https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1xR3Xidq84

Awwcomon  Wheres your sense of humour

Wasn’t funn . .

. . Was hilarious

Had it been you. Funny?

I said it was hilarious

                         You really cant take a joke

Ya set yourself up

Remember

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnPm_vgZPiE

Whas good for the goose good for the gander

    Was tha funnyI think you think it was

Rearedup bit you in the ass

                             Think  Consequences

Though you may not know the word

    You don read

How can you possibly learn

Youre not interested in learningSAY Department of Education Attacks against higher learningwhich is relatable

          I believe your mental acuity reading abilities fifth grade

As is fiftyfour percent of America

reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

1142,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

https://map.barbarabush.org/

    methane hydrate

                          fascinating    fire ice

hed have thought he would have stumbled onto it far sooner than now and presented in a streaming scifi MAX show  The Swarm

awesome

            fiction can be nonfiction

and nonfiction not remembered correctly  or lied about   fiction

best dissectedhe believed  by experience

he was inveterate vetter

                          researcher      

might be because his father was a time-study manager turned cost analyst

                                                                                   particular

inherited not only did he growup particular  but peculiar

                                                             adjective he wore like a badge of honour

he preferred queerpreferred it even when disgusting people tried to leverage it against gay people

gay another term he refused to be coopted by any group

                                                             as religion tries to coopt sacred

light-hearted  carefreeGAY

                                he had zero-tolerance

Absolutely?

You know me better than tha

Is perfect absolute?

If perfect were to exist  Ja

Zero-tolerance. Black. White.

Ja  On  Off

              When I realisewhen I learn when vetted   Experience steps in heavyhanded

Ive learned not to challenge it

And when youre incorrect?

I suffer the consequencesIve no trouble suffering The beauty of being a masochist

Your mother the sadist.

Correct  You recall

                     For someone who struggles to remember things thas quite a stretch

Pretty fuckin’ memorabl . .

. . Which I assume you share at every opportunity

You assume.

              That’s unlike you.

Regarding tha particular comment  you  me an my Maw

                                                             An absolute

Shoudve seen your eyes

You were shocked

It’s a sobering remark.

The relationship has made me who I am today

                                                  I am grateful

Im grateful I shared with her

eyes started You told her?

She an I We didnt pull punches

                                 Thats true love    he chuckled

What’s funny?

    Fire  Ice

2007,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

1100,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

https://www.energy.gov/fecm/methane-hydrates-and-climate-change

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/should-the-world-tap-undersea-methane-hydrates-for-energy/

which comes first

                   singlemindedness

routine

does it matter

                  he couldnt say that he helped himself to either or are they a hybrid  found on the top shelf as the gatekeeper honestly a bouncer watched him intentlyintensely

                                                                                    over his shoulder  Help ya Bub

Bub glanced down on his chic bowling shirt

an embroidered patch

                        Botch not Bub

Workin trying insinuating shy pees some future date

                                                        Wont be shy  More likely prostate

seemed to flinch

               I don’t know what that is.

You should understand human afflictions do notwill not . afflict me. I’m etherealnearly heavenly.

Ja  Bub

          Right

Seein I havent a name Guess itll be like Christmas

                                                       Akin to not knowin my sex either

Believe Ill be as surprised as theyWait a second

                                                          Here

Top shelfMINE

               he selected  White American Male

Aint disappointin my old man

Suhweet

Don’t get too excited. Methinks thats where he may have picked that up your old man is definitely considering, if you’re a boy, to name you his name, Junior.

FUCK

       he toed the sawdust at his feet thought barroom  looking closer sharply among the attributes curried top shelf a slender phial fine print At birth apply to eyes. Contact with tears shed will obfuscate parental intentions to christen offspring, Junior.

                      apparently it also currieddefined his obsession to read fine print

On contracts  On medications

Others in their lives would breeze over determine it inconsequential

Fine print assholes

Why its there

To  fuck  you

Are you done?

Lemme doublecheck

It’s nearly time.

Don rush me  Ill not be rush

                               In my own good time

Forceps.

How fuckin barbarian

Just saying.

Im grateful  Methinks

                         Thank you

You’re welcome

1436,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

good to know  https://teachmeanatomy.info/pelvis/the-male-reproductive-system/prostate-gland/

Galton scribbled hed have to quit doing thatwasnt doing himself any favours

                                                                                   but 

he grewup doing things the hard way

                                        out the gate onto the turf tabula rasa scribbledpalimpsested too

Awwell

          lefthanded too

Grandmother bind his hand  longtime later a Japanese flyfishing instructor told him that in Japan not very long before that if a child exhibited a lefthand dominance  the child was killed

both Old World Polish and Japanese believed a lefthanded child was evil

 

    Galton

               Sir Francis

Charles Darwins cousin

a polymath statistician

                            spiked the ball in the endzone Originator of eugenics nothing warm and fuzzy there

committed to the ideas of race-building  social engineering

Nazis picked up the ball ran with it Aktion T4

                                                   euthanasia programme

systematically eliminated people deemed “unworthy of life” due to physical and mental disabilities which sounds like a programme Stephen Miller and Border Tsar lets keep things Russian Putinian 34-count felons North Star  I want to be just like him when I grow up, Mommie. programme Border Tsar A-Holman could get behind

    enthusiasts doesnt even cut it

had they been at Jonestown Guyana they would have picked up the 55gal drum guzzled the Kool-Aid from its rusted lipsHAVIN FUN YET

    Kiddos

               Wanna to backoff

Really Grimm

Bruthas  sistahs pronouns   I gotchaI follow

Cant slip nothing past you can we

Nah  Youre within internalised

                                   Me  Know Thyself at all costs

Im a real pain in the ass

1530,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

1234,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

https://www.nbcdfw.com/news/local/teacher-tells-boy-being-left-handed-is-evil-forces-him-to-write-with-right-hand/1988289/

https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/euthanasia-program

https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/november-18/mass-suicide-at-jonestown

Dead Melodies  Forbidden  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxMRmRo1Wto

    metap? scribbled on a slip of paper  also scribbled page 358

                                                                        trouble was

most nonfiction books he reads are that long

he likes his tomes as his intimidated friends intone

                                                           How the hell do you do that?

Read

not them

    so metap   gotta be some sort of an acronym written to irritate him

looked technical  technological which offends him

meta- 

        more comprehensive transcending isnt that just like technology computers  full of themselves

deduced P

              programme  programming

Ja  turns out

                metaprogramming a programming technique where they manipulate other programs as its data modifying generating its own code

meaning they can read transform create code “either at compile-time or runtime”

deeper into the woods he dropped coins  learned his lesson from Hansel and Gretel  a Grimm story

lesson definitely learned

                           he didnt think public schoolsany schools were teaching that any longer

Awright compile-time

                        programs source code possibly stolen lifted  is translated into executable suhweet lookin word executable machine code by GUESS a compilerJAYSUS this stage occurs before program is executed Duuh

        AND

runtime unhyphenated time a programs actually running as opposed to when being complied or loaded

    would be remiss if he didnt corner compiler squeeze it made him feel like mob muscle yet another program that translates high-level programming language into low-level language that computers can directly execute

 

there  he had it  didnt have to take a bat to their knee  bareknuckles 

                                                                                   lied

brassknuckles

Are we going to remember

Do we want to remembercan I put the ball in your courthave you retain it for us

    Can we scribble it on the walls of your skull

Colourful grafitti  No spraycan shit

No Cant  Theyre too wet

Ja

Ja

    Ohkay to carve it in

Fine  But not out through the other side like a jack-o-lantern

Youre really onto us

Your me

           Id retort You said carve  Ya didnt say not like a jack-o-lantern

Be precise as possible

Ya shoud have been an esquire

Nah Esquire are governed by laws a gawd

                                                Moses an octopus to manage all the tablets then returning for more

 

1452,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

1043,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

Wordclock  Come, Triumph  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsvmQ7rLi4E

moth

louche

         liked its lookliked the way it felt in his mindin his mouth as he said it

                                                                                   louche

“ . . . supposedly louche relationship between mother and son.” 

                                                                    Crowded by Genius  James Buchans book

two pages later this beaut “(the play, Douglas) most unaccountable medley of impiety, profaneness, error, immorality and vice.”

                        Buchan seems to have covered all the bases

    adjective

                 disreputable  sordid  in a rakish or appealing way

Question  When was the last time you used rakish

Ive read it

           I cant say Ive ever accused another of being rakishfor myself  I woudnt mind the saddle  jaunty dashing  debonair appearance

By the bye  debonair

                       Der boner  if you please

    You please

I do

Since you da bossI know youll take tha from us unusuallyquick to challenge correct someoneanyone who woud mistakenly callya tha

Ja

     Its offensive

Ja

    But youre cool

With youse  Ja

                    Rakishs look also appeals to me

We find it curiouspeople expressions when you talk of words how  attractive how they appeal to you

They are arent they

Ja

     You have any thoughts on tha

Theyre ignorant

                 Havent spent the time I have withem

Told buddy  Sticks and stones may break my bones but books and Chautauquas best people

Best people confused him

Ja  certainly didtakes on tha fish out of water countenance eyes bugged mouth agape its frankly uncomfortable

Havent seencan imagine

Ja  But he be the social butterfly     Moth moth

                                                    Flutters  dusty like a moth

laughed

          Inspector Clouseaus rendition

Of course None better

 

    Words

2032,  Thursday,  245  7. 25

2340,  Thursday

0853,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

Inspector Clouseaus  moth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyzD8jE_-B4 

https://reliefweb.int/report/world/us-governments-decision-destroy-97-million-contraceptives-destined-women-and-girls-globally-unconscionable#:~:text=World-,The%20US%20government's%20decision%20to%20destroy%20%249.7%20million%20of%20contraceptives,and%20girls%20globally%20is%20unconscionable&text=MSF%20condemns%20the%20decision%20to,the%20communities%20where%20we%20work. 

this is the shit he wakes up to

                                 goes to sleep thinking 34-count felon and Little Marco why not and wonder lapdogs and enablers cant make things worse for the cuntry so not to be mistaken USA! USA! USA!  make things worse in the world

                      and thats the thing he wakes to

he thought it learned its lessons in hubris

Adam Servers book  The Cruelty Is the Point

                                                  cruelty

NO  has metastasized

                            depravity

God saved him

or kid was just a lousy shot

his Maw told him We get what we deserve.

 

    Got Milk commercial dastardlydanced across his brain

0643,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

Got Milk  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngru5J-bFCw

PS  his Maw also said  Waste not, want not.

PPS  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1xR3Xidq84

“. . . essay proves rebarbatively resistant to his usual emphatic approach.”

                                                                                 Jo Catling  translator

rebarbatively  rebarbative

                                   Anybody

certainly not himhe tried to deconstruct it  got hungup on barb

                                                                   a barb isnt a good encounter

hed take it that the word was unemphaticCOWARD

                                                          Look it up

he disliked with extreme prejudice that he goaded himself

but no one could goad him like he could

                                               thats

a good attribute  good practise

it came down from his parents

                                 Know your worth. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Catch hell?  You catch it from yourself be . . your own worst critic.

their words have served him well

rebarbative

unattractive

objectionable

learn something new every day

                                   now

would he remember

    if he didnt

                   rebarbative

 

not seven pages later WG Sebalds collection of essays Silent Catastrophes Catling quotes Sebald  How much home does a person need?

                                    spoke to him

as a boy he told his parents  When I growup Im not living here

two long years after graduating high school he flew the proverbial coop

                                                                            coop  he reminded them

. . . is an enclosure made of wire metal bars where birds animals are kept

they were all there his parents his seven siblings when he backed down the mealy remains of the driveway he would later return for the week it took to tearup by hand and sod

there were tears in everyones eyes

his tears were for his siblings because he knew they would never leave

                                                                               they made their lives there

    his goading wore spurs

afternoon Saturday,  19  7. 25

1233,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

Doc Keeley  clinic in Dwight Illinois hed use the familiar address for a physician since he was born at the same named hospital Rush Medical the college where Keeley was certified 

                                                     Daniel Okrents Last Call: The Rise and Fall of Prohibition

Keeleys Gold Cure  injections of bicholoride  double chloride of gold  to quell “the irresistible craving of nerve endings for alcohol”

                            later chemical analysis of Keeleys proprietary tonic phonaesthetic determined it contained 27.55% alcohol hmm  alcohol to defeat alcoholism plus “ammonium chloride, aloin – hed go for a loin until he discovered it wasnt  rather a C-glycosidic derivative of anthraquinone found in the latex of aloe vera plants  an anti-inflammatory – and tincture of cinchona – in a cinch  also known as Jesuits bark  Peruvian bark  quinine – but no gold. His hypodermic injections also contained sulfate of strychnine – which in itself packs a wallop  mistakenly he thought it was in Jimsonweed WRONG  his hallucinations were caused by tropane alkaloids  atropine scopolamine hyoscyamine – atropine – loanbehold – and boracic acid.”

                                  if all those words didnt tickle tongues as his was tickled pink as pussy

WHELL

          not his problem

was his pleasure

 

phenomenal what early physicians concocted for clients   patients  clients       patients      clients

   what have you

concocked 

              Now, if you’ll just bend over for me . . .         

1340,  Wednesday,  23  7. 25

1136,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

https://library.ndsu.edu/fargo-history/index2558.html?q=content/keeley-institute#:~:text=Leslie%20E.,term%20%E2%80%9CGold%20Cure%E2%80%9D).

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34393136/ 

at the Wall Street Journal  they called it a bawdy doodle a very nice phonaesthetic

                                                                                     Whas not to like

And an anti-Tolkien cellar door posit

                                      Go go go Wall Street Journal

thirtyfour-count felon said “I never wrote a picture in my life.”

    No

            Cant imagine hes written a picture

https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/trump-denies-epstein-birthday-letter-drawing-1235388615/

 

keeps trying to imagine what felons view is like that orange head tucked deep up his ass

2105,  Monday,  21  7. 25

1010,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

PS  butt plug or suppository