the stuff that interrupted his YouTube music selections

Stitch Fix Freestyle kinda flows give em that

                                                       touted a clothing shopping experience 

 theyd dress you    

                                     theyll dress youwhen he was a child his parents dressed him

he couldnt wait to dress himself

when he went out it wasnt a touted shopping experience it hadnt appealedappareled to him in years he was ever comfortable in his own skinthough he understood societys need to have something hung over it so not to upset others

his inimitable style

                    shortsleeve pullovers pullup button pants socks shoes Done  hell with collars shirt buttons cuffs at his wrists  bondage   if he wanted bondage there were a couple gals who knew hishe knew their safeword

such was the extent of his clothing

                                     hed happily wear a feed sack

seriously Stitch Fix Freestyle  a clothing shopping experience

                                                                  he thought Yacan say that againDONThe knew the interlopers who attended himwho he contended with would be hot on it like stink on shit 

Awcomon.

            Unlike you being Johnny-on-the-spot.

I felt yer breath on my shoulderYa slumming

Self-disparaging this evening.

Self-deprecating

                  More a matter of keeping the ball aliveplay alive Shouldnt wait for some loudmouth to try an steal yer fire Self-deprecation keeps the water still keeps it from heating I can take my horseshit though Ive found that those who dish it out often cant upsets their applecart I aint about to chase nobodys applessoothe someone featherstalk someone down whos butthurt

An orator this evening.

No rather irritated Irritation lubricates my jaw greases my gears I open my mouth an it blows

So yadon need me?

I donneed ya

a bit crestfallen they walked away leaving him to the modern hazards of immediate gratification

Siris

Alexa

Cortana

they sound like courtesans guarded by Nubian eunuchs

why not Bob

Bruce

Wesleys

then theyre hungry

Grubhub

DoorDash

Uber Eats

Instacart

would gave him indigestion

solutions

Alka-Seltzer

Tums

Pepto Bismol

Milk of Bismuth

hair of the dog

HEY  Wait a sec

they stopped Me?

Yahyou 

         I don feel like being manipulated amputated pithed tonight Yawanna crack at em

May I?

Yamay

Oh boy, oh boy, ohboy!

he did like their enthusiasm

                              better theirs than his they would tell him all about it later

2110, Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

2247,  Saturday,  25  9. 21

 

What’s this?

Whaswha

This?

      she showed him he typed d-n-u-o-f 

he suppressed backpedalingrunning off hair on fire 

  then coolly he read the entire paragraph for context

                                                         Ah thats found Makes perfect sense

Makes perfect sense?  You wrote found in reverse?

A hiccup

Hiccup? That’s not even dyslexic, you didn’t flip syllables, Mississippi, Issmissippi; that’s wholesale assbackwards.

Or ya might wanna look at it this way  s-d-r-a-w-k-c-a-b-s-s-a

                                                                  Flickers a bit like a bad bulb short in a wire poor connexion  the flickering provokes odd elocution  an for such elocution a keen execution  reveal  shabby missteps

s-p-e-t-s-s-i-m   Ya neednt be pessimistic  Im not

S-p-e-t-s-s-i-m?

Sure . . kinda like sputum unlike phlegm

You trying to make a game out of this?

I am  since I havent a reason or excuse why I wrote d-n-u-o-f dnuof  Thinking dwarf

Dwarf? That’s a reach.

it occurred he was maligning himselfmaking himself suspect

                                                                he desperately needed a fall guy

she knew he was prone to talking about the many hes inhabiting him  they were often desirous to take forestage bathe in the hot spotlight

                     Youah   Yayou comere

they nearly tripped over their feet coming forward

                                                    De boss, he wants me.  they uttered to the others gathered at his back                     

they came on cocky  assured  a true believer before a genuine guerilla who didnt have to work to convince them to strap on an explosive vest and detonate it

                                       an apple no one should have to polish

or a knob no one should polish

Whassup?

Ya been listenin

I have.

Interloping

Nah, always within earshot, boss, curious; that’s not interloping.

Yawanna take this nonsense on

Nah, above my pay grade.

                             Ya might wanna strap-on.

I thought yad like to impress me

Nope. Mebbe whashisface might.

Whos whashisface

Whas his name? . . hmm . . . I forget.

Thats no help

It aint . . but I also aint yer man.

So

So.

    Yare on yer own. Likeyalike to say . . accountability.

There is that

There is.  It’s a bitch, boss.

                                 Show us how it’s done.

he looked her in the eyeballs

                                I have no idea why I wrote that Im gonna hafta be vigilant so it doesnt happen again

Maybe we can get back to Bremers fuckup the CPA Coalition Provisional Authority Iraq annot being able to crown Ahmed Chalabi king He cost us a heap of treasure and hunreds of thousands of human lives untold suffering

Fuckin Bush awarded him the Presidential Medal of Freedom for his horseass efforts

she sighed  If I forgive you, can we drop the politics?

Done

      Water under the bridge

0805,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  15  9. 21

1456,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/nov/04/ahmed-chalabi   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEvEFk1aB6Q

 

Never heard of a pensee

his brother shrugged

                       A what?

Pensee

Nah. What’s that?

A fun little exercise

                     Five lines First line is the subject two syllables  everything following is dependent on the number of syllables

Awright, I’ll play; two syllables, that sucks.

Thats so you

Ain’t it?

        What’s next?

The description of the subject four syllables Followed by action seven syllables Followed by setting eight syllables final thought six syllables

What’s next?

Description Four syllables

Of what?

That sucks

his brother languished he might have had one beer too many to entertain the task of a pensee

 

on the return flight from his fathers 90th birthday he scribbled on a napkin provided with a fortified Bloody Mary That sucks

Description Four syllables

                             A hairy bone  it was his kid brother afterall

rolling

action seven

              Nibble nibble nibble bite

setting eight

              In the back seat of an old car

final thoughts six

                   Got something on your chin

he wrote the pensee as a text to his brother and sent it off when he landed in California

a week later he hadnt heard a thing

his brother was either more lousy on a cellphone than he or he didnt remember he provided the subject and hence was uninterested in replying

full moon -- Harvest moon rising,  Monday,  20  9. 21

1607,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

 

he woke this morning AGOG

                               the AGOG occurred to him as he pet his cats good morning they usually bumrushed himstomped his kidney much like his children when they were small advising him BREAKFAST no article preceding  BREAKFAST

              anbefore risinguttering his patent Awright time to get this show on the road he flinchedthe realisation  CHRIST 

         the pantywaist  hes a fucking drama queen   a drama queen flittingprancing here to there cryingwhining 

The election was fixed boohoo 

too bad his old man and Cohn were lax teaching him how to be a man he was a Peter Pan

he laughed out loudsurprised himself unfortunately the former wasnt fixed years ago

                                                                                      into the future now hed have to contend with his whiner sonsthose rare moments when some chump media outlet peripherallyviolated his sensibilities  their appearance would interrupt himhe wouldnt go looking for them  he didnt go looking for clowns any more than he went looking for their fatherMango

a drama queen

                 well shy forty percent of Americas electorate waddle after him with their noses up his ass like dogs

a drama queen  collared poodles   both yipping for pets and treats

0756,  Saturday,  25  9. 21

           

its been a long time

 1631

        conceivedcoined  a stones throw shy of 400 years  plutocrat  plutocracy or plutarchy   he dug plutarchy  hung it right up there beside anarchy 

                                 right up there with ANACHY spraypainted in drippy black on a brick building just inside an alley off Lasalle east of Loring Park  fuckin retard  took all the airthe fear out of anarchists  cant spell right  ought to cut to the chase enter the military it accepts people with 81 IQs GIs just smart enough to keep their mouths shut not drool openly point a weapon pull a trigger not ask why just do what theyre told   flesh and blood automatons

stupidity makes one act without thinking of anyone other than themselves

wealth makes one act without thinking of anyone other than themselves

 

IF Cuba could nationalise U.S. corporate sugar mills

                                                         expropriating U.S. owned sugar land Castro said “the Sugar Companies seized the best land of our country . . . an invasion of insatiable and unscrupulous foreign capitalists who have recuperated many times the value of what they invested . . . it is the duty of the people . . . to be inclined toward the recuperation of its national riches, taking them away from the control of the monopolies . . . that impede the progress of the people, promotes political interference, and infringes upon the (people’s) sovereignty . . .”

IF then-presidential candidate Mitt Rmoney touted corporations are people too

THEN following course

                         eight of the ten wealthiest people in the world live in the United States

Nationalise them

                   that would put an enormous dent in the worlds plutarchy

0949,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

https://www.newyorker.com/news/our-columnists/how-not-to-tax-billionaires?utm_source=nl&utm_brand=tny&utm_mailing=TNY_Glasser_09232021&utm_campaign=aud-dev&utm_medium=email&bxid=5bea162d3f92a40469717478&user_id=48665723&hasha=50c730cb0ac5cbd04b51d81774de5e3e&hashb=39d29869c836d0019ebc80213a743d0dbe1d7328&hashc=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951&esrc=&utm_term=TNY_Glasser 

http://en.granma.cu/cuba/2015-08-10/cuba-nationalizes-us-companies 

https://www.counterpunch.org/2019/03/29/the-cuban-nationalization-of-us-property-in-1960-the-historical-and-global-context/

https://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2015/02/if-corporations-are-people-they-should-act-like-it/385034/

https://www.investopedia.com/articles/investing/012715/5-richest-people-world.asp

Betty Hutton  It’s Oh So Quiet  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ojarj6nTM4

 

couldnt have missed it if he tried

smackdab in the middle of the livingroom

she was in a white box tied up with red ribbon

                                                 a sizable box a cube with a lid threefeet 91.44 centimeters he had a thing for metrics  he had a thing for her 96 60 96  a notch above classic

                                                                                but only after he got her out of the box

she didnt pack herself into it

she neatly cut the wood floor between joists they had a trapdoor now and stood on a 182.88 centimeter step ladder on the basement floor

when he untied the box and opened it she was haloed in white light thrown up by portable carpenter spotlights 

grrl had everything going on 

he dug her black lacy lingerie

he smiled

           Aint my birthday

No.  I thought I’d surprise you.

Im surprised

             he kneltkissed her fondled her played with her tits plenty more got her out of her bra kissed her feverishly

laughing she threw her head back  I got something else you can get me out of.

Ohshityes

           I gotta get you out of the box

she laughed harder

                     I was thinking my panties.

Happy one of us is thinking

he helped her up and out out of her panties tossed her on the rocking loveseat and made love to her

 

when people stoppedvisited  they noticed the trapdoor in the livingroom floor

they laughedhe said

                      Not really she trapped me long before that

visitors were perplexed

they didnt say

early AMish,  Thursday,  23  9. 21

1126,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

Fireflies  She’s My Witch  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWbm44AYoEk

The Flamingoes  I Only Have Eyes for You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvzNeh4Mq1o

 

the bitch has returned

might be corrupting him

                          he wrote dnuof instead of found yesterday he wrote halfway instead of always

he was keeping his eyeballs peeled

                                      thinking that this might be the beginning of something whether bitched  or that he was slippingsome kind of disconnect between his brain and fingershand/eye coordination or some disconnected automatic writing that Dadaists or Surrealists would stroke their dicks to . . yesYES  yes  . . some were females theyd stroke their clits  alas both sexes with their fingers in the pie PEACH PIEthere he was making himself feel better stroking hands poking fingers PEACHes smeared he licked his fingers

                                                                 he didnt wash his facedidnt scrub his moustache he could tongue it revive the taste in his mouth shiver his cock with slickslippery remembrances

                                                                                           SEX was probably the very first file bulging file he fingered among his abundantoverflowing memories the second and third bulging  religion politickles

he hit the floor running when he met new people courtesy suggests one does not discuss any of the three in genial settings but he preferred striking the iron while it was hot he threw cautions to the wind it was a fine sieve like panning for gold what few friends he had had run what they called his gauntlet

                                                                                     which was rich  it wasnt a gauntlet

it was time-savings he had finite time and preferred it be well spent 

no brainer

yup . . from here on out . eyeballs peeled

                                           he liked to play

                  

1155,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  9. 21

1029,  Reggae Friday,  24  9. 21

Ram & Sel  Screw You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOKICetkjd8

 

he thoughthe was a thoughtful kind of guy   You think too much. his daughters told him   Aw Im mindful   You’re anal.   Im detailed

                    that shut them up  they knew him to be detailed to a fault  woe to the merchant present or over-the-telephone who tried to cross him  is dotted ts crossed his argument virtually scripted

                                                                                         You should have been an attorney, Dad.

he explained that the law confined lawyers  he preferred to be a freethinker 

                                                                                  a freetinker

 

he thoughthaving written on one side of a napkin itd be rude not to traipse across its other side  paper has two faces like many people  itd be ridiculous to scribble on one side and not the other

the napkin apparently agreed with him

it relaxed so much that where it had been folded since manufacturing its folds came out 

unfolded  flat  it allowed him to print easily and have to match its edges to refold it when he finished

hed written love letters on napkins

                                          thats what he wrote on the napkins second side  an airline napkin that otherwise would have been thrown away

9PM CST,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  15  9. 21

1509,  Thursday,  23  9. 21

Unloved  La La La  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuGMtU3MIZw

 

History repeats itself

                       we – as people – cant pickup our feet as we walk or run trip on the detritus it scattered yesterday last year hunredsanhunreds of years ago

its a continuum

                links forged around the world in unfoldingongoing blackanwhite newsreel  stark  without murmuring commentatorstalking heads

Fact

     cold  hard  Reality

from Charlie Englishs The GALLERY of MIRACLES and MADNESS page78  “. . . straw enemies . . . Kulturbolschewismus (cultural Bolshevism), Kunstbolschewismus (art Bolshevism), and Verfallskunst (art of decay) . . . Parasitic growths . . . symptoms of a ‘slowly rotting world’ . . . hastening (us) ‘towards the abyss’ . . . warn(ing): ‘Woe to the peoples who can no longer master this disease!”

                                  ohso Aryan 

ohso pasty White

                 its BLOOD  SEX to increase the genetic strength of future generations  the Volksgemeinschaft (people’s community)  it cant allow the degeneration the pollution of mixed blood  cantNO allow Leben unwurdig des Lebens

“life unworthy of life”

he neednt explain who espoused those stunning beliefs who mindfucked his adopted country

a dope a raging 80 IQ can summons the necessary synapses to fire and whisper who in his ear  as well a recent who

a fat effete rabblerouser who coaxed who KOed 80s to flush their addled porous brains with hot dopamine  cheerlead their fears provoked their latent festering anger

Bullwinkle is a dope

                      Rocky never finished reading the sentence from the chalkboard because Bullwinkle the Moose interrupted him “No, not that lesson, this lesson!”  the cartoon show interrupted for a commercial break which taught him advertising wasnt a lesson

generationally we are challenged by buffoons

                                               unfortunately 24/7social media 24/7entertainment 24/7News enables them as they attempt to whitewash pervert reality  24/7 leaving precious little time to recallremember its Historys continuous newsreel spooling out line

                                        everything has an origin only newborn babes are New   

we ought to assess and evaluate

                                   by doing so the wheels come off the 24/7ride the braying  it abrades innuendo rumours lies  hones fabrications to the bone  reveals their base twisted reasoning

                                                                                          If it bleeds, it leads.

    people adore blood 

                            as long as its not theirs

 

1750,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  9. 21

1336,  Thursday,  23  9. 21

https://www.intoactionrecovery.com/how-dopamine-drives-our-behavior/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoakCKDyTD0

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/two-takes-depression/201106/if-it-bleeds-it-leads-understanding-fear-based-media 

“If it bleeds . . .” spouted late 1890s by William Randolph Hearst 

 

it was Hollywood

he was a star in Hollywood

he had a star in Hollywood 

                             the grovelinghandprintshe scrawled his name dotted the is crossed the ts dated it he figured aside from his alreadydesigned headstone itd be the only other place where a date commemorating him might be found 

    then he remembered he carved JW & SB inside a heart with his jackknife on a tree in a park in his hometown pretty obscure  but that tree might have been cut downmight be  nonexistent   like the family house he grew up in razed a pretentious monstrosity erected in its place an Executive home maybe the builder-designer assumed Executives lack taste  were attracted to obscene price tags

    a tour bus drove past his house 

                                     it also drove past the terraced hotel where his teenage sister committed suicide he was convincedtruly that her tragedy would garner him fan sympathy and compassion help fortify and expand his base

since his parents were dead he was able to quash the story that when she jumped she was stoned on his cocaine

what happens in Hollywood costs plenty of dough to keep in Hollywood

                                                                          one of thousands of dirty secretstens of thousands in the naked city  a Hollywood currency Hollywood blood money  Sal Mineo Died for Our Sins Lionel Williams was Convicted for Our Sins

it takes a lot of scrubbingrubbing spit and polish to keep stars shiny  to keep them from tarnishing

he was a star

               hed die before hed fade

 

early morning,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  15  9. 21

1542,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  9. 21

https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/actor-sal-mineo-is-killed-in-hollywood

he didnt see their differences rising to debate

                                                 flatlyI disagree  she heard him wrongshe heard him tell her she was wrong and wrong will twist anyones panties provoke angst roll outsummons point/counterpoint 

he was physically tired he didnt want to hear the bitching

         visual  beings as opposed to aural

                                               Soo . . you know the difference? a scent of venom 

Yes

abruptlyWhat?

   Seeing  Hearing

Yeessshissed like an asp

                            We, women, are aural beings; I think it’s unfortunate that you menYou men  really youmen  really can’t be more aural.

Because you’re visual you condemn us for being aural.

Jeesus hed take the condemnation if shed be quiet

                                                  No not condemn  Anif yare choosing to look through that lens  thats on youyer fault

Perfect; blame me.

No blame he was going to shut her down

                                         Im sorry  yare taking me wrong  again   Let meif I may tender a thought experiment  I think we can put this behind us tonight

Behind us; you like things being left behind us.

I do she scowled

                   That said  the thought experiment  Ifya had to go blind or deaf   which would choose . . 

. . Ohno, you’re setting yourself up . .

. . Im not  Simple  Yawanna see or hear    Which would be more problematic without

she folded her arms across her chest

she wasnt going to say

that was okay

Im exhausted babe

                     Im taking a shower then going off to bed  Ill kiss you before I turn in

she faced him looked like whatever was stuck in her mouth

                                                                  she didnt spit it out

halfway through his shower she joined him

halfway through her shower 

                                 I thought you were exhausted.

Im never too exhausted when it comes to making love with you

approaching 2100 CST,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  15  9. 21

1157,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  9. 21

 

he curled his fingers over the edge of the bed to tempt the monster under itdaring it to rise daring it to eat his hand

something he wouldnt have done as a kid

                                             shoulders tingling he also dared the monsters that lived in the dark

but he didnt expect themNo

                            not since the ghosts appeared had they dare creep against him at night in the house or outside it

            they made a mistake following him from the old place where shadows were deeper nightlighting more scarce they hadnt anticipated ghosts  this house was theirs the property was theirs

its probably why the monster hid under the bed 

the ghosts werent able to fend off the intruders who broke into the house 

                                                                             their error likely theyd seen his girlfriend come and go shed borrowed his car while hers was in the shop earlier she had a found a place of her own

they came expecting her

he couldnt say for certain the ghosts tipped him off

the young female had vocalised his name before

he heard his nameknew his girlfriend wasnt there

that woke him

then he heard an unghostlike noise in the livingroom 

it  sounded  like  two               

the hall was narrow

theyd come one after the other

he had a handaxe

he unsheathed his knife

he was pleased it was darkhe didnt want to see the damage hed inflict

as the first figure blackened the bedroom doorway he caved their head in with the axeyanked them forward onto the floor at the foot of the bed and launched himself like he was on Marvelwires at a second figure in the hallstriking them twice in the chest then shoulder as they turned and several times in the back

                                                                                 it was a kbar his brother gifted him

just beyond the second fallen he paused and tried to listen over the gurgling gore behind him for another intruder 

there didnt seem to be

he stepped into the studio snatched the telephone dialed 911 as he went back up the hall

he met no resistance

he stood at the bedroom threshold between the two unmoving figures

he figured he better put on some shorts

hed only been home two days

the house had been a crime scene for better than a week

he gave forensic cleaners a day

he curled his fingers over the edge of the bed to tempt the monster beneath it

he felt up to a match if the monster wanted 

maybe its like flyfishing

                          he had to find the right fly or nymph   or his reputation preceded him

0535,  Sunday,  12  9. 21

2212,  Twosday,  14  9. 21

Black Sabbath  Iron Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F01UTYg79KY