Ever just pay out line see where it runs where itll take you

    Line?

          Yes  Line

Perhaps youd recognise it as goindown a rabbithole you often say you do in regards to viewing youtubes  Youdotubes

Not that, but I follow youtubes.

I thought you might

                     At long last something alas youre able to follow

Joycean Oceanic  Finnegans Wake

                                       At long last

The book ends A way a lone a last a loved a long no period The book begins riverrun, past Eve and Adam’s, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, us by a commodious vicus of recirculation back to Howth Castle and Environs.

            A loop Aloof

A loved a long the riverrun past Eve an Adams

Commodious vicus I love it Translated a convenient road a comfortable path 

Vicus  A small settlement

Bustup commodious come odious vicus small settlement village ward district neighbourhood

Youre riffing.

I am

      ImImprovising  ImImImIm provisioned

Please.  Stop.

Paying out line

                 Stop.

    How do you stop going down your youtube rabbitholes

                                                               ImImImIm inclined to play in Google

Was thinking about esoterica  knowledge practices things not readily available understood by the general public

That’s very much like you.

I bumped it with erotica don think I need explain tha

                                                          Esoteric erotica

Ought to be the thirtysecond flavour of Baskin-Robbins Thirtyone Flavor Ice Creamsthough I favoured their daquiri ice terribly attracted to its pale icy bluishgreen colour

Ice?  That’s a sherbert?

I prefer ice to sherbert but sure

    Not an ice cream?

Im not fond of ice cream

But you’d eat it?

Not usually

Ice cream and pie?

Pie

No ice cream?

I see you understand  following the Joycean loop

I’m not.

Not ImImImIm

               STOP.

Youre stops more pronounced

Because you’re losing me I can’t follow you.

Then lets conclude

                     Esoteric erotica led me to William Mortensen youre a photographer youd enjoy him an to two photos Bast spelled B  A  S  T  The Eye of the Moon an Asleep

Was utterly fascinated

                         Woud dig seeinem in person

Id be careless if I didnt elaborate seeinem

Seein ‘em?

    Yah  Semen

Tuesday afternoon,  15  4. 25

1225,  Saturday,  26  4. 25

trifecta outro

Babysteps

Slow immersion

Little bit by little bit

Until you catchup

Catch up?

Im all in right now

 

    Can you please explain to me why?

I have 

Yes.   You have.

Cant play denial babe

she grinned gave him a small portion of the dimples she could lay on himhad

                                                                      One can try.

smiling no dimples  They can

Yes.   Yes.    Yes.

Tha resuscitated

                   I have

You have.

              You have what?

Peed 

In the tub?

Ive also gotten you in the swimming pool

                                             But tubs are so much more  intimate

Now?

Yes

Oh for God’s sake.

If there were a god hed be on my side

                                         An besides tha

Yes?  Besides?

Ya know you wanna

                       I only beat you to the punchHell you lit the candles around the tub I usually do tha 

Tipped your hand  slightly    beautiful 

Yawanna

she smiled  deepdeep dimples showed

                                             Yes.

Well   I aint goi . .     Aah  atta grrl

                                               he made her blush

1420,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

1648,  reggaefriday

trifecta verse

Regrets.  Any regrets?

Ifya let me search my mind

                                      You

You werent gonna say were you

    I'd have to search my mind.    No I wasn’t.

                                                          You’re the loquacious . . storyteller.

Now Im curious  Like my cats

                                 Why regrets

Aren’t they more interesting, provocative, than not, or than other things, inquiries?

Inquiries

Certainly.

Interrogations

Interrogations?  Why?

    Leverage

                Knowing someones secret   Secrets

Wha youll admit to

I asked.

   Fine

A regret for a regret

No leverage in that.

No

 

Regret for a regret.

Excellent

                I regret I didnt have sexmake love more during the daytime  Morning  Afternoon

No leverage.

None

            You

Me.

         I’ve not had the life you’ve lead. 

No of course not

                   Whas your regret

I’ve not had the courag . .

. . Wasnt 

What do you call it?

Being true to that self I was born into

                                         They left a longishChrist an exhaustive crib sheet list of demands

Nor woud I ever deny who I am

1420,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

Esbjorn Svensson Trio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rFEZiPgyTE

trifecta intro

On the heels of every days a fuckin gift

                                                     Yakiddinme

    Wha

Fascinated by your femoral artery

Look at you all over it

All over it all over you

                       Nooks  Crannies    Notever hideanseek never Olly olly oxen free

    No  Spose not

                     Whas the upset

Hot  A hot bath

Not unusual

High

Not unusual

Daytime

Not unusual

Femoral fascination

    Fascinated  Yah

 

Ya gonna say

You ought to youre biting your lip

Awright

                 Exit strategy

Staging Rehearsal

                          Hearse

We donneed your sarcasmblack  humour   right now

    We get wha I give us

                               Privilege of the patriarch

Patriarch

Flashyhuh  Didnt know I had it in me

Evidently                                                                                                           

Evidently

                 No   Femoral fascination

Ya don see a paring knife a straight razor cool your jets

                                                                     Just   Fascinated

1420,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25 

femoral  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK538262/

every days a fuckin gift

dusk  urinated outside  took a leak in the grass

                                                    neighbours wanted to watch  letem

it was his backyard

he didnt pay attention to themWHY would they pay attention to him

    You’re antisocial. his broheim

Anyare  obsessivelysocial

                            Coudnt entertain yourself for all the tea dumped in Boston Harbour twohunredfifty years ago Americans were fighting an dying against the King of Englands troops

What . Boston Harbor?

Its tha time of the year

Time of the year, what the hell?

American history Good to know where we came from even though our familiesmy family didnt arrive until the early twentieth centuryyours earlier I choose not to forget then anymore than I woud forget to remember the military men an women who died in World War Two

that irritated him You. What the hell are you talking aboutI could . . . I could . . I just don’t want to.

Which means you cant

I don’t want to.

You cant

            Sayin I coud doesnt mean you can despite your maligned thinkin  I coud play with others I just don want to therefore   yah  I cant

Makeya feel better

Jesus.

I wanted to say as I was outside takin a leak tha I recognised phonaesthetically . .

. . What the fuck?

Pleasant  beautiful sounding words

                                        My Tolkien broadside  Cellar door

I can’t keep up with you.

You shoudnt try    Phonaesthetically

                                          I recognised the three random daffodil plantsno idea tha came up this year in the yard died  Daffodils died

he refrained from scratching his head  Daffodils died.

Take tha Tolkien

    What's gotten into you today?

Life tore me open like an eager child at their birthday gift

                                                                     Every days a fuckin gift

  

Tuesday,  15  4. 25

1319,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

Israel Kamakawiwo’ole  Somewhere Over the Rainbow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z26BvHOD_sg

trifecta prologue

 

take a buzz into a day hot bathtub

femoral artery

daylight regret

babysteps

                                                                      2PMishmash,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

No ya don

    I don’t what?

Step on my lines

What . your lines?

Have to come up with something original  Tha particular variant variants unfolding off it belong to me

I don’t think I saidstepped . on your toes.

Wha do I say

About what?

Mirrors

Mirrors?

Don play stupid  Mirrors

Awright.  You don’t look in them.

Correct

            Calendars

You never sai . .

. . I did I have

                 Ive recommended in the past ya not count on your memory   Shabby at best

But everyone’s memory is shabby compared to yours.

They are

And you have no idea why.

I do

    You do?

Ive shared before

his face twisteddisturbed he didnt remember

Pain

       Pain makes you presentfast in the moment Earliest memories two years old  An forth

Yes yes.  I remember now.

Now

         So please stay off my line  Unless you want to credit me

What did I impinge on?

Impinge   Thas generous

                             Yawere virtually  verbatim

What did I sa . .

. . Wha Ive said

                   I stopped looking at calendars an mirrors a long time ago

Aah . . . . yes.

2313,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

1201,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

    woke ‘bruptly imagined it nothing more than a rude interruption a commercial break from dreaming he shifted backanforth sidetoside seeking a sweet spot sleeps g-spot and while seekinggesticulating subtly mercurochrome entered his mind When did he last think of that

on mercurochromes heels arrived iodine  I  O  DINE like that  the glass applicators appealed to himintrigued him as a boy when it seemed to his parents he couldnt go through a day without scraping tearing his flesh

    Can’t you be more careful?

careful

                occurred to him a curious word Why

his mother turned to his father Maybe you can talk some sense into him.

No. I don’t think I can.

                          He seems willing, aggressively so, to go his own way.

And what about other children who may follow him?

They don’t. They know better.

   I  O  DINE was followed to his muddlinchagrin by Good Times  J Js cry  DY  NO  MITE

Whaya make of tha   intruded

                           followed keenly by a mantra going off in his head  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE  mercurochrome  I  O  DINE   DY  NO  MITE Fuck

             Ya kiddin me

tinctures  slender glass applicators

                                      he found his sweet sleep spot  g-spot

    asleep

scrambling back to his dreams

                                  Wharedya go?

You woudnt believe me if I said Yacoud have followed

No we couldn’t. Or would.

    Thas cool  Lets play

0753,  reggaefriday,  25  4. 25

1055,  reggaefriday

J J  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9YsYxKkAIM 

Father Maurice welcomed them into the firstfloor private study in the rectory

they brought wine

not to be consecrated

imbibed shared

                   Father enjoyed sweet reds

he knew the two women since they were young

he chuckled when one handed him the wine in a brown bag

                                                               Shall we leave it in the bag and pass it around, back and forth?

he was renown for his wicked sense of humor

it was probably a good thing

                                  as he slipped the bottle from the bag What have we here?

Oh my, you shouldn’t have.

Father. We know you enjoy sweet reds we, unfortunately, aren’t familiar and the young man at the liquorstore recommended it.

    Did you happen to tell him who you were sharing it with?

No.

That’s unfortunate . . . although . when I relate this I will.  It’ll knock ‘em dead.

                                                                                     Thank you very much.

You’re welcome, Father.

If you’ll please excuse me, be seated, I’ll uncork the wine.

he walked over to a massive credenza hunkered beneath a bank of glorious stained glass windows

one looked at the other  What is it?

I don’t know. He recommended it. We were running late. I paid the man and left.

six crystal goblets stood on a silver platter he remove three opened the wine smelled the cork nodded approvingly

returning he set the platter on the coffee table between them  the wine label facing them

                                                                                               smiling said

This ought to be interesting.

the wine

            Ménage a Trois  DOLCE SWEET RED BLEND

1907,  reggaefriday,  18  4. 25

1309,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

trying to be patient  You understand doncha youre clingin to grim

he pursed his lips  Grim

                           Im not clingin  It is fact  Id lie if I tried to overlook the reality

Ive long wondered

    About Diet Pepsi

Yes

      Definitely

Confirm your wonderment

You know it

We do  as you

                  Please   Confirmation

Diet Pepsi

             Tha Diet Pepsi is to those who ingest it  24-can cubes multiple cubes a week  as untreated syphilis was to hunreds of Macon County Alabama unknowing Black men  1932 to 1972  Those with an without the disease

                      The Tuskegee Syphilis natural history Study

Anya don think thas grimtha  comparison

No  Wha I know is tha a good friend a best friend during her deepening deepening depression  black despair  ingested at least a couple cubes a week an I believe Pepsi aided enabled her state of mind

    Too much of anything is detrimental to anyone slavish to that thing

Slavish

Addicted

Corporate modeling

Feed their bottom-line despite the damage they knowingly inflict

chuckled sardonically

                            Consumer  beware

      

2113,  Saturday,  19  4. 25

1214,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

Netflixs Black Doves  first episode To Love Then

                                                  watching he thought  We don die when we think were going to die

a loaded sentence

Loaded

    Youre really gonna step up  Ive not asked   Youre artifice

You don believe thabout we  Us   You

Tha youre clever

                  Can be deceitful

Have we any reason to deceive you

                                       Were on board along for the ride

Weve life rafts life savers while you   frankly  while youre stricken to tread water while  you deadman float until they find you if they find you if theyre lookin

    Paint a grim picture

A factual  picture

Im your lifeboat

    Until you sink

1842,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

1025,  Thursday,  24  4. 25