a rampage likely forgotten 

                           https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6UBW0wrB18  

yet another rolls enters Miami tomorrow

fingers crossed its hard hes broken a lot of fingers  a peaceful outcome

a trial

a peaceful legal outcome 

                           because it ought to be vehemently understood  other legal precedents options can prevail

2049,  Monday,  12  6. 23

Maddow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PBTI1xu8ZU 

Queen  Another One Bites the Dust  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqUenEMwsdQ

Did you just say thatask that?

   Comon man yaint tha dense

                                      theres no tellin whawoud come out of his mouth while he was rocked

if pointed in the direction of the primrosepath given his head he coudbe psychopathic bout it 

                                                                                                 not thatha was a bad thing despite Awspit its characterizations   antisocial behaviour not if taken into account social media   impaired empathy an remorse he had a boss once tell him No good deed goes unpunished. despite the intent the sage words hes continued to be punished for his good acts   an remorse but a morsel of regret or guilt  where did either get anyone  Ill tellya he told himself fodder  fodder for Church Fadders Forgive me Fadder for I have sinned Church prefers its herd held close to its vestments have them keep themselves to short leashes which canhowever capably double as a yardwhip for punishment or pleasure dependent ofcourse Ofcoarse   BOLD   disinhibited Ohbrother let mental health professionals on the playgroundlet them get their hands on things twist em manipulate womanipulate em theyll have everyone on their knees eating out their hands  Fadder UNINHIBITID 

                                                                                egotistical  who aint     

egoist  who aint 

selfinterest 

             fumbled at the keys got selfintewrest  hmm selfwrestling selfish   Aah  Shellfish mollusc they secret calcium carbonate derived from the water they inhabit mantle cells extract an combine the calcium an carbonate ions the shell secreted forms around their soft bodies 

ERGOist 

           Cognito, ergo sum. Rene Descartes Latin ofcourse I am thinking, therefore I exist. I think, therefore I am. 

Ingotist 

         one who amasses casts shapes sizes bitsanpieces to conveniently store transport and later work into a finished product 

HIM 

       rocked

Said wha

You asked How many Dicks you know? 

                                             What were you implying? 

For instance

Dicks.

   Dicks imply wha  I know yare homophobic  Woudya care to elaborate hed panic analso woud freak him out if knew he wrote and also analso too close to his gay notions gay inclinations  inclinednotions so much easier when inclined analso don forget where we came from 

                             Ya have a miserable habit of being unable to connect the dots  Ill take it ya didnt enjoy the numbered dot to dot books we had as kids  Was the only freakin way I coud draw 

ROCKED

Remember

Remember?  Jesus no I don’t remember.

No  Ya get caughtup in your ideations Either things tha offend you or you think offence is intended  Stumbling moth bent like hell at a lightbulb

   You really think that?

Think  No 

            If you think about it  I tellya often But thas neither here nor there Thawhich preceded Dicks which ya cant recall  We were talking how I was fired from Starbucks for fashioning cocks an cunts on top of lattes 

YES!  I remember that.

Now 

      Whafollowed

I don’t remember that.

You will 

            Then I said  Coud you imagine wha a woman woud thinkmight be frightened whad she think after blowing a dozen different guyswomans got an appetitean appetite commiserate to any guys anyes  theyre out there  despite wha you think  Whad she think when confrontedcame eye to eye with an uncircumcised dick 

Like the one you first saw at Nutz Public Pool whenya coudnt swim in ifya hadnt showered naked 

NUSS.

        N U S S not N U T S.

Id spell it N U T Z   Tryin to keep you away from balls

Jesus.

Enough Jesus 

                You recall

Now I do.

Then answer the question

You know, this feels like an interrogation.

Only because when yare sidetracked you get stuck on the siding To be fair at least yare smart to get the hell out of the way of the screaming freight

                              Me  Im rocked 

The answer 

Dicks 

   I haven’t known many.

Biblically 

Blow me!

No thank you

1705,  Monday,  5  6. 23

1405, Monday,  12  6. 23

    Monday or Moanday

Twosday the same

Day-between-2-Ts  the same

Thursday   same 

                   etcetera etcetera etc etc late Middle English Latin ceterus  left over  evolved  Latin et and  and cetera the rest

the same day in an out  

one might spose tha boring NOPE 

                                   from one day to the next he never knew whamight showup whawas on the agenda be it dreamed imagined revealed  dictated

one day to the next the next he was enthused 

                                               brightlywrapped gifts under a lighted Christmas tree coloured motes baubles enhancing them bejeweling   beguiling

an he was a good boy

his hands trembled as he unwrapped them

 

   or he held his breath as they had him squatback on his haunches an undid revealed themselves

0034,  Monday,  12  6. 23

1124,  Monday

Bill Laswell, Toshinori Kondo, Eraldo Bernocchi  Charged (1999) particularly Cornered https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1HxkL1sqqY

Here let me get tha for you he said

she was leaning wayover the front of the cart trying to get her groceries out No. I’m good.

Yes I can see tha but let me get them for you  Ive got longer arms

No, I’m fine.

I was good with good an have no trouble with fine Please   Let me help

she stood uprighttossed her shoulders backpitched shifted her weight her hands startedup then retreated 

                                                                                                                  I have this.

This excuse me  Those 

                          Let me get the groceries unless the mooks in line behind us have paid you a peepshow admission

her eyes buggedhands wentup before her breasts asif to hide them although they were comparatively small woefully inept 

   Yah

0035,  Monday,  12  6. 23

1049,  Monday

competed Golden Gloves

hang a guy on the ropes

beat him senselessbeat him until he falls or the referee pulls ya off 

Lemme say this bout tha

invertebrate Republicans

insects molluscs worms

he sposed if 95% of animal species worldwide lack backbones

why shoud Republicans or their presidential candidates be any different

1831,  Sunday,  11  6. 23

Say, I hear you right, man?

he turned his head to the man standing over his shoulder he and his date were seated at the bar 

                                                                                                       Yamind  I wasnt talkin to you

If I heard you right, that’s kind of astonishing.

he turned on the woodseat stool following his crooked head  wondered whether or not to dismount an make something of it  Nah was having a drink with Legs a getting-to-know-you she did not strike him as someone who tolerated violence 

How can I help so you can leave

Legs reached over took him by the armthe crook of his elbow  Nah she wore a pretty blouse  woud prefer it not spattered with blood

That’s a ridiculous, an outlandish statement.

Outlandish  Thas a big word to comout your mouth 

Careful, friend. Careful.  

                            Who does that but kids?

Takes a Sunday night bath 

                              Yare lookin at him

Why?

I believe Im  Im regressingLegs Correct  Regressing  she graduated from Berkeley double major  International Affairs Philosophy  designed cobbled together fashioned her own program 

                                                                 nodding towards her not taking his eyes off mouth 

Shes the authority round here Don dare question her

Yes. Regressing. You’re correct.

Thank you

So why the bath? You can shower.

Why shower when I can bathe

I can’t remember the last time I took at bath.

Careful he sniffsniffed the air  May be settin yourself up

You’re a riot, friend. 

An yare uninvited

                   turned again on the stool though this time towards Legs Excuse me  Yare dismissed

Say. mouth grabbed him at the shoulder

he didnt bother shrugging off his hand  behind the bar  Red was a buddy 

                                                                                Hey, friend, hands off. 

He was rude. he let go

over his shoulder You interrupted

You gonna let the house talk for you?

It is his house 

                he turned his attention to Legs You like baths

I do. Scented bubbles. Hot. Foamy.  Candles.

Rightup my alley  Maybe someday well share one

she laughed didnt cover her mouth dimples accentuated her beautiful expression

You answering me?

he turned on the stool again 

                               You still here

I asked you a question. 

                          behind him two bouncers approached

he didnt answer

in the next moment mouth was bookended by the burly pair 

                                                                Let’s go buddy. one said

Off me. he shrugged despite neither touched him 

                                                     then stepping backwards I’ll be seeing you around.

he nodded then turned again on the stool 

                                             This can make a guy dizzy 

Legs had leaned in close to him she smelled warm  good 

                                                              Did you take a bath this evening

I did.

You smell fantastic

Thank you. 

               However . . can we return to your remark?

Of course

I wouldn’t say you were regressing . terribly.

No

No.

Whawoud regressing terribly mean

You may have responded to the circumstances like an ape, a caveman. I felt the blood the warmth tick up in your arm.

   Really 

            Thas quite tactile

Yes. Thank you.  I am sensitive.

Might suppose opposites attract

1325,  Sunday,  11  6. 23

ohJOY I was matched on Tinder   I found out through email

Are you on Tinder?

No I have no idea wha matched on Tinder means

Come on, really?

Don look at me like tha ya know better 

she cleared her throat 

                      It means that you and someone else on Tinder both swiped right, the app . .

. . Stop stop  Stop right there 

                               Swiped right

Swiped rightcome on . . you don’t know swiping?

   I know since I raised girls they had to wipe front to back front to back for the obvious reason

Jesus. she shook her head  A great example of wipi . .

. . Thought yad think so Im keepin ya present

Quit interrupting me. Please. 

                              gathered herself  You’re the one who doesn’t know, you’re usually one who likes knowing. 

It’s a brave new world.

Brave aint the word 

                      I apologise   Please

SWIPING paused to see if he had something else to say confirms that you and whoever approve of each other.  A match.  

paused againwas sure he had something inane to say As a match you can contact each other using the app’s messaging platform.

The apps messaging platform

Yes. Tinder.

Ya subscribe to it or wha a freebie 

It’s a subscription.

Anif I didnt subscribe I couldnt right swipe 

                                             What the hell   Fishing phishing  Then for unknownknown numerated scaled reasons someone socially inept takes a bite at the apple or is snaggedcaught their mouths hangin wideopen  agog

   I don’t know. 

                      she winked at him Though you’d have to admit you’d be one real heck of a catch.

1003,  Sunday,  11  6. 23

Jo Stafford  Fools Rush In  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Alu8WT1a2HE

Yalook miffed 

I am.

Lemme guess  NahI don have to guess    I havent texted or called 

   Yes.

Im busy

This is important.

It was terribly important almost four whole months ago  I didnt put it on simmerdidnt need time  its languished  Now theyre ready 

               Im not falling over myself to connect 

Im busy

You don’t think that’s wrong? 

Im happy to be wrong 

Come on.

Come on nothing  They said they needed time 

                                                    In the meantime I wove a web feasted I knitted a cocoon for my drollself glazed an immaculate chrysalis When my pupa exudes dustywhite or a rainbowed drag queen then Ill be ready to talk

I havent done this before so when Im moved Ill move but not until then Figure Ive got a minimum whole four months  Checked the hourglass love love love its figure Im not two whole weeks in You hit the floor running Thawas your choice

   Come now Im not hurting your feelings

No. No you're not. 

                   So much more than my feelings have been hurt. I’m cut to the core.

An they know tha 

                    This timing wasnt unintentional its wasnt  Now its when Im ready   I am sorry baby

Thank you. 

             You keep me sane.

You are sane Im your backstop 

                                        he sighed Please don be upset with menot tha I have to remind you This wasnt our fault wasnt our decision  It was made without talking to us

   Yes.

An their language was reprehensible infuriating

Yes. 

   Balls in my court now When Im good an ready 

                                                      Please try not to concern yourself  You tried to tender your piece an for your thoughtful considered efforts you were beatup furthur

Four whole months later 

                            Still desperate to whip yafinger ya as the culprit I know you disagree but thas keepin with holding onto their narrative Theyre blameless  You were wrong I was wrong 

                                                                                     We werent

We fulfilled wha she wanted to a T

1451,  Reggaefriday,  9  6. 23

1811,  Satyrday – he thinks he likes tha, may stick  10  6. 23

   What is he saying, asking? 

                                   these are the words communicated between his cats inaudibly transmitted between sidelooks glares blinks shakes shimmies  body language

He said NO.

Who’s he noing?

they do not defy grammar or spellings or punctuation unlike him 

they outnumber him by three 

all four are blood

only idiots try to play blood off each other

quick way to find the misfortunate dead

their bloodline wouldnt be missed

the genetic pool ticks down incrementally but they have been emptied refilled boiled despoiled rarified since time immemorial 

   she shivered  Say, what time do you have? 

What’s that?

Numbnuts isn’t one to fawn over it yet every morning without fail he asks me, Whadayasay? Time to get the show on the road?

Do you think he expects you to answer?

Where did you come from?

I was under the bed.

Ah.   I have no idea what he expects.

He does seem to like talking to us.

Yeah he does, but we’re all he has in here. Too bad there’s not another like him that he can talk to.

Do you think there’s another like him? He’s a bird of a different feather. 

A horse of another colour.

What’s a bird, a horse?

He uses those words.

Ah.

Anyway, I think that’s why he talks to us.

Which makes sense.

Yeah, that’s makes sense.

Did he mean noing, or knowing?

Is there a difference?

I don’t no.

I think it’s know.

I don’t know?

Yes, I think that’s it.

   I don’t know. I was up on the kitchen counter when he turned from the one opposite to put, he calls it wetfud, what’s that? out for us.

Eats!

What?

She said eats, fud, wetfud.

Ah. 

      Where was I?

I don’t no. Know?

Know idea.

1443,  Reggaefriday,  9  6. 23

1259,  Saturday,  10  6. 23

Vor mir keine Zeit, nach mir wird keine Sein. 

                                              fuck didnt speak German 

texted a friend who didwho was German  taptap tap  taptappy rap

not ten minutes later they called Are you alright?

Heyyah Im fine 

                 Why do you ask 

What you wrote.

I asked for its translation

You didn’t say that.

I didnt think it was necessary ya know I don know German  I thought that was obvious

So you obviously aren’t recalling this last year of your life, your depression, you called that.

I did I own tha I was I am

And what do some depressed people do . . not that it isn’t their right? 

   Jesus man Suicide 

Yeah.

   Really 

Yeah.

You thought I wrote you a German phraseknowin  I don understand German suggesting Im considering sui . .

. . You wrote it!

 I copied itwha the fuck does it mean  

                                           Yare beginning to piss me off anya known how much I dislike piss  catch my drift

   You wrot . .

. . Copied

Alright then . . copied.  Before me there will be no time, after me there will be none.

Whell fuck

                I didnt know

 

So in light of your last year . .

. . You jumped the gun

I was frightened.

Aw  ya love me

Fuck you. 

1314,  Reggaefriday,  9  6. 23

1148,  Saturday,  10  6. 23

https://biblioklept.org/2022/11/09/whited-meridian-last-scattered-thoughts-on-cormac-mccarthys-novel-the-passenger/

Actually I do have a couple pieces of news. One good, one bad, of course.

What’s the good?

Tulsa’s (a former girlfriend) is back.

Okay. What’s the bad news?

The bad news is that that’s the good news.

*   *   *

Does she know about your lack of feelings? Or the lack thereof?

I dont know. She’s a pretty astute girl. Who knows? You’re always on thin ice. Of course anytime a woman shows up after a long absence there is one thing you know for certain and that things have not gone well. 

Cormac McCarthy  The Passenger  pgs 303 & 304

  

   . . . a woman showsup after a long absence . . .

hit home 

        reminded him of his outdoor cats  cats  women  women  cats   ofttimes their absencestwo days cause him duressheartache because hes fed bigfoot ten years wee eight Robert seven theyre not spring chicksdidnt come to him as kittens anbecause of their feralocity feral ferocity ofttimes reappear toreupraggedy anbecause theyre truly feral which in his eyes is their preeminent drawingcard theyd attack him if he were to try an trap them to take them to a vet for care   Livin’ life here man, keep your paws to yourself.

   women  cats  cats  women 

                                 while gone theyre being fed an petted an cared for by someone else   until it gets old

Welcome back whereya been whore  Ya do understand my hearts not a WELCOME mat

1322,  Thursday,  8  6. 23

1106,  Saturday,  10  6. 23

he had misgivings regardingdespised  the word   evil

it was not in his vocabulary

because he wasnt a religious man

it needed evil

it needed a devil

   but today hed make an exception 

give it legs 

             this once 

a friend John once shared this he said that evil has no alternate plan it is simply incapable of assuming failure

to a T  described the former president

1344,  reggaefriday,  9  6. 23

1438,  reggaefriday,  9  6. 23

    egg before the chicken or chicken before the egg 

                                                     spelled  C O N U N D R U M   first recorded in a work by Englishman Thomas Nashe baptised Nov1567 a significant pamphleteer  a term of abuse for a crank pedant an later denoted a whim fancy  albeit too  a pun 

                                           Funhuh

reason why he was playing around came from overhearing a prosecutor on television weigh in on formers impeding indictment he coud hear him cryin in his soup Where’s my Cohn? Where’s my Cohn? He wouldn’t let this happen to me. He would save me. apologise for the lack of capitals Cohn born 20Feb 1927 unlikely baptisedJewish likely a bar That’s a joke, son, I’m tellin’ ya, a joke. Foghorn Leghorn mitzvah 

                                                        the prosecutor weighed in recited what he said prosecutors sayshare with defendants and their counsel You’re either on the bus or under it.

   . . . or under it. 

                    he was confident that prosecutors of his generation were aware of Ken Kesey  born 17Sep 1935  no religious clues  American novelist essayist head of the Merry Prankster who boarded the bus Furthur to spread the Word and was seed for the Beatles Magical Mystery Tour film

Kesey said  . . . you’re either on the bus or off the bus.  which rivals to the prosecutors proposal 

                                                                                                       he went on to say

If you’re on the bus, and you get left behind, then you’ll find it again. If you’re off the bus in the first place – then it won’t make a damn. 

   egg  chicken  chicken  egg

evening,  day-between-2-Ts,  7  6. 23

1141,  Reggaefriday,  9  6. 23

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTrHL7Vo_SQ 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JtnEUPvpus 

https://groovyhistory.com/beatles-magical-mystery-tour/2