therefore  thus

                    his keyboard hadntno ones did the mathematical glyph that would be an equilateral triangle without sides only vertices dots one above two below

she was wrong

                 hardheaded woman

Youre wrong I looked it up You know I don take anyone at their word

she spewed must have touched a nerve Three dots at the vertices of an equilateral triangle sitting on its base sides not drawn

One Yes   However your other two were incorrect

                                                      Ill email wha I found

Don’t.

Awfully curt kiddo

Don’t.

Ill tryyare tempting me three in a row

                                           Got a real bugup your ass

Don’t.

 

he sang

         Be cool boy real cool Gotta rocket in your pocket be cool boy coolie cool boy

Ya better take a deep breath

                               Coming after your eternityyou also incorrectly fashioned has always existed  Something anything has to start at a beginning As you posed nothing exists without being in relation or related to something else No cold the absence of heat no evil the absence of good darkness the absence of light Shabby

                                                                                                  Eternity  absence of finite

Everything in our existence is finite  According to Death

Eternity has always been.

Its a human construct

The concep . .

. . Construction . .

. . Eternity, timelessness, the state of that which is held to have neither beginning nor end.

Time is a human construct

                             Why you being a horses ass  Anthroholic I know of it Sells anthropology  Perhaps anthroapology  Youre drifting into religion which ya usually abuse as I do

We’re done.

You takin my line

You heard me

As you like Done

                   I want credit   Comon a little love

Come near me I’ll bust you in the mouth.

Your bust in my mouth

                         Thad be plentyplenty D-credit

she turned on her heels walked away

Whabout my bust in the mouth

                                             wondering how long it would take her to cool off

1551 though he was keen on 351,  Saturday,  28  9. 24

1306, Thursday,  10  10. 24

West Side Story  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wugWGhItaQA

https://anthroholic.com/theory-of-eternity-of-life#:~:text=The%20Theory%20of%20Eternity%20of,a%20new%20form%20of%20existence.

he turned around and found he had an audience in the kitchen

                                                                  he was cuttingup veggies for homemade chicken soup second day of preparation refrigerated overnight skimmed fat off the top finished deboning what the heat hadnt

Whasup gang

four cats

          three female torties blackbrown marbled october shy leftie the neutered Tom  bomber  an orange tabby like real feral Robert his old man

Whasup

he actually thought one day one would say

                                             they remained mute communicated with their eyes big cat eyes  watching

Excuse me

he set the large pot on the electric range dialedup a threeanahalf a long slow heatmarinating heat that would provide dinner round sixthirty seven would have a couple everything bagels on the side split and toasted

he stepped back to the sinkleaned against it

                                               Whasup

they were stoic

unmoved

statuesque

made him think of Gizas Sphinx

Well Ill tellya

                Is time to pee is time to tap a kidney

    they didnt appreciate the rhyme

he steppedthey fledbats out of Hell like they were next in the pot

                                                                    obviously

they didnt understand English

0929,  Thursday,  10  10. 24

1129,  Thursday

not one to beat a dead horse

but for Microsoft Word hed make an exception

                                                he wrote “I think everything you mentioned is a sign of the timesthe way things are going. You got to go along to get along.”

he typed upwards of onehundred words a minute with exceptional accuracy but while typing if he committed an errorhiccupped he usually caught it in his periphery a queerness a glitch a tha aint right and his hands came off the keyboard he read what he wrote beating a dead horse was confirmation of Word interjecting the wonder of its algorithms   faulty algorithms

                                   . . . everything you mentioned is assign of the times . . .

trying to be clever

asshole technology

a typewriter wouldnt presume to change the letter of the key he struck or spacing

                                                                                    Hellno errors were on the typist 

now he had to worry Words interaction or if jolly about ithumoured Words interplay  it was just joshing if he hadnt written this piece he likely wouldnt have formed just joshing a phonaesthetic to combat Tolkiens cellar door

                                                                                                        Thank you Word

he wasnt impolite

                    Now if youd step up an quit the shitput down what I lay down

Youre a function

Not a creator

    yes he was talking to an inanimate-wishing-to-become-animate formation or machine  that was ever-so-slowly scratching its way to singularity

                                  besting the human mind

while in turn tempted intern  the human mind is helping itself deteriorate erode by handing off work it could do but to quote his brother-in-law “I just don’t want to work that hard.”

once declared DUNCE in grade school sat on a stool facing a corner up front behind the teachers desk wearing a DUNCE cone cap

           now

Lazy Motherfuckers  who seem to be okay with it

                                                     they have more time for entertainment 

to perform witless acts

                          Comere boycomere Comere boy  Good dog throws a bouncyball  Fetch

does what its told dog expects treats

0941,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24

0859,  Thursday,  10  10. 24

National Association of Broadcasters (NAB)  https://amplify.nabshow.com/articles/ic-ray-kurzweil-singularity-ai/

steel wire egg slicer

                      freaked

october out of her mind 

                        shed hopped up onto the counter beside the kitchen sink times before when it was there but for some reason  likely he hadnt washed it yet after use  she glanced at it roseup on all fourswhirled her fanny and tail out of harms way

                lips pulled back  but no hissnear hiss  but no

then

      in the unique hip to crown quivershivering backanforth hed seen only felines do shheee tenuuousssly extended her left paw forward  aann CLOUTed the slicerbacked offnearly off the counter

then

        her tension eclipsed  it went out of her body

she leapt down

she killed it

it didnt pursue her

Hey october

               Can I wash this now tha youve dispatched it

she paid him no heed hustled out of the kitchen

in her defense not that she needed it was utterly capable he had scars to attest she was feral a kitten starved when his girlfriend brought her to him and asked if hed keep her

he had a cat indie  he was seven two of his house buddies died recently  figured he might like the company

not at first

             within a few weeks they were cool

he should have clarified keep her

his girlfriend was finding a place

she found it

has it still

0820,  day-between-2-Ts,  9 10. 24

1124,  day-between-2-Ts

he couldnt believe it

    he posted sixthousandsixhunredfiftyeight times before he labeled  lobotomy

he knew he described it in other pieces

                                           was flummoxed that he hadnt

I mean  Comon

pithed

scrambled brains (with eggs)

severed

cranium crumble

bashed skull

                not once before

“a medical awl held up against the flesh of an eyelid held firm to the thin bone beneath  occipital orbit  where a physician will aggressively rap it with a surgical mallet an perform lobotomies”

                                                                                    his

Really

Flummoxed

Dumbfounded

Stupefied

Astonished

Astounded

Staggered

Confounded

Nonplused

               no pussy  sex seems always to creep in

Buffaloed

           he got the point

Do you believe it now

Who asked you

Youre amazed

                 Fireworks an rockets went off in here forced us to take cover

Blew my mind

We saw

         We survived  Howbout a little warning next time

If possible

If possible Yah

Thank you Wed appreciate the headsup to keep our headsdown

Youre welcome

                 My apologies

Apologies accepted

he heard the shehes heshes sigh collectively

                                              could feel it come out his nose

he hadnt exhaled

Blew his mindPROOF

                         he hadnt been lobotomised

0921,  2sday,  8  10. 24

1014,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24

they yammered back and forth

friend falling over himself to be liked by everyone despite only they were there kept making excuses

pissing him off

                Awright  Then you tell me because I think we agree on the premise

Tell me when the decline of the American mind began

Decline . . .

So we don agree

Things rise and fall, there’s fluidity, things are in flux.

                                                           he was unconvincing

Decline of the American mind  I can say

                                              I can even say I recognised it early on

When?

Advent of reality TV

                     Thas when the toilet handle was pulled  Weve been spiraling down since yet to hit bottomflushed

I liked watching it, I watched it with my family.

My family watched it I sat in the room with them an read

You could read while the television was on you werent distracted?

There was nothing to distract me

                                   Youll remember Im from a huge family a survival skill ability to turn off sound

I liked them, I still occasionally watch ‘em. They’re mindless entertainment.

They are

          I don have a TV

Wha youre watching is our deterioration  Lay on top of it smartphones social media AI brick an mortar outlets goin byebye education online social interaction online interfacing online immediacy impatience

                                                                                               he stopped

Go ahead.

I think not

             I feel pessimism coming on

You havent said your piece

I think everything you mentioned is a sign of the times the way things are going. You got to go along to get along.

An you an your everyones are welcome to it

                                                Ill hold down the fort

he saw the expression in his face

                                      No sweat  Its what introverts do

3PMish,  Saturday,  28  9. 24

0927,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24

Whoawhoa  whoa  Just a minute please

she smiled demurely

                       was sure she wasnt taught thatmade her  even more attractive

she was a looker                                                                  

Again

A true Biblical stor . .

. . There Excuseme   I apologise for interrupting

                                                     True

she noddedcontinued smiling

                                   glowed

A true Biblical story

                      Ill grant you theyre stories But not true

Of course they are.

this was their first date

a mutual friend fixed them up

hed have to have their friends head checked

                                                Ya kiddinme

another friend said religion shouldnt be dealbreaker

Dealkiller he replied

You ought to go out on a second date.

A second date 

A second chance.

Theyre not equal

                   True aint changin

But you could be empathetic.   I know you got it in you.

Think not

          Youve only seen her I know you youre taking into account her physical assets

Beautys only skin deep

Yahno

        True Biblical stories is a dealkiller

252preferred,  Saturday,  28  9. 24

0843,  day-between-2-Ts,  9  10. 24

Man, you really got a hard on for it.

I do I do

           It appalls me yet most seem cool with ityoure cool with it

It’s progress. It’s technology.

                                Why would you standdare stand in its way?

Perceptions

              You see advancement label it technology science

Me

     I recognise it as a medical awl held up against the flesh of an eyelid held firm to the thin bone beneath occipital orbit where a physician will aggressively rap it with a surgical mallet an perform lobotomies

How dumb can we go

The benefi . .

. . Benefits

              Your take matter of speed saves time supposed accuracy  if asked correctly if programmed correctly

At wha cost

Stupid people

Wholl not be able to think for themselves

                                            An lemme tell ya

There are those who will think for themselves an seek an attempt to lead the herd

Its human nature

    You’ll be one of them?

OhHellno

 

ChatGPT

There’s that hard-on.

Its buddy

It’s buddy? Who?

Wha Captcha

                Sounds like capture spelled C A P T C H A   Know it

It’s not a word is it?

No  Your favourite an acronym a nickname you boasted handed em out as a kid fat kid christened Skinny  you know

What of it?

You tell me wha its short for

irritated I’ve no idea.

Nice

       Irritatin isnt it

Why they irritate me bullshit code between those in the know

                                                                      An I know  You don

 

You gonna say

    I am  I was just enjoying the roiling in your face

                                                         If you choose to remember It doesnt suit you

Why don’t you just say?

Captcha

           Means completely automated public Turing test to tell computers and humans apart You know the tests

I am not a robot

    I am a man in the vein of The Elephant Man https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0tqrlIqNmw

I do.

We wont be for long according to you an your ilk

after 2037,  Thursday,  19  9. 24

0921,  2sday,  8  10. 24

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/what-is-a-lobotomy#history

    black briefs black bands black ribbons black tshirts black gstrings black bondage

hedonism

heroism

          close but no cigars

letters H E O I S M covered  R  D N not

                                            run down

he wasntwas agile leapt from moving cars

learned how to rollprotect his head

                                        really dug black

vied with red as his favourite colour

he trembled when Vantablack was introduced

                                                  then  now

Black 4.0

          ULTRAbaby

he had two favourites

You can’t have two. You have to choose.

I don

You do.

    if looks could kill

smart  they backed off

                          he remembered more things than he cared to from service two tours

could roll

protect his head

    since he didnt have to choose

he embraced heroic hedonism

                                liked the community he fell in with

sparse

Ill seeya until I don

                     whether a car goinround a corner  wavin bye  a heel rounding the corner of an apartment landing

he lied

        didnt even have to close his eyes to see

he used to be disturbed how he could remember someone but they couldnt remember him

drop them into those kinds of memory

                                           he didnt have to see anybody for months

2037,  Thursday,  19  9. 24

1355,  Monday,  7  10. 24

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Bouttime

            he worked to give himself some latitude

could have offended himself far worse but it had been away six years on the backside of a page of an article he printed from the computer with the intention of reading more timely

that he read it at all  tuckedaway as it was

                                                he was grateful

the words on the opposite side were bonus

he cut himself some slack

                            there were reams and reams of pages at his feet to either shoulder similar to the shelves and shelves and rooms and rooms of books outside his studio

How nice are you

Im not nice

             Keep it to yourself 

obviously

           he chose not to be good to himselfnot that there were others vying for his attention  few and far between  he didnt he didnt want to spoil himself

                                      spare the rod spoil the child

he was a manchild

as a child a childman

not of the corpus that made up childhood

his plate was steepedshit to get done

                                       elevated to middle management without knowing it had a name

Bouttime

he remembered the words as soon as he read them

                                                       upset him then  as now

owl and hawk mummies on either side of the highway

looked like misshapen balls of crushedbroken feathers

owls

hawks

killed by cars

killed by cars 

   fuckinkilled by  cars

wished they were laden with explosives

                                               an eye for an eye tooth for a tooth

spare the rod

spoil the child

was a good indication how religion marred him

best indication

                 as soon as they were able to comprehendunderstand he told his daughters he  Careful when addressing your Maw  Ill not have you indoctrinated  You become religioncurious  Well get books  You can study

But youll study asif your life depended upon it

                                                   Cuz it does      Not hyperbole

Religion aint education

That’s not the way I was raised. his wife said angrily when he told her as he told her child by child when they came of ability

No

    Though I wish you werent

It did you no favours

1159,  Thursday,  25  1. 18

1306,  Monday,  7  10. 24

he assigned friend two jobs in two weeks

                                                friend

would have to spur himself on because hed be gone the first ten daysno reminding pestering goading

                                                                                                           he preferred to goad embarrass him

aptly call him  pussy

heeled himself from callinim bitch

                                     Datbe a fightin word

it bothered himsignificantly that they were feminine pronouns

                                                                    Almighty Humdinger  cunt

have to admit cock isnt abusive enough

                                           maybe

because women have been abused for so long that only their slang inflicts damage

To women everywhere be it known  I do not use such language against women unless they have tha I understand to my depths  they have earned it

two jobs

Lisa

      arrange a meeting accompanied by his girl friend

have a book he lent returned

                               Before the Big Bang: The Origin of Our Universe from the Multiverse by Laura Mersini-Houghton

    long dismal story short

                             they had a 50/50 arrangement of its ownership and for some fuckinreason he decided to loan the book

So you tell me Why did you do tha without asking me first

                                                               his issue friend did not appreciate his youthful and ongoing entitlement and seemingly was unable to wrap his thick skull understand  that    he was obligated to him

Ya ask first

he just stood there

                     Ya know  In this moment if we opened a real good dictionary an looked up ASSHOLE your photograph would be included with the definition

“2.  a stupid, irritating, or contemptible person”

                                                     Yareally wanna own tha

When I return in two weeks I read it in four days it best be back in your hands Anthen Im relieving you of it for a month or two                                

I wont be loaning it

I don loan books

Welcome to come in an read

Bring coffee

I got plenty of cups mugs

But aint goin out the door

the book was returned in the two weeks no worse for wear

friends girl friend hadnt made arrangements for them to meet Lisa because friend hadnt the balls to ask

he made a point of asking

just so he could say

                      Whell eunuch  Havent asked haveya

   eunuch

howbout tha

                 though

still not in pussybitchcunts neighbourhood

0810,  2sday,  17  9. 24

1204,  Monday,  7  10. 24

SHUDDER

                freakin appropriateconsidering the prior dreampiece

but thats not where this came from

Irish writer John McGahern  The Pornographer

                                                  believes either Ken Bruen turned him onto McGahern or one of the many literary online sites he read informed himhe couldnt say

                                                           he read an awful lot

jotted names titles brief phrases that incited him

                                                    excited him      challenged him

a sharp cuff on the cheek with a kidskin glove

“The shudder that makes us flesh becomes the shudder that makes us meat.”

                                                                                             if that does turn ones head theyre dead

shudder   flesh  meat freshmeat

shudder

           loved the wordloved      the sensation

erotic

fear

appalled

creep

one or all the above

multiple choice

fortunately

             not a test one needs to fear failing

as a matter of fact

throw other descriptors atop them like an obscene slathered sundae treat

                                                                                gobs and clots and lipsmacking

shudders

one might understand his tilted  erotic

                                         cut of cloth   steepedDNA     proud to say

0737,  2sday,  17  9. 24

1055,  Monday,  7  10. 24