Either innate or aint

Oh listen to you being you . . I’m sorry Dad, I'm not sure I caught that.

I said something is either innate or it aint 

Ah, having your fun, playing games with words.

Yes I am however it is true  You cant force someone to be a way that is incongruent to their nature 

                                                                                                          Education religion 

each I believe an indoctrination seeps in only so far an striking bedrock meeting the vessels core it pools Not as a reserve a reservoir simply contained  it serves no viable purpose

An yet others theyre like spongesyou and your sister are sponges absorbing until sopping wet 

That wetness invariably unfortunately evaporates escapes though only to be absorbed again 

                                                                                                   A pool a spring

A wellspring

Innate. Or it ain’t.

Yes love

   I suppose if I don’t remember later . .

. . I will water . . 

. . Because you don’t forget.

I forget  Until its important to reremember 

                                              Then Im forced to draw deeper from the well 

Gram said you’ve always been like this.

   Yes  she told me as well 

                               I loved to call to ask if something that occurred to me was truly a memory or if had I read it saw it dreamt it did I fantasized it  was it a story I made up

Shed tell me if it was a memory  Usually it was

And in the last few years she told me if I believed something was a memory I ought to believe myself

   An now 

             I have to

1234,  day-between-two-Ts,  30  12. 20

727preferred to 1927,  day-between-two-Ts – Ides of March,  15  3. 23

Ides of March  Vehicle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bq95nZBbNHI