhat same neck of the woods

                                             Primal common sense

rolled his eyes

                  Ifya say.

I do  I do

1400,  Thursday,  8  5. 25

1047,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11   5. 25

Esbjorn Svensson Trio  The Unstable Table & Infamous Fable  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBFUFJmUung

Google:  “Protobionts are considered the evolutionary precursors to early cells, representing aggregates of organic molecules that exhibit some properties of life, such as reproduction and metabolism, but are not considered living organisms themselves. They are thought to have formed abiotically, meaning without the involvement of living organism.”

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                                                                        What  the  fuck

Whos kiddin who  

Gonna kick these cans down the road apiece with THE THREE GREAT LIES he learned by junior high

Uno The checks in the mail That may not stand the test of time

Dos I promise I wont cum in your mouth What lie does a woman tell a man

Tres Ill respect you in the morning

                                       alternately

Im here from the government and Im here to help

                                                      alternately

Some of my best friends are black

    Did I cover the three subjects ones not suppose to discuss in polite company one day hed have to attend such a gathering  a murder    crows

sex

politics

religion

Cum check

From the government check

    hmmm religion    friends are black weak

be back

                                maybe

 

anmaybe there are no lies in religion

                                                 he chuckled

peeved Don you chuckle

chuckle piqued

Yare killin me

                   Whaya chucklinbout

 

Im takin it on faith     

1724,  Saturday,  10  5. 25

0908,  Sunday – Mother’s Day,  11  5. 25

David Allan Coe  Three Biggest Lies  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLggFs8i8Eg

Relle Bey  Uno Dos Tres  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdKJEjSxvpQ