dealbreakers

               once upon a time they determinedelaborated them  but occasionally another floated down out of the sky like a breast feather shed by a bird in flight or fright or panic

Youll have to excuse me I didnt say then  Im saying now

What didn’t you say?

A dealbrea . .

. . Another dealbreaker?Christ.

                                  Your litany's impossible.

I have a high bar

Too high for my taste.

Stopwoudya youd allow fourfive dealbreakers then question it  One kills it thas the point of a dealbreaker  One 

Beggin aint choosin

he rolled his eyes                                  

Damnright  Yad beg to get close to pussy

                                            Tellinya Next time yare up in Tahoe keep going into Nevada  Id bet yare within a halfhour of paying for it

adamantly  curt  I’m not paying for it.

he punched it up in his smartphone 

                                      My mistake  thirtyfour minutes Twentysevenpointseven miles Bunny Ranch It indicates its pricey How are your negotiating skills  Or woudya rather just beg

Fuck you.

Cant afford me

                   However  as I was sayinother dealbreaker

I said Christ. What?

High maintenance

                    I catch a whiff DOA dead on arrival

What’s high maintenance?

You know

If I knew I wouldn’t ask.

To be direct frank women you date  Which I woudnt

                                                        Between em yave dropped bank on anhave come up sexual bupkis Kiss on the cheek aint sex ya know thayah

Freshscrubbed maybe a touch of eye makeup real comfortable in jeans

So if you catch a whiff of high maintenance, dealbreaker.

Right on bro High bar 

                        Otherwise yave settled

And that’s a crime.

Thas a crime

                 Ya value yourself or you don

1700ish,  Saturday,  25  6. 22

1548,  Monday,  27  2. 22

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  his Eye  that wanderintimeslyin Eye sometimes clever fell on a magazine casually tossed on a low library table

another magazine laid on top it partially obscuring the beginning of its title

his Eye declared Pornsite

                          Yasee  Porn site  When did the library begin offering porn 

I thinkya read it wrong

  Me

              You

Fine whadahell  We read it wrong

I read whaya want me to see

I see whaya show me

                         Lets shall we look again   Im pushing aside the magazine straddling it

Yer thinkin porn straddling 

Im not

        Keep peeled

rather he picked it up 

title in question  Dornsife

proven wrong unhappily Eye barked Wha the hells Dornsife

Woudya take a momentslow it down  See A USC publication  College of Letters Arts and Sciences

it fluttered   Boring so fuckin boringboring . . 

                                                  to himself hed agree  his wanderinEye spiced things up and often gave him ideas he wouldnt have had if he hadnt seen what it showed him  it never askedBAM  Yasee wha I see

it was amusing

                 evenif sometimes contentious

1619,  Saturday,  25  6. 22

1355,  Monday,  27  6. 22

in the bathroom now returning to a friend who sat outside waiting for him he thought of a couple questions to ask 

he was considering which to ask first

I have two questions

Going to the bathroom made you think. 

                                          I’d think otherwise, you'd have your hands full.

Youd thinkhuh No

                     Bodily functions gears turn on their own don need my help  An having considered   Ill ask first 

Are you easily influenced Second are you forgiving

  thoughtfully he said    Easily influenced.  And Forgiving.

                                                                   I see your consternation, which to ask first.

Yah

Influenced?  Forgiving?  It’s . . different . flipped around.

                                                                 Did you have anything in mind?

No

I’d say . . I am not easily influ . .

. . Id disagree

              cold water

he turned his head sharply to look at him You’d disagree.

I woud

We'll put a pin in that . . . forgiving.

                                        I am.

Id agree

         Easily influenced you leave room to forgive whoever lead you astray

he saw distaste play on his face

Fact he wasnt trying to be hurtful The girlwhatever her name when you were in your early twenties She returned from Hawaii The next daycouple of days after sex you realisedsaw a doctor you had crabs Yasaid ya hadnt slept around while she was gone  anyou  assumedyou assumed  you gave her crabs

                                                                               Whawas that wasnt virgin birth  Fact     Influenced

You forgave her 

he didnt like hearing that his jaw set 

                                           Answer your questions. 

Answer for me

                  Ya know my answers

Not influenced. Not forgiving.

Correct

Why did you ask?

Because they occurred to me

Did you think you knew my answers?

Yah

Can you think why they occurred to you?

   Yah

          Youll recall our conversation earlier I asked about your buddieswhen you last reached out to them You said you were pretty sure you were the last who communicated it was their turn I said when they occur to you it shouldnt matter who reached out last not tit for tat text em call em  Contact them 

                                                                               The questions occurred to me

You trying to make some kind of statement?

   If I were 

               I wouldnt have asked

1700ish,  Saturday,  26  6. 22

0934,  Monday,  27  6. 22

Collie Buddz  Everything Blessed  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2x-Khw9zQA 

Awwcrap wha time is it he thoughthe was curious wasnt per usual 

                                                                       he urinated  then stepped across the hall to the studio to look at the hands on the clock 1:15

he woke again took another leak 3:08   Jaysus

again  5:23

              if somebody asked in the morning Sleep good? hed probably knock them out

                                                                                            NO

people who asked had usually slept like babieswere rubbing it in  they deserved a sock on the jaw

I slept like shit you

Oh well sorry not that they werent I slept like a rock

A baby rock

  What?

             What do mean baby rock?

Nothing

it was nights like that that made him ponder exit strategy

He thinking exit again  asked one of his denizens of another

Yeah

Somebody tell himinform him hes got to pass that through us It just aint him at play but all of us Take a head count this is a democratic system

I think he thinks hes a benevolent dictator

NO

         Screw that

Howya stop him

Not me us  How will we stop him

Have we ever stopped him 

   Dammit 

                  Exit strategy Really

Aint the first time

No Its just that its occurring with disturbing frequency

An you know why

shehe heshe nodded their head sorrowfully

    Yes 

Twice  He almost lost his mind twicehe didnt consider us for a moment  Were collateral damage

Were not collateral

In the big scheme of things yah  we are

But we have his ear . .

. . When he cares to listen 

                              We never talked him out of beatings he knew he was going to take

Thats because he throws himself headlong . .

. . Fearlessly

Yes fearlessly

                Aint even bravery

Kneejerk reaction

heshe shehe nodded

                     muttered Fortunately exit strategy aint kneejerk

Until it is Fearlessness gives him that

Its suicide

Its system termination

                             Pulling the plug  

Now youre beginning to scare me

Shouldnt

           Were majority realists

Im not

You are not

             Ya sympathise and pander to his sense of the fantastic

1229,  Saturday,  25  6. 22

Beatles  A Day in the Life  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53Dh-I0_m5Y

he was on a rollcould scarcely believe his good luck

                                                       he was smiling so big it hurt his face

What are you grinning about?

I am arent I

Ridiculously so, like the Cheshire Cat . . what’s up with you?

Im sorryno apology cats got my tongue

You’re not going to say?

I am not

         Suffice to say Im on a roll

A roll . . not much of a hint.

It wasnt a hint

A man of mystery today. Queer. Usually you’re loquacious, hard to shut you up.

Usually usually

                  Say I gotta get going  Thanks for confirming the grin

Careful, you'll make people think you’re up to something.

                                                                You’re up to something, aren’t you?

In a manner of speaking  Be cool

he walked off

               he was tickled with himself Kathy had a fuckable face leaving her place getting home he found a message on his machine Allie  Call me when you can.

he went to bed

when he woke it was midafternoon

he showered dressed called Allie Whas up

she had made a batch of ginger snaps dough was chilling in the icebox

                                                                           You crossed my mind, probably provoked me to make them, I hadn’t in such a long time, and feeling like baking I put it together. I remember how much you like them.

I definitely liked your cookies

she laughed gayly 

                    Thank you.

if he liked shed stop over a share for him

Please

Say seven?

Seven

Screwball.

            I’ll see you round seven.

Im anxious cant wait

Allie had made them before for him threefour times her mother told her the easiest way to a mans heart was through his stomach

           not finding his heart she grew impatient with him 

Im not looking for a serious relationship I told you that when we met

he called

she didnt answer

he did like their friendship

there was a rap at the door

opening it Hello Allie You look amazing smell great

she thumped him on the chest with fingers of her free hand

                                                               Always the tease

Come in come in You do look amazing I like your haircut

she put it up in a high ponytail lots of body curls it cascaded down her back 

Come in Ill follow you

going past him towards the kitchen

                                      To check out my ass?

Yahave a great ass It was the last thing I saw of you . . 

. . You made me real angry.

Angry for being honest

                            Hows the world out there

It turned out you made it better. I thought I could make it better without you. she sighed

   she made him ginger snaps  he took her in the ass

early morning ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

1018,  Saturday,  25  6. 22

he went into the bathroom off the kitchen to take a leak

he was always a little selfconscious about using it usually peoplefamily were at the kitchen table  there wasnt a fan the houselate eighteen hunred preceded fans however a pine aerosol was left on the window sill above the toilet an evergreen grew just outside

                               the window was a passive fan

the switch for the overhead light was on the wall outside it above the stove he threw it going in shut the door behind him

beers he rented wanted to depart

lifting the seat unbuttoning his fly Hello there handsome  just beginning to urinate the light went out

                                                                                                         he dammed himself called Whos fuckinground Ya wanna clean up the floor if I miss

the light flickered but remained off

                                     Gawddammit Quit messinround 

                                                                       thensuddenly a brilliant light filled the room

a director cried LIGHTS! CAMERA! ACTION! 

                                              SELL IT! Gonnabe the best gawddamnedest piss scene every filmed. Nice knob, boobie, thought you were circumcised. I like the casual onehanded grasp, a man confident in his world. Yeahbaby, you’re selling it selling it, I’d follow you into battle.

  Ya mind

Not at all, let ‘er rip, tank’s full, boil the water baby! 

                                                       A star is born.

there was a rap at the door 

                             Yawanna step on it, ain’t the only one who needs to use the can.

1657,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

1545,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

he was curioustendered the question knowing his answer

                                                              Out of curiosity whas the lowest rung of humankindscrapin bottom of barrel

 breathlesslynot a moments hesitation they answered chorused Pedophiles.

Paedophiles really

                    Acting paedophiles   Acting like the slew of acting cabinets members an others the former amassed  not those paedophiles who are attracted to youth an may playout fantasies in their minds though wouldnt dare cross the line

What are you talking about?that’s disgusting.

Might depend upon the age of consent

A child can’t give consent.

How old is your child

They would be eighteen.

Why would they be eighteen

                             Seems arbitrary  I lost myerr virginity at sixteen with a fourteen year old who damn well knew what she was doing she taught me 

                                              Was I a paedophile

No, you were a minor, she was a minor.

So the same fourteen year old beds an eighteennineteen year old or older  an theyre paedophiles

According to the law.

To an unnuanced law

The law’s the law . .

. . Handed down by say  extremist judges  Ive seen law    Abysmal

We're not arguing with you. You haven't said your lowest run . .

. . Bottom of the barrel

                            Necrophiliacs

Jaysus.

You two ought to form a choral group

That’s low, but raping children is lower, I mean, they, the dead, don’t suffer . or have to live with the consequences.

Of course the dead suffer suffer humiliation  Ya want your orifices stuffed with cocks might be sexist but Id bet women don fuck the dead

                    Sounds purely male to me

You’re nuts, they’re dead, they’re beyond suffering.

I disagree

            What is a ghost

                                   It is the emanation of a dead person

                                                                         You think an emanation wouldnt know its mortal remains was raped I give them more credit than you do  he pointed his finger at his buddy  Anbecause you havent seen a ghost they do not exist

                               I have They do

You’re batshit. he growled

Better outlive me brother cuz if not Im gonna fuck your corpse out of spite

Jaysus jaysus. she said

                            You guys play rough.

round just after 1600,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

252preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

Blood, Sweat & Tears  And When I Die  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=la9Iy0RTvCI

it appears that vaginal sex went out the window today

Men better realise youre gonna have to get ahold of yourself  get ahold of lubes 

                                                                                     Masturbation slithers forth

Masturbation is King! if I were a woman thas wha Id tell ya

he was curious 

                is it that serving male Supreme Court justices are physicallymentally beyond sex and therefore their decision was perverse  gives them pleasure  

it is time to impeach those justices whowhen under oath lied to the Senate 

447preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

in light of the wrongful rightswinging eidgets on the Supreme Court

                                                                                  he wasnt keen on fucking

despite the state he lived in

                                    SO

      Kathy

Kathy had a fuckable face

he told her so

             he had been considering that throughout the party and stuck around to help her cleanup afterwards

they met at work 

                   she extended the invite

she sat on the arm of the sofa

                                Thanks for helping me, I was going to go to bed and leave it for tomorrow, you were a big help, thank you.

he walked up before her

                          Yabetcha  Happy to help 

                                                     I was thinkingbeen thinking  I mean it as a compliment   Kathy  ya have a fuckable face

May you fuck it?

he was agog she beat him to the punch

   Yes

she laughed heartily

                       Yes?

Yes Yare petite have an impish face freckles your ears stick out just a touch strawberryblonde hair   pixieish  Irish  button nose ripe mouth

So you want to fuck my face?

You can fuck mine

A fuckable face. 

                  Tell you what . . we shower first. We can shake off a bit of our high and see how we feel afterwards. There’s a shower down the hall, meet you back in the livingroom in, say, twenty?

Twenty

the water felt good

he was going to suggest it if she hadnt beat him to the punch again

                                                                       that she was beating him to it intrigued himexcited him

I’ll be out five!  Kathy cried from her bedroom over her hairdryer

he was In 

stood with a towel wrapped around his waist

she could say no

but he was up for it  

walking into the livingroom her towel tucked in front at her breastsunder her arms  she put her hair up in pigtails

WOW

       Yare really gaming it 

I am, appears we’re on the same page.

smiling she crossed to the sofa and sat down

                                                 slyly  Where were we?  Ohyes.   Come here.

she tugged his towel free

2355,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  6. 22

1154,  ReggaeFriday,  24  6. 22

ROE v. WADE

January 22, 1973 --  June 24, 2022

 

retards work at the United States Supreme Court   shame shame shame

a tad incensed he wanted to yank the plug on their inanity

                                                               otherwise he thought them smart people or rather credited them to possess some modicum of brain  intellect 

                                                     but smarts has rabid streaks of dumbness shimmery diamonds contain faults  if you look at them closelyare not Wowed by their superficial appearanceWowed by what skillful jewellers can artfully wrought fashioning facets which thereby avertdirect ones gaze to the optimum a stone has to offer

still

     its a stone

they insisted homosexuality was genetic

Really Genetic  Aint buying that 

they were redhot to gang up on him not that they were much of a gang

he was adverse to groups itd take more than two people to beat him senseless 

Is there a religious gene Is there a Republican political gene

                                                               I understand physical traits align haircolour eyecolour melatonin I don believe for an instance that the big three Nonos when people first meet uncouth which I am isnt to discuss sex politics or religion  they do not comply with DNA coding 

                                                                          Its more nuanced than an inborn recipe

Society Culture are influencers An then theres the unique individual who should not have to defend who they love how they love

You’re wrong they insisted

Im sorrynot apologising  thats altogether different   I cant take you at your word Yare full of shit

that may have blown back the hair of other people but theyd know him a long time and usually nothing pretty came out of his mouth he didnt grope for niceties 

                                          as he admits  I aint looking for friends

suntime,  Thursday,  16  6. 22

1616,  Thursday,  23  6. 22

https://www.pbs.org/newshour/science/there-is-no-gay-gene-there-is-no-straight-gene-sexuality-is-just-complex-study-confirms