19.3.23


The phrase is a corollary 

   he coud awmost hear the echo in his headsaw the light in his eyes dim 
                                                                              gray matter behind them congealing turning to clottymush before his very eyes 
A sequel

dimming dimming

You really have no ideano sense wha Im talkinbout

his lower jaw wiggledmoved the flesh of his mouth cheeks 
                                                             he was a little nervous tha something more than words might be expelled

   Nawh. 


Really  Nah

No idea.

I don wanna dig tha deep Is tha really swingingwide going over your head 
                                                                               Theyre your words
Ive never said that.

Whayave said definitely alludes to it Better a corollary than striking out a tattoo

   dimming  dimmer
                       Buddy . . now you’ve really lost me.

I  do  not  want  to  dig  that  deep 
                                          stared him in the face  nothing animated    Really 
I don’t know what to tell you.

he coudnt have gotten from there to herelived his entire life in this fog tha seemed to be consuming him now 
                                                                                                      bit his lip 
   I shoudsay

Man ya better, no bells or whistles going off in my head.

he thought Nah mush had turned to stone at least his eyes were clearing up

Im going bottom up but very likelytry to remember this may not remain the bottom  other phrases may spawn

See. Things like that. Other phrases may spawn what the hell is that supposed to mean?

You understand phrase you understand spawn shoudbe nothing to explain 
Go ongo ahead. 
                 Excuse memy interruption. Maybe I’ll follow better as you explanation further.

Fingers crossed Awrightee
                             Restating  I don wanna dig tha deep  It was born from I just want things to be simple born from  I don wanna work tha hardSee 
                                        Corollary  Sequel 
Jesus. 
        How long you been working on that?

No work none at all 
                      Just occurs

   Occurs?
             Why not to me? 

Yare not open to it  Like ghosts 
                                 Ya don believe in ghosts yare not receptive 
No. 
    No, I’m not susceptible. 

Certainly enjoy parsing
                        Alluding again I trust youll be able to follow tha you mean susceptible as naïve gullible Because yave not seen with your own eyes yet I have And you negate my experience because yadon believe in spooks

I don’t.

Its not a matter of being susceptible buddy Either receptive or not  Innate or aint

339preferred to 1539,  Twosday,  28  2. 23
1005,  Sunday,  19  3. 23
Lennon  Whatever Gets You Through the Night  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lFTD9O-XMw


their friendship was based on antagonism  parsing   semantics

his buddy accused him of being contrarycombative true
he told him
            Anya prefer being Mr Nice Guy truer  I wonder how you got this far without any steel in your spine

   the spiting was deliciousreminded him of when he fought Golden Gloves the circlingfists up elbows tucked they didnt see him cominghe was lefthanded few fighters were lefties  he did awrightwon some accolades  then his parents moved them out of the city into the suburbs  nothing but white people for as far as the eye coud see 


he bought him a tshirt  across the chest

DON’T WANT TO WORK

THAT

HARD

downlow  just above the beltbuckle

FLACCID

chartreuse coloured between yellowngreen                                                                                                    
   perfect colour
                 he liked greenshades of greensaw green before he saw any other colour
GREEN

gifted him out of the blue

taking it out of a brownpaper grocery bag he snapped it from the shouldersflat so he could read it 
                                                                                                        This a joke? 
Is it 
     Let people decide  Wear itstep out of your tight lil cocoon  

No. I don’t think so.

Coward
         he was a sucker for peer pressure  hed wear it

it got lotsa laughs

Theyre laughing with you  Its a good thing to be self-deprecatingbeing able to laugh at yourself 
                                                                                                    Chicks eat tha shitup with a spoon

   Ya think?
I know 
        Who wants to hangout with someone stiffwho hasnt mirth

Mirth.

   Mirth 
          Yaknow mirth 

Yawanna tell me? 
                    Just so I can confirm we’re on the same page.
Humourous 
             Chicks like men who can make them laugh

You know that for sure?

I got a little dick  Cracksem up

1330,  Twosday,  28  2. 23
344preferred to 1544,  Saturday,  18  3. 23


Gawddamn  he should have figured as much uncross his fingers
                                                                          likely the best modern president followed by the most abysmal lying president ever  so it goes Thank you Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. with the speaker of the House  likely the finest speaker a woman ofcourse followed by a smuck a man ofcourse who made deals with devils to ascend to the gavel 


indebted

cowardly

Bakersfields own Kevin McCarthy responded to the formers post at Truth Social Saturday morning calling Manhattan District Attorney Alvin Braggs investigation “an outrageous abuse of power by a radical DA who lets violent criminals walk – didnt name any ofcourse -- as he purses political vengeance against (former).” 


craven

crackpot

0912,  Sunday,  19  3. 23

18.3.23


he was piqued

if something required an investment from him he preferred not 
                                                                was rather  I don’t want to work that hard.
although recently he slippedup more likely it slipped his mind he coudnt remember his go-to and said I just want things to be easy.

he crossedfingers it woudnt replace wha had been his diehard standard


they were talking about tabula rasa Descartes hard-onhe was wrong 

Comon man nothing to get your panties in a wad about
I told you.

Yaneednt be abrupt 
                     I asked you to thinkya didnt think ya just opened your mouth an spewed  Spewing aint thinking 

Was the first thing that came to my mind. 
                                          he wasnt even going to try to obfuscate 

he had asked Think whacolour is your tabula rasa 
Black and white.

   I said think
I thought. 
           It’s black and white.

Blacklettering whitebackground whitelettering blackbackground

I don’t know.

Its your tabula 
                 Christclose your eyes  take a look                                     

Maybe some other time.

Gotcha seeing red

Keep it up I might.

Quit  A weak threat 
                         Yaknow wha this tells about youour differences  the gulf between us

I suppose you’ll say. 
Bet your sweet ass 
                       Yave no sense of imagination 
I do.

Ya don Devoid   A fuckin desert    Roving unrestricted tumbleweeds

That’s not true.

Tell me
       Describe it

 

   See  Describing something requires you think

I think we ought to table this. thought he was being clever 
he wasnt

1315,  Twosday,  28  2. 23
1152,  Saturday,  18  3. 23


his cat shy came to the threshold of the bathroom while he was taking a leak and mewed

she sounded remarkably similarreminded him of Ed McMahon his Hiyoooo when he acknowledged a Johnny Carson zinger

Hiyoooo.

Whas up shy

Hiyoooo. 
           then she backed offwent down the hall

maybe  maybeshe was tryin to see if she could distract him so hed miss the pot

   cats have a strange sense of humour

he cleans her catboxes

maybe she wanted him to clean his

1152,  Saturday,  18  3. 23


21 white South Carolina state representatives would have women executed for aborting THEIR fetuses 

he was only able to cull 16 last names woudve thought every damn one of them would be proud to be known
  

Sponsor God Rob Harris  57

coGod Mike Burns  70

yagitit Bill Chumley  75

Jordan Pace  born 1989 
                          blasted opposition and media reports they had “overblown the death penalty aspect” arguing that the likelihood of a (woman) being charged and facing the death penalty was “infinitesimally small” . . . “That is such an absurd fallacy.” (9hrs ago) 
                                Then why have the language in the bill Jordan
Roger Nutt ya said it  57

Thomas Beach  48

Stewart Jones  39

Joe White  77

Steven Wayne Long  28

David O’Neal  65

Josiah Magnuson   31

Ryan McCabe  39

Ashley Trantham  49  token woman

Jay Kilmartin  57

April Cromer  44  token woman

Brian Lawson  49 
                    Their bill to amend  H 3549 General Bill  the South Carolina Code of Laws by enacting the Prenatal Equal Protection Act of 2023 
                              Section 16-3-760  “(A) As used in this article, “fertilization” means the fusion of a human spermatozoon with a human ovum  (B) As used in this article, ‘person’ includes an unborn child at every stage of development from fertilization until birth.”

   SO  a zygote a Day 4 morula a Day 5 blastocyst is an unborn child a person

zygote a fertilised egg is a person

morula a solid ball of cells is a person

blastocyst a rim of cells (trophoblast) surrounding a cavity (blastocpel) plus an inner cell mass is a person

love to see this person grow outside an incubator   

the incubator  a woman

a woman is a person

what of her rights

2017,  Reggaefriday – St Paddy’s Day,  17  3. 23
1047,  Saturday,  18  3. 23

Harry Nilsson  Drivin’ Along  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jq47JNpCGYs

17.3.23


   Wow wow  wow    WOW  usually preceded his gale of laughter abject hilarity 

he could have been disturbed but wasnthadnt expected anything less from the organisation
                                                                                               Man iftha don take the cake 

he gathered himselfwiped a tear from his eye  he reread the email to make sure he understood it correctly 


hed been telling the management teams thacame an went through his store the four years he worked there to them Yare the fifth in four walking into a shit show 
                                          he didnt spare them 
knew upper management wasnt going to spare them 
                                                         HELP WANTED  MANAGERS 
the yellow blackprint placard was still in the window

they asked him to take it down

he told them he thought they could manage that
                                                 wasnt sparing em hittin em hard right from the getgo


the email informed him he was dismissed  “Please complete the questionnaire at the end of this email in two weeks, April 1st theyd miss the irony and return it.
                                             he deleted the email 
exit interviews are held in person when someone is fired

he did however appreciate the euphemistic  dismissed 
                                                          though he elaborated it  dissedmissed 
he did wonderwhomever  if they thought they were efficient  or cowardly
where he was from 
                       cowardly 
but into the future no one would know where he was from because that place no longer exists  comparable to when there were once freely-entered airports concourses smackdab up to the gates to greet family friends coming down the narrow jetway rather than the massed cattle-calls the lines surrounded by TSA Take off your shoes. filed through scanners pat downs 
                        Bush said our way of life came under attack  they wont change us 
they did                            
the United States ass over teakettle did 

people hired on-line face-to-face discouraged  dismissed on-line 
                                                                     looked like corruption
was probably a good thing on-line he didnt care for the smell of rot 
                                                                        an he liked limburger cheese 
   
0938 & earlier, Reggaefriday – St Paddys Day,  17  3. 23

16.3.23


awmostforgot 
             woud have been kicking himself in the ass if he had  goodthing the page number coincided with his year of high school graduation  promotion   promoted to Vietnam 
                                                             didnt think tha one through he shoudve flunked  then schools didnt worry about a students selfesteem 
Win some
           WON didnt die


he finished a bookwas going to return it to the library  called Pirate Enlightenment, or the Real Libertalia 
                                                                                                              whawasnt to like  Pirates  Old English spelling Pyrates dug it an libertalia  rhymed with genitalia 
one in particular 
                    had to wonder why he got lucky an survived  since wasnt a betting man

awmostforgot

   Madagasar pyrates how cool
                                  cooler yet were the Malagasy the people  their revenge magic an he thought voodoo was only found in the Caribbean fehitratra  manara mody  rao-dia  all forms of ody fitia love magic 
                                                                                                            fanainga lavitra  causes an absconded lover to go into a trance from which he or she does not waken until they return to the caster clever trick  tsimihoa-bonga  confines a lover to a certain perimeter he preferred handcuffs  blindfolds 

he coudnt imagine his loss if he hadnt remembered 
                                                      hed be kickin those around the bar confounding drinking mates repulsing barflies intriguing women please  they were witches at heart he was just reminding them of their powers tha all they need do was pickemup again thrash those white cocksuckers intent on diminishing them their kind had been throughout all history  HISstory 
                                 bouttime HERstory was illuminatedprevailed  anif more than a few dicks had to be ripped out by the root fed to dogs feral pigs domestic woud relish likewise so be it  woudnt bleed out  cauterise it Don breathe in  learned tha dehorning calves sorry sonofbitches  castrated in the same time 
                                                                                              he was on their side fight with them
mebbe some of his dumb luck woud rubbed off on them           

1144,  Thursday, 16  3. 23


a p.s. P.S. 
            a panick stricken Penis Sentry  possibly Sentric centric   free your mind

women are witches

he applauded them 
                     they made sensational pasta sauce obviously as skilled in the kitchen as in the bedroom livingroom kitchen table on the ground in the backseat of a car in a woodsy park against a wall fence check the fences stoutness  they did tilt one

reading Super-Infinite Transformation of John Donne . . . No man is an Iland, intire of itselfe; everyman is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine; if a clod bee washed away by the Sea  you know

he was walking but remembered the page 212 Junior High Math & Science room  Mrs. Hartmann on it a woman Frances seeking an annulment by King James of England was accused by her husband of witchcraft specifically cursing his penis Jacobean England feared witchcraft the fear was remarkably genital-centric a writer Reginald ofcourse  Reggie Scot recorded that a witchs magic could take away a mans entire groin “that men had their genitals taken from them by witches, and by the same means again restored.” please why would any witch worth her salt restores a mans penis

   anyway the thought tickled him so he decided to share

343preferred to 1543  barely,  Thursday,  16  3. 23


he was looking throughout the house for the cat 

when he visited he made a big to-do outside the front door before coming in to tip the beast off he was present she usually attacked him in the foyer from behind the potted plant it seemed they had established a game plan 

no ambush 


he wandered around came up empty  went into the kitchen where his mother was futzing around she didnt care for the word  why he used it 
                        So as you futz around in here  any idea where the cat is
standing at the counter her spine went ramrod hard 
                                                       We don’t use that word in this house.
futz is believed slang from the Yiddish phrase arumfartsn zihk a buddys grandmother said it all the time in their house three generations living together he wasnt Jewish but he gathered its meaning without explanation meant farting around  Jews had a wordwords for everything an liberally doled them out  

Yes you don but I do  Such is the beauty of keeping my own place 
                                                                         Seen the cat
Your brother’s cat?

My brothers cat  Did you and Dad get another

We did not.

My brothers cat

It’s gone.           
           Your brother didn’t treat it well so it began peeing all around the house. We got tired of cleaning up after it.

Shoud have made David clean up the mess

He’d only have treated the cat worse.

   Worse 
            Was he abusing Tigger

He wasn’t kind to it.
                        he suddenlyrealised where he learned his sense of semantics euphemisms  she shoud have been an attorney a politician  keen to split hairs 
                                          He abused her
He wasn’t kind. 
                 his brother was adopted  his parents medical records were expunged from Davids records  then no recourse was available  David suffered genetic hardships  in all likelihood his mental capacity topped out as an eightnine year old 
he was thirtyone
living his parents

Maybe we coud agree David treated Tigger with animosity tha was is fed by his frustration from his lack of agency lack of authority  an ask feeling like a coercion  frustration fed by his feeling of disempowerment
                                                                                                 He had power over Tigger 
No.

as a kid his parents were three-trick ponies when he had questions for them  Yes  No   Because (I said)

You don think so or No you havent considered it
                                                       Is he continuing to see his therapist taking his medication

No.

they were efficient too

Are you encouraging him

You know David, he’s hot and cold.

Id heat him up when he got cold
Then you're welcome move back home. 
                                              exasperated she shook her head You have no idea.
I have some idea
                  If he came to the phone when I called he called every weekevery ten days  Id probably have a better idea

He didn’t want to talk to you, you know that.

I know Didnt stopped me from asking

No. It did not stop you.

Stopped my brothers and sisters

Yes. 


Tiggs gone

She’s gone. She’s in a better place.

Euphemism 
             he didnt ask

2205,  day-between-two-Ts – Ides of March,  15  3. 23

15.3.23


Either innate or aint

Oh listen to you being you . . I’m sorry Dad, I'm not sure I caught that.

I said something is either innate or it aint 

Ah, having your fun, playing games with words.

Yes I am however it is true  You cant force someone to be a way that is incongruent to their nature 
                                                                                                          Education religion 
each I believe an indoctrination seeps in only so far an striking bedrock meeting the vessels core it pools Not as a reserve a reservoir simply contained  it serves no viable purpose

An yet others theyre like spongesyou and your sister are sponges absorbing until sopping wet 

That wetness invariably unfortunately evaporates escapes though only to be absorbed again 
                                                                                                   A pool a spring
A wellspring

Innate. Or it ain’t.

Yes love

   I suppose if I don’t remember later . .
. . I will water . . 
. . Because you don’t forget.

I forget  Until its important to reremember 
                                              Then Im forced to draw deeper from the well 

Gram said you’ve always been like this.

   Yes  she told me as well 
                               I loved to call to ask if something that occurred to me was truly a memory or if had I read it saw it dreamt it did I fantasized it  was it a story I made up

Shed tell me if it was a memory  Usually it was

And in the last few years she told me if I believed something was a memory I ought to believe myself

   An now 
             I have to

1234,  day-between-two-Ts,  30  12. 20
727preferred to 1927,  day-between-two-Ts – Ides of March,  15  3. 23


she folded the newspaper laid it down on the kitchen table  it was covered with a rednwhite gingham cloth 
she smiled her best smile
                           Well, I can’t imagine this morning's news got you off on the right foot.

he didnt reply immediately took in the sunshine of her smile 


Yah  A dose of appalling with my coffee

Probably fortunate a good thing you take it black.

   Straight he almost sighed  a dead giveaway as I prefer most things 
                                                                         Nothing hidden
she cleared her voice 
                      It is what it is?

Yah yes as much as I detest that  It an whaever twinned cherry on top a sundae

A sundae?

Bitter with the sweet
 

   Where do you think this ends?

End  Hopefully with better minds an reason prevailing  not at the hands of politicians whod prefer a theocracy 
A god decides

  Ive no idea I think about it butfrankly Id rather not 
                                                        Its the Twentyfirst century  thought wed be beyond this horseshit by now

Liken it to the horseshoe theory?

Roger Eatwell love tha guys name Cumulative extremism the linear left – right spectrum bending extremes nearing each other  Correct 
                          So you do listen to me 
sharp bark of laughter 
                     When you have something interesting to say.

Most things I say are interesting

Yes, I would agree, then there's the absurd she fluttered her eyes to the ceiling a moment however you make them interesting too. 
                      I tease.

Yes you do Yes you do 
                                Im sorryyoull excuse me  You know better   Youve had an abortion  Woud you have risked it if a death sentence hung over your head

   Yes. 
         This is my body.  Politicians . men . will not dictate my right to my body. 
                                                                                       tears gleamed in her eyes

I apologise  I had to ask

she wiped a tear aside with her finger she giggled   
                                                        Thank you, but I saw it coming when I read the paper.

1109,  day-between-two-Ts,  15  3.  23

Happy Birthday


politicians who are giving other politicians a real bad name (Ben Harper  Excuse Me Mr.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJjsEyW5l6M)

21 here:  https://thehill.com/homenews/state-watch/3898383-south-carolina-gop-lawmakers-propose-death-penalty-for-women-who-have-abortions/

2 here  Ohio state senators Rob Hood Nino Vitale:  https://www.refinery29.com/en-us/2018/11/217323/ohio-abortion-ban-death-penalty  included is Idaho state senator Bob Nonini

they propose – pro-life that they are – the death penalty for a woman who has aborted her fetus 
                                                                                                     insisting it is an “unborn human”  

theirs is a callous inhuman disregard disrespect  for a woman the cow the animal who is forced to endure a pregnancy breed an unwanted child
 
  Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday unwanted child Happy Birthday to you

1034,  day-between-two-Ts – Ides of March,  15  3. 23
Bob Dylan  One More Cup of Coffee  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB1Yq4zVC70