You know anent

    Anent.   No.

Me neither  Youd think one of us woud

You.

      Not me. You’re the wordsmith.

I cobble words together though Im repeatedly surprised how oftengiven my reading I discover ones Im unfamiliar with

An anent means?

Concerning  About

his expression went flat

A sentence

             Ill say a few words anent the letter

Ah, thank you.  Concerning about didn’t qualify it.

No  They did not appear to

                               Something else huh

Then not five minutes later campanile

Campanile. Campanile.  No.

                                  Can’t say that rings a bell either.

he laughed

               Was hoping youd go there

Go there?

Ring a bell

             A campanile is a bell tower particularly a freestanding one

A bell tower.

Yah

     Which unfortunately brings to mind the ’66 University of Texas bell tower shooting which killed if I remember right  better than a dozen   Fourteen

I do not remember the murderers the snipers name

                                                      Christ  I believe thamay have been the first school shooting

Anwe havent learned a fuckin thing in sixty years

American amnesia

                    Cant remember a fuckin thing from yesterday

I can’t believe you remembercan recall that.

                                               If you hadnt said I wouldn’t have remembered.

Another amnesiac

I wouldn’t say tha . .

. . I did

         Bell tower is nothing more than a Jungian word association

Campanile  Likely Id have ventured an Italian dessert

                                                          Or a paddle

Paddle?

Sex S an M  Appealing  Rihanna   Hot

                                           Jung woud pop a stitch Id reckon

Me too.

Howso

How your mind works.

All doors flungopen Gapin  Wide

                                    Take it Doors of Perception Huxley

Stop.

Ive just began

Yeah.

       I can’t keep up.

You’re too exercised.

Fuck no  just stretchin   

prior to 2sday,  17Sep '24

1250,  Reggaefriday,  27  9. 24

https://www.britannica.com/event/Texas-Tower-shooting-of-1966/The-shooting

Rihanna  S & M  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdS6HFQ_LUc

it began innocently enough

later went off the rails

the whole unexpected

Seat 34B

          Christ

last row middle seat

he parked his bag overhead Row22

                                      no need to carry it all the way back rows immediately before and after seats were filled only a few entering the craft behind him

he was considerate

then to his surprise

                      a knockout seated at the window 34A

Looks more like a 38doubleD

Shaddup

           

his Mariachi shehes heshes often provided unwanted commentary

                                                                                 Arya kiddin

Im not Annot tha I disagree

She cant hear

You effect my eyes

                     Anya know  Windows to the soul

But you havent a soul

Awright awright Howbout windows to peer inside through

Don look now

                Shes lookin

Yes she is

What did you do wrong

she smiled all teeth  amused 

                                Excuse me?

To be confined to the back of the plane

                                         Im aware of my transgressions We may share onetwo   Maybe more

she laugheddidnt cover her mouth which was appealing he hadnt the words how appealing

                                                                                                   Transgressions?

Have a seat. You can elaborate.

OhChrist Tell me you work at a brain factory

Brain factory?

Psych

In fact I do.

An overseer

Psychiatrist.

We talk you gonna charge

Not if you’re interesting.

Well kiddo I believe youll have your hands full

                                                  before sitting he extended his hand  Joe

Raquel.

cleared his throat into his fist 

                                 Any relation

Excuse me?

Welch

Oh stop.

OhHellno Take a compliment

Well . . alright . . . thank you.

Thank you

the flight was fouranahalf hours

                                   during brief interludes when they werent talking he fauxgazed out the window enjoying her profile the curve of her breasts the back of her shapely head

Montana  Were nearly over Missoula

Excuse me.

Over Montana

Oh.

     Raquel looked again facing the window murmured It’s beautiful. 

It is Nearing Missoula

                       his voice cracked surprised him   he teared up

turning she saw

                  Are you . . are you okay?

I I am

What? If I may ask.

he choked a bit voice upset  Todays my wedding anniversary

                                                                  An this is the closest weve been since she died

Shes buried ninety miles south of here We married in Hamilton  Spent two awesome years before we had to leave

We wanted family but unfortunately coudnt afford one in Montana

                                                                         Two wonderful years

Rachel reached out held his forearm

                                        I am sorry. My condolences. From our conversations, I take it, she must have been quite a woman. she chuckled

                                  You’re a handful.

You know it You know it

she squeezed his arm firmly

                               She was a lucky woman.

Yay thank you

                 Im an awfully lucky guy

1500 midair,  2sday,  24  9. 24

1119,  Reggaefriday,  27  9. 24

jeu

Louis Menards The Free World absolutely set him on fire

visiting his father he tried to explain Derrida

                                               Jacques Derrida French philosopher  Jeu  His scheme of play  The disrupter of presence stability  fixity caused by cente . .

. . Stop. Please.

                   Why would you think I’d be interested in any of this?

Why

Yes. Why?

Youre who taught me to be curious

                                       Taught me curiouser an curiouser

Ah.

     You did as I said . . . . not as I did.

    Not as you did

No.

     I didn’t have you until late in life. You understand I believe, it's hard to teach old dogs new tricks.

he laughedblurted a bolt a thick viscousHA HA  dog was one of his examples

                                                                                   Bear with me old man  Im your fault

Jeu  Play

            Within the system  phonemes . .

. . Phonemes?

Yes  I was going to explain since I now deeplydoubt  youd have a clue

                                                                           Phonemes  Dog has three phonemes D  O  G  Each phoneme has one letter  Theres fortyfour in all

Okay

Okay.

Within the system phonemes morphemes morpheme

                                                       Its the smallest unit of language that contains meaning  Dog is a free morpheme  The word incoming has three morphemes  in  come  -ing

Okay

Okay.

he could scarcely believe he was keeping his attention

                                                    This is cool   Within the system mythemes  They are units of narrative features used to compare myths from around the world

Your myth

My myth?

Whaya tell others of yourself thamay not  intrinsically be true  but how you identify

    Okay.  I get it.

And kinship roles

Family.

Yes though there are other kinships

Others?

Theyre broken down into consanguineal an expression swept his fathers face  Yes

Family. Blood relations.

Yes Parents children lineal kinship Siblings Collateral

                                                           Also affinal an social  Marriage is affinal  Social  Outside blood or marriage  Through community or church

Fascinating.

Really

Yes. Please continue your instruction.

he wasnt being facetious when he was it stuck out of his face like a sore thumb

                                                                             Happy youre diggin

Phonemes morphemes mythemes kinship are subject to substitutions an transformations  wha Derrida called jeu

Play

       Or game

Which are in addition to being curious as you taught me

                                                             Thank you

You’re welcome . . . I think.

Believe

         Thank you

You’re welcome. Who knew?

Didnt

       But you taught me to learn  An he gave his father a puzzledquestioning expression

the old man chuckled

                        The more you learn the less you know.

Yes You also taught me tha

prior to 2sday,  17Sep ’24

1215,  Thursday,  26  9. 24

https://magoosh.com/english-speaking/44-phonemes-in-english-and-other-sound-blends/#:~:text=In%20English%2C%20there%20are%2044,oo'%20sounds%2C%202%20diphthongs.

https://media-studies.com/mytheme/#:~:text=Think%20about%20their%20origin%20stories,could%20be%20considered%20a%20mytheme.

https://www.literatureandcriticism.com/structure-sign-and-play/#:~:text=According%20to%20Derrida%2C%20'Play%20is,about%20the%20presence%20or%20absence.

theyd known each other several weeks

when they met she admitted she wasnt normal

No Youre nuts

I am thank you – I’ve always found normal to be boring.

Boring muttered in his mind

                             he agreed

Im not either

Oh yes. I’m aware.

                      I know.

Aware

        Why

As an actress I observeI’m . watchful. Before we were introduced at the party I watched you. I purposefully remained at a remove so Aileen didn’t introduce us, she’s a superb host, hostess. If you watched you’d see throughout the evening she scouted the rooms, outdoors, poolside, making sure all of her guests were introduced. She does not assume, assume is incorrect – trust – they’ll take it upon themselves to make them, certain comfortable cliques form quickly at her parties.

My first invite Aileens a catch

                                      I wonder why she hasnt been caught

Her wealth.

            She’s confided I me . . . you’ll not out me an order, her money allows her to be the master, if you prefer, mistress, of her days.

She dabbles. She’ll not be caught.

                                      I understand you understand.

Really Kiss an tell

Yes.

      We’re friends fast friends.

So much for confidence

    she didnt say

                      rather she cleared her throat a lovely throat

he caught her meaning

                         cleared his to confirm

continued

           So  Not normal

Goodness no.

Imnormal

Im – normal?

In the vein of immoral

Ah.

     Clever.

Not really Strikes me commonsensical

                                           You

At a sudden seems I am.

You are

          I observe too

Oh. I see. she grinned  a marvelous smile

he couldnt help himself

                       Coud you email me a snap or vid of your imnormal

Youre photogenic

    I could.

             Can you be patient?

Imnormals are

Good.

         I have to thinkup an appropriate image.

Of course meant coarse certainly No rush

                                           Cant rush perfection I know you strive for tha

 

when he received it a vid  the moment he finished watching he called her

                                                                             OH  MY    GAWD

Something huh?

Ohmygawd

2302,  day-between-2-Ts,  25  9. 24

1036,  Thursday,  26  9. 24

Stones  You Can’t Always Get What You Want  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dfYcQ_r_x8

he was gone awhile

was an amazing time

now back  (out) to  (in)  the Real World in Real Time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IViXvcmdKB4 for whaever real is worth

           real  visiblyglitches in an out like a lousy cellphone connexion

a fine indication of how phenomenal a time he had reeling through familyfamilyfamily an friendsfriendsfriends

he laughs

               he can only manage it once a year for a week 

                                                                otherwise

hed overdose

not an ugly death

                    no contortions rubberspinespasms defying gymnastics an gravity

no vulgar brayed annihilatedexhorts no soul coud understand

no sputteringgasping breath

just OD

        OhDarn an death

    once a year is sufficient

                              an heartbreaking

an memorable

an no photographphotographs can capture or relate

a surrealreal

               once a year

now

      back from the hallucinations

when he closed his eyes  slept

                                 he dreamt a fine mist gentle shower arching fountains of rubyred blood  Busby Berkeley coudnt have fashioned it finer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSHGVDuS4fE

 

hes back

           for whaever thas worth

earliestAM,  day-between-2-Ts,  25  9. 24

1152,  day-between-2-Ts

Buffalo Springfield  For What It’s Worth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80_39eAx3z8

Gang  tossup between

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LwcvjNJTuM

an

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyq3PUTnpd0

Peace

       backatcha day-between-2-Ts  25Sep

2013,  Monday,  16  9. 24

2nd attempt

                that he didnt write second attempt ought to be telling  three times a charm

cant duck a punch that wasnt thrown

former incites violence

blowbacks a bitch

2056,  Monday,  16  9. 24

PS  only scars on formers mug are old acne scars

Faack  Lousy eBooks

                        them and audiobooks frost his fanny

I just read a really good book.

Really  Wha Who

I can’t remember the title just now.

The author I may be familiar

    I don’t recall. they thought hard looked like it hurt

Really

        When did you finish it

Threemaybe four days ago.

Thas recent  Anya cant remember

No. It was an audiobook.

You didnt read a book You listened

                                         Excuse me all to Hell  Tha aint readin

in his ears in a cadence similar to the Wizard of Oz  eBooks an audiobooks an Kindle iPad Ohmy 

Christ

the Faack belonged to the fact that he went online to see if his local library had a copy of F O Matthiessens 1941 American Renaissance: Art and Expression in the Age of Emerson and Whitman

                                                                                     he read it last in 2006

found two quotes hed scribbled in a notebook from then  June28  which made him salivatewant to read it again

butNO

         the butNo read more appropriately as butt fucked

William James

                “The craving of the heart to believe that behind Nature there was a spirit whose expression Nature is . . .”

Nathaniel Hawthorne of Melville

                                  “It is strange how he persists . . . in wandering to-and-fro these (theological) deserts . . . he can neither believe nor be comfortable in his unbelief; and he is too honest and courageous not to try to do one or the other . . . He has a very high and noble nature, and better worth immortality than the rest of us.”

corner of the notebook page he wrote Moody   Bus

    he felt moody now

didnt want to drop sixty dollars to purchase a copy of his own he niggled himselfdidnt look it up but supposed if he did hed find it in eBook form obscenely less expensive

FAACK

1047,  Monday,  16  9. 24

 

Question

Man.  You’re on a tear.

I takem as they come an equal opportunity asker of those who choose to present themselves

They choose.

    Nice face

                    They choose I toldya no ownership

You take no credit.

None

        A vessel

That’s a cheap out.

Not really

           Ive often toldya it feels like dictation

Your writing, yes. But this is asking, posing.

Anya see a difference

I do.

Face  Again

                   Youd admit our brains work differently

No doubt.

Youd admit Im a creative

I’m no slough, I’m creative too.

Though unlike my creativity unlike my ability to dream remember them manipulate them struggle knowing if something is a memorytrue memory of wha Ive lived or was a dream or a fiction fabrication I madeup

    True

Yes.

Thank you

           he held his hand up to his head rapidly turned his indexfinger roundanround opposite his temple

Understand its white matter

Ive an obvious abundance

Ifya say.

Ifya doubt me why don you play with your iPhone an find out

                                                                  Im happy to wait  I have patience

No. That’s okay. For the sake of argument I’ll take you at your word.

Know me to blow smoke up your ass

    No.

Don wanna work tha hard

What the hell, what’s your point?

Wasnt a point

                 A question

Yes.  Correct.  Another question.

                                    What?

How flatteredto wha degree  how flattered does someone have to be to fuck

                                                                                  Yasee the flummoxed parallel

1429,  Reggaefriday the 13 th,  Sep, ’24

2159,  Sunday,  15  9. 24

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/dream-factory/201809/brain-anatomy-relates-frequency-recalling-dreams

Ive got a question

Is it legitimate?

Please

Please?

           How often are your questions legit?

Thoughtfuls legit

    Thoughtful?  Man, you give yourself a wide berth.

Not necessarily

                 If it occurs tha shoud be sufficient

They only occurs to you.

You don know tha

                     I believe otherwise

That belief is your defense.

Whell howbout we use your wellused affable a laugh  deeppockets indulgence  Yacant prove a negative

If it occurs to me its occurred to others I take no claim of authorship ownership

Jesus.  Alright.

                  Your question.

Thank you

            Flummoxed  Youre familiar

I am.

Bewildered Perplexed

                            Agree

I agree.

Awright My question

                        How flummoxedto wha degree how flummoxed must one be to readily admit theyre fucked

That’s your question?

Beaut huh

1429,  Reggaefriday the 13th,  Sep, ’24

1941,  Sunday,  15  9. 24

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/believing-bull/201109/you-can-prove-negative#:~:text=If%2C%20on%20the%20other%20hand,may%2C%20arguably%2C%20be%20true.

I thinkI know . . you’re wrong.

Maybemaybe but its so entertaining I coud give two shits

Come on. You’d really let that stan . .

. . Yabet yer sweet ass

                            Wha is it

I’m not sure but I know it’s not that.

So not surenot sure  youre more than willing to be dismissive call ballsanstrikes

It’s not that.

Awright bigmouth all ears

                                Wha is it

It’s not that.

All ears

         Put up or shaddup

    It’s not that.

Too much love in all the wrong places

                                       he snickered   Young female singer stealsowns it  so many people woud dig those lyrics

I woud

1429,  Reggaefriday the 13th,  Sep, ’24

1833,  Sunday,  15  9. 24

Johnny Lee  Lookin’ For Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mxIHL6d-RM

Jefferson Starship  Sweeter Than Honey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brFm0piYSaE