that telltale silence Silence is Golden                   

                                               horseshit

silence SCREAMS!

she used silence to answer most of his questions or offerings  neglecting them

she might try to claim plausible deniability 

                                              but her silence spoke volumes

she might say  I didnt mean that 

                                    but tagging the donkeys tailpeeking under an ohsosubtly raised blindfold is cheating

he saw her tilt her head back

maybe she suspected hed allow her that because he loved her

too bad

she had to know knowing him that he wasnt stupid that love didnt blind him he saw 20/15 he saw like bats use echolocation

fact is fact

she disappointed him

he knew her to be honest

somethingsomeone must have tipped her

                                            but that was hers to live with

not his

everyoneno one excluded chooses to live by what they decide

nothingno one  could make him do what he didnt want to do or think

Oh. You exhibit such control. snide

control had nothing to do with it

he was who he was he couldnt be otherwise

1312,  Saturday,  20  7. 19  

Christ it aint bad enough that old white men are trying to keep the mouldering GOP alive – on life support – but old white women are stepping to the plate too

on the heels of Special Prosecutor Muellers strenuous warning that Russia interfered in the 2016 Election and continues – continuing their straight white effort – Republican Senator Cindy Hyde-Smith of Mississippi of course singlehandedly blocked bills meant to help secure the 2020 Election shes also on the heels of Senator Marsha Blackburn of Tennessee of course who similarly blocked legislation in June

Hyde-Smith did not give her reasons hide ‘n seek

he assumed she did what she was told

Republicans are militaristic

theyre doing their level-best to prefer their personal power to the Nations needs and development  their level-best to enforce their entitlement privileges and prejudices  their level-best to hedge their bets and suppress the minority vote

0952,  Thursday,  25  7. 19

https://thehill.com/blogs/floor-action/senate/454635-gop-blocks-election-security-bills-after-mueller-testimony?fbclid=IwAR3w7z-w9YVT-yTzlDdRwqhPlcuIPDP_M-1lER5xBC0spSXeNrVqHIc43qM 

http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/despite-warnings-mcconnell-still-blocks-election-security-bills-64497221892?cid=eml_mra_20190725

Ms Val Demings (D-FA) an integral member of the House Permanent Select Intelligence Committee queried Special Prosecutor Robert Mueller this afternoon regarding the written answers the president penned to questions the Special Prosecutor submitted – after a year of negotiations

Ms Demings was explicit

                           she indicated the president was found wanting he was inadequate he was insufficient he exhibited a woeful lack of memory

the presidents responses and the lack thereof demeaned the process

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBT2P_nwWCw

2254,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  24  7. 19

fiction  aint so fictional    breed in reality

                                              religion is “a preoccupation with the next world clearly signals as inability to cope credibly with this one.” pretty fuckin succinct

Thank you Broken Angels

a scrub jay flew down onto the porchrailing yapping hauwhauw hauw coarsely maybe a rough night talking too much arguing too much smoking cigars drinking rotgut little sleep 

it hopped along the railing and stopped adjacent to the enameled plate he fed kibble to his outdoor cat off 

                                                                                                               there it dropped heavily wouldnt think a bird would sound heavy onto the porch and between cries hauwhauw it gobbled at the few remaining kibble

he didnt move a muscle remained froze  standing not four meters off  

amazed he watched

it kept a bright eye on him too

then the jay snagged the last kibble and leaptflew up to the railing again and with its mouth full like a mute used on a trumpet trombone it hauwhauwed at him before taking wing rising effortlessly into a live oak overhanging the graveled and brittle spentleaf drive

Hmm 

               made him question birdbrained Muthafuckers adaptable 

and in his mindseye he saw again when the jay eyeballed him at the plate its bright eye he saw its reptilian black mirth its ancestral something  some thing descendant murderously fending for itself during the bloody Jurassic

no religion required

religion would have killed it

1608,  Sunday,  14  7. 19

1008,  Twosday,  23  7. 19

impeaching Drumpf should not beis not a political calculation 

                                                                   combating corruption is a moral obligation

1534,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  24  7. 19

Schiff’s Closing questions with Mueller  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OryYrBJyD4g  .. . knowingly accepting foreign assistance during a presidential campaign is an unethical thing to do  Mueller replies And a crime

Schiffs closing remarks  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8UO5wOed2Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ho7796-au8U 

                                                       A B C as easily as 1 2 3 (actually it was 1234hrs this afternoon – Mueller had concluded his remarks to the House Permanent Select Committee on Intelligence)

Nunes audition didnt go well 

                               several times his Republican sidekicks deferred their remaining times put the ball in his hands and he couldnt elicitthere wasnt a damn thing he could get Mueller to budge on – although Nunes might growl that DOJ privileges that the Assistant Deputy Attorney General insisted Mueller respect (who by the way had no jurisdiction or mandate to instruct the Special Prosecutor) may have cut Nunes off at the knees or gulp higher

aside from skilled questioning by Republicans  many cited bland statutes that citizens either watching or listening couldnt possibly understand  specifically 18 U.S. Code 1503; 1505; 1512 B. 3; 1512 C. 2 smoke screens attempts to muddy the water HEY! Look over there!  complained there wasnt a Department of Exoneration in the Department of Justice  a freshman cited his ex-military JAG prowess  that he was elected a Magisterial District Judge (which sounds bitchin although he was responsible to hear and decide lower-level civil and landlord tenant cases  also deal with all traffic citation and nontraffic summary cases) or otherwise suggestedreally digging deep  that former Special Prosecutor Ken Starrs remit should somehow have credence regarding Mr Muellers authority      

all and all 

           all said testified and done  between the House Judiciary and Intelligence committees he fully expected the House to begin an impeachment immelonment imwatermelonment imapricot – pear – applesment inquiry 

he would bet all manner of Republican fruit would be on the table 

the GOPs shenanigans would not recede despite their oath that they would support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic . . 

the impeachment inquiry would help more rapidly facilitate and eventually deprive Drumpfs legal team of the outlandish jiu-jitsu theyre practising and from furthur obstructing justice  

make no mistake 

                   these ideations and manipulations are farce  and they will not withstand the Law of the Land

1234,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  24  7. 19

east all across the horizon  rows and rowsrows of clouds breezed like a snapshot of onrushing picturesque washes

but the clouds at their lowest edge  above treeline  were ruinedcrosshatched into a diffuse miserable state scratched out of existence  as a small child might do with their crayon if they were terribly disappointed with the page they made

people think their Gawd is perfect 

                                     yet he annihilates species  plants creatures  earthlings each and every one everyday

whats perfect about that perfection  like Nazi extermination camps

whats perfect about the Cambrian Era the Burgess Shale Canada the wholesale slaughter of thousands of creaturescreations beautiful gorgeous emanations surreal life He stomped to death made extinct

abortion is not a new idea

just a word 

             described in the 14C or per Guy de Chauliac Grand Chirurgie early 15C Latin aborsum for “stillbirth, forced abortion”

been around awhile

he was confident  prior too when it wasnt necessary to have a word for it

                                                                                   when common sense would have won out

around 1500,  Sunday,  21  7. 19

Bauhaus  Bela Lugosis Dead  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKRJfIPiJGY

OANN easy to breeze past and think OAC hmm 

                                               Drumpfs espoused favourite rightwing news source  its touched out FOX

however OANN (One America News Network) can also be known as (AKA) COMMIE

                                                                                         Ah a fresh breath of red air   

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/staffer-on-trump-favored-network-is-on-propaganda-kremlin-payroll-64332869743

1500,  Twosday,  23  7. 19

https://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/rev-dr-william-barber-on-threats-against-the-squad-64323653697

Could he get an Ahmen 

                         not that he cared

he knew  he knew when a sister a brother spoke the truth

1439,  Twosday,  23  7. 19  

BDS (House to vote on it today)  

acronyms always confused himjust fucking say what you meanquit hiding it behind letters that consistently speak code to those they want to address and thereby can assume plausible deniability to say that thats not what they meant 

SAY WHAYA FUCKING MEAN 

                                SWFM OhBrother in the Classified: Looking for SWFM meant Looking for Single White Female Masochist Christ  steppin in it

BDS isnt CBD 

                    Nope confusing

but he was for both

                      despite the cries of maudlin professional pundits and lobbyists and politicians-who-mean-to-please-despite-the-cost-of-their-eternal-souls theyre devout they believe in souls he didnt 

BDS  boycott  divestment  sanctions  an international campaign meant to exert pressure on Israel to treat Palestinians as human being  much like the world did when it came together against apartheid South Africa

this is an apartheid Israel

he despised the talking point that critics use that BDS such a tool  was used against Nazi Germany  It is offensive and repugnant to equate Israel with Nazi Germany

if the shoe fitsOUCH wear it

to oppose BDS  boycott  divestment  sanctions  is to allow the government of Israel (the Israeli people also seem to have no voice in their government) to continue its suppression of Palestine  which subtly is tantamount to genocideOUCH  

one would think the Jewish people know better

John Dahlberg-Acton Power tends to corrupt; absolute power corrupts absolutely  shake that acronym out

0906,  Twosday,  23  7. 19

https://thehill.com/homenews/house/454232-israel-vote-will-expose-democratic-divisions

https://adai.uw.edu/marijuana/factsheets/cannabinoids.htm 

https://patch.com/california/carlsbad/how-sadistic-people-attract-their-victims-and-vice-versa_c851f555

there were many things that grated on him  but nothing more than the bleeding hearts in Washington who mewl – typically Republicans – mewl to satisfy their religious white base

he says white because most Republicans in Congress are white – what they were doing there from prominent black states the Cotton Belt was beyond him however their gerrymandering is an obvious assault and detriment to black Americanssave your breath if you want to tell him that 50 years of “black freedom” the necessity of the 1964 Civil Rights Act was sufficient hed tell you Fuck yourself  lets play parity  250 years of Civil Rights  then look again at the question  Thatd go over like a lead balloon with white Republicans who cling to the shreds of their assumed Right and Privilege their race and that which God has provided them

obscene the deference religion – DUH  faith-based – is allowed by government its repeated ameliorated decisions  despite the professed separation between Church and State some people in America looking for a kind-of-white-American-caliphate  

religious sides are at their hearts are never far apart

their righteous Hate exceeds their Love

                                          crocks of ample shit that should have been burned long ago

Rep. Vicky Hartzler (R- MO) (who also wrote a book called Running God’s Way) wrote an elaborate advertisement in the guise of an opinion in The Hill

“The inclusion of faith-based solutions

                                         lets stopped there a moment faith-based solutions therefore he could assume voodoo or Santeria would have equal rights and proprietyequal footing to assess and provide solutions too  continuing the advertisement . . faith-based solutions to combating suicide and PTSD has been embraced by the highest echelons of the executive branch (can Drumpf say “echelons” or define the word). In President Trump’s executive order on ending veteran suicides, he calls for the inclusion of faith-based organizations and this acknowledgement should be lauded. Like the president, I believe there is a spiritual element to trauma that should not be ignored. So, we must offer help to those suffering from PTSD in a way that not only repairs their psyche but heals their soul.”

                                                                                                Excellent 

Then they ought to go to church or attend their Church

Better yet

           perhaps America ought to stop its unmitigated war-making its PTSD-making its Hero-making in the name of the Fatherland-Motherland-Homeland Amen

Thatd save lives and coin

Although America sees fitfervently fit to spend each freely  and is hardly accountable

1035,  Twosday,  23  7. 19

https://www.revolvy.com/page/Cotton-Belt

https://thehill.com/blogs/congress-blog/healthcare/454306-faith-based-treatment-should-be-explored-as-an-option-for

https://www.whitehouse.gov/presidential-actions/executive-order-national-roadmap-empower-veterans-end-suicide/

it amused himhappening more often than he would have thought

                                                                    his body fooling himconvincing itself perhaps and him that his kittends and two cats were still laying on his legsbetween them on his lower abdomen

he was amused because closeeyedfeeling their weight on him he didnt want to disturb themshift or roll over onto his side

he just laid there

in a swallow hypnagogic state 

relishing the sounds of their breathsthe warmth of their presence 

then like a leaf finally overwhelmed sodden  hed sink into the depth of his springfed sleeping pond

hed wake again catnapped still feeling their weight on him  and opening his eyes they werent in bed with him  on him

he was alone in the bedroom

their residual weight amused him

he woandered what that was

brain

body

reality

imagination

chicken

egg

then he quit woandering and simply took it for what it was worth and relished it

he sat up in bed called Good Morning Tribe Anybody innarested in breakfast and dutifully smacked his lips loudly

shy he misnamed her she was anything but

october the queen shy was exactly like her mother

leftie leftie was shier than shy but her left white sock doomed her

indie octobers brother-by-association and uncle to the kittends

last but not least bomber a ginger tabby who  if he grew into his feet was going to be an enormous boy he had halfamind to let bomber outdoors to eat small children save himself some serious money

they responded to his lipsmacking and crowded the bedroom threshold 

Appears unanimous kids Lets go

one risk remained – as they were bigger now – scratches had healed -- was remembering to press his cock against his body when he got out of bed so the kittends didnt think it was a swinging playtoy for their amusement

No  amusement was his this morning 

                                             again

0700ish,  Saturday,  20  7. 19

The Barr Brothers  Half Crazy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MrpDVFbBmLY

mynahs

he listened intently

                     he had a real problem buying into the North Carolina MAGgotA rally spontaneously chanting Send Her Back  Send Her Back  Send Her Back 

it sounded like provocateurs were laced throughout the crowd and the Mother-May-I’s the Follow-the-leaders vomited in kind

now doubling-tripling-quadrupliing hed lost count the FAKE PRESIDENT is callingdeeming his crowd patriots

Patriots  hed call them mynah birds

                                         Don’t mind if I do. the birdbrains spewed

rallies are orchestrated

cheerleaders are semantic

if one didnt go to junior high hed cut them slack

1626,  Monday,  22  7. 19

http://www.msnbc.com/deadline-white-house/watch/throwing-more-gasoline-on-the-race-crisis-64315973879

https://time.com/5630923/reversal-trump-send-her-back-chant/ 

"I’m a chicken.”  Mynah bird  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpfF1xUqbOE

Wai . . wa . . . . now WAIT  ONE  FREAKIN  MINUTE Lets get this straight 

Hes running for president again as a white nationalist a racist a misogynist running to keep himself out of jail  out of legal turmoil in 2021   Its all about him  not the country  

Tryin hard as he can to beat prosecution

Fuck him 

           he hoped Drumpf gets crucified and many of his sickophants go downjoin him in steely cages in prisons for profit 

Bout time jails teemed with people who broke the Law  rather than immigrants seeking asylum

1549,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  7. 19

1410,  Monday,  22  7. 19

it was written as imho

                        “The objectification of other and self is a fundamental dynamic in most sex, people don’t cop to enough, imho.” which he readlearned online  it meant "in my humble opinion  or honest opinion”  which then he later learned imnsho  “in my not so humble  so honest opinion”

it troubled him that it appeared in text as imho asif a word 

apparently it is a word! 

he thought of himself as knowledgeable so when something new felldrifted out of the sky like ash plummeted like birdshit he had to inspect it he had to see how he could have been so ignorant 

                                                                                  though to be fair he coined words to suit his means kittends kittens tear things up upend them hence kittends

yet imho he Googled it (About 25,400,000 results (0.29 seconds)) was far-ranging and ranged furthur than he had  obviously 

The Atlantic wrote an artickle regarding it 2 May 2018 

he was woefully behind times though he did not regret the fact 

                                                                   then he learned fwiw and ianal  he imagined ianal as graffiti scrawled in black magicmarker inside a public bathroom toilet stall  gloryhole bonafide  boneafide fact of the matter imho could easily appear scribbled on a bathroom partition too  compleat with the ten-digit phone number of ones best friend laugh or someone they particularly despised  

you learn something new every day

                                      if you cantyou disagree    die       

1245,  Saturday,  20  7. 19

1047,  Monday,  22  7. 19

https://www.thecut.com/2019/07/jeffrey-epstein-operated-in-plain-sight.html  https://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2018/05/the-h-in-imho-does-not-mean-humble-or-honest/559514/  
fwiw -- for what it matters
ianal -- I am not a lawyer                                                                                                  

he leaned forward 

he spoke quietlyas if in a confessional the whole time looking deeply into her eyes

My father raped me.

I was involved in child pornography.

I was trafficked.

I was a prostitute.

Then someone believed me.

They saved me.

And now I’ve met you.

out of a dream 0700ish,  Saturday,  20  7. 19

The Clansman

Golly  whenever he saw Stephen Miller on television or on-line he thought it was awful of himself for wanting to project a movie on his Drive-In Theater-sized forehead 

he read Miller responding to Chris Wallace during a Sunday interview: “I think the term ‘racist’, Chris, has become a label that is too often deployed by the left, Democrats in this country simply try to silence and punish and suppress people they disagree with, speech that they don’t want to hear. The reality is this president has been the president for all Americans …. I fundamentally disagree with the view that if you criticize somebody and they happen to be a different color skin that that makes it a racial criticism.”

Huh “To silence and punish and suppress people they disagree with, speech they don’t want to hear.”  Letem talk  however when others refute their racist language and actions they are simply calling a spade and spade unlike those whod rather call a spade a black spade or a nigger

Its true  theyd rather not hear itsuch language uttered by the White House  the president (FAKE PRESIDENT) and his sycophants (sickophants)

“The reality is this president has been the president for all Americans ….” repeating a lie over and over and over again does not make it true repetition  propaganda  the presidents “all Americans” refer to the presidents “Americans” who side (isnt that unfortunate) with him 

Drumpf and his sickophants seek to disrupt the country (make it a cuntry) by any means possible to them  and they have extraordinary means available  

                                      however they brood when they demand people JUMP!! and many many more than half of America does not

      NOW SHOWING  on Stephen Millers forehead originally THE CLANSMAN   THE BIRTH OF THE NATION 

Thank Gawd it isnt a talkie

1109,  Sunday,  21  7. 19

https://www.politico.com/story/2019/07/21/trump-adviser-stephen-miller-racist-tweets-1424122?nname=playbook&nid=0000014f-1646-d88f-a1cf-5f46b7bd0000&nrid=00000167-851a-d01a-a567-d79e0c9d0000&nlid=630318  

http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20161026-how-liars-create-the-illusion-of-truth