it pained him  truly   that his friend was homocentric that everything revolved around human beings that he was unwilling to grant animals consciousness trees plants   consciousness

                                                                             Some plants turn to face the sun  maximise it

Not consciously.

You turn Unconscious

You comparing me to a plant?

You denying isness

Isness? What’s that supposed to be?

Non-teleological Steinbeck

                               I know you read himsaid  you did

I did.

    Then you know 

I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Is thinking

              Concerning yourself not with wha shoudbe coudbe might be  rather wha actually is

Isness

Steinbeck?

Im tellinya

I don’t think so.

Callin me a liar

                     Strikes me you didnt read him closely

I don’t know what stories you read of his . .

. . I read wha he wrote didnt leave his novels alone to speak for him

                                                                         I read him

I read his novels.

Cut your throat  There was more to the man

                                               Here I carry this on my clipboard

Your broken Bear-of-a-Clip?

Still functions doesnt it

It does.

    Steinbeck  An I quote

“It seems apparent that species are only commas in a sentence” I havent lost ya

Species. Commas.

                      Get on with it.

“Each species is at once the point and the base of a pyramid . . . One merges in another – a fish with wrists – mine – groups melt into ecological groups until the time when what we know as life meets and enters what we think of as non-life: barnacle and rock, rock and earth, earth and tree, tree and rain and air . . . most of the feeling we call religious, most of the mystical outcrying which is one of the most prized and used and desired reactions of our species, is really the understanding and the attempt to say that man is related to the whole thing.”

Isness

He said that?

I said quote

I never read that.

Maybe yaoughta be less superficial

I read him . .

. . But not tha

    No.

Where do you stand on this

                               Silence is also a form of discourse Discourse is not reducible to language

What do you expect me to say?

Nothing

           Im posing it

Danger  Your imagination may not be your own

                                                    Not mine I see quotes but did not record who uttered or wrote it

Not thaya need worry You an Alfred E Neuman

Youre about as fictitious as him

some time 2001

1346,  Thursday,  21  11. 24

https://www.degruyter.com/document/doi/10.1515/psicl-2016-0006/html?lang=en&srsltid=AfmBOor4xzqc56Iiov80TtQaHx1XVGJylIHJeRK4IbiLyQLkAxkCaiJl

mariachi frisson

    Better

              was talking to a mariachi who was busting his balls yesterday lack of frisson

Better

Yes yah much better

                       Thanks for squeezing one off for the team  It was a tsunami

Felt awfully good  Agreed

    So

So  Wha

The girl

Yes

    That really happen

You expect me to kissntell

                              Tha wouldnt be propernot gentlemanly

I think yaoughta

Why do you think tha

Well cant betcant barter  but wha we can do is rise or fall in the hierarchy

                                                                                Think nasty medieval European Courts

Whawoud ya know of them

We know Church hierarchy through you Ya wrote of Galileo the Doctors of the Church of the Inquisition

                                                                                                              Lotsa intrigue backstabbing

Were runnin with tha

                        A few of us got prestige runnin on it

Whadayasay

Whadaya expect me to say

    Well theres three options an bets have been placed accordingly

Three

Yah

All ears

Yawont really be hangin anyoneher her out to dry Names been changed to protect the innocent   Although Please

Not really so innocentterribly hot flexible  she had to be a gymnast

                                                                           Gymnasty

Clever  Thayours

Cant take credit

                  Occurred to several of us then was consensually agreed upon

WHEW I we broke a sweat

    Yasaid three

I we did

All ears

You know

You tell me

Awright awright

                  One Fantasised  Two Dreamed    Three   It really happened

And

Wha

Where didya cum down

Clever yourself  Cum

                          Happened

Will you ascend if it did

Majority of us feel you fantasised

                                          I did not

    Put a feather in your cap

MOTHERFUCKER

                        I knew it

AM,  Thursday,  21  11. 24

1238,  Thursday

    resolution

                       thats one word for it

kindalike a friend who texted him about capturing rats or mice

  :  :  Capturing?

  :  :  You know.

  :  :  No. Tell me.  I believe you mean killing them with traps.

  :  :  Same difference.

  :  :  Call it what it is. Death shouldn’t be euphemised.  Don’t be careless.

  :  :  Capturing them.

  :  :  You’re a cunt. I’m not being euphemistic.  Later.

                                                               that was two days ago

he saw texts had arrived but chose to let them languish

captured

 

 

there were too many

it would have been foolish to face them in the open

he retreated  a long arduous way to a cabin built into the crotch of a stoneface beneath an overhang

inside a fireplace outfitted with swiveled hooks to hang pots wood table four chairs two cots cupboard a long heavy iron poker to stir a fire small shovel ash bucket

before it was a flat strewn with rubble except for a narrow wending path

if they followed their assault would be a frontal

                                                       his advantage

four pursued

   haughty apparently liking their odds

a lone woman among them surprised him although she was mannishlooking

                                                                                  maybe a point to prove

they were all business  came easily

                                          when he fled he was unarmed

they faced a stout door wedged shut windows to either side  shutters inside open

attacking they yelled RESOLUTIONsmashed glass with clubs hammered the door a lone assailant at a window he stabbed in the throat with the poker pivotedsuddenly past the door and slashedcracked the head of another leaning in timed the rhythmic pounding at the door kicked away the wedge the door toppled in the man fallingthrough sprawled the back of his bald head a shiningwhite target he bludgeoned once the woman rushed through the doorway knife in hand he smashed it then smashed a knee and fallen he smashed her opposite foot so it turned  one foot naturally forward  it facing behind

he stepped to the bald man smashed his head again

went out bludgeoned the two others

reentered

she was screaming

he ignored her

picked up her knife  his now

he considered

                         breaking her arm

over her howlscream he cried BE IT RESOLVED a break in her emit  IT IS A LONG CRAWL

he left 

AM,  Thursday,  21  11. 24

1006,  Thursday

Allison came down the hallway from the laundry to ask him Please quit banging the computer keys eventhough she knew he grew up using a manual typewriter

                                                misphonia triggered her

shed say Misphonia

hed say Hyperacusis

                        because times shed really lose her shit  cuss him out

he was a card

              You’re a real card.

Im your ace in the hole your pain in the ass

Ass.  Hole.

You said it not me

                     then hed bolt after her take her to ground

    sexmoans didnt trigger her

GAWDDAMMIT

she stopped at the studio threshold

                                      Again?

Fuckin WORD

Gotcha again?

    perturbed by it Yah  Must think Im inane donknow wha I mean

You do play with language.

Trained classically knowing   allows me to experiment be abstract

Thas art babe.  Words are, well, words.   Deliberate.

    I am being deliberate

I know you are.

                   What happened this time?

I wrote donneed D O N N E E D

Don’t need.

Correct

    Lemme guess. Corrected, not that it wasn't correct, corrected it to donned . .

. . Yeees  sounded like a venomous snake

                                               I wrote Im distraction enough for myself donneed to be tagteamed

Tagteamed?

You know it

    Want me to go next door an get Becky.

he screwedup his face

Allison laugheddimples went off never covered her mouth    both turned him on

                                                                                      Might soothe the savage beast.

Might indeed

                 I tellya how much I like the way you think

Donneed to.  I can read your mind.

the three were feral

1258,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  11. 24

1627,  day-between-2-Ts

https://www.webmd.com/mental-health/what-is-misophonia

Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young  Triad  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lp5Ope65mQ

why not a Biden MOU Memorandum of Understanding while he is President The Supreme Courts IMMUNITY is available to him to vet personnel named to future posts by a yet unseated administration particularly  when former has publicly announced he has no intentions of having any of his nominations vetted

                                                                             why not  seems prudent cogent logical

though could suppose such keen awareness would be found to be Woke

better Woke to the bright light of day than Woke with ones head up their ass

the current Deep State ought to weigh in before the incoming Loyalist Deep State is tossed into the deep end and wont be able to find its ass with either hand and OhShit! unable to swim  wholl throw them life savers

                                                                                                      theyll all be in the pool

panicked Um-dittle-itll-um-dittle-I careening through chlorinated air off tiled natatorium walls

1939,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  11. 24

https://www.yahoo.com/news/opinion-biden-order-background-checks-224125594.html

https://perma.cc/YKP5-UBFQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UR4uLNFEauw

Whawoudya do if you were a multimillionaire

A billionaire?

Im not tha greedy Millionaire

she crossed her arms over her chest

    Dondotha

she saw where his eyes went

                                  What?

Cross your arms your breasts plump  Ya distract me

                                                        Im distraction enough for myself donneed to be tagteamed 

You’re a screwball.

Maybe later Lets keep on point

A multimillionaire.

                      she didnt take her arms down liked driving him crazy

A multimillionaire?

                        Could I be a billionaire for all intents and purposes of your asking?

Ifya like

I like, closest I’ll ever be to becoming one.   If I were a billionaire what would I do?     Anything?

Anything at all

    I don’t know.   I’d have to think.

                                           You’ve thought haven’t you?

I have when arent I thinkin 

                             Im thinkin when Im asleep my lifes nothing but a continuous stream  Whas the sayin

lemme think  a moment

                               Yah  I cant step into the same river twice

Heraclitus.

            she screwedup her face  You do that on purpose?

    innocently Wha on purpose

You’ve had time to think.

Whawas I thinking

I think you were thinking what I think you thought.

Cant fool you

                Can yasay

You want me to say?

Your arms are still crossed

I can say it.

he batted his eyes

They’re not brown.

Yours are

              I love your big beautiful . . .     Yare distracting meyour big beautiful brown eyes

    Both pair huh? 

Definitely

    Heraclitus.

Clit.

Clitoris my Peach  Yawanna tongue to wag as much as possible

                                                                        Clit sounds like a jab

Clitorisclitorisclitoris

she chuckled  Maybe later. Let’s keep to the point.

Touche

But of course.

                 If  I  was  a  billionaire.

    I . . I still have to think.

                               What did you think?

My thought

             Every neighbourhood in America needs one  Tha sketchy spooky mansion or house thacant sell an becomes derelict

Id buyem an refuse to improveem

                                    Every neighbourhood needs tha fright house tha temptsdares children to enter at night

Yaever

We had one in mine in Seattle. Going to school we’d run pass it backanforth.   It may still be there.

If I were a multimillionaire thad be the first house Id buy

                                                             Id buy it for you

What a prince.

A romantic

             Wed go at night a full moon take a couple of blanke . .

. . Enough Romeo . .

. . Candles

she screwedup her face  Incorrigible.

My middle name

2146,  2sday,  19  11. 24

2143,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  11. 24

Greasy, Grimy, Gopher Guts  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TR1ajf5Yh7w

DEnied

          a provocative mariachi one of too many to count

Miss the sign at the door No Soliciting

                                         Wasnt

Were

    Chanting

Maybe

I wasnt I was tired leftie crawled up between my legs

Excuses

No  Reasons

DEnied

Upset cuzya didnt get any

                             Wanted frisson

    I don we don think thas askin too much

Were necessarily voyeurs so the least you coud do at the end of a long day whether were involved or not is butter our bread jam it a civil consideration roles flipped Id say each an everyone of us woud masturbate for youfor your enjoymentpleasure

                    A freakin twofer Anregardin our teemed numbersIve no idea  wha to call it    

    Freaksfer

Yahsure

           Well accept the terminology   behind him lotsa silhouettes bobbleheading

    I apologisedidnt think  I coudve moved leftie   I was tired

heshe shehe all bobbleheads shrugged

                                            Awright awright  Well cutya some slack

Yadid have a bizarre night atop an awkward day

sighed I did I did   Thank you for recognising tha

Yare welcome  Were cool

                              In the future take one for the team Wed appreciate it

Ill do my best

All we can ask

                  Reality was Ill admit  bizarre night atop an awkward day    Suffered tha too

A strong orgasm coudpossibly have tipped us upsidedown rightsidewrong like a tsunami

Hmmm  Tsunami    Orgasm

                                   I like it

Looks whos chanting now

Smart ass

Tonight

Promise

We thank you

0930,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  11. 24

Woody Guthrie  Blow the Man Down  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufWdpNSs3DM  Donnever take heed of wha pretty girls say

he prowled out of a darkened dirt alley

                                          grunted  Puny.

striding quickly towards him he bent at the waiststabbed a long triangular carving knife he held into the ground

                                                                                                                     snorted

I won’t be needing this.           

                         rolled up a sleeve exposing a hairy beefy arm as he came on

    stepping back away  feigning fear

                                          No   No not tha

But youll need some help

which made him supernaturally chortle  snot shooting out of his nose

                                                                           Help?  stepped quickly

was up on him reaching for his throat

Yes

     his hand behind his back

in it a ball peen hammer

                         he grabbed his thick wrist for leverage as his assailants hand closed around his neck

windmilled viciously  struck him dead between the eyes

                                                                one vacated

stunned though not reeling

                              his hand at his throat slackened slightly  slackened bit by bit with every blow that followed rapidly

    he was a brute

                     a great dumb brute      

even with his skull caved in  braingore blood shards  boneconfetti

                                                                        his legs like tree trunks remained upright  rooted

he didnt topple until he pushed him over with the hammer

he did not leave the heavy knife for another scoundrel despite preferring the hammer jammed in his pants at his spine

approximately 0330,  2sday,  19  11. 24

1606.  2sday,  19  11. 24

Hearie hearie hearie

                       during his successful campaign – which appears to be a 50/50 split not a mandate – the former emphatically declared his support for state rights

states should determine womens health rights

                                                     NO  politicians should not

last week he declared that when inaugurated he prefers the Republican-majority Senate vacate the Capitol and allow him recess appointments

he prefers duly-elected some newly-minted US senators forego their Constitutional obligations to which they will have uttered sworn oaths and deny Americans their rights  the Senates duty   Advice and Consent

                                                                                                         248 years

apparently hes high on his own supply

                                          sipped the Kool-Aid or

is delusional  

his mind sliiipping away

 

Hearie hearie hearie

                       during . . .

                         

1504,  Monday,  18  11. 24

0521,  2sday,  19  11. 24

Paul Simon  Slip Sliding Away  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUODdPpnxcA

Remember Marine Lance Corporal José Antonio Gutiérrez

we ought to remember as former president rails against illegal aliens inside United States that Marine Lance Corporal José Antonio Gutiérrez  believed to be the second military fatality in Iraq  earned his green card AFTER HE DIED

   Yah

             illegal aliens

while thousands of noncitizens currently serve in our military as soldiers and as support personnel

should we to wonder if theyre to be deported along with alleged criminals  first

Thomas “A” Holman ought to get his head out of his lilywhite racist ass

as he blithelyblissfully tugs his cock in anticipation

                                                       AWWWshucks premature ejaculation  iftha

1528,  Monday,  18  11. 24

https://projects.latimes.com/wardead/name/jose-gutierrez/

Eminem  White America  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQEpRTy_1bY

McGrath  3:40 minute-mark into the video  “noncitizens”  https://www.rawstory.com/mass-deportations-2669937117/

https://socialistworker.org/2007-1/634/634_09_Gutierrez.php