24.4.25


Father Maurice welcomed them into the firstfloor private study in the rectory

they brought wine

not to be consecrated

imbibed shared
                   Father enjoyed sweet reds

he knew the two women since they were young

he chuckled when one handed him the wine in a brown bag
                                                               Shall we leave it in the bag and pass it around, back and forth?

he was renown for his wicked sense of humor


it was probably a good thing

                                  as he slipped the bottle from the bag What have we here?

Oh my, you shouldn’t have.

Father. We know you enjoy sweet reds we, unfortunately, aren’t familiar and the young man at the liquorstore recommended it.

    Did you happen to tell him who you were sharing it with?

No.

That’s unfortunate . . . although . when I relate this I will.  It’ll knock ‘em dead.
                                                                                     Thank you very much.
You’re welcome, Father.

If you’ll please excuse me, be seated, I’ll uncork the wine.

he walked over to a massive credenza hunkered beneath a bank of glorious stained glass windows
one looked at the other  What is it?
I don’t know. He recommended it. We were running late. I paid the man and left.

six crystal goblets stood on a silver platter he remove three opened the wine smelled the cork nodded approvingly

returning he set the platter on the coffee table between them  the wine label facing them
                                                                                               smiling said
This ought to be interesting.

the wine
            Ménage a Trois  DOLCE SWEET RED BLEND

1907,  reggaefriday,  18  4. 25
1309,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

trying to be patient  You understand doncha youre clingin to grim


he pursed his lips  Grim
                           Im not clingin  It is fact  Id lie if I tried to overlook the reality
Ive long wondered

    About Diet Pepsi
Yes
      Definitely


Confirm your wonderment

You know it

We do  as you
                  Please   Confirmation

Diet Pepsi

             Tha Diet Pepsi is to those who ingest it  24-can cubes multiple cubes a week  as untreated syphilis was to hunreds of Macon County Alabama unknowing Black men  1932 to 1972  Those with an without the disease

                      The Tuskegee Syphilis natural history Study


Anya don think thas grimtha  comparison

No  Wha I know is tha a good friend a best friend during her deepening deepening depression  black despair  ingested at least a couple cubes a week an I believe Pepsi aided enabled her state of mind

    Too much of anything is detrimental to anyone slavish to that thing

Slavish

Addicted

Corporate modeling

Feed their bottom-line despite the damage they knowingly inflict


chuckled sardonically

                            Consumer  beware
      
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1214,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

Netflixs Black Doves  first episode To Love Then
                                                  watching he thought  We don die when we think were going to die
a loaded sentence

Loaded

    Youre really gonna step up  Ive not asked   Youre artifice

You don believe thabout we  Us   You

Tha youre clever
                  Can be deceitful

Have we any reason to deceive you

                                       Were on board along for the ride
Weve life rafts life savers while you   frankly  while youre stricken to tread water while  you deadman float until they find you if they find you if theyre lookin

    Paint a grim picture

A factual  picture


Im your lifeboat

    Until you sink

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1025,  Thursday,  24  4. 25

23.4.25


You recall me sayindescribin myself   contumacious

she smiled sometimes her smile was wolfish  this was one of those times
                                                                                You mean cunt-tumacious?
I do I did  he laughed

she returned the volley her dimples crushed him

    chuckling
                 Cunt-tumacious  Meanin wha
Meaning.
            Willfully stubbornly disobedient . . . to authoritythat said . . you bend to me.

he mused

went off a ways

bending to pleasure

                        Yare hard to resist
Resist?
          Or oppose?you prefer to oppose.

I do I do
           Were a zesty pairing


Pairing.  Pairing?
                      Are we a pair?

Dyed in the wool  Convicted

another wolfish smile

made his cock hard
                         Youre takin me off stride

eyeing his crotch  Can you really walk with that?
No
      I meant figuratively

Literally . . don't think you can.


    Please.  Continue.

Watts  Arya familiar

No.

Way of Zen Writer Philosopher Contemporary of Timothy Leary   LSD

You’d think I’d be . . . knowing you.

We still have lotsanlots of doors to open

Doors of Perception?

Who

Huxley.

Thas my grrl

So . Watts?

Clever

I have my moments.

You do
         I read a quote by him on the columnthe offerings right of youtube Scribbled it down  Care to hear

Another descriptor?

Only in the sense when were not together

We do like our space and time.

We do
        Guard it jealously  Righteously


You’ll have me call him . . Mr. Watts?

No sorry  Alan   Alan Watts

What did he write that arrested your eye?

Arrested  Actually 
                     He wrote  A man who walks alone isnt broken
Or is a woman.

Or a woman
              Hes shes  becoming unbreakable

Ooh I like that.


    Can I give you a hand with that?

Tha  indicating his cock  is breakable if torqued too much  smiled

I haven’t broken it . . yet.

Nice pause placement

                                Get on it bitch

0941,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25
1245,  Wednesday

the guest he overheard her was his kind of woman
                                                   he was going to have to excuse himself all to hell and back to escape the woman he was talking with who never saw her coming waylaidambushed him

his host walked up as she continued to try to take his arm in hers possession is ninetenths the law cat nugged his shoulderexcused himself to the womenstepped one then a second back she smiled lasciviouslysipped her wine

quietly  Man, I wish I had her attention, woman loves to fuck, you’re getting laid tonight. The bedroom at the top of the stairs, left, is where I had your luggage placedChrist man, I wish I was you.

he turned to walk away then turned back
                                                       whispered Maybe I ought to say now it’s been nice.
You may be dead in the morning.

    chuckled  walked off


released she was at him again
                                  You’ll have to excuse me he was shaking her  a hint in her eyes she thought he might be  Im have to use the restroom normally hed say can

I’ll wait right here for you.

You shoudnt  Myself
                        I wait for no one a kind of hell and back  rude

No. I’ll wait here. barely rocked her boat 

Suit yourself  Excuse me

she sipped her wine

it was getting low

hed bet shed move to refilled replace her glass
                                                  he didnt see any waiters working this side of the pool beside the cabana a long table white linen lined with iced bottles of wine beer bottles of liquor mixers glasses canapés decorative bone china plates silverware napkins

tomorrow morning thered be breakfastbrunch arrayed in chafing dishes

his host wellheeled their circuitous meeting then friendship  loved to entertain

he usually ducked more parties than he attendedrather was coerced to attend
                                                                                   I’m beginning to think we’re not friends.

You have to come.

when he had to he did


the scrum his kind of woman was in had moved towards the house it had lost some participants those being womenfolk  her hangers-on were men
                                                 understandably
he wasnt built like that

he was provocative
                       adept at disrupted small clutches
culled


he walked directly into smattering

                                                     culled her

Joe

Adelle.
         How’d you do that?
Tha

Spirit me away.

You looked like you wished to be
                                   Though  you were who spiritedpainted all over your face
They saw They recognised it
    Werent cunts

Cunts?

Yes

it was curious to watch her turn cunts in her head
                                                     he wouldnt have said if he thought she couldnt handle it
read that in her face
                        how she held herself
confident

alluring


You said somethingI apologise I happened to overheardIm not one to eavesdrop
                                                                                    Was attracted to your voice
Then the  subject

    cunts quit turning
                          Subject?
Yes
     Ive no doubt you when you were prepubescent you were a knockout

almost an audible gasp

You recall your brief admonishment

You . . you thought . I was admonishing?

Definitely
            Ill rejoin my prior no doubt if youd like

she grinned  Christ the dimples
                                 What did I say?
Etched in my mind

    Yes. Go ahead.

they teased  Jimi  Excuse me while I kiss the sky

I still want a triangle in the front.

dimples deepened

I feelOh you felt  I feel like the full Brazilian would make me look like I’m trying to pass as a prepubescent.
    You know.

I think you dropdead exceeded . . . eavesdropping.

No no  Think of me as Ulysses
                                  My ears unstuffed
Siren sweetly singing

Jesus Joe.

Jesus Adelle

                    You spirited me away 

0920,  Wednesday,  23  4. 25

Brazilian quote from Lydia Millet’s  Atavists

Jimi Hendrix  Purple Haze  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGoDaYjdfSg

Cream  Tales of Brave Ulysses  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRSbjpXZYEA

22.4.25

cunt     escalator
                        Did nothing but inform illustrate confirm his effeminacy
Strong like bull

Yahright 
           My ass

I didn’t know much about him.

Ive known of him since the Central Park Five
                                                Was a cunt then  I never imaged Id have to endure suffer the piece of shit

Remember tha tshirt at the No Kings rally  Loved it
                                                       Isn’t he dead yet?
Splendid

    You said Central Park Five. 

 

What’s that?

Look it up

    You could say since it appears to have left a bitter taste in your mouth.

You can look it up

 

 

You sneered when you mentioned the escalator.

You ride escalators

I do.

I don
       I take the stairs My small part to staunch the feminisation of men  We seem in an awful hurry to embrace it
             Hustlin

You mention that frequently.

Male makeup
                   Men have their own cosmetic section an in some case  an aisle

I . . I can’t refute that.

You cant refute a statement of fact
                                       You can opine  Ya cant refute

The escalator.

Correction   Golden  Escalator

He descended it to the cheers of a lobby full of paid performers and unpaid fans

You know that?

I know tha

So the escalator . . . it bugs you something fierce.

Escalator

Feminisation

Emasculator

                       Think about tha the next time you ride one

I only do if there are no stairs  The occasions rarethank Gawd

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1544,  Twosday,  22  4. 25

No

no never fit buddys temperament  he disliked being told no
                                                                   What do you mean no?

Your fondness for mathematical equations  AI
                                                 You think data ya think reasonable rational machinesthink are solutions for humankind
Take human out of the equation ya got shit

I disagree.

I know you do
                 But aint a damn thing you can say tha will encourage me to embrace data  Machines

    That’s unreasonable.

Thas contumacious caught the look in his face hed forgotten the word  Stubborn Willful disobedient to authority
As you holdup machines as authorities

I’m not.

You are Explain why you think not  believe not

They’re tools.


We use them as tools.

    Tools tha tell us wha to do

Aid us.

Because human beings havent the capacity to help themselves
                                                                  Machines cant comprehend flesh blood brain
Emotion

Wha placeholder do they use for us in their equations
                                                          A zero  One  Binary
We aint binary

If we were we woudnt have the spectrum were ALL ABOARD in his best conductors voice

I disagree.

Got a quote

Of course you do.
                    You set me up?

No  You mused machines mathematicsneither far off  they lingerloiter in the creases gyri of your brain  Oeuvre

Set yourself up


What you got?

Metaphysical Club quote
                            . . . people who believed – as most nineteenth-century scientist did believe – that understanding something was synonymous with being able to measure it, the appeal of statistics was plain.

You  To a T
                 Understanding something  synonymous  with being able to measure it

We cant understand each other and yet anyet  you believe a machine can  Tha does not compute

Cant

I disagree.

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1203,  Tuesday,  22  4. 25

    he listened to him   whiine
                                                      no other word for it

caught the look out of the corner of his eyeWhat?

Astute  Saw me good for you     Not often

                                                       Ya don wanna know

    Know wha . .
. . Wha youre whininabout

I’m not.
You are

                       Guy walks into a bar

 

 

What?

    Says  Gimme three fingers of testosterone 

 

 

What?

Thas the joke  Testosterones the joke
                                        T R T  Testosterone Replacement TherapyJesus
Doc  got all sorts of excuses  Get me on it


Guy walks in is probably the same cat who earlier pitched Viagra then latecummer Cialis
C  U  M  M  E  Rdon want ya to miss out 

Pitch hard-ons not possible plausible health conditions                           

Pharma prefers cash than aid symptoms or the lack thereof 
                                                                  For The Almighty Hard-on
Somebody nail tha to the cross
 

 

    You’re gonna say.

I am
      You aint thinkin about steppin on my line

I wouldn’t think of it.

Saw it on the tip of your tonguemove in your mouth

Maybe.  Maybe.

                       Men really irk you.

They do when theyre not being mannish
                                             Particularly those old farts chasing the vanity of having an erection

Theres naturally a reason they cant get it up

But they choose to solve it unnaturally  Chemically


    Better Living Through Chemistry  DuPont
                  
                                                       Or some think
Thanks for saying.

Youre welcome

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1042,  Tuesday,  22  4. 25
Jimi Hendrix  Purple Haze  Excuse me while I kiss the sky  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGoDaYjdfSg