8.12.21

 

they had coffee togetherleast once a week surprisingly  been better than two years

since it began during the Formers extensive Executive Time 60% of his daily schedule unstructured as is his mind which enabled him thousands of mawkish tweets an inane babbler dabbling in things he hadnt the capacity to understand or know an occupant of a realm cartoon characters enjoyed 
                                                             BE THAT AS IT WAS 
                                                                                     since they were having coffee they named it a putsch

but all putsches come to an end
                                  they waved buhbye with middle fingers extended on both hands

now what 

klatch surfaced briefly
                       lasted a meeting

AH Whadaya think
                     Kibitz

Kibitz? That’s goodJewish isn’t it?

Yawanna hang German Kiebitz k-i-e-b-i-t-z Often theres little difference between German and Jewish they both have words for everything you wouldnt think there was a word for

For example?

Ya kill me I gotta remind you again
                                     Trepverter Yiddish stepwords . .
. . Oh yeah yeah, what you should have said is that it doesn’t occur to you . .
. . You . .
. . Until you reach the bottom of the stairs . .
. .Atta boy it doesnt fail to occur to me Im happy to see someones keeping the attic light lit Originally coined by Diderot French l’esprit de l’escalier staircase wit an curiously also German treppenwitz
                                                                                     I think were cool with kibitz Toss a yamaka on the backs of our heads or if you rather a yarmulke kippa skull cap people will think were Jews casually taking coffee in this gentile town  but then ofcourse Id go nuts a couple of Jews casually taking coffee in this genital town . .
. . hastily looking roundlooking to see if anyone heard like drugaddled paranoiac I think we’re good with kibitz. Kibitz.

no  he wasnt satisfied putsch single syllable kibitz two syllables they were supposed to be growing
                                                                                                             Kibitz is fine but whayada say to meshegana or perhaps shmegegge  insanity silliness craziness the latter baloney hot air nonsense not to be confused with smegma the milkywhite substance found under the foreskin analso found between the labia and clitoral hood Schmeckle Yiddish penis not an option

JesusChrist, no no no. Kibitz.
                              Can't we leave wellenough alone?
We could
          But Im a questingkindaguy Kibitz aint the final word  Open your mind

Open my mind?
                 Gotta say my concern is if I open it youll treat it like garbage trench, hurl all sorts of things into it that perhaps I haven’t the capacity not to retain . . reason why someone might beg a frontal lobotomy to aid them to forget.

Well restassured Im not resting  Well get it right   Eventually
                                                                  So many rhetorical questions so little time

1707,  ReggaeFriday,  3  12. 21
456 or less preferred 1656,  Twosday,  7  12. 21
Kokoroko  Abusey Junction  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSv04ylc6To 
Saâda Bonaire  You Could Be More As You Are  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mkqu_P2I2os

 
he had an idea
               So Bannon he wants the center ringright

Bannon? Christ yes. He likes forcing his way, like Stone, become the center of attraction.

Took the word right out of my mouth  Attraction
                                                   I felt bad when I learned thistook my breath away  I hadnt conceived of it But on reflection were I were able to drop Bannon into it I wouldnt feel bad at all  Hes deserving His project is to deconstruct government by whatever means necessary as longIm sure hes not on the front lines his cowardice is as longwinded as he
                    Therefore Id drop his fat ass as the first exhibitamong many  in a Völkerschauen. .
. . Volker, people, folks.

Look at youyes Go on

Schauen?

Run with it Take the context I provided dropping Bannon in its midst

Show?

Makes sensehuh  Actually look but taken together Völkerschauen means human zoo  As I said at first I was appalled Then as I was thinking it through it made sense Likely the first human zoo I saw was in Nineteensixtyeight Planet of the Apes
         Anthen it occurred to me on carnival midways barkers tout freak shows a funhouse is no more than a reflective freak show us as its freaks in mirrors distorted we laugh because we can step away

How did you learn Völkerschauen?

Like so many things I read it
                               I read about Jacob Ndumbe from Cameroon who moved to Germany to participate be an exhibit in a human zoo its context was overtly racist stereotypical
                                                                      I have sympathy for Mr Ndumbe I have no sympathy empathy for Bannon he began singing Theres a place for us somewhere a place for us . . . Funnyhuh

1054,  Saturday,  4  12. 21
1212,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  8  12. 21
West Side Story  Somewhere  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtwIFrtZ7ww

7.12.21

 

folding clothes

weeping


she might have a sense of humour over his mindfulness

they teased each other about it often

she had mindfulness apps on her smartphone  they alerted her threefour times a day

Really sweetheart

Really, Dad, I know you know I’m busy, torn in more directions than . .
. . Drawn and quartered
                         Pleaseplease take time for yourself love

Thank you, when it presents, Dad, when it presents.


she had a client in Santa Barbara

it was halfway between them

when she arranged Quarterlies she called him weeks in advance so they could meet

Im there

it was hard to let go of her when they met

she didnt let go either

they stood minutes on a parkway holding each other tightly
                                                             his little girl all grown up   too fast
which he knew she would



she died

she sends hawks to say hello to cry I love you

a hawk cried as he was folding clothes 

1134,  Twosday,  7  12. 21  “A day that will live in infamy”  he had 2 Dec7s

 

You don have to take my word  I aint no Socrates

Socrates.
          No he shook his head no you’re not. I suspect he spoke better Greek than you speak English.

Indubitably that tickled him so save the petty recrimination an headwaggin
                                                                              Our conversation wasnt to recreate Socrates Cave nor were we challenging Plato who took up the mantle and compared the effect of education and the lack of it on our nature Aint it the truth Aint it the truth Balls in Socrates court its his Cave his allegory he chained people to a cave wall and danced shadows opposite them on a blank wall forcefully rendering shadows immaterial  not reality

his head still wagging An yet, between them, you inserted and cited the Cowardly Lion, from the Wizard of Oz.

Yare sharp Oz is eminently quotable Youll recall the Lion lacked courage otherwise he had his shit together

Oh man, the things that cross your mind; you’re smarter than you look.

Old joke I appreciate the sentiment Still  don take me at my word
                                                                     Verify verily aint hurtin my feelings Ya know I don take you at yours


Is that mistrust?

Inherent mistrust I trust no one  which isnt to cast aspersionsrather to satisfy my necessity to learn understand an know first hand
                 Referenced an cross referenced I take nothing out of hand Might be a personality flaw although I believe there are worse to have or exhibit Patience Im beginning to understand is another flaw
                                                                                                     Be that as it may  Know thyself  Be true to thyself  

So you’re your North Star.

North Star  Insightful good for you I am  My fortune not to have to seek my compass heading from without

1700,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  12. 21
1024,  Twosday,  7  12. 21

6.12.21


he laughed to himself
                       the gal was pretty cute she was concerned for him 

he walked up on the public bathroom inside the coffee shop 

she stood there

he asked if she was waiting for the bathroom  Are you the head of the line

No, I’m not in line. My friend’s inside.

I appreciate that thank you

You’re welcome.
                 he watched something stir in her eyes  anif he was as good a judge of character in womencould give a fuck about men  pigs as he thought he was she was thinking he REALLY had to use the restroom  she was considerate being kind  Bravo to her and to her parents
                                                I’m sure she’ll be out in a moment.
Thank you


it was a quaint shop overlooking a creek
                                           a flatstone patio wood porches providing tables and chairs formed to three sides of it  it was too bad they hadnt had rain in a while  the creekbed is more vibrant pristine if water were flowing

   she looked nervous
                           I’m sure she’ll be just a moment.

Thank you  Im fine I appreciate your consideration

she sidled to the door rapped gently on it
                                            Hey. Someone's waiting.
Oh you neednt

You don’t know her.

Indeed I dont

She doesn’t tend to think of others.

Then yare a good friend an Im luck to have you

she giggled covered her mouth
                                   she went to rap on the door again but it began to open  There she is.

She is there  Thank you for your kindness

she blushed

he entered the restroom
                         he was too elatedtickled  he didnt want to lose that edge  hed take advantage of this age-thing hed play Soft Russian Roulette
                                  it was a game he devised where when he went to urinate in a unisex bathroom he didnt lock the door  ostensibly the anglehe played a lot of poolloved bank shots from the door to the commode was such that if someone did enter their only visual offense would be his stream  they couldnt see anything unless he turned  anwhy would he piss on the floor
                            it made for a curious frisson in his spine  somewhat relativeakin to making love in a car or outdoors where one ran the risk of being discovered
                                                       he couldnt think of a single lover he didnt put through thatHA  gauntlet
Prudes neednt apply
                       anthere was also his longheld fallback position  Fuck em if they cant take a joke


when he returned to his table his coffee cup his buddy  Jesus! That was a while.

Public bathrooms ya gotta wait your turn
                                            Fortunately I can entertain myself 

Ya give some thought to wha I suggested

 

What did you suggest?  I wasn’t thinking of nuthin.  

1420,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  12. 21
1325,  Monday,  6  12. 21

Stone Temple Pilots  Creep  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPGiOyXV_x4

 

the Former whines hes being persecuted
                                           he fingers for pity pure white pity  You and I together are being persecuted for what we know is right for whats right for our country

maybe if he disgorged portions of his purported billion$ don make me laugh he could claim collectively they were being mistreated . Ha aah Clintons idiocy  the deplorables . . could claim they were being treated deplorably
                                                                                                        tho disdain vaccination

when Republican House Minority leader Kevin McCarthy used to visit the White House he sorted through and picked out the Starburst candies Former didnt like
                                          Man, those were heady days!

1413,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  12. 21
1442,  Monday,  6  12. 21
Silverchair  Israel’s Son  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2d6iwOSAfQ  Shroud of Turin  Tomorrow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PjsMnvqL7eY

 

there are different ways of looking at things 

trying to remember that is hard
                                trying not accept them at first blush


Have you bought your gun yet

My gun? Why would I buy a gun?

To keep up with the Joneses
                               Our neighbours yoursmine swingright  they own weapons have stockpiled munitions keep dogs  Theyre fearful

No.  No, I’m not buying gun, are you?

No
   Im barbaric  I have handaxes knivesYou have knives

I do.

Got a kbar

Military knife?

Yes

No. I have pocket knives.

he did on a lousy Aussie accent Thats not a knife he acted as if he drew a knife . . Thats a knife

he batted his eyes clearly the hints missed their mark  

Crocodile Dundee

Ohyeah.

Ohyah Moving forward
                         I think the reason why guns are moving like hotcakes recordbreaking sales is because the left is buying up guns for selfprotection to keep up with the Joneses  against their better judgment

Self-protection.  Self-protection.
                                  I think you’re wrong.  I think it’s self-preservation.

he hadnt considered that
                           Well thank you very much Thats clarifying  I hadnt conceived of that                

Really. Typically that’d be in your wheelhouse.

Ill take that as a compliment                        

1420,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  1  12. 21
1212,  Monday,  6  12. 21

5.12.21

 

          Jacklyn can I call you a cab  Or canIgive  ya  a lift home hoped that wasnt too obvious

     You.  Can give me.   A lift home.                       

Okay very sweet
not a brainer
they were adults
elation  mortification   might follow
                                      bets on elation mortification wasnt inherentnot in his jeans

from here on out aint nothing but he said she said handsdown hed bet they were Vegas
                                                                                              whahappened between them would stay between them

I like your style babe

You ain’t seen nothing yet.

Im counting on that



You drive a stationwagon?

Damn straight Cutlass Cruiser The first car I ever bought was also a stationwagon

I didn’t see that coming; why?

Room Bench seating   An room
                                   he unlocked the door and opened it for her she leaned in from the hipshands down on the seat her skirt raisedup giving him a slick eyeful  the back of her thighs behind her knees calves tapering to Achilles tendons

Wow, this is roomy, no telling what trouble a girl could get into here.   

Nope no tellin

she backedup stoodup turned and faced him
                                                frankly You like the view?
I did it was nice to see another side of you

You’re funny.

Ya tickle me too
                  Let me help you in
 
That might be my line.

Might be weve been steppin on one anothers lines all evening
                                                                 he admired the loosebun the gathering of darkbrown hair at the back of her head  tremulous auburnhighlights
                                                        Who did you come with tonight
James.
          He’s definitely a Jamesyou know the kind?

Coudntsay

You came with someone too, didn’t you?

Woudntve made it through the door if I hadnt
                                               Candy obliged me afterwards I strolled
Candy?

Kandace if push came to shove though shes Candy throughanthrough

And you strolled?

Yes weve known each other for years
                                        Were not possessive  exceptional friends   Shes opened a lot of doors for me.

And look, now you’ve opened a door for me.

she slipped into the seat
                          All in  I am shutting the door
I’m all in.

Swell
      he closed it firmly then walked around behind the car she leaned across the seat and unlocked his door

opening it Thank you Jacklyn

You’re welcome; I’m not lazy.
                               her simple gesture meant a lot to himkicked the can down the road it had been his experience if a woman didnt things likely wouldnt progress well

Jacklyn gave him her address an approximate landmark he reeled off streets cross street  Yes. Yes. Yes. My, you’re wellversed about town.
                         he was backing the car up into the deserted street  they began down the quiet latenight avenue ivoryhoneycoloured moonlight bathed them washed in through the windows
                                                                                Yes construction moveddelivered furniture Ofcourse we go awry I also got maps in the glovebox

Joe, you sound like you could take me anywhere I wanna go.
                                                                       it was her deliverythe husk in her voice he queued on it this might be a radical departure

her hand walked on its fingertips across the bench to his thigh and caressed it I’m feeling like I wanna go crazy . .you can help me with that . yes? . . wont you?
                                    before he could reply her hand retreated she leaned forward gently and unbuttoned her blouse she shed it no bra as he knew from inside the party when she held his arm tightly
                                                                                                   she lifted her rump hikedup her skirt slipped off her panties sitting again she turned her back to the passenger door and spread her legs akimbo
        her fingertips played waltzed pirouetted up her muscled thigh to her trimmed pussy she stroked herself I want you to play with yourself too.

When I hit a red light babe at a red Im at it Wearing buttonfly need both hands

she leaned her head against the glass she was enticing selfpossessed beautiful unexpected
                                                                                                 her eyes were hoodedshe was getting lost in herself a hand between her legs he caught shivers in her thighs her belly her other hand was at her breasts kneadingplaying with them teasing her nipples gasps trembled in her throat like soft rain running in eave gutters slowly snaking slowly momentum rising gliding
                                                          she glistened
gawddamn lights he wasnt catching a red
                                             she cooed Play with yourself, Joe, play with me
Im not catching a red
                       I’m not waiting, Joe. she was fingering herself the car smelled wonderful atasudden she tucked a knee rolled forward over it towards him hands at his fly yanking it the buttons were adamant she yanked hardershook his hips one button relented others followed course his cock rose from between the folds she grasped it he grabbed the loose bun at the back of her head guiding her mouth to him she didnt resist she lapped him nibbled took him deep in her mouth while her other hand busied between her legs

another greenlight 
                    her head came up Pull the fucking car over, Joe.

he did  braked  stopped  killed ityanked the parking brake on he flipped her over the back of the bench into the backseat
          he kicked off his shoes before going over lost his pants he landed on top of her her fingers were working madly he turned her head to his heels bodily lifted her slipped under her wantonly pulled her wet pussy to his mouth whiplashed her with his tongue she clenched himgreedily went at his cock he stuck his thumb in her ass so she couldnt get away from him they bucked he wondered if shed break his nose before he gagged her



birds were chirping day was dawning when he climbed over seat back into the front they held each other tightly after their fits and orgasms she fell asleep he listened to her deep rhythmic breathing
                                                                                      now hed take her home
he twisted the rearview mirror down so he could look at her

he didnt make one green light       
2239, ReggaeFriday,  3  12. 21
2115,  Sunday,  5  12. 21
Amon Duul II  She Came Through the Chimney  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyJuAnv9TvM

4.12.21

 

 Ohso clever
                    he was trying to piece together how his senses were assaulted he remembered an advertisementNo not in printhad to be elsewhere then looking harder at the scribblings on his clipboard he saw that he committed time an date to paper 1813hrs Sunday 28 November  he spent Sunday evenings watching the only complete pro football game hed see that week

it had to have been on television
                                 an advertisement for Google 6 cellphone touting its Magic Eraser the ability to take a picture then erase people things from the image  falsify reality
                                                                   it was bad enough years ago he was asked to leave a newspaper office and never return after arguing with its editor that if the paper published unreal computermanipulated images that they ought to be labeled photographic illustrations not credited photographs

but what the hell
                  theres Fake NewsFOX anything the Former didnt agree with  hed know he was a Fake  the ongoing utterance of their time now as post-truth
                                    HORSESHIT something is either true or false truth is not Schrodinger's Cat alive and dead at the same time

put a scoop of Magic Eraser on top a scoop of Deep Fake on top of a scoop of disinformation on top a scoop of misinformation on top a scoop of propaganda  the cones going to topple

1813,  Sunday,  28  11. 21
1214,  ReggaeFriday,  3  12. 21

3.12.21

 

Man some people catch wind he doesnt watch television an theyre on him essentially to defend why they do
                                                                                                                What do you mean it’s dishonest? I know reality shows are produced, aren’t real, I don’t watch many, it’s like, like, you read a fiction book, a good book, it’s not real, but that doesn’t lessen your enjoyment of it.

I agree

You agree?

he cast his eyes about the room at all the beautiful people he came with someone he promptly lost
                                                                                                       There an echo in here

But you agree.

I agree television is dishonest

they were running out of steam
                                whenever people run out they become abrupt they dont intend to be shortcome up short just aint got the gas
                     Ohyeah, howso? almost poetic  

he spared themdidnt dress down their interrogation skills didnt tell them theyd never work a black site now that that was an American thing  America Bushwhacked his how was really quite simple
                                                                            but sparing them didnt mean he spared them his language his empathy ran only so deep his wasnt as deep as Saharas sand
                                                                                      Youve fucked  funny how fuck was always something of a haymaker in polite companythat was their assumption  a poor assumption

he waited  anwaiting he wondered if patience was empathetic or just pathetic  Christ 

some went deaf
went bugeyed
went DeNiro “You talkin to me . . you talkin’ to me . are you talkin’ to me?”
others squirmed
                 maybe they hadnt been fucked in a while and didnt want to rat out their partner

by this time echo would have went off and not-really-hung themselves autoeroticism It was a great moment, I just wanted to maintain it only another moment longer.
                                                      Youve fucked right Some time

I . . I . I don’t see how that has anything to do with . television . . . with . television being dishonest.

How can you not Are you full of shit have to remember he didnt solicit this moment
                                                                                            he was having a whiskey with Jacklyn mentally undressing her she kept leaning in earnestly on their conversation he kept looking down her blouse an still was unable to assess if she was braless or not anif she was were her tits artificial or was she fortunatelyformed endowed he was determined its little games he played that by nights end hed find out even if push came to shove anhe had to be blatant and ask
                            although he rather not  he was a sentient sensual being

it was hard not to sigh so he sighed Aaaah
                                                         Youve fucked which meant echo was found hung girlie mags spread out across the Berber carpet before him it was a him thing gobs of cum spattering glossypages an an  one impossiblylong thinned yet intact gob stretching almost to the floor from his still erect cock

Yes.
When you got up in the morninggot out of bed you were nakedI fuck naked you were naked right

Yes.

On television few and veryvery far between does either partner get up an out of bed naked
                                                                                                Horseshit its dishonest anif theyre lying about that then ya can bet yer sweet ass theyre lying otherwise

I don lie I aint watchinlistenin to lies

enthusiastically Jacklyn cried I’m with you. an hugged his arm tightly
                                                                           No bra 
2233,  ReggaeFriday,  26  11. 21
1444,  ReggaeFriday,  3  12. 21