jeu

Louis Menards The Free World absolutely set him on fire

visiting his father he tried to explain Derrida

                                               Jacques Derrida French philosopher  Jeu  His scheme of play  The disrupter of presence stability  fixity caused by cente . .

. . Stop. Please.

                   Why would you think I’d be interested in any of this?

Why

Yes. Why?

Youre who taught me to be curious

                                       Taught me curiouser an curiouser

Ah.

     You did as I said . . . . not as I did.

    Not as you did

No.

     I didn’t have you until late in life. You understand I believe, it's hard to teach old dogs new tricks.

he laughedblurted a bolt a thick viscousHA HA  dog was one of his examples

                                                                                   Bear with me old man  Im your fault

Jeu  Play

            Within the system  phonemes . .

. . Phonemes?

Yes  I was going to explain since I now deeplydoubt  youd have a clue

                                                                           Phonemes  Dog has three phonemes D  O  G  Each phoneme has one letter  Theres fortyfour in all

Okay

Okay.

Within the system phonemes morphemes morpheme

                                                       Its the smallest unit of language that contains meaning  Dog is a free morpheme  The word incoming has three morphemes  in  come  -ing

Okay

Okay.

he could scarcely believe he was keeping his attention

                                                    This is cool   Within the system mythemes  They are units of narrative features used to compare myths from around the world

Your myth

My myth?

Whaya tell others of yourself thamay not  intrinsically be true  but how you identify

    Okay.  I get it.

And kinship roles

Family.

Yes though there are other kinships

Others?

Theyre broken down into consanguineal an expression swept his fathers face  Yes

Family. Blood relations.

Yes Parents children lineal kinship Siblings Collateral

                                                           Also affinal an social  Marriage is affinal  Social  Outside blood or marriage  Through community or church

Fascinating.

Really

Yes. Please continue your instruction.

he wasnt being facetious when he was it stuck out of his face like a sore thumb

                                                                             Happy youre diggin

Phonemes morphemes mythemes kinship are subject to substitutions an transformations  wha Derrida called jeu

Play

       Or game

Which are in addition to being curious as you taught me

                                                             Thank you

You’re welcome . . . I think.

Believe

         Thank you

You’re welcome. Who knew?

Didnt

       But you taught me to learn  An he gave his father a puzzledquestioning expression

the old man chuckled

                        The more you learn the less you know.

Yes You also taught me tha

prior to 2sday,  17Sep ’24

1215,  Thursday,  26  9. 24

https://magoosh.com/english-speaking/44-phonemes-in-english-and-other-sound-blends/#:~:text=In%20English%2C%20there%20are%2044,oo'%20sounds%2C%202%20diphthongs.

https://media-studies.com/mytheme/#:~:text=Think%20about%20their%20origin%20stories,could%20be%20considered%20a%20mytheme.

https://www.literatureandcriticism.com/structure-sign-and-play/#:~:text=According%20to%20Derrida%2C%20'Play%20is,about%20the%20presence%20or%20absence.

theyd known each other several weeks

when they met she admitted she wasnt normal

No Youre nuts

I am thank you – I’ve always found normal to be boring.

Boring muttered in his mind

                             he agreed

Im not either

Oh yes. I’m aware.

                      I know.

Aware

        Why

As an actress I observeI’m . watchful. Before we were introduced at the party I watched you. I purposefully remained at a remove so Aileen didn’t introduce us, she’s a superb host, hostess. If you watched you’d see throughout the evening she scouted the rooms, outdoors, poolside, making sure all of her guests were introduced. She does not assume, assume is incorrect – trust – they’ll take it upon themselves to make them, certain comfortable cliques form quickly at her parties.

My first invite Aileens a catch

                                      I wonder why she hasnt been caught

Her wealth.

            She’s confided I me . . . you’ll not out me an order, her money allows her to be the master, if you prefer, mistress, of her days.

She dabbles. She’ll not be caught.

                                      I understand you understand.

Really Kiss an tell

Yes.

      We’re friends fast friends.

So much for confidence

    she didnt say

                      rather she cleared her throat a lovely throat

he caught her meaning

                         cleared his to confirm

continued

           So  Not normal

Goodness no.

Imnormal

Im – normal?

In the vein of immoral

Ah.

     Clever.

Not really Strikes me commonsensical

                                           You

At a sudden seems I am.

You are

          I observe too

Oh. I see. she grinned  a marvelous smile

he couldnt help himself

                       Coud you email me a snap or vid of your imnormal

Youre photogenic

    I could.

             Can you be patient?

Imnormals are

Good.

         I have to thinkup an appropriate image.

Of course meant coarse certainly No rush

                                           Cant rush perfection I know you strive for tha

 

when he received it a vid  the moment he finished watching he called her

                                                                             OH  MY    GAWD

Something huh?

Ohmygawd

2302,  day-between-2-Ts,  25  9. 24

1036,  Thursday,  26  9. 24

Stones  You Can’t Always Get What You Want  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dfYcQ_r_x8

he was gone awhile

was an amazing time

now back  (out) to  (in)  the Real World in Real Time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IViXvcmdKB4 for whaever real is worth

           real  visiblyglitches in an out like a lousy cellphone connexion

a fine indication of how phenomenal a time he had reeling through familyfamilyfamily an friendsfriendsfriends

he laughs

               he can only manage it once a year for a week 

                                                                otherwise

hed overdose

not an ugly death

                    no contortions rubberspinespasms defying gymnastics an gravity

no vulgar brayed annihilatedexhorts no soul coud understand

no sputteringgasping breath

just OD

        OhDarn an death

    once a year is sufficient

                              an heartbreaking

an memorable

an no photographphotographs can capture or relate

a surrealreal

               once a year

now

      back from the hallucinations

when he closed his eyes  slept

                                 he dreamt a fine mist gentle shower arching fountains of rubyred blood  Busby Berkeley coudnt have fashioned it finer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSHGVDuS4fE

 

hes back

           for whaever thas worth

earliestAM,  day-between-2-Ts,  25  9. 24

1152,  day-between-2-Ts

Buffalo Springfield  For What It’s Worth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80_39eAx3z8

Gang  tossup between

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LwcvjNJTuM

an

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyq3PUTnpd0

Peace

       backatcha day-between-2-Ts  25Sep

2013,  Monday,  16  9. 24

2nd attempt

                that he didnt write second attempt ought to be telling  three times a charm

cant duck a punch that wasnt thrown

former incites violence

blowbacks a bitch

2056,  Monday,  16  9. 24

PS  only scars on formers mug are old acne scars

Faack  Lousy eBooks

                        them and audiobooks frost his fanny

I just read a really good book.

Really  Wha Who

I can’t remember the title just now.

The author I may be familiar

    I don’t recall. they thought hard looked like it hurt

Really

        When did you finish it

Threemaybe four days ago.

Thas recent  Anya cant remember

No. It was an audiobook.

You didnt read a book You listened

                                         Excuse me all to Hell  Tha aint readin

in his ears in a cadence similar to the Wizard of Oz  eBooks an audiobooks an Kindle iPad Ohmy 

Christ

the Faack belonged to the fact that he went online to see if his local library had a copy of F O Matthiessens 1941 American Renaissance: Art and Expression in the Age of Emerson and Whitman

                                                                                     he read it last in 2006

found two quotes hed scribbled in a notebook from then  June28  which made him salivatewant to read it again

butNO

         the butNo read more appropriately as butt fucked

William James

                “The craving of the heart to believe that behind Nature there was a spirit whose expression Nature is . . .”

Nathaniel Hawthorne of Melville

                                  “It is strange how he persists . . . in wandering to-and-fro these (theological) deserts . . . he can neither believe nor be comfortable in his unbelief; and he is too honest and courageous not to try to do one or the other . . . He has a very high and noble nature, and better worth immortality than the rest of us.”

corner of the notebook page he wrote Moody   Bus

    he felt moody now

didnt want to drop sixty dollars to purchase a copy of his own he niggled himselfdidnt look it up but supposed if he did hed find it in eBook form obscenely less expensive

FAACK

1047,  Monday,  16  9. 24

 

Question

Man.  You’re on a tear.

I takem as they come an equal opportunity asker of those who choose to present themselves

They choose.

    Nice face

                    They choose I toldya no ownership

You take no credit.

None

        A vessel

That’s a cheap out.

Not really

           Ive often toldya it feels like dictation

Your writing, yes. But this is asking, posing.

Anya see a difference

I do.

Face  Again

                   Youd admit our brains work differently

No doubt.

Youd admit Im a creative

I’m no slough, I’m creative too.

Though unlike my creativity unlike my ability to dream remember them manipulate them struggle knowing if something is a memorytrue memory of wha Ive lived or was a dream or a fiction fabrication I madeup

    True

Yes.

Thank you

           he held his hand up to his head rapidly turned his indexfinger roundanround opposite his temple

Understand its white matter

Ive an obvious abundance

Ifya say.

Ifya doubt me why don you play with your iPhone an find out

                                                                  Im happy to wait  I have patience

No. That’s okay. For the sake of argument I’ll take you at your word.

Know me to blow smoke up your ass

    No.

Don wanna work tha hard

What the hell, what’s your point?

Wasnt a point

                 A question

Yes.  Correct.  Another question.

                                    What?

How flatteredto wha degree  how flattered does someone have to be to fuck

                                                                                  Yasee the flummoxed parallel

1429,  Reggaefriday the 13 th,  Sep, ’24

2159,  Sunday,  15  9. 24

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/dream-factory/201809/brain-anatomy-relates-frequency-recalling-dreams

Ive got a question

Is it legitimate?

Please

Please?

           How often are your questions legit?

Thoughtfuls legit

    Thoughtful?  Man, you give yourself a wide berth.

Not necessarily

                 If it occurs tha shoud be sufficient

They only occurs to you.

You don know tha

                     I believe otherwise

That belief is your defense.

Whell howbout we use your wellused affable a laugh  deeppockets indulgence  Yacant prove a negative

If it occurs to me its occurred to others I take no claim of authorship ownership

Jesus.  Alright.

                  Your question.

Thank you

            Flummoxed  Youre familiar

I am.

Bewildered Perplexed

                            Agree

I agree.

Awright My question

                        How flummoxedto wha degree how flummoxed must one be to readily admit theyre fucked

That’s your question?

Beaut huh

1429,  Reggaefriday the 13th,  Sep, ’24

1941,  Sunday,  15  9. 24

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I thinkI know . . you’re wrong.

Maybemaybe but its so entertaining I coud give two shits

Come on. You’d really let that stan . .

. . Yabet yer sweet ass

                            Wha is it

I’m not sure but I know it’s not that.

So not surenot sure  youre more than willing to be dismissive call ballsanstrikes

It’s not that.

Awright bigmouth all ears

                                Wha is it

It’s not that.

All ears

         Put up or shaddup

    It’s not that.

Too much love in all the wrong places

                                       he snickered   Young female singer stealsowns it  so many people woud dig those lyrics

I woud

1429,  Reggaefriday the 13th,  Sep, ’24

1833,  Sunday,  15  9. 24

Johnny Lee  Lookin’ For Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mxIHL6d-RM

Jefferson Starship  Sweeter Than Honey  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brFm0piYSaE

Nauh nauh don’t do that don’t do that.

                                          they were walking over a fast river on a stone bridge  posts at intervals electrified lamps atop

Dowha

What you’re going to do.

Yaknow wha Im gonna do

I do you do.  Don’t.

                     You’ve had too much to drink.

I can swim

If you survive the fall.

Awballs

         he broke into a run an leaptup onto the broad stonerail beside a post leapt again an going over the edge grasped the post swungbodily over the river an onto the rail again

Motherfucker.

Like I was going to miss

                            I can swim

Get down.

Arya my mother

Getdown.

Killjoy

Get the fuck down.

Yah

     started tothen reversed leaptgripped the pole againinverted wrapped his legs sliddown the pole ducked his skull soft onto his shoulders

                             Help me down  Please

helping  Fuckyou.

Thank you

You’re welcome.

Yaknow wha

You’re insane?

Odds were in my favour

I’ve seen you throw yourself into fights when they weren’t.

Aah  but you had my back we had the element ofSURPRISE

                                                                 Never knew wha hitem

he shrugged   At best  Mad

They mean the same thing.

Mads short Succinct

                      Yaknow wha  If youll let me return to my train of thought

You’re freighted train?

Burdened

You said it, not me.

Ill agree

          Yaknow what Id like to do

No.  Not now.

               Tell me.

Id like to park my brain for a whilewalkaway leave it for a bit

                                                                  Sppose Id wander aimlessly without the ability to think

Visuals might be interestingconversation fascinating

Park your brain.

Yah

        While you were helping me down know wha I was thinkin since you were so sharpfucking surgical scalpel on the bridge  Know

    No.

I was thinking about Socrates  has to drink hemlockhe says to the bartender  Put a head on it man  I was thinking Plato refused to write tha in Phaedo guy teaches Aristotlebetcha he didnt share tha with him  I was thinking  at least I have confidence Plato wrote it because he could an the four gospels of the apostles Matthew Mark Luke John Moe Larry Curly ShempThree Stooges plus one nepo did not write their words  took a hunredfifty years before the first appeared  Church denied Thomas gospel  Gnostic

Zenos paradox half is half is half is half never to arrive Tortoise an the Hare

    Thawas wha I was thinking

Park it

Thad be nice

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1508,  Saturday,  14  9. 24

I know you’ve said but I gotta tell you that I’d also love to see your personnel file, which, from what you’ve said, must be fat, voluminous.

As I was made to believe  Yes

And they didn’t fire you.

It was suggested a few times thathey management were considering it

                                                                           Twice I can remember rapping on a doorentering without waiting for a reply I had a bus to catch home  I need to know if Im coming into work tomorrow  Have a decision

May have sounded like chopchop

So why do you think you weren’t fired, that you finished out your job when the business finally closed its doors, was taken possession of?

I did my job My work was impeccable

                                            While an ass I was a significant asset

You weren’t management.

No I was invited to apply for management positions that it believed I was well suited for but I did not

Why not? Why wouldn’t you want to build your resume?

Career

What do you mean?

I didnt want a career

                       When I declined to pursue those occupations I reminded them thaif I was in management a glass house  I had to play by the rules   I coudnt throw rocks

I really liked to throw rocks

Wasn’t fired.

Never expected to be I mean they could have but they didnt

                                                                 I was invaluable  Irreplaceable

When you know tha  knowing tha is powerful

    I don’t know that.

Were you replaceable

I was replaceable.

Cog

While I hate to admi . .

. . Yacoud say dislike dislike with extreme prejudice

Works for me

I hate to admit it. I was.

                             wistful  I still can’t believe you got away with what you got away with.

Let me put it this way

                        Imagine a galvanised metal washtub a balia A huge watermelon in it  Ice  Water   Waters nearly to the lip

Im the watermelon

You’re the watermelon.

Yes  Tub balia the confines of the companys functions responsibilities the water an ice its workings

Now imagine Im removed

The water an ice tha remains doesnt fill a quarter of the tub

A good analogy

You were a big watermelon.

Huge

1400,  reggaefriday the 13th,  Sep, ’24

1227,  Saturday,  14  9. 24

he yelled to friend as he crossed the yard to where they had setup some chairs and a table between them to place their drinks on iPhone says

                             Why is your iPhone always saying

I think it’s the umm yaknow onboard aah algorithms.

Your social media ventures

Yes. Exactly.

               Which you know absolutely nothing about.

Correct

         Take the Wittgenstein Fifth

Fifth?

Whereof thereof

Ah, gotcha.

Wha got you

A geology site reached out to me. Did you know that the Sierra Nevadas are batholithic, they’re intruded igneous rock.

Intruded

           Versus  extruded

Yes. Stayed inside the earth. It rose but stopped, remained below the surface, for example, granite, then exposed when the earth weathered away, versu . .

. . Its opposite Extruded Came out of the earth

                                                      Deduction

Site share anything else youd like to make known

Similar to granite, granodiorite, differing only by containing more calcium and sodium feldspar.

    Gran odior ite

Yes.

Know whatha triggers in my head

Do I want to know?

I think you ought to guess before you know

Guess before I know.

                       Which means I have no choice.

Exactly

         Exactly the choices you give me when your phone badgers you

It doesn . .

. . It does

             Youre slavish to itsnaps its fingersJUMP    How high

No.

You an it are inseparable

                             Wheres mine

In your car.

At home

         When AT&T shut me downsqueezed me out of affording my landline the cell replaced it

Its my house phone

Luddite.

Lewddite

             Granodiorite

Makes me think gran granular granddiarrhea a slurry of shit earth weathers rockhard turd

    I am corrected. Lewddite confirmed.

Appreciate tha but so you can think better of me  Fact   The Rosetta Stone is a stele made of granodiorite

1400,  reggaefriday the 13th,  Sep, ’24

1121,  Saturday,  14  9. 24

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