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29.9.24

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STSkGSTMr9Y

casually

not good

causally

cause and effect

Causality

Casualties

collateral damage

seems acceptable

as long as it is not happening to them and theirsTHEN they lose their mind rightfully so

casualties hurt

if theyre able to survive walkaway

but

nobody walks away from being violatedHEY

Ive an idea

Whachagot

A woman has to bear a rapists child

Some states

Wha about therapists

Youre breathless

The Rapists

Thaswha I said yah

Two different things

Sometimes theyre not

Probable Ill grant you tha

Thank you

Youre welcome

Whaof them

Theres law

Does the law have them on the hook financially for their bastardstheyre bastards know it sounds harsh an may no longer carry the weight it once did but they arethey are they on the hook while theyre getting three square in confinementif if theyre apprehended tried found guilt

I don know

Donya think yashoud

Thas unlike you truthseeker anall

Anall

Cleverly close

Aint it the truth aint it the truth

Im not looking

If I had my druthers every rapists forced baby every incested forced baby ought to be raised financially by the six kowtowing Supreme Court judges

Ooh Judges

Ya caught tha

Yes

Justices

Not to me

Theyre a kind of rapist court Fucking the American people

Yah

Well this was nice

A long conversation

Youre my shehes heshes

Friends Romans countrymen lend me your ear

Mark Antony Shakespeare Julius Caesar

We know because you know

Thanks for saying so Were blowing my mind

Our mind

Unblowable Though occasionally bulges

Granted Occasinally

1856, day-between-2-Ts, 25 9. 24

1222, Sunday, 29 9. 24

song by White Stripes Effect and Cause

Unask the question

he flinched

Is that a word?

Certainly You follow the premise Undo the asking

Why would I do that?

It may have impressed you zilch inane to me

Youre not familiar with Japanese mu nothingness no thing

I am not a little disconcerting you are.

Wideread Perfect little gems one comes across

In another sense why I refuse to answer hypotheticals an . .

. . You should . .

. . Don interrupt

Anya ought to know tha by nowya know tha Don

Then you’re curtailing censoring our conversations.

Youre welcome to play Ill listen I wont have an opinion because wha youre expressing is tha

No opinion.

How can you just not have an opinioneveryone has an opinion?

Theyre a waste of time They beliefs of imagined situations conditions tha do not exist Lets hoe the row keep to things tha exist are factual

Dare I say provable

You often stretchout . . imagine.

Yes

I do not ask for your opinion

You’re opining.

Imagining

Dreaming

No real world consequences albethey dramatic

Albethey.

Another not word.

They replaces it A word

Again you followed it

he sneered

You don like following me

No. It irritates me.

0952, Sunday, 29 9. 24

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhSdNy1snaU

Whell whell well well filled with freshwater

muttered to himself

mused never met a gal with that problem

he hadnt known that it was

was yet another Pharma advertising blitz on youtube

“. . . ask your doctor today.”

why it plied him made no sense

Revaree

he SKIPped it in the allotted 5 seconds but he wasnt going to get those 5 seconds back

youtube took it and would suffer no financial loss for interrupting him

his time day dies 25Sep ’24

never again

like human beings everything living

despicable how drug companies dipped into his life

extracted moments from him

what the fuck is Revaree

wasnt curious

just wanted to know what Pharma thought to gain off him Ah

Spit on it

vaginal moisturizerHAWK TUAH

two can play that way Ms Welch

read she was finally making some cash off her inadvertent Tiktok interview

unfortunately late to the game

others gamed it

what they hawked he hadnt a clue

that said

he was sympathetichad empathy for those with dry arid chasms

he hoped freshwater would return soon

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1016, Sunday, 29 9. 24

song by The Who Love, Reign O’er Me

28.9.24

epiphanies

they came an went

he couldnt keep up with them

one would appear

a second shove it aside third likewise ARE YOU MESSIN WITH ME third buttfucked by the fourth

toughass epiphanies

but if they couldnt hold their own

why would he mourn em

they piledon

all he could do was witness see if he could make hide or hair of em

like tryin to take a solitary frame from a rollin reel

cut your fingers off

he had need of em all

Sorry babe Cant digitally please you

trifecta

cock tongue fingers ruined

What did you do?

I I tried saving an epiphany

But you have them all the time.

Yesyah

But it intrigued me I didnt want to let it get away

Lost fingers. Got away.

Yah

Fuckin pitiful.

spread her legs

Get on it.

she was upset

but he still had his tongue

On it

Shaddup.

Ill let ya know when you can talk.

he really surprised her with an index up the ass

she tried to bolt

his other hand was unmolested

she wasnt going anywhere

she said she lost her mind

he saw exactly where it landed

Whas it worth

More fucks and sucks and pleasures than you can imagine.

he thought shed have negotiated harder

but brain vacated

he had the upperhand despite digits missing

that wasnt an epiphany

2219, Saturday, 28 9. 24

had been flying

crosscountry

back again

meeting his ride at the curb he got in and said Terminal

bro replied Terminal?

Yah I still have a hard time with tha

Yad think it woudnt affect me since I only fly once a year

Terminal.

What’s with that?

Id rather theythe recorded loudspeaker system say concourse

So you don’t distinguish between the two?

Howso

A terminal is comprised of several concourses.

No Theyre coequal

I disagree.

Youre right

Like men an women coequal Theyre not Women are superior

We’re coequal.

Fuck we are

Youre living proof men are at a deficit deficient

I pick you up and you berate me?

Im not berating you brother

Plain truth

Whatever.

What’s your hangup?

Terminal or not coequal

Terminal, Christ.

Whaelse is terminal

What do you mean?

Were terminal I really need to be reminded of tha when I fly

If all the folks who suffer fear of flying dig aerophobia . .

. . Yamade that up.

Did not Fuckin phobias for every fear

Coprophobia Fear of shitting Imagine Kakorrhaphiophobia Abnormal fear of failure or defeat Cant imagine Athazagoraphobia intense or irrational fear of being forgotten or of forgetting someone something

Nothing to fear but fear itselfJeez

My point is all those folks who fear flyingmedicate themselves last fuckin thing they want to hear at an airport is terminal

You been storing this up for awhile?

Canya tell

Thanks I appreciate the ride your ear

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1259, Saturday, 28 9. 24

obstinacy

obstinate

Yah

“But because the violence of my early life when I could put a name to it, even a terrified name, I remember details of it very vividly, as well as the fact that none of it ever affected my habitual (you could say even feline) curiosity, despite my awareness of what the results of such curiosity were likely to be. I, like too many other children in my predicament, had discovered that I possessed one ultimate weapon against abuse: obstinacy . . . Humiliation and obedience, ultimately, were and are more dreadful solutions than resistance, even if the latter results in painful defeat, because in resistance lies self-respect.”

Caleb Carr My Beloved Monster: Masha the Half-Wild Rescue Cat Who Rescued Me

he entertained anal

admitted to his daughter he was

Yathink? she responded

Hold on a second

Arent you curious how I arrived at my assessment

No.

Really

I’m teasing, of course I am. How?

I was giving it some thought It occurred to me all these years Ive been very thorough

Very thorough.

Though that’s who you are.

Thank you

You’re welcome.

Yes Granular I enjoy research

Minutiae.

I do

History.

You constantly drag me through years that precede your explanation, help define your argument.

I do because it is critical to understand tha something has had to come before thathey create the chain of events which culminate in what I understandbelieve is the present

Always. Laboriously.

Boringly

Sometimes.

Perhaps

Not perhaps.

You slay me

Anywho I was thinking

Maybe my thoroughness is analness

I am anal

Papa. However you want to describe yourself I’m cool.

Thanks baby

You’re welcome.

anal didnt fit

he went back to being thorough

however

while reading Carrs passage it occurred to him that he was that

obstinate

stubborn hardnosed fight or fight no flight

adored confrontation

provocative

ASSertive

factual

maddeningly so

circled his wagons

his chainlinks blacksmithed wrought by vigorous blows

obstinate

not anal

he had to call his daughter to advise her

2230, Thursday, 26 9. 24

1134, Saturday, 28 9. 24

Friday all are reggaefridays

hes called it that for years his coinage went over huge with his family and when they dropped it on others it stuck

how now reggaefriday

was an illuminating day once he brokeout of dreaming

which no small feat

leftie

a female cat

roused himbumped his face with hers hinted FOOD

she was followed by the queen october shy firstborn bomb tomboy stood in the doorway FOOD

GET THE MESSAGE

he had for years

Awright gang Up an Adam colloquially up and at ‘em time but who likes colloquial Time to get the show on the road

got his ass out of bed

had to make it first

Grrls bomber Time to eat

they hustled into the kitchen

waiting outdoors were four ferals too

he was an ample provider

gotta to love pussy to be able to contend with eight

early afternoon

work complete

he went on a walkread occasionally lifted his head when sensingkeening something may be afoot worthwhile presenting

sometimes something was butifnot he wasnt one who ever lacked inspiration

shit fireworks went off in his head

never a dull moment

his blue eyes shined

in the evening he had a scheduled phone call with a friend

he had a habitwas haBITCHualised

while they yammered he liked to sip a Lizards Mouth beer

also habit was having a couple tidbits at the ready to share with her curios

he ran into Dave Dyslexia Dave the Church Caretaker whose name he humourously recalled by the Cheech and Chongs bit Dave’s Not Here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dX8lZduI8ac

Dave however was not late to churchwas religious as a boy teenager he could stream psalms backwards

he was utterly unfamiliar with Cheech and Chong

a tidbit

he picked up a Lizards Mouth nineteenounce can from a small local liquorestore whose attendant he was acquainted with she wore a tightfitting black tshirt emblazoned in elaborate white cursive font MULTITTASKER across her tits

maybe because she wasnt young wasnt beautiful she could wear it to work

he was fifth in line

no one behind him

Heya

Hi. How are you?

I love your tshirt

her eyes startedshe blushed

No ones commented on it

Youre blushing her rouge brightened

she cleared her throat

I’ve worn this on occasion onanoff for two years. You’re the first person whose noticed. Not even my boss has.

Maybe hes not a tit man

You might imagine I am her rouge became fiercer

Threeeightyfine I have exact change

he paid slowly with three ones two three a quarter six dimes

counted them into her palm without looking up

by the time they completed the transaction her usual countenance was restored

he smiled

I must say blush looks good on you

it hustled back

he laughed

Ill see next reggaefriday babe

A titbit Whacha got for me

his phonefriend almost dropped hers

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27.9.24

You know anent

Anent. No.

Me neither Youd think one of us woud

You.

Not me. You’re the wordsmith.

I cobble words together though Im repeatedly surprised how oftengiven my reading I discover ones Im unfamiliar with

An anent means?

Concerning About

his expression went flat

A sentence

Ill say a few words anent the letter

Ah, thank you. Concerning about didn’t qualify it.

No They did not appear to

Something else huh

Then not five minutes later campanile

Campanile. Campanile. No.

Can’t say that rings a bell either.

he laughed

Was hoping youd go there

Go there?

Ring a bell

A campanile is a bell tower particularly a freestanding one

A bell tower.

Yah

Which unfortunately brings to mind the ’66 University of Texas bell tower shooting which killed if I remember right better than a dozen Fourteen

I do not remember the murderers the snipers name

Christ I believe thamay have been the first school shooting

Anwe havent learned a fuckin thing in sixty years

American amnesia

Cant remember a fuckin thing from yesterday

I can’t believe you remembercan recall that.

If you hadnt said I wouldn’t have remembered.

Another amnesiac

I wouldn’t say tha . .

. . I did

Bell tower is nothing more than a Jungian word association

Campanile Likely Id have ventured an Italian dessert

Or a paddle

Paddle?

Sex S an M Appealing Rihanna Hot

Jung woud pop a stitch Id reckon

Me too.

Howso

How your mind works.

All doors flungopen Gapin Wide

Take it Doors of Perception Huxley

Stop.

Ive just began

Yeah.

I can’t keep up.

You’re too exercised.

Fuck no just stretchin

prior to 2sday, 17Sep '24

1250, Reggaefriday, 27 9. 24

https://www.britannica.com/event/Texas-Tower-shooting-of-1966/The-shooting

Rihanna S & M https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdS6HFQ_LUc

it began innocently enough

later went off the rails

the whole unexpected

Seat 34B

Christ

last row middle seat

he parked his bag overhead Row22

no need to carry it all the way back rows immediately before and after seats were filled only a few entering the craft behind him

he was considerate

then to his surprise

a knockout seated at the window 34A

Looks more like a 38doubleD

Shaddup

his Mariachi shehes heshes often provided unwanted commentary

Arya kiddin

Im not Annot tha I disagree

She cant hear

You effect my eyes

Anya know Windows to the soul

But you havent a soul

Awright awright Howbout windows to peer inside through

Don look now

Shes lookin

Yes she is

What did you do wrong

she smiled all teeth amused

Excuse me?

To be confined to the back of the plane

Im aware of my transgressions We may share onetwo Maybe more

she laugheddidnt cover her mouth which was appealing he hadnt the words how appealing

Transgressions?

Have a seat. You can elaborate.

OhChrist Tell me you work at a brain factory

Brain factory?

Psych

In fact I do.

An overseer

Psychiatrist.

We talk you gonna charge

Not if you’re interesting.

Well kiddo I believe youll have your hands full

before sitting he extended his hand Joe

Raquel.

cleared his throat into his fist

Any relation

Excuse me?

Welch

Oh stop.

OhHellno Take a compliment

Well . . alright . . . thank you.

Thank you

the flight was fouranahalf hours

during brief interludes when they werent talking he fauxgazed out the window enjoying her profile the curve of her breasts the back of her shapely head

Montana Were nearly over Missoula

Excuse me.

Over Montana

Oh.

Raquel looked again facing the window murmured It’s beautiful.

It is Nearing Missoula

his voice cracked surprised him he teared up

turning she saw

Are you . . are you okay?

I I am

What? If I may ask.

he choked a bit voice upset Todays my wedding anniversary

An this is the closest weve been since she died

Shes buried ninety miles south of here We married in Hamilton Spent two awesome years before we had to leave

We wanted family but unfortunately coudnt afford one in Montana

Two wonderful years

Rachel reached out held his forearm

I am sorry. My condolences. From our conversations, I take it, she must have been quite a woman. she chuckled

You’re a handful.

You know it You know it

she squeezed his arm firmly

She was a lucky woman.

Yay thank you

Im an awfully lucky guy

1500 midair, 2sday, 24 9. 24

1119, Reggaefriday, 27 9. 24