OH look!  corporate with its head up its ass like an ostrichs stuck in sand

 

SEES the light andoes whas right 

ADIDAS says NAH to Ye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNMoXCnQKxc

https://www.politico.com/news/2022/10/25/adidas-ye-partnership-antisemitic-remarks-00063295

1614,  Twosday,  25  10. 22

Ann-Margret  Bye Bye Birdy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1t3cBTb3xPc

he shruggeda duck shaking water off its back Yahwell ya do you Ill do me  Ill never be a connoisseur

his use of absolute really got his goat there was no such thing absolute   they differed drastically at this measure it got the better of him

                      Would you quit with the absolute?

  No Not when it continually gets a rise out of youyaoughta be beyond tha Its like yare a little kid like ya don know Im pushing your buttons 

                        Never be a connoisseur

If you had the money?

Moneys no option its not about money I havent tha kind of fuckin patience

You’re patient.

Not tha patience   Patience comes in all kinds I can be patient with peoplethough not ignoranceblinded people as yaknow I havent patience for food for presentation for pairings for connoisseurs sniff my winesip  I don like winedon like goblets flutes silver an china linen not at all Sam I Am  Gimme a tablespoon fork sharp knife paper plate picnic tablesomething to wipe my greasy fingers on 

I could be a connoisseur.

Knock yourself out

Try it, I’ll pop . . I’ll take you to dinner.

No thank you

I’m serious.

I understand  No thank you

Come on try it . . you might like it.

I know wha I like  I know me   Which is another difference between us

I know me his indignation obvious butthurtguy always getting butthurt     

  No  You don

                 Which is why I call you outwhich is wha a friend does which unfortunately ya havent had the fortune of

I have.

Lying to yourself  Don do tha

I have. like a small child

Awright  Not going there   One last thingso we can quit this nonsensemove along 

                                                                                       Don try to con a sewer

1017,  Sunday,  23  10. 22

1012,  Twosday,  25  10. 22

he asked  When

she didnt say 

Cat got your tongue

mums the word

he opted to be more provocative she brought up the two women  Pussy got your tongue

she blushed rose

Color suits you it looked like talcum on her skin

still mute toeing the linoleum with her right foot

Pussy not home

her blush spread like wildfire to her widowspeak ears  throat

Too bad All the things I could do for you

at least she didnt stammer

he offered his business cardholding it casually between two fingers

still aflameher eyes on his she gently took itslipping it from between his fingers

  Thank you 

                he turned to leave as he didhe said  I hope you call an tell me when

 

2324,  Monday,  24  10. 22

0855,  Twosday,  25  10. 22

Whale Fall  Holarctica  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49IIhHsfwy4

label:  Hispanic  published OCT 14                                                            

fuckin Germanslike Jews have a name for everything 

                                                         took him long enough to learn it

unheimlich

nicely it is described as the unfamiliar familiar which is very nice had he known when he was younger he wouldnt have shared the bedtime story with his girls that his parents told him hed have to ask them if they knew or if the story was told to them by their parents

Freud coined it

he studiedhe wasnt keen on Freud preferred Jung Freud hungup on sex seemed infantile

Freuds unheimlichhis paradign was the example of E T A Hoffmans tale The Sandman the tale he was told to encourage him to go to sleep at night

                           he had to be asleep for the Sandman to put sand in his eyes the crust in the corner of his eyes when he woke anif he was not asleep the Sandman would take out his eyesOHJOY

GermanOFCOURSE philosopher F W J wha with three initials preceding a German surname described uncannyunheimlich as a term for everything that should remain mysterious hidden latent an has come to light

                                                                                              maybe we turn off the lights

if we cannot see it it may not be able to see usBET

eerie sinister lurid uncanny weird take a pick 

                                            “Why do German Jewish words always seem to have awesome subtleties and gradations of meaning?” couldnt find who said it or where he saw itOHWELL

   no matter he was pretty sure his reasons were the same as his parentstheir parents  they wanted the kids to fall asleep so they could have sex

 

0030,  Saturday,  17  9. 22

1244,  Monday,  24  10. 22

https://www.freud.org.uk/2019/09/18/the-uncanny/  https://courses.washington.edu/freudlit/Uncanny.Notes.html   https://theconversation.com/why-the-german-language-has-so-many-great-words-55554

  Kanye  Ye 

                yaint no Prince  when he was a symbol

1843,  Monday,  24  10. 22

https://www.axios.com/2022/10/24/kanye-west-anti-semitic-comments-business   https://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-36107590 

https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/prince-warns-young-artists-record-contracts-are-slavery-32645/

Oh Lindsay 

Oh Clarence

               theyve closedsnapped-shut the definition of an eyerollin tonguelollin circle jerk

Enjoy boysenjoy while you can youre both too old an too spent for this horseshit

1651,  Monday,  24  10. 22

https://www.politico.com/news/2022/10/24/clarence-thomas-graham-subpoena-grand-jury-00063161

OH Former Former phat Former 

                                  hes playing games because he thinks hes so stilettosharp everso clever   brilliant

but he thought otherwise 

                           the Former thinks hes playing with a full deckplaying a loaded WHEEL OF FORTUNE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-bquGDodSM

  No way  

           he saw little to no opportunities for fortune Former had pissed those away

he was assuredconfident the game the imbecilic Former was playing was called WHEEL OF MISFORTUNE

he tilted his headsmiling to the future sound of Former squealing not for success rather for a Bedouin tentsized orange jumpsuit an for Formers new Phederal Playmates nix any thought they are from Playboy

1516,  Monday,  24 10. 22 

but the first of many  https://www.reuters.com/legal/jury-selection-set-begin-trump-companys-criminal-tax-trial-2022-10-24/

it wasnt until later in life that she understood what her parents did for her and her sister had a name

                                                                                                            they were ruggedised 

she wasnt like other girls 

she thought they were sissies

                                 they didnt mix

she got along better with boys she wasnt concerned with traditional girlie things or notions she was athletic by fifth grade bigger than most the boys at school even had a few fistfights with them   Why did you fight?   What did he say?   I asked you why you were fighting?   He can tell you . . and if he lies Im going to beat him again.

thats what the administrator reiterated to her father  

he agreed with his daughter

she tried to go around him to his wife 

                                       Shes out of town on business  Ive told her  Shes with me   Wha did the boy say

That’s . .

. . I dare you to tell me thas none of my concern 

                                                   Theyre old enough knowing enough to settle matters how they choose  at least my daughter is thahe got his ass handed to him changes nothing  He might have been wiserconsidered possible outcomes before agitating

                                        But he is a boy  Theyre immature at this age

His parents . .

. . Yare welcome to tell them where we live Youll excuse me if I rather not contend with a middleperson a middlewoman School policy is clear three-day suspension for fightingdespite despite my daughter standingup for herself Weve taught her to do exactly tha whenever necessary  This is where you excuse yourselfinterrupt me  confirm hell be home for three days too 

I know the boy When I drop my other daughter for school I know his classroom

                                                                                     Ill be watchin

                                                                                                        Three days

Mister . .

. . Please answer the question Three day suspensions for both children My daughters brought her books home garnered her assignments 

Ill be watchin  Thank you for your time 

Have anything more to say for yourself

Dad? 

Yes

I’m honestlyyou want me to be honest . .

. . Thas the currency of our household

I’m happy I made him cry. Everybody saweverybody heard what he said. I stoodup for myself.

Anunfortunately unfair as it may seem sometimesmost the time it comes at a price

Mom agreed?

Mom backed us

That’s not agreeing.

Actions speak louder than words 

                                   When she returns youll talkIll not speak for her 

She backed us.

Particularly Mom backed you 

                               We have one anothers backs  Yet another currency in our family

the girls were ruggedisedtied tightly together in a knot  perhaps she more than her sister but her sister wasnt slouch she played bigger than she was

sometime Thursday,  15  9. 22

1101,  Monday,  24  10. 22

Whale Fall  Kodiak  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6kk4-ubujI8

    Its funny when I sit down to eat I eat without pleasure  I ingest 

                                                                       I ingest my sustenance don smack my lips don say Damn thawas tasty its not important its tasty  whas important is that its fuel 

                                                                                    I need nothing more than tha

Occasionally Im fed something more than fuel an Im grateful for the treat 

                                                                             like when a dog gets a meaty bone an doesnt have to dig up one hes buried

Yes grateful 

              not tha it was important its appreciated 

I am grateful 

                Then grateful gets to the end of the line anis recalled when it happens again

Not tha I look for it or forward to it 

   Grateful

             momentarily happy genuinely happy it was offered 

 

939/2139,  Sunday,  23  10. 22

he was slackjawedhad not heard anything like that ever come out of her mouth 

   What?

          rolling her eyes inquisitively  What’s with the face?

he pulled himself together 

                            Im  wondering  if I heard you correctly

You heard me correctly . you listen to me when I speak . . unlike others . they’re too busy in their heads to properly engage in conversation and why I dowhy I bother I don’t know . . it’s all about them them them them them . . . they’ll be the death of me.

Seems to be a lot of them . . 

. . There areno exaggeration . it’s pitifulI’m pitiful . to think otherwiseto think they’ll be different. 

                                                                                                    I’m fuckin’ insufferable. 

No

     Don be harsh on yourself

I’m not . I’m piling on like they pile onthey have their reasons . . not agreeing would be unreasonab . . 

. . Anyare reasonable

I am. Yes.  You know it. 

I do 

     Which is all the more reason you shouldnt give a shit what they thinkwhoever they are   Disassociate

Disassociate? quietly she shook her headtears working into her eyes

 Disassociate 

               Theyll be the death of you

 

impossible big tears rolled down her cheeks

she looked absolutely dejectedforlorn

he took a handkerchief out of his backpockethanded it to her 

                                                                Swear its cleanhavent used it I have two

she choked on a chuckle 

                           Thank you  she wiped her eyesher cheeks  chin 

Yare welcome  I apologise 

                               Thawas harsh 

But true, very true.

Yes true 

he cleared his throat loudly 

                               So you said Why waste a minute being timid

That’s what I said.

Thas strong for you

she chuckledhe was relieved I wasn’t saying it for menot for me . no . . it’s what I understandhave learned from you.

suddenly she smiled large under her shining eyes

looked pitiful

she was breaking his heart 

                              Have learned  But wont practise 

Precisely. As you know because you listen to me. 

                                                     she chuckled again  I live vicariously through youthrough your stories . . don’t ever stop.

1834,  Saturday,  22  10. 22

1126,  Sunday,  23  10. 22

Distant Whale  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7YzyImFAUo 

pensee

Deepressed

losing my mind

sucking on Latuda tabs

take it at night to help me sleep

Latuda latitude

2324,  Twosday,  18  10. 22

1526,  Saturday,  22  10. 22

he really disliked the contrived artworkthe portraitures evoked 

a homeless man under the viaduct yelled Wha’s that smell, wha’s that smell? as he walked below him on the birdshitspattered sidewalk 

homeless had situated himself on a concrete shelf highup near the steel palegreen painted undergirding

he heard a reply but didnt see who spoke Insecticide bugs up here.

That’s insecticide?

Huhhah.

It smells amazing.

Do have a pleasant smell.

Mind sharing?

You got bugs?

Not yet . . but we’re slumming in close proximity.

You insinuating something? a slight violence in his voice

No not at all, nothing personal . . crawly bugs.

They do yah they do.  he heard him moveshift then saw some part of him  he was cocooned in a crummy soiled sleeping bag  Ya give it back?

I will.

You got bugs?

No . . but smells so goodthought I’d use as an insecticide and an underarm deodorant.

Underarm deodorant?

Yeah.

Aw man that is fuckin brilliant.

he wagged his headkept walking 

                                   Wow he thought wont ever whine again about my circumstances

1627,  Twosday,  18  10. 22

1446,  Saturday,  22  10. 22

  on occasionrare occasion his mind skipswandersreturns to 2017 he has a long memory infamous Charlottesville the tiki torchesthe braying White Nationalists Neo-Nazis racists he recalls the imbecilic frosting on the cake Former “. . . you also had people that were very fine people, on both sides . . .” 

                                                                 Former had nothing on Beavis and Butthead Fire! Fire! Fire! Fire! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XchwE9zVdnw

his mind wanders 

                    at the time he thought someone there should have had his thought  toss pretty coloured gasoline-filled balloons on the tiki goons 

                                  made him chuckle sardonically as it went off in his eyesreminding him of the Scarecrow from The Wizard of Oz  Here Scarecrow, you wanna play ball?  The Wicked Witch tosses a fireball at himScarecrows frenetic stationary horsegallop as the Tinman falls on the ground to smother the flames 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NyuNnAURSg

                                                        he could imaginecould see all those Gittyup! hoppintrottingallopin white supremacists Jews will not replace us! while they do a fabulous impersonation of replacing them

   You know thas a little sick doncha whispered an inner Mariachi  

Guillermo ya don have to whisper I like to think it a kind of parity a little dose of Sick for the Sick

1627,  Twosday,  18  10. 22

1135,  Saturday,  22  10. 22

tiki torches  https://www.vox.com/identities/2017/8/12/16138244/charlottesville-protests-photos 

https://www.politifact.com/article/2019/apr/26/context-trumps-very-fine-people-both-sides-remarks/

thaumogenesis

                 the longword version of what he called his style of wrioting mosaics they shared the same letters except for the c  See  Si si   Yes 

                                    JESUS woudya get on with it

 thaumogenesis inadvertently creating a being as a byproduct of casting a spell 

                                                                                     Or casting cock hed say  Whichtherefore  the ability not only name a child Sex but also Thaumogenesis or or OR  Thaumaturgy  the performance of a miracle 

                           Lets not get nuts Mariachi saidhaving its ear to a wall or keyhole

Ahthere you are

                 Was wondering where youd gotten off to

Never far off You growing a conscience

A conscience hmm  I don know Got enough room in there without me squeezing youse out

Why woudya ask

Seems to me itd be bulbous like inflating a balloon   Woudnt tha put the squeeze on ya

Awcomon were malleablewerent born yesterday  were elastic flexible like worldclass gymnasts 

STOP  yare killin me

Maybe if yad quit thinkin sex or of sex partners

Comon aint nothing a sight better than a supple lover

   Agreed 

            Weve seen

Seen  Ya voyeurs 

You a voyeur

Fair There is tha

We complimentcomplete you Were not mere adjutantswere up to our necks in your game

Game 

        Am I a game

   You game 

Ofcourse

Then don ask stupid questions of me or us 

spose he put his foot in it

0105,  Thursday,  20  10. 22

1955,  ReggarFriday,  21  10. 22

his feet were blueactually bluegreythought of the blue-footed booby  Kurt Vonnegut Jr  Galapagos  if you havent read it you havent lived

            his feet were blue from the light off the television screen he watched A Woman, A Gun and a Noodle Shop Zhang Yimons film based on the Coen Brothers Blood Simple it was nice to see the Chinese use an American film as a springboard rather than the other way aroundTHAS TRUE but he his daughter occasionally were who he knew who watched foreign films not two months ago he watched eight in a row Chinese Korean Japanese Italian French German IrishTHAS A JOKE his son-in-law thought a movie where characters spoke with an accent was a foreign filmTONGUE IN CHEEK afterall theres Snatchhe caught it in the theatrehad nothing to do with snatch  he was deflated

WHERE WAS HE

   OHYES  blue feet

                        he didnt pay much attention to feetcertainly not his they were foot soldiers  their job to get himcoordinating with his legs from here to there and there and back

                                                                        he didnt take good care of them

he wasnt a dandy

as a matter of fact he didnt start paying attention to feet until hallie singlefootedlyYES one at a time he paid deliberate attention to her feet 

                     he developed a footfetish for hers

erotic

hers were erotic

his were rottingNOT REALLY 

                               just badly beatenup

blue light didnt help

as a matter of fact in that light his feet looked like they belonged to a dead man

                                                                                    probably in light of the dead men hed seen in Nam

                or just dead feet 

                                  after bombings artillery barrages 

                                                                        because body counts were what officersGENERALS jacked off to grunts GIs assembled odd body parts to make a body to be countedHE wasnt told hed be doing that when he opted for the military instead of going to prison for assault

    

    FUCK

              krazy where blue feet took a guy

2352,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  19  10. 22

1227,  Thursday,  20  10. 22

Galapagos  https://www.theguardian.com/books/2014/apr/02/galapagos-natural-history-henry-nicholls-review

Snatch  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Jar2XkBboo

he knew a bit of something about watching pots boil he was feeding nearly three dozen hummingbirds they were extreme beings anif he coud help a fella out he was prone to doing so  rather he listened for the pot to boil hed been doing it so long that he developed an internal alarm clock that whispered Whadaya think? I think it’s bout time.   Yare the clock I listen to youfollow your BRRRIING   Man, tha’s an awesome responsibility.   Got something else to do   Good point. No. 

           a watched potnever awcomonNEVER  a watched pot never boilsmeaning eer aheer clearing his throat Time passes slowly when one is waiting for something to happensomeone to show Coudbe tha special someone

nah  he didnt wait

                      at least thats what he told himself he made sure he had something else going on to fill the time knew about the cavalry coming in his experience they rarely arrived in the nick of time sometimes they didnt show

he was pummeled once too many times to buy into that line of horseshit

                                                                            as a matter of fact he had seen it show late  linger off in the distance 

                           it decided the battle was lost no sense getting involved 

when he healedup he went after them one at a time to settle the score soothe his sore feelings

 

he had to excuse himself 

                            Time for da boids

0950,  Thursday,  20  10. 22