for shits and giggles
well honestly
just to shit on Drumpf Look, Mikey likes it!
2330, Day-between-Two-Ts, 7 8.
19
7.8.19
he doesnt call it terrorism but his answer is what he wanted for the Central Park Five
wooden emotionless
this is what the President of the United States looks like when he reads
from a teleprompter and says when words are stuffed in his mouth as his vapid Vice-Puppet
Pence behind him over his right shoulder
Gilroy California?
Toledo Ohio?
Drumpf regurgitates: “ . . . we vow to act with urgent resolve”?
he also mimics: “In one voice,
our nation must condemn racism, bigotry, and white supremacy.
“We must recognize that the
internet has provided a dangerous avenue to radicalize disturbed minds and
perform demented acts.
“The perils of the internet and
social media cannot be ignored, and they will not be ignored.
“ . . . we must stop the
glorification of violence in our society. This includes the gruesome and grisly
video games that are now commonplace.”
he regurgitates “our nation” “we must”
though what will
he do what will the president do?
“Today, I'm also directing the Department of Justice to propose legislation
ensuring that those who commit hate crimes and mass murders face the death
penalty, and that this capital punishment be delivered quickly, decisively, and
without years of needless delay.”
OhOkay He must think weve forgotten his involvement
in the Central Park Five https://www.nytimes.com/2016/10/18/opinion/why-trump-doubled-down-on-the-central-park-five.html
Drumpf remains steadfast in
calling these shootings hate crimes when they are perpetrated by white men . .
He
should call them truly what they are acts
of terror committed by white American terrorists
1237, Day-between-Two-Ts, 7 8.
19 Im late I was out of town
"Good morning. My fellow
Americans, this morning our nation is overcome with shock, horror, and sorrow.
This weekend, more than 80 people were killed or wounded in two evil attacks.
On Saturday morning in El Paso, Texas, a wicked man went to a Walmart store
where families were shopping with their loved ones. He shot and murdered 20
people and injured 26 others, including precious little children. Then in the
early hours of Sunday morning, Dayton, Ohio, another twisted monster opened
fire on a crowded downtown street. He murdered nine people, including his own
sister, and injured 27 others.
"The First Lady and I join all Americans in praying and grieving for the victims, their families, and the survivors. We will stand by their side forever. We will never forget. These barbaric slaughters are an assault upon our communities, an attack upon our nation, and a crime against all of humanity. We are outraged and sickened by this monstrous evil, the cruelty, the hatred, the malice, the bloodshed, and the terror. Our hearts are shattered for every family whose parents, children, husbands, and wives were ripped from their arms and their lives. America weeps for the fallen. We are a loving nation, and our children are entitled to grow up in a just, peaceful, and loving society. Together, we lock arms to shoulder the grief. We ask God in heaven to ease the anguish of those who suffer, and we vow to act with urgent resolve.
"I want to thank the many law enforcement personnel who responded to these atrocities with the extraordinary grace and courage of American heroes. I have spoken with Texas governor Greg Abbott and Ohio governor Mike DeWine, as well as Mayor Dee Margo of El Paso, Texas and Mayor Nan Whaley of Dayton, Ohio to express our profound sadness and unfailing support. Today we also send the condolences of our nation to President Obrador of Mexico and all the people of Mexico for the loss of their citizens in the El Paso shooting. Terrible, terrible thing. I have also been in close contact with Attorney General Barr and FBI Director Wray. Federal authorities are on the ground, and I have directed them to provide any and all assistance required, whatever is needed.
"The shooter in El Paso posted a manifesto online consumed by racist hate. In one voice, our nation must condemn racism, bigotry, and white supremacy. These sinister ideologies must be defeated. Hate has no place in America. Hatred warps the mind, ravages the heart, and devours the soul. We have asked the FBI to identify all further resources they need to investigate and disrupt hate crimes and domestic terrorism. Whatever they need. We must recognize that the internet has provided a dangerous avenue to radicalize disturbed minds and perform demented acts. We must shine light on the dark recesses of the internet and stop mass murders before they start. The internet likewise is used for human trafficking, illegal drug distribution, and so many other heinous crimes. The perils of the internet and social media cannot be ignored, and they will not be ignored.
"In the two decades since
Columbine, our nation has watched with rising horror and dread as one mass
shooting has followed another, over and over again, decade after decade. We
cannot allow ourselves to feel powerless. We can and will stop this evil
contagion. In that task, we must honor the sacred memory of those we have lost
by acting as one people. Open wounds cannot heal if we are divided. We must
seek real bipartisan solutions, we have to do that in a bipartisan manner, that
will truly make America safer and better for all.
"First, we must do a better job of identifying and acting on early warning signs. I am directing the Department of Justice to work in partnership with local, state, and federal agencies, as well as social media companies, to develop tools that can detect mass shooters before they strike. As an example, the monster in the Parkland High School in Florida had many red flags against him, and yet nobody took decisive action. Nobody did anything. Why not?
"Second, we must stop the glorification of violence in our society. This includes the gruesome and grisly video games that are now commonplace. It is too easy today for troubled youth to surround themselves with a culture that celebrates violence. We must stop or substantially reduce this, and it has to begin immediately. Cultural change is hard, but each of us can choose to build a culture that celebrates the inherent worth and dignity of every human life. That's what we have to do.
"Third, we must reform our mental health laws to better identify mentally disturbed individuals who may commit acts of violence, and make sure those people not only get treatment, but when necessary, involuntary confinement. Mental illness and hatred pulls the trigger, not the gun.
"Fourth, we must make sure that those judged to pose a grave risk to public safety do not have access to firearms, and that if they do, those firearms can be taken through rapid due process. That is why I have called for red flag laws, also known as extreme risk protection orders. Today, I'm also directing the Department of Justice to propose legislation ensuring that those who commit hate crimes and mass murders face the death penalty, and that this capital punishment be delivered quickly, decisively, and without years of needless delay.
"First, we must do a better job of identifying and acting on early warning signs. I am directing the Department of Justice to work in partnership with local, state, and federal agencies, as well as social media companies, to develop tools that can detect mass shooters before they strike. As an example, the monster in the Parkland High School in Florida had many red flags against him, and yet nobody took decisive action. Nobody did anything. Why not?
"Second, we must stop the glorification of violence in our society. This includes the gruesome and grisly video games that are now commonplace. It is too easy today for troubled youth to surround themselves with a culture that celebrates violence. We must stop or substantially reduce this, and it has to begin immediately. Cultural change is hard, but each of us can choose to build a culture that celebrates the inherent worth and dignity of every human life. That's what we have to do.
"Third, we must reform our mental health laws to better identify mentally disturbed individuals who may commit acts of violence, and make sure those people not only get treatment, but when necessary, involuntary confinement. Mental illness and hatred pulls the trigger, not the gun.
"Fourth, we must make sure that those judged to pose a grave risk to public safety do not have access to firearms, and that if they do, those firearms can be taken through rapid due process. That is why I have called for red flag laws, also known as extreme risk protection orders. Today, I'm also directing the Department of Justice to propose legislation ensuring that those who commit hate crimes and mass murders face the death penalty, and that this capital punishment be delivered quickly, decisively, and without years of needless delay.
"These are just a few of the areas of cooperation that we can pursue. I am open and ready to listen and discuss all ideas that will actually work and make a very big difference. Republicans and Democrats have proven that we can join together in a bipartisan fashion to address this plague. Last year, we enacted the STOP School Violence and Fix NICS Acts into law, providing grants to improve school safety, and strengthening critical background checks for firearm purchases. At my direction, the Department of Justice banned bump stocks. Last year, we prosecuted a record number of firearms offenses.
"But there is so much more that we have to do. Now is the time to set destructive partisanship aside, so destructive, and find the courage to answer hatred with unity, devotion, and love. Our future is in our control. America will rise to the challenge. We will always have, and we always will, win. The choice is ours and ours alone. It is not up to mentally ill monsters. It is up to us. If we are able to pass great legislation after all of these years, we will ensure that those who were attacked will not have died in vain.
"May God bless the memory of those who perished in Toledo, and may God protect them. May God protect all of those from Texas to Ohio. May God bless the victims and their families. May God bless America. Thank you very much. Thank you."
Peace
even if he had the words on his
teleprompter Drumpf couldnt deliver this kind of speech for peace because he lacks the moral conviction to believe the
words or its fine ideal
theres nothing in it for him
“
. . examine our attitude toward peace itself. Too many of us think it is
impossible. Too many think it is unreal. But that is a dangerous, defeatist
belief. It leads to the conclusion that war is inevitable, that mankind is
doomed, that we are gripped by forces we cannot control. We need not accept
that view. Our problems are manmade. Therefore, they can be solved by man. And
man can be as big as he wants. No problem of human destiny is beyond human
beings. Man’s reason and spirit have often solved the seemingly unsolvable and
we believe they can do it again.”
1404, Day-between-Two-Ts, 7 8.
19
4.8.19
he suffers a kind of dyslexia
whether reproducing telephone numbers haltinglyregurgitated at him into the passiveagressive registers
keyboard numbers he accuses of being
tattooed to the backs of the reciters eyelids or eyelid one gal closed one eye and
twitched around seeminglystaring at her closed left eyethat was a first as opposed
to others who cast their eyes upwardstare at the
ceiling or over the top of his head at the blank wall above the ice coolers
he was provocative hed lean back staring up at the ceiling
with them Where ya lookin I dont see no freaking numbers
it was humour
everything goes better with humourparticularly
when you force people to laugh at themselves
if they didnt laugh he kept a
ballpeen hammer on hand to encourage them ballpeen hammers had a way of being very persuasive
particularly if one wields them with
enthusiasm and mentions the pigs theyve killed with single savage blow struck between the eyes
We gotta eat
he flashed to a website called
Distractify looking for the young actress who appeared opposite DiCaprio in
Upon Once a Time in Hollywood
Julia Butters
shes on American Housewives
though itd be a cold day in hell before hed venture anywhere near that shit
good thing Miss Butters excelled at her
audition
he wouldnt see her again until her
next role in cinema
little screens are little screensplaces
where actors cut their teeth
hed rather toss them teething
biscuits than suffer television
its
not where he roamed
he had other curiosities to satisfy
nevertheless his dyslexia
whether juxtaposing numbers 3437 3473 or words Distractify Decrucify
Decrucify acquired his attention
whether correct or incorrectly
how would one decrucify pull nails pounded through
flesh defrock of a crown of thorns reversing a Centurions spear jab would be
difficult he couldnt unless he could
rewind time
but if he could rewind time hed be curious to look at the primitive black and
whites of Adam and LilithEve wringing her hands back in the Garden the serpent seducing herslipping headlong
between her thighs gooble gooblegooble Eve buckingEve
holleringEve almost suffocating the serpent
hed been a serpent many
times he could relate have sympathyhave empathy
but not a terrible way to
die
up to your eyeballs in cunt
Yah Decrucify attracted him
but if anyone had it in their
playbook it had to be Christ
Why didnt He flex his superhero muscles and lay waste to the Roman Empire
Didnt He get they were a bunch of
dagoes
Saturdayafternoon, 3 8.
19
1739,
Sunday, 4 8. 19
Zappa
Montana https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smZA9Jv3qH0
its called terrorism
Ah now 2
white male shooters https://www.npr.org/2019/08/04/747989695/9-killed-at-least-16-injured-in-shooting-in-dayton-ohio?utm_source=npr_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_content=20190804&utm_campaign=breakingnews&utm_term=nprnews&utm_id=28916831
lets stand it on top of his
prior entrykinda like making an ice cream sundae scoops
and scoops and more scoops of White hate
he was inclined to lay the whole
terrifying bloody mess at Fakers feet
"he worked all dayjust got home
“while he heated up some leftover
beef kidneys and egg noodles on the stove he went to his computer to his Hotmail
“The Nation reported rather rereport a TomDispatch article Adam Hochschild’s America’s Real War http://www.tomdispatch.com/post/176592/tomgram%3A_adam_hochschild%2C_america%27s_real_war/#more
“there was also a horrific NPR
offering 20 People Killed In El Paso
Shooting; 21-Year-Old (white) Suspect In Custody (the shooter didnt have the
courage to put the weapon in his mouth and pull the trigger) https://outlook.live.com/mail/inbox/id/AQMkADAwATYwMAItOTA3MS04MGZhLTAwAi0wMAoARgAAA3WjpKc7cPZFny%2BrLdaubrMHAMepe1zO4DpMpnJXM8BCucMAAAIBDAAAAMepe1zO4DpMpnJXM8BCucMAArQVNB8AAAA%3D
“things remain to be seen
however
theres a wretched possibility that Drumpfs violent words – in translation -- have
cut down 20 lives”
2310, Saturday,
3 8. 19
“Try not to hurt him. If you do,
I’ll defend you in court, don’t worry about it.” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIs2L2nUL-0
1642, Sundae,
4 8. 19
almost makes one desire a simpler time Neil Young Ohio (4 dead) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRE9vMBBe10
3.8.19
he worked all dayjust got home
while he heated up some leftover
beef kidneys and egg noodles on the stove he went to his computer to his Hotmail
The Nation reported rather rereport a TomDispatch article Adam Hochschild’s America’s Real War http://www.tomdispatch.com/post/176592/tomgram%3A_adam_hochschild%2C_america%27s_real_war/#more
there was also a horrific NPR
offering 20 People Killed In El Paso
Shooting; 21-Year-Old (white) Suspect In Custody (the shooter didnt have the
courage to put the weapon in his mouth and pull the trigger) https://outlook.live.com/mail/inbox/id/AQMkADAwATYwMAItOTA3MS04MGZhLTAwAi0wMAoARgAAA3WjpKc7cPZFny%2BrLdaubrMHAMepe1zO4DpMpnJXM8BCucMAAAIBDAAAAMepe1zO4DpMpnJXM8BCucMAArQVNB8AAAA%3D
things remain to be seen
however
theres a wretched possibility that Drumpfs violent words – in translation -- have
cut down 20 lives
2310, Saturday,
3 8. 19
“Try not to hurt him. If you do,
I’ll defend you in court, don’t worry about it.” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIs2L2nUL-0
JesusKahrist there seems to be no end to itto its clever infiltration
ohsoclever SUBTLE marketing AIs that sweep his computer interactions for hints words virtual breadcrumbs then try to suggest to him things and products that might interest him
these fuckedup algorithms titter
playwiththemselves smile luridly and indicate
not really seductive is it indickcate how
he might be led by his nose to separate distill him from his money
the algorithms fail to figure
into their analyses that he is not a typical American consumer
what he consumestypically is what he eats or drinks sex wont sell him
yesterday he wriote a literary
piece in it he cited a nerve block
this morning FORTUNATELY in his Junk Email he found “Neuropathy
Treatment Group: Don’t Let Nerve Pain Ruin Your Life”
hmmm
tempting isnt it
tempting him to wriote of enemas erectile
dysfunction lifelike Japanese sex dolls anal and foot fetishes vibrators
doubleheaded dildoes OhMy! Lions and Tigers and Bears glass anal beads with ripcords pearl necklaces
cockquaffing cuntlapping kites kikes bikes jacks jackmeoff cockrings clitrings
piercings tattoos taboos tall tales
There!
maybe hed give the fucking machine and sly algorithms
hemorrhoids or a neural infarction
heres hoping
hed get back to wrioter if his fishing landed anything worth filleting
1151 to 1234, Saturday,
3 8. 19
Niia Made for You
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmS6FJKpEQI
he wriote yesterday he posted about springboards
Know Thyself
he knew he wasnt agile
on springboards anymore than he exhibited gymnastic abilities off mats on apparatuses
or bouncing on a trampoline
definitively what he knew about himself was that when his
feet werent on the groundterra firma he
was in real trouble
he wasnt grounded
which isnt to say he didnt have
tremendous admiration for those individuals who could spot the ground amid violent
twisting and spinning he admired gymnasts and divers and jugglers appreciated their remarkable athletic
prowess
however he preferredhe remained violently rock steady
this morning he saw that America has
a new Acting Director a
growingrather metastisising bulk of the Drumpfs administration is nothing more
than clowns and actors in over their heads performing jobs they do not believe in this new Acting Director was named to the Bureau
of Land Management historically
his jobhis assigment is to protect 245 million acres of pristine landscape and
the wild species that inhabit them for future generations
terribly sorry gals
theres a new cunt
in town William Perry Pendley he, Will P P all over our precious Federal lands
unless he is challenged at every turnevery decision he makes because they will not be in Americas best interest
time for this FAKE PRESIDENT and
his American embarrassment of Actors to go away
Congress has vowed to protect the
Constitution against all enemies, foreign and domestic
1119, Saturday,
3 8. 19
The Whispers Rock Steady
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSflCd2l1T0
2.8.19
it always struck him funny how
springboards presented themselves and that
he couldnt help but take them
they were like
women who came onto him he had to
see where things would go and where they
would go beyond the obvious sex
sex was one thing
although he
didnt usually partake there
were exceptions if he didnt imagine there might
be something more a kindling between them
satisfying
relationships grew from friendships
so if he were to have his ugly
druthers you
ever see one up closeChrist an their
breaths Jeez if he had his druthers hed want
weeks of passionate intellectual foreplay
but that was him
and he wasnt terribly
selfish
a recent springboard jumped up
into his lap like a happy dog the dog wasnt
his from a book Thirteen
Prologue
“. . dull and insistent,
like a dog worrying an anesthetized limb.”
that made him lift his eyes up
out of the book and crane his neckpoint his chin at his left shoulder then relaxinghis head coming back up he
wondered how many readers knew that feeling
it was certainly a hook for him
he set the book into a chair beside
him the waiting room had plenty of open chairs he went into the cloth sack he carried in and
remove a clipboard paper and pen he
wrote at the head of the page an
anesthetised limb
he couldnt say how long hed
paused
he did recognise that the coffee
machinecoffee for customers had finished
brewing that the room had filled
more threefour more people who werent
there when he began musinggot lost in his thoughts
he underwent a surgery that
unfortunately didnt achieve it intended results
a second would follow once he healed
the anesthesiologist explained to
him that he was going to give him a nerve block
It’s a somewhat new procedure; it’s benefit, assisting your surgeon, is
that your shoulder will not move during the surgery, particularly during the
more critical work yours entails.
Youre the doc Thats why you make the big bucks
hed
met more anesthesiologists than he cared to admit his shoulder was a work-in-progress his fortune at least was he knew that at the
outset
his orthopaedic explained that
his skeletonhis bones were strung unusually tight what typically is minimal inflammation in others his pain was exacerbatedmore exquisite he did like the idea of pain being
exquisite Do you recall the Halloween skeletons whose bones were strung on string
that came out the tops of their skulls? he did
You could hold them up by the string and shake them and they'd be
looseygoosey, jangle, or you could pull up on the string and its bones would
gather, slip together, the skeleton becoming rigid.
Thats me
That’s you. You’re not bendy.
Not bendy Sensational medical terminology
Yes. Succinct.
So when the rest of my family
crossed their legs yogafashion and ran around the livingroom ungainly on their
knees and I couldnt cross my legs like
that likely thats due to my construction
In a manner of speaking,
construction; yes.
Ah I cant wait to inform them I think the whole purpose of those yoga
sessions were to have a ball at my expense
Listening to your tone, do I
derive some animosity?
Yah probably a wee bit Nobody likes being laughed atthe butt of a
joke and particularly when there isnt a
damn thing one can do about it
Evidently they got the loose agile joints
Evidently.
Which probably explains my broken
bones rather than stretched ligaments.
Very likely.
Well Ill be a monkeys uncle
“. . dull and insistent, like a
dog worrying an anesthetized limb.”
the nerve block did not remit for
more than a day and a half after he came out of anesthesia
his left shoulder
he was left handed
he grasped his slinged arm with
his right hand
his right hand could feel his
left hand and wristforearm
but his left arm could not feel
his right hand
terrifying
like it was dead
and as time wore on it was getting
the better of him
it couldnt be normal
the anesthesiologists officenot
the anesthesiologist conveyed that his prevailing
circumstancePrevailing Prevailing Circumstance Its my fucking arm
the anesthesiologists office
conveyedbefore hanging up on him for his language Give it another day. curtly
CLICK
hanging up he imagined himself
bludgeoning the anesthesiologist and his
office sickophants with his dead left arm
his right arm using his attached cudgel
mace go barbarian on them
early evening the following
day not that he slept that night for his
terror neural sparkinglike a toy
sparkler started up under his throatquivering his collarbone shards of phantom Saint Elmos fire lighted
and peered from odd placessputtering then dissipating hot disjointed
tongues licked and lapped growled then
hid
sensation slowly unevenly queerly
returned
when he healed and was readied to
undergo his next shoulder surgery with a different orthopaedic surgeon a
different anesthesiologist that anesthesiologist
explained he was there to prepare him for a nerve block Are you fa . .
.
. I am And it aint happening
Excuse me? The doctor prefers his
patients undergo . .
.
. Then you better run along and inform him of my preference It aint happening
Its occurred to me since its my body you might say asamatteroffact you can
say Im
employing Dr Siemers Im employing you
I think the employer has something
to say something significant to say
Ive had several surgery before
nerve blocks came along and I came out just dandy
I expect without it Ill be just dandy
the anesthesiologist huffed a bit but he was the little pig in
the brick house then he stood I’ll inform Dr. Siemers what
you have decided.
Thank you
I apologise for putting you off
I had a horrible experience and it aint happening again
Dr Siemers was dazzled by his
recovery in the hospital So, I understand
you also refused the morphine drip and had it removed as soon as you reached the
room.
0908,
Thursday, 1 8. 19
1126, Reggae Friday, 2 8.
19
Ya gotta love how this fuck always
inserts himself into the story
“I explained to John . .”
“Our great Republican
Congressman John Ratcliffe is being treated unfairly by the LameStream (nobody
knows lame better than Donald FAKE PRESIDENT Drumpf) Media. Rather than
going through months of slander and libel, I explained to John how
miserable it would be for him and his family to deal with these people….”
however
Congressman John Ratcliffe tweeted “While I am and will remain very grateful to the President for his intention to
nominate me as Director of National Intelligence, I am withdrawing from
consideration.”
Its either one or the other
Lemme guess whos the bigger liar
1302, Reggae Friday, 2 8. 19
1.8.19
the danger of love is its orthodoxy
to twist reason one reason no one expected their loved one would
overthrown them
Didnt
see that coming diya
No but love is blind
then perhaps humoured they hand you a white cane and step back covering their mouth trying to stifle their
laughter which leaks between their fingers perhaps on
purpose and infuriated
you whip the empty air around you with the cane
tears stinging your eyes
perhaps you whip it because you heard something odd creeping up on you something crept up on you
and it felt threatening
then you realise your loveyour relationship is a threat
fiftynine weeks passed fiftynine
Sundays
he quit working Sundays after two
years to free up some time for them to share
and three timesthree times since they interrupted a Sunday to be together
but that hadnt happened since
mid-September
he clutchedheld their love fiercely
perhaps the ideaher idea was she was in love
and being in love was enough
he opened his hands widestretched his fingers out until his palmsinsides blanched
then he closed them into fists
he wasnt holding a cane yet
not
just yet
1736, Sunday,
21 7. 19
1202, Thursday,
1 8. 19
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