22.3.23

kuku

So you shoud understand  Life is nothing more than an expirement

his head went twitchy like a chickens eyelids fluttered Experiment. 
                                                                  You mispronounced it.
I can say experimentI didnt I meant what I said

he shrugged 
              I don’t know what that is.

You understand experiment experience Expirement  We gonna die
                                                                       It be the periodpunctuation at lifes end
An experiment asksrequires a conclusion conclusions like the nonfiction books Im reading No The End   A conclusion

Did expirement occur to you before you read this, I’m assuming, string of nonfiction?

A couplethree book in it became apparent 
                                           I dug the recognition Fiction doesnt inquiry about your conclusionfiction coud care less wha ya think ya made it to the endhad to be enjoying it

Some of us don make to the end of our expirement naturally unless murder accidents overdoses suicides are natural  I don believe they are 
                      Abruptly curtailed  not natural
Hence

Expirement?

Correct

   It is food for thought.

Yah  an take lemniscate  Is it possible its nothing more than an ouroboros tail in its mouth with a bellyache a knot in its stomach 


   I ain’t touching that. 

Coward

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Tony Allen  Tony Wood (feat. Kuku)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUljZ46ziYI


Keep it simple stupid 

   woke bastardised  who knows more about bastards than Republicants
he recalled Arkansas senator Tom Cot Ton getting out ahead of his clan framing the narrative when he brayed Obelisk of Wokeness 

now others declare 
                     "a pernicious woke agenda" former vice-president Mike Pence cat ought to wakeup  January6 insurrectionists they aint patriots wanted to hang him 

                     "an oppressive wokeawcracy" Florida governor DeSantis Ron got a little spittle on your chin 

                      but taking the cake is South Carolina senator Tim Scott Home Sweet Home of state politicians who want women to face execution if they choose to abort their baby  he remarked "woke supremacy is as bad as white supremacy"  hes a black man   perhaps ahistoric

   woke is defined as “alert to and concerned about social injustice and discrimination”  simple 


one in five Americans who cant read at a third grade levelmaybe can be excused

the 54% of American adults ages 16 to 74 who cant read at a fifth grade level . . he was pretty sure that by fifth grade children knew the definition of woke 
                                          pretty sure              

Republicants  framing a narrative  sound like assholes  

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absolutely choice  Bethany Mandel  wrote Stolen Youth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9-yDAKfuF0 
Tim Scott hush your mouth  https://thehill.com/homenews/senate/544550-tim-scott-fires-back-after-criticism-for-saying-woke-supremacy-is-as-bad-as/

21.3.23


the telephone rang 
                  even before he got the receiver to his head he could hear his daughter What’s up, Daddy-O!

Heya baby  How are you 
What’s shakin?

The usual  You

I had a window of opportunitytakin Shermie for a walk anthought maybe you’d like to join us.

With the hills all around your place I think my walksittin on my ass will be a breeze to wha youll encounter on the hoof

Yaknow it!
            laughter pealed from her mouth into his ear

they usually spoke oncetwice a week shared emauls spelled correctly maul was apt texts bullshit about movies music current eventshe steered wide of politickles unless it was too important to let lay fallow 
                                                                                            her relationships his her work his reading writing          

So what you readinghow many?

Seveneight  You

Picked up Vonnegut, Galapagos, it’s time again, finally Fathoms, your recommendation. 
Ohshit youll dig it

Don’t know how I can’t, you know how many times you mentioned it to me while you read it?

I was obsessed

Yah. Perfect word for it.

You know how many times

No. 
     But you mentioned several times a call and in texts, emails.     

I didnt want you to miss out  The last time I was so consumed was The Matter of Everything . .
. . No.  Lemme think . . consumed by Debt, Dawn of Everything, book on pirates, the one writer, he certainly captured your imagination.

Fuckin guy arranged Occupy Wall Streetya remember that

I do not, but now that you mention it it obsessed you too . .
. . Yah  anwhile it was goin on I kept wonder who the brain trust was tha organised it  Turns out it was Graeber . .
. . That’s his name, how could he not catch your attention, grab her . .
he didnt miss tha 
                 Not grab her 
Grabber.

Not grabber

she burst out laughingwas having too much fun

R A E   G R A E brrr  like yare cold
                                       Graeber 
I walk corrected.
                   So I think the next thing that ought to come out of your mouth is . . you tell me . . . and I’ll tell you if I’m right or wrong.

The next thing out of my mouth
Yes.

I suppose  tha woudbe that the books I’m reading are concluding . . 
. . STOP! Let me.
                  I was right.

Yare gonna finish my thought for me

I believe I am, apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.

Awwyes  apple of my eye . .
. . Better be Dad.

Yes
      Awright  Lets see if yare rightcan finish my thought 
You be honest.

You know me to be otherwise

Yes, when you’re messing with me.  
Sometimes I gotta  lowhangin fruit babe 
                                            But I fess up 
You do, you do.

I do
 
   So you were going to say . . the books you’re reading are concluding withI get a drum roll 

Brrrrrrrrrrrr  

Concluding with conclusions . . . not with . The End. 
Shit

You’re so transparent.

Shit

It’s clever, Daddy-O, keep it up, good work.

Whell  can suppose the NUT doesnt fall far from the tree either

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Imran Ahmed Khan Niazi  hmm  tempting  temptingtempting  lose an eye

Aerosmith Same Old Song and Dance https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6C_nyZLQR8

certain politicians want to have it both ways 
                                               obviously theyre not all old white men

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afrobeat jam on books


What’s that? he was a huge black man standing behind him in the cashier line  What you reading?

he turned the book towards him Its called The Dawn of Everything

Subtext?

A New History of Humanity If you enjoy reading  truly humanitys history  its a must Writers are an anthropologist an an archaeologist

It’s a huge, a tome.

it tickled him he called it a tome It is Nearly sevenhunred pages without their notes an citations  Wha you reading

Reading, how do you know I read? Your book’s big and orange, kind of calls attention to itself.    

But you noticed 
                 In this line it is infrequent someone asks me about the book I have in handIm reading The cashiers an clerks do because I frequent this store

he nodded Fair. It’s called The Better Angels of Our Nature.

Ah Pinker Have you read him before

You’re familiar?

The Stuff of Thought Another is Blank Slate I own them Wha brought you to read Angels

Well, I suppose like all of us, we know what we know. I’ve decided recently that I need to know things I don’t, that’s why I picked it up.

he chuckled
              I tell my girls that the more I learn from my reading the less I know

the cashier interrupted to be paidcomplete the transaction not that they or their conversation was holding up the line

he stepped to collect his bag at the end of the counter an turning back to the man he said  Well I hope you enjoy Pinker the Angels an I must say  I dig your cap

the man pointed a big finger at it like a gun That’s home.

COMPTON

Be safe

You too man, you too.    

after New Years,  2023
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   rectal ozone therapy
                       SEE!  this is one of many reasons everyday why he loves waking
he wanted to ask if thawas a thing 
but whenever he thought tha his daughter flashedup on his skull vault 
                                                                         What did I tell you?   If you wonder if it’s a thing . . it is. 
she was not gentle about it after the first time
                                                sharply  What’d I say? 
rendered him a child again 


so he Googled it 
                 “. . . Such a result agrees also with our experimental data previously performed in rabbits.”*
poor fucking rabbitsforego them theres plenty of human guinea pigs out there for a price
he knew wha he was talkinbout 
was one
         helped fund his college experience medical testing an weekly selling a pint of blood  

rectal ozone therapy has something to do about the portal vein he knew portal vein 
                                                                                     the main vessel of the portal venous system which drains blood from the gastrointestinal tract gall bladder pancreas an spleen to the liver the great scrubber


   Gwyneth
              price of trying to be an influencer is high

it seemedperhaps wha influencers may miss is tha someone must want to be influenced in order to be influenced 

he thanked Singularity an his lucky stars he wasnt a mope susceptible a consumer take your pick
 
   not tha rectal wasnt a tease
  
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*  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3162664/

Zappa  Camarillo Brillo  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkppN14ugMo

20.3.23


he heard magicianbut he knew tha wasnt rightdidnt suit the conversation
                                                                               Excuse me  yasay magician 
he glared 
No ya didntdidnt think so  Logic
                                      Yasay yare a logician he cringed    Yare not 
I’m more logical than you. 

I woudnt debate tha 
                       However yashoud say your logical not a logician

Someone who is logical is . . 
. . No  no theyre not 
                       Someone logical anya are  is capable of reasoninguses reason in an orderly cogent manner  Which is you  All your toys are in a box

A logicianwhile we coud debate it the title of a student or expert in logic is ratherI contend  personality traits
                                                                                                                   I N T P
Myers-Briggs  Introverted yare not Intuitive yare not  Thinking you are Prospecting you are 
                                                                                                  Flexible thinker  you are not Yare something else but yave refused to take the test Ive shared with you emailed  numerous times

Well, no matter what you say, I like, I prefer, to call myself a logician.

Fine However make sure when you do Im not in your audience Ill come out swingingsway your audience away
Ya wont like tha 

   You wouldn’t. 
I woud

How do you think you could pull that off?

Im more charismatic than you 
                                 My maw called me a charmer   Your maw ever call you a charmer
 


   I didnt think so

Whas next on the agenda buddyboy

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Supertramp  The Logical Song  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pP8iUyb9Gn8

“I was never afraid until you showed up.” 


it was scripted for a character in a television show he saw
but he actually said it 
                      told her  years after his wife died 
shed similar tears fearful tears 
                                  Anyone threatens you theyll have to come through me   
   they came

and while fighting them others went around him 
                                                    he failed her

now he battles without prejudicewithout knowing without caring

he wasnt judge arbiter 
                         he battled those who were guilt the innocent who got lumped in
he beat wha moved    
                       maybe  maybeif they hadnt they woudnt have gotten hurt
his line was precise 
                      razor thin
him or them

   no question


he woudnt be afraid again

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19.3.23


it may haveprobably  grated on him a long long time 
                                                      but for whaever reason call it an epiphany  call it a latent miserable longlanguishing epiphany                                                                      

   service bugged him 
                         whenever he heard somone speak of service  it really bugged him 
the speakers didnt speak of their service 
rather
       others service as they saw it

probably  as he thought about it related to the fact tha there had been so few people adults teachersno coaches who inspired influenced him 
                           like compassion  to be an influence   hardwon  
was tha stubbornness 
                          stubbornness 
he was hard to convince

he insisted he had his own mind 
he was not pliable
not flexible 
             not plastic
HA stub  born 
                tough to snap or break a stub

   service

his epiphany like cold viscous dishwater 
                                         he finally equated service  to serve   to servant 
he could never he didnt use it often be a servant

he didnt play nice when part of a team

saw tha coming since he was a little boy

if forced onto a team he made damn sureimpressed it upon teamleaders his parcel contribution was best forged singular by himself
             completed  he gave it away
Just leave me the fuck alone 

if the team failed
he did not

his work was not the weak link ever he didnt use tha often

   it was really unfortunate he had to use an epiphany they arent handed out like Chicklets to equate service serve servant 
          Oh well oh wellOH  WELL

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Republicans War on Woke ifya listen you can hear the cacophony though possible majority Republicans don know wha tha is  either woke or cacophony

   Everyone Let your Woke flags fly  he borrowed it Thank you Jen

whas its definition 
                   hed say  Know shit when yasee it 
Republicans take their temperature placing anal thermometers in their mouths because they don know theres a difference  between   thermometers 
                                        anifhe tried to tell them 
they woudnt believe him

   Awright 
              he tried  aint on him

he knew wha woke meant

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The phrase is a corollary 

   he coud awmost hear the echo in his headsaw the light in his eyes dim 
                                                                              gray matter behind them congealing turning to clottymush before his very eyes 
A sequel

dimming dimming

You really have no ideano sense wha Im talkinbout

his lower jaw wiggledmoved the flesh of his mouth cheeks 
                                                             he was a little nervous tha something more than words might be expelled

   Nawh. 


Really  Nah

No idea.

I don wanna dig tha deep Is tha really swingingwide going over your head 
                                                                               Theyre your words
Ive never said that.

Whayave said definitely alludes to it Better a corollary than striking out a tattoo

   dimming  dimmer
                       Buddy . . now you’ve really lost me.

I  do  not  want  to  dig  that  deep 
                                          stared him in the face  nothing animated    Really 
I don’t know what to tell you.

he coudnt have gotten from there to herelived his entire life in this fog tha seemed to be consuming him now 
                                                                                                      bit his lip 
   I shoudsay

Man ya better, no bells or whistles going off in my head.

he thought Nah mush had turned to stone at least his eyes were clearing up

Im going bottom up but very likelytry to remember this may not remain the bottom  other phrases may spawn

See. Things like that. Other phrases may spawn what the hell is that supposed to mean?

You understand phrase you understand spawn shoudbe nothing to explain 
Go ongo ahead. 
                 Excuse memy interruption. Maybe I’ll follow better as you explanation further.

Fingers crossed Awrightee
                             Restating  I don wanna dig tha deep  It was born from I just want things to be simple born from  I don wanna work tha hardSee 
                                        Corollary  Sequel 
Jesus. 
        How long you been working on that?

No work none at all 
                      Just occurs

   Occurs?
             Why not to me? 

Yare not open to it  Like ghosts 
                                 Ya don believe in ghosts yare not receptive 
No. 
    No, I’m not susceptible. 

Certainly enjoy parsing
                        Alluding again I trust youll be able to follow tha you mean susceptible as naïve gullible Because yave not seen with your own eyes yet I have And you negate my experience because yadon believe in spooks

I don’t.

Its not a matter of being susceptible buddy Either receptive or not  Innate or aint

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Lennon  Whatever Gets You Through the Night  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lFTD9O-XMw


their friendship was based on antagonism  parsing   semantics

his buddy accused him of being contrarycombative true
he told him
            Anya prefer being Mr Nice Guy truer  I wonder how you got this far without any steel in your spine

   the spiting was deliciousreminded him of when he fought Golden Gloves the circlingfists up elbows tucked they didnt see him cominghe was lefthanded few fighters were lefties  he did awrightwon some accolades  then his parents moved them out of the city into the suburbs  nothing but white people for as far as the eye coud see 


he bought him a tshirt  across the chest

DON’T WANT TO WORK

THAT

HARD

downlow  just above the beltbuckle

FLACCID

chartreuse coloured between yellowngreen                                                                                                    
   perfect colour
                 he liked greenshades of greensaw green before he saw any other colour
GREEN

gifted him out of the blue

taking it out of a brownpaper grocery bag he snapped it from the shouldersflat so he could read it 
                                                                                                        This a joke? 
Is it 
     Let people decide  Wear itstep out of your tight lil cocoon  

No. I don’t think so.

Coward
         he was a sucker for peer pressure  hed wear it

it got lotsa laughs

Theyre laughing with you  Its a good thing to be self-deprecatingbeing able to laugh at yourself 
                                                                                                    Chicks eat tha shitup with a spoon

   Ya think?
I know 
        Who wants to hangout with someone stiffwho hasnt mirth

Mirth.

   Mirth 
          Yaknow mirth 

Yawanna tell me? 
                    Just so I can confirm we’re on the same page.
Humourous 
             Chicks like men who can make them laugh

You know that for sure?

I got a little dick  Cracksem up

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Gawddamn  he should have figured as much uncross his fingers
                                                                          likely the best modern president followed by the most abysmal lying president ever  so it goes Thank you Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. with the speaker of the House  likely the finest speaker a woman ofcourse followed by a smuck a man ofcourse who made deals with devils to ascend to the gavel 


indebted

cowardly

Bakersfields own Kevin McCarthy responded to the formers post at Truth Social Saturday morning calling Manhattan District Attorney Alvin Braggs investigation “an outrageous abuse of power by a radical DA who lets violent criminals walk – didnt name any ofcourse -- as he purses political vengeance against (former).” 


craven

crackpot

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