he was gone awhile

was an amazing time

now back  (out) to  (in)  the Real World in Real Time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IViXvcmdKB4 for whaever real is worth

           real  visiblyglitches in an out like a lousy cellphone connexion

a fine indication of how phenomenal a time he had reeling through familyfamilyfamily an friendsfriendsfriends

he laughs

               he can only manage it once a year for a week 

                                                                otherwise

hed overdose

not an ugly death

                    no contortions rubberspinespasms defying gymnastics an gravity

no vulgar brayed annihilatedexhorts no soul coud understand

no sputteringgasping breath

just OD

        OhDarn an death

    once a year is sufficient

                              an heartbreaking

an memorable

an no photographphotographs can capture or relate

a surrealreal

               once a year

now

      back from the hallucinations

when he closed his eyes  slept

                                 he dreamt a fine mist gentle shower arching fountains of rubyred blood  Busby Berkeley coudnt have fashioned it finer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSHGVDuS4fE

 

hes back

           for whaever thas worth

earliestAM,  day-between-2-Ts,  25  9. 24

1152,  day-between-2-Ts

Buffalo Springfield  For What It’s Worth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80_39eAx3z8