18.7.22


his wont to elaborateobliterate cellar door to continue to refigure phonaesthetics provides that he keeps his ears openeyeballs peeled for a next candidate
                                             redwood weathers well
its factual too

tickled him pink

coloured him gone 


it came to him during a conversation with a neighbour who was considering adding a porch to her home  eliminate an arid patch of ground that had been an expensive failed lawn  Californias semi-arid is on a clip to becoming desert
she stopped him idly wondered what wood hed consider for decking

he was partial to redwood

she turned to look at something over her shoulder Not ipe?

Im sorry Elle I didnt catch tha  Eep

No no, EE-pay, a Brazilian hardwood.

Why not homegrown redwood why depredatedespoil plunder rainforests

Oh don’t you be that way, Dealbreaker not that he was interested  think outside the box. There’s also lesser-known tropical woods, cumaru, garapa, cambara, massaranduba, tigerwood . . there's homegrown white ash, heat-treated . . baseball bats are made from white ash, you might know that.  Yes to beat you senseless

Their names roll off your tongue

I’ve been reading up on options.

Im confused  why ask me   Ya didnt listen when I recommended not planting sod

I wanted a lawn.

Shoudmove to the Midwest

I’m not listening to you.

he nodded
           Then please don ask save us time  its something we cant get back

You don’t have to be rude.

Being honest isnt rude
                         Ya prefer not to hear it Im the last person you shoudever ask

Oh well . . you’ll have to excuse me I’m busy.

You hailed me
                Have a fine afternoon


he did however gleam redwood weathers well
                                                 the silver lining in a sable cloud  Miltons Comus

1335,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
1321,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

insanely delicious to witness another candidate  Tastee – Freez soft ice cream cones triggered that

17.7.22

meddle


theocratic justices are responsible for the chaos and violent blowback they conceived

perhaps they shouldnt have been myopicblinkered and considered what abortionists endured were murdered during Roe v. Wade

it is the ramification of their actions believing themselves above law of human nature

everyone is equal in the eyes of their Original Intent Constitution
                                                                    We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator (his parents created him) with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. 
                                                               however as many devout Republicans insist  nowhere in the Constitution is there the unalienable Right to be born

he preferred the theory theyre all theories of a Living Constitution


he hoped these justices arent trying to foment a civil war a religious war backed by their ilk who believe in violencebelieve they have the guns – by extension -- January6 – by extension – a person after birth is a person prior to birth
    NO it is a foetus unable to survive outside a womans uterus until late term and even then survive without extreme medical intervention incubation sometimes surgeries augmented with unique prophylactics

344preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22
0949,  Sunday,  17  7. 22

Pink Floyd  off Meddle  Echoes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBca3xf-j3o


itd been a while since hed written a pensee 
                                                maybe thawoud mire his ire
  fit – fix

hypodermic

raise a good vein inject it

anywhere everywhere is nice

hope to die with a smile

0904,  Sunday,  17  7. 22


Please Mr Jordan  a stroll down memory-hole lane Mr Jordans fifty offences* in ten weeks
                                                                                                 Hold my hand cunt oops
lets get Colorados Mr Buck to join us hes sipped at your cup of Jim Jones Kool-Aid

Congressman “I’ve got nothing to hide”Jim Jordan regarding his part in the January6 plot and his actions then he refused to talk when subpoenaed by the January6 Select Committee  read from a list of fifty attacks on crisis pregnancy centers most religiously affiliated  unethical when heldup in regards to four fundamental medical considerations beneficence nonmaleficence respect for autonomy and justice  and churches read centers and churches not personnel 
                                                                                                  “. . . (these) attacks by leftwing activists – is that extreme? he questioned a grinning magpie witness Catherine Glenn Foster  YES! emphatically – in an effort to intimidate prolife Americans around the country”

Jordan ignoresfails to recite violent rightwing attacks on Planned Parenthood facilities for years which are mandated to regard medical ethics and abortion providers many who were targeted murdered  he fails to recite or compare his decisions  prolife that he is  allowing weapons of war to destroy Americans in the same ten weeks**


Shush cunt shush       
1800,  Saturday,  16  7. 22
0820,  Sunday,  17  7. 22
* 1:49:42minute-mark to 1:54:36minute-mark  House Judiciary Committee meeting on Supreme Court abortion decision 
not that it was the Courts as Republicans would tell its Gods designdecision  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T70kl2xDGGY
https://journalofethics.ama-assn.org/article/why-crisis-pregnancy-centers-are-legal-unethical/2018-03

** https://www.gunviolencearchive.org/reports/mass-shooting


Ssh  its secretssh

SS spokesman Anthony Guglielmi  he couldnt pronounce his name so it could have remained unknown  particularly in light of his malicious projection
                                  “The insinuation (no insinuation was made – a little sensitive) that the Secret Service (SS) maliciously deleted text messages following a request is false. In fact (those facts remain unknown to the public at this time), the Secret Service has been fully co-operating with the OIG (Office of Inspector General) in every (every?) respect (respect?) – whether it be interviews (none under oath), documents, emails or texts (which may have been deleted)  Guglielmi also said the SS had started to reset its mobile devises to factory settings in January 2021 (SS must have blinkedmissed its part restraining Mark Meadows from attending the war room meeting at the Willard Hotel on January5  –  then the January6 insurrection)  “as part of a pre-planned, three-month system migration.”

to meet its oath duty and obligation  SS should have suspended the migration 

SS has proven itself unworthy of its motto  Worthy of Trust and Confidence
                                                                                 but this is the SS   Schutzstaffel

409preferred,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22
406preferred,  Saturday,  16  7. 22

16.7.22


he had no idea how they got from here to there probably something begging from what was said in their conversation  despite they discussed nothing other than physics granularity Carlo Rovelli maybe Carlos unique writing style blendingfolding Art Literature Culture into his detailed explanations
                                                                         I hate that song.

he didnt let the flummox like egg on his face show
                                                     Whasong
Hall and Oates, they’re dead aren’t they?

I don think so

They’re dead to me.

Because of a song you hate them  Hate mighty strong word to attribute to a pop blue-eyed soul song

he looked at him incredulously eyes readying to pop 
                                                        You like that song?
Yahavent said wha song
I didn’t?

No

Oh, it went off in my head . .
. . While we were discussing physics
Yes.

Hell of a segue man
                         Yagonnasay
 
Rich Bitch Girl. his contempt was thick

  Its called Rich Girl
                      Rich bitch girlif Im correct are the last three words of the song Yare hangin your hat on tha
Cuts too close to home

Cuts too close to home? he glaredprobably didnt realise he was

Yah

What do you mean?

Can you summons the song

I . . I . no I can’t.

Yawanna find it on your own ya have your smatphone thaswha he called them figured it addressed his disgust

No, I’ll look later.

Ya want me to say

Say?

Yes I thinkI know rather  whaya dislik . .
. . Hate.

Not in my vocabulary

Ooh . . that’s right he said it uppity not hate, not evil.

Ya neednt make with tha inflection

Inflection?

Quit


Yawanna find it  I don think yare going to look
                                                    Or do ya want me to say he eyed him a cold dead fish look

You think you know?that’s audacious.

Not really
           Yare thinskinned bout it asif there was something you coudve done when nothing was to be done  It is it was

I have no idea what you’re talking abou . .
. . Yado the cold dead fish look remained in his eyes  he was playing hardball


Sowha do you think it is?
I don think I know

he didnt want to hear it

but thats what hardball is about facing the truth

  You can rely on the old mans money

1340,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
1044,  Saturday,  16  7. 22


MILF  yes ofcourse he knew whathawas  thawas a defiant acronym hed withstand

MILF Mother Id Love to Fuck he was a MILFer  she was like a cool tall glass of milk he didnt eat ice cream preferred milk MILK Mother Id Like to Kiss  a MILKer
                                                   Yare being ridiculous 
Keep it to yourselfamong yourselves  Awright gang
                                                        he could see their eyes looking at him out of the dark
they jiggled updown briefly agreed

Thank you Now listen up ifya thought that was ridiculous 
                                                                I pilfered her  A pilferer
Or she pilfered me  Or did she pillage me  a pillager
                                                         a communal whisper Ridiculous
Im playing spokenword palimpsest pals 
                                           It mispronounced  pal incest Whadaya think of tha they didnt say but hes losing his mind ebbedwashed over him from their vast hold
Losing my mind

We didnt say that

Didnt Nahya didnt say   Lemme correct myselfbe more specific
                                                                     Yathought hes losing his mind
eyes jiggled updown briefly again

I appreciate your honesty our rapport

eyes jiggled in the vast hold


      he sighed
                   Awright strap in Lets dive inexplore this spokenword palimpsest bit
almost in unison he heard their seatbelts clasp
                                                   claspers

1335,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
0929,  Saturday,  16  7. 22
The Spiral Yesterday  More Than Yesterday  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89eEa3RvCF4 


Wha . . yalookin to pick yourself up off the floor

he flinched  What are you talking about?

Whacha saidcalled me his fists were balledup could care less he gaveway three inches thirty pounds

Hey, it's nothingnot derogatory. his hands went up before himfingers to the skypalms out You're misunderstanding me.

Help yourself  make me understand
                                              It hasnt been a good day

Positive deviant.

Deviant

Positive positive . deviant.

Which meanswha

It’s good, good . . an approach to behavioral social change, based on observations that in every community . there are certain individuals . . you . whose uncommon behaviors and strategies . .
. . Thas a stretch . .
. . If you say . . . whose uncommon strategies enable them to find better solutions to problems than their peers . . while having access to the same resources . facing similar . . or worse challenges.

Yave been reading

I have.

Selfhelp book books

Yes. I find them valuable.

  I cant stand them
                       Nothing more than common sense  a matter of knowing oneself  

You know yourself better than a lot of people . . hell, far better than I know myself.

he relaxed his handsshook them out 
                                      I didnt know  Ya know Im confrontational Thank you for informing mehadnt heard it before    Positive deviant

Positive deviance.

  Deviance  Maybe ya shoudve said that instead of deviant
                                                                 Catch my drift

Caught.

1335,  Sunday,  30  1. 22
1443,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22
Dirty Heads  Doesn’t Make You Right  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcZy3F2kYhg

15.7.22


smoke curled lazily off the joint

he liked its swirls the shapes it formed which he saw things in 
                                                                   but he saw things in rockslides crowns of trees clouds bathroom linoleum


he took another toke

enjoyed the stuffiness in his lungs as he held his breath
                                                             Remember to breathe  
he laughed smoke danced out of his mouth nose
                                                     Ill remember
You don remember to swallow a sip sit around holding liquid in your mouth

You pulling watch today

Drew the short straw

Drawing straws nowhuh You guysgals make me laugh

Aint funny

It is though maybe aint dawnin on you cuz you lost   Yare bitter

Im not bitter yare a handful

Donbe that way  No me no you
                                 An lets not forget I have to put up with youse too an often with more than one at a time when ya get frisky

  Theres that

Yes there is that
                      Since yare around yawanna help me with something thats occurred to me

It shoudve occurred to me

Yaint privy to everything
                           I have the means to cut you out turn off sound blind eyes desensitise you the gang

That shoudve occurred to me

  Need to know basis
                            Still wanna help

Yah  sure

It coudbe a matter of flipping a coin but   am I sceptically cynical or cynically sceptical

OHfuck

Ya said it

551preferred,  Thursday,  27  1. 22
1044,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22
Collie Buddz  I Feel So Good  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UL9nFnosdXw


an Amber-like alert

seemed reasonable responsible something leaders would rationalise as a good thing

when a child is abducted an amber warning goes out to cellphones notifying the community to be on the lookout

          but

if it is an active shooter

          well
                   168 House Republicans and one Democrat voted against it 

Republicans project fear
                          the lone democrat Wisconsin Congressman Kind voting in kind with his House Republican contingency was “concerned that a system like this could generate more chaos and cause armed civilians to rush to the scene, potentially interfering with law enforcement efforts.”

Hmm  he remembers “The only thing that stops a bad guy with a gun is a good guy with a gun.”
                                                                                                       although that NRA peach was put to shame with abject failures in Uvalde Texas Buffalo New York

after 6PM,  Thursday,  14  7. 22
1159,  ReggaeFriday,  15 7. 22
The Reidout  Brandon Wolf interview begins @ 15:05 minute-mark ends 22:15 minute-mark  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhtlzycsLz0 


it came flippantly off his tongue  DDFL . .
. . Woud ya stop

OH . . oh . that’s right you don’t . .
. . I coud care less Apparently ya cant help yourself
                                                           Soya know wha it means Im not impressed Aint smart dumb  particularly since Ive told you time an again to save it

he shifted his feetslipped his hands into his pockets
                                                       I was just teasin’ you . .
. . A striptease doesnt tease me  Save it

he stood there with his hands deep in his pockets

Sowhas your DDFL


It means dopamine-driven feedback loop . .
. . Which has to do wha with our conversation

Jackie . . the attractionthat tug you feel when you see her. She provides you a sense of pleasure, excitement, which is a release of dopamine in your brain. The loop is the dopamine, providing you good sensations, which then causes the release of more dopamine, a self-sustaining loop . .
. . Which  Silicon Valley takes advantage of people are like once-upon-a-time chain smokers enjoying abundant nicotine

I . . I suppose.

An thas a good thing

Well . . pleasure and excitement are good things.

In a place a time  Shoudnt be commonplace

Come on, sex sells, you know that.

I know you buy

his hands came out of his pockets   Oh hes going to implore me   You buy . .
. . It doesn’t lead me around by my nose 
                                             A place  A time

Man, you drive me nuts.

Probably why ya cant restrain yourself an use acronyms to provoke me
                                                                            We must have some kind of DDFLthing between us

I didn’t think of that.
                       Possibly.
  Ya think

1659,  Thursday,  27  1. 22
0942,  ReggaeFriday,  15  7. 22

14.7.22


  Yesterday 
             I loved you yesterday, but yesterday's gone . . .

yesterday the House Committee on Oversight and Reform held a hearing on Abortion Rights the Right squats on the argument that when a baby is born it is a person and therefore – by extension -- it is a person before birth  they are terribly concerned for that person the womanthe mother not so much
                                                                        they are very terribly concerned for the health of that personthey do not call it a foetus however they do not mention or are lackluster regarding the mothers health the conduit how that highlyregarded unbornperson has to enter the world through
                                                                                    Hmm he scratched his chin
Illinois Representative Krishnamoorthi a democrat questioned the panel regarding women arrested for abortion miscarriage and pregnancy-specific crimes he cited from 1973 to 2005 413 such arrests from 2006 to 2020 1331 arrests rising significantly in just the last 14 years 
                                                      scratching his chinstaring into the maw of post-Roe America those arrestsparticularly black and minority will increase and women will be prosecuted – he hoped men would be too  as accomplices -- they will be imprisoned incarcerated
                                                     still scratching his chin he wondered if Americas prison system is prepared to provide prenatal care necessary wholesome foods postnatal care nurseries and dependent on sentences are prisons also ready to provide daycare preschool and elementary education
                                                                              he quit scratchingWhadahell ofcourse prolife Republicans have looked down that road and have it all figured out

1202,  Thursday,  14  7. 22
House Oversight Committee hearing on abortion  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgk5sYl5Jq4


standing Hitler on his head

Americas Christian fascist majority Supreme Court is leading the way for whomever the Right Leader might be rather than the other wayround as once upon a time theyd like it to sound with a fairy tale a dream come true  the Nationalsozialistische Deutsche Arbeiterpartei (NSDAP -- National Socialist’s German Party) did with Hitler at its helm 

  It was so beautiful   
0904,  Thursday,  14  7. 22


. . . well . . no news is good news just fell hard on its face
                                                            his default at fault 

Time irretrievable  when its gone its gone
                                              when someones gone theyre gone
donbe lookin for brakes to this ride  nada zip


a friend told him they had made last contact with a buddy so they were waiting for them to respond

Don wait don wait If you think of them don hold tha cheaptha shitty excuse up as why yare not reaching out to them it aint tit for tat They run across your mind get in touch with them


she had ran across his

he wrote her

she died the month earlier

1407,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  7. 22