he suffers a kind of dyslexia 

                               whether reproducing telephone numbers haltinglyregurgitated at him into the passiveagressive registers keyboard  numbers he accuses of being tattooed to the backs of the reciters eyelids  or eyelid  one gal closed one eye and twitched around seeminglystaring at her closed left eyethat was a first  as opposed to others who cast their eyes upwardstare at the ceiling or over the top of his head at the blank wall above the ice coolers   

he was provocative hed lean back staring up at the ceiling with them  Where ya lookin I dont see no freaking numbers
 

it was humour 

                everything goes better with humourparticularly when you force people to laugh at themselves

if they didnt laugh he kept a ballpeen hammer on hand to encourage them  ballpeen hammers had a way of being very persuasive 

            particularly if one wields them with enthusiasm and mentions the pigs theyve killed with single savage blow struck between the eyes

We gotta eat

he flashed to a website called Distractify looking for the young actress who appeared opposite DiCaprio in Upon Once a Time in Hollywood

                     Julia Butters   

shes on American Housewives 

                                 though itd be a cold day in hell before hed venture anywhere near that shit

good thing Miss Butters excelled at her audition

he wouldnt see her again until her next role in cinema 

little screens are little screensplaces where actors cut their teeth

hed rather toss them teething biscuits than suffer television 

                                                               its not where he roamed

he had other curiosities to satisfy

nevertheless his dyslexia 

                             whether juxtaposing numbers 3437 3473  or words Distractify  Decrucify                                                                                                                     

Decrucify acquired his attention 

whether correct or incorrectly

how would one decrucify pull nails pounded through flesh defrock of a crown of thorns  reversing a Centurions spear jab would be difficult  he couldnt unless he could rewind time

but if he could rewind time hed be curious to look at the primitive black and whites of Adam and LilithEve wringing her hands back in the Garden the serpent seducing herslipping headlong between her thighs gooble gooblegooble Eve buckingEve holleringEve almost suffocating the serpent   

hed been a serpent many times he could relate  have sympathyhave empathy

                                                                                       but not a terrible way to die

up to your eyeballs in cunt

Yah Decrucify attracted him

but if anyone had it in their playbook  it had to be Christ 

Why didnt He flex his superhero muscles and lay waste to the Roman Empire 

Didnt He get they were a bunch of dagoes

Saturdayafternoon,  3  8. 19

1739, Sunday,  4  8. 19

Zappa  Montana  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smZA9Jv3qH0