23.8.20



Lover

it was passable he thought when written read

he thought it was awkward when he heard it used enunciated publicly he remembers specifically it burned on his brow branded him
               a particularly attractive woman who sat on his lapshe choose to sit he had room for her and was going to slide but she leaned overtouched his thigh and gave him a long look down her blouse You’re fine, you’re fine right there. and sat

Fine with me he wanted to say  there was plenty of room if he shoved over for her and her twin if she had one he was being greedy
               she reminded him of the Seagren twins Nordic blondes bombshells  untouchables as dicktated by their well-heeled overly-protective father

they didnt come out on their own until it was too late after their old man died and rather given their heads little by little introduced to the world and its ways they flung themselves at it with the regard of naïve little girls

well  he had to get himself some of that naivete
                                                   sensational just-turned seventeen year olds


once out they said as a matter of fact that their fathers death was his birthday gift to them he had driven their mother to alcoholism and managed to keep her home pickled with her favourite juice

their mother conceded then she commenced and recommended liquors to her daughters and helped anesthetise them from his demons demands and restraints

what few friends the girls were allowedother girls the Seagren women were generous and shared their motherlode with them
       and those girls shared with their friends outside the Seagren household

thus their notoriety preceded them into the small world that held them captive  for the time being


when the girls were younger their father enlisted and paid boys who were his daughters age to watch them

the boys brought him up to speed every evening a domineering suspicious father he paid very well he even enlisted the boys fathers to remind their sons that he expected returns on his investment

Mr Seagren worked downtown Chicago as financial expert he didnt talk money always investments investments investments hmmm needed money to make investmentshuh



he was a couple years older than the twins small in high schooldidnt grow until the summer he graduated a kind of amazing Hulk prospect  threeanahalf inches fiftypounds by winter  no one he was in high school with recognised him

buddies joked that when they had nothing better going on they stopped over at his parents house to watch him grow

two years older  transformed  the girls didnt recognised him either


after their fathers death the Seagren twins created a buzz whenever they attended parties  they were a draw as so to speak



at long long last their paths crossed
                                       a small party at a friends who knew they had a mutual friend who lived in an attic

his friend was elaborate when he finally got permission from his parents to move into it

he drew up a lighting schematic that he affixed and hung from the exposed rafters and beams they were coloured lights black lights harshwhite lights and adjustable lazy to crazed strobes

he ran them to a motherboard where he could conduct and orchestra lighting modes

once he was pleased with his effects he bought Army surplus silk parachutes and fixed them to the roof in tight skeins and billows appropriate to the lighting they secreted

he called his room Heaven
                             to get to Heaven they had to climb a collapsible ladder  

Stairway to Heaven  inspired  Dobroskys was the shit

in coveys near the eaves he built bookcases and in some of the books he cut away pages and created boxes from them where he hid his stashes

Dobro turned him onto his first taste of psilocybin

usually once you went up the Stairway you didnt come down until the following morning

he arrived lateSURPRISE the Seagrens were there
                                                     they were friends of Dobros sister Jannet

in high school Jannet began spelling her name with two Ns yadont wanna know No Jannet wasnt a unique old country spelling that she discovered in the Dobrosky family Bible  No, no, no. I spell it with two n’s because I have really nice nipples.
         she did she had tits and nipples that women around the world pay plenty of dough for plastic surgeons to emulate  

Jannet was a crazed balls-to-the-wall redhead
                                                 when she got the hots for a guy her hots didnt go away at least they didnt go away until after she fucked them then she got chilly
                                                                 but make no mistake she fucked ravenously
any guy who came away bragging that they did her didnt know what they were talking about
she was the one who made notches on a brooms handle that she kept beside her bed

at least she remembered their names
                                        not that they were particularly memorable more that if asked she could relate their enthusiasm in the sack maybe steer girlfriends away from a morbid fuck

most she went over like a steamroller

if they were wise theyd shaddup just be grateful

was she a nymphNah 
                          she was a stud


she had designs on him not heated  but she could never catch him
                                                                      truly she couldnt run fast enough to catch him
some guys asked Why don’t you let her catch you?

Nah he replied Wed either spontaneously combust into flame and pure white ash or fuse together in some bizarre modernistic figuration   


he knew about her nice nipples because she sent him photographs
                                                                      he still has them


the Seagrens were a pair

they were beautiful

naïve

they just started smoking grass 

they could afford sensational weed

he Wowed them when he shotgunned a girlfriend of theirs 

speaking over each other they said  That’s crazy! Would you do that to me?

Where does your twinship stop 

Like minds!
             they laughed green eyes brightsparkling That’s so deliciously intimate. Karly said

So you can speak differ . .
. . I was going to say intimate too. said Liv

So girls up for a shotgun

Yes!  in unison

For a price

Price?  in unison

A kiss afterwards from you both

It’ll be like we’re kissing when you shotgun us.

Kinda A tad more intimate

Yes then, please! Liv spoke for them Karly nodded enthusiastically over her shoulder


shotgunning is very sensual
                               eyes lock smoky breath  sweet sucking inhale


he knocked off the roach

he didnt know who was who  Karly Liv
he Frenchkissed them 
                        Christ they kissed alike moist enthusiastic  they didnt resist when he helped himself to seconds and to a third  he couldnt help himself they sat to either side of him they laughed gayly as he went between them
he wondered if different scenarios might be playing out in their heads
                                                                          he wondered  his mind was working overtime


it was nice to finally meet them up close and personal

they affirmed that Heaven couldnt hold a torch to Dobros Heaven
                                                                     not even within a stones throw




the blonde sat in his lap after they crossed each other a couplethree times during the evening

last time she stepped back away from the bar as he was stepping forward to fill her void  
                                                                                              a guy alone in a bar is piecemeal to bartenders had he been smarthad he recognised her from behind he would have had her order his pint and whisky too

it was a nice collision
                       she didnt spill a drop of either drink she held

Agile he said to her as they were pressed together Didnt spill a drop

Daresay it might take more than you to unsettle me.

Good from his angle he took in her cleavage as people siftedfilling voids moving to the bar Nice breasts 

Thank you.

Youre welcome Do we know each other

We do now. Karren. absently she seemed to want to shake his hand but the glasses handcuffed her

Karren Two Rs  Im Joe

Yes. 
     How did you know?

Long story he thought  Really real


she sat on his lap for a bit of random conversation

she remarked that she was at the bar to celebrate her boyfriends birthday

Your boyfriends birthday

Yes.

Whadaya doin sittin here in my lap an not in his

Oh, no worries.

Im not worried

Most guy are.

Im not  Sit in a lot of guys laps

she turned on her hips to face him better to read him better he thought

he didnt mind 
               she improved his line of sight of her really real breasts
You’re not.

Baby yadon have to face me to see me Youve said youre intuitive Your intuition should have told you off the timbre of my voice alone

What if I said you might be messing with my intuition?

Id call that a line

Like yours, when I backed into you at the bar?

No line First time we sidestepped each other you looked familiar I was trying to place you

Is that the truth?

Intuition Intuition Your intuition ought to be screaming at you youll only get the truth from me Got no time to waste lying


she scrutinised him hard
                            Hey Im bashful Quit undressing me


You’re very refreshing.

Thank you though I shouldnt be

Perhaps not, but people like their games.

Im not people

she looked him in the face

she reachedup and pinched his cheek
                                        A set jaw; so serious.

Deadly serious when it comes to my veracity my ethics

Curious. You’re gay one moment then a stone the next.

Im a magic man 

Like Heart?

Exactly  If you hadnt known your stock would have plummeted

she pursed her lips
                     Very little effects my stock.

Nice place to be if its true

You can take it to the bank.


Nevertheless this pitter-patter this pause  sidesteps your original surmise

Original surmise? What?


Worried

Oh. My boyfriend’s not the jealous type. He’s my lover.

Lover
        OhBrutha
0522,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  19  2. 20
1456, Saturday,  22  8. 20
Heart  Magic Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vlAdMeZSfw       

22.8.20



You like the Spring?
                      it wasnt as much an ask as it was an accusation  she sniffled              

Yah I do 
          he had nothing to defend

Why Springtime?

Ya kiddin me

No.

Your seasonwhas your favourite season

Fall.  I like the promise of the winter.

Skiing  Winter

I like skiing, not winter.

Jesus


Jesus. That meant for me?

Damnright Ill take it youre and have always been a California girl Traveled to the mountains for snow

For the skiing

In the snow

Yes. It’s too bad it has to snow.

Itd hurt otherwise when you fell

Who falls?

Fuck

Fuck. Is that for me too?
                           Jesus; then fuck.

Yah  Could swing it around fucking Jesus
                                              he shook his head ran his hand through his hair You miss your entitlement

Entitled.

Yah  Thats for ya too

Where do you get off . . 
. . Entitled

Yes.

Go to the snow Passes You stayed too rented a plac . . 
. . Parents own a cabin.

Own 
       Meals out Costs scratchdough I hope you thanked your parents really appreciated what they provided you
Lotsa kids in your town go skiing

it looked like she was thinking 
                                 Nawh. she drawled Not Lots.

No  Not lots


Entitled.

Yahsure Accept it be grateful Better youre thankful But probably not As kids we dont usually question what were given


You’re saying I’m a brat?

No  Im not saying that at all
                               I grew up back east Four seasons Lived in the midst of all of them Didnt go anywhere didnt think about going anywhere Made money raking leaves shoveling walks and drives thatched lawns with toothed rakes scattered seeds fertilised cut them had paper routes morning an afterschool

Spring
       Yes Spring My favourite season

You said. Why Springtime? Seems to me the leanest season, moneywise.

Probably . . but a gentlemans fancy yaknow  and Spring days smelled like fucking he broke out into song  Birds do it bees do it monkeys in the trees do it . .

Jesus Christ.

Is that for me

0948,  Twosday,  18  2. 20
0637,  Saturday,  22  8. 20
Ella Fitzgerald  Let’s Do It  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXYKGL6MgKM


her sisterher older sister was the Homecoming Queen when he was a freshman

the Queen was one of the few blondes he ever took to  he didnt much care for blondes

Molly the Queens sister who he was dating was also  curiously  a blonde  she had great freckles were liberally sprinkled all over her body 
                              he found three on the bottom of her foot
he did like sprinkles


he liked to follow Mollys freckles kiss them minutely follow them down her throat to her chest create a furrow with her breasts and kiss from one side to the other and suckle her two biggest freckles

he loved how she squirmed under his deliberationshow she moved when he suckled herhow she sighed as he kissed slowly down her body how her body prickled how her sighs became pants


Molly was one of a handful of girls he slept who could lockupclasp his cock with their pussy literally felt like a hand
he couldnt toss them off his cock if he tried  their grip was firm

Molly was a gymnast agile muscular  feline   bendy
                                                           she gave impossible Gumby head 

Molly also took him in the ass that was strange he didnt know he could poke a girl there Prudes! Molly called others she was the first girl he ever did that with If it feels good, why shouldn’t you do it? even her ass had a grip although it didnt compete with her pussy



almost three months in he met Mollys sister The Queen
                                                            she was escaping a bad marriage

the way she told it was that she was the Trophy wife he hadnt heard of a Trophy wife before  

the Queen was beautiful tall erect voluptuous had a stately carriage

if she was on your arm if you possessed her  you were successful

the Queen also had brains

maybe her husband hadnt counted on that


they met at a garden party

he almost didnt go because Molly called it a garden party
                                                             Why would I want to go a garden party

My parents are throwing it, and they asked me to invite you.

FUCK  he was going to a garden party  Garb

Look nice; you cleanup nice, shirt, slacks . . 
. . Sandals

YeahOkay. It is a garden party; you might be the only one wearing sandals.  she smiled ruthlessly Wash your feet.

HAR
      he was to play a part one of a handful of times he conceded saying No thank you seemed a no-go Molly was no yo-yo she turned off prospects who wanted her eye he figured she thought he was a diamond in the rough
Nah  a rough diamond unwilling to be faceted
HAR Molly want a cracker

she kissed him fiercely
                         You’ll have a good time, you always manage good tim . . 
. . Usually at other peoples expense

Usually. Yes.  And I’m sure you’ll find your share of fat pigeons . . but . please be nice . . Molly wants a cracker later.

his cracker was hers

Christ hed fucked her throat  howd she breathe   he never asked



he met the Queen in the house  Janine she said

Joe he said Utilising the facilities

You know where you’re going? she looked him up and down discriminatingly

I do

You do?

Yes
     she still looked like the Homecoming Queen he saw in high school but to the Power of 2 her maturity softened her sharp edges the cheerleading and gymnast overtures   still crazyfit
                                                                    Yes Im Mollys boyfri . .
. . You’re Joe? she said it musically she stepped back a little furthur away taking him in more

he stepped forward towards her asif attracted by a magnet
                                                               Im Joe
Molly told me about you. she smiled
                                       She calls you insatiable he almost jumped out through the top of his skull but his hips caught and held him  he relaxed  he reentered
it was a blatant pause

he only did what was appropriate

he got a hard-onhe didnt try to hide his swelling 


Janine was a beautiful woman
                                 as beautiful as she was as a senior who he gazed at when she passed but freshman boys are the lowest form of life on the planet when considered in the high school food chain
                                                                                               but he wasnt a boy any more
he was Insatiable

Insatiable, yes. That’s what Molly calls you.
                                               she casually eyed his bulge Janine wanna cracker

Thats a compliment Ill take it Though unusual  Perhaps not for sisters

she smiled 
             I thought Molly was very generous.

Ah Understandable  But you hadnt met me

she continued to casually eye him

he eyed her athletic arm particularly her left hand  Molly said youre a leftie -- he was lefthanded -- hed never been with a lefthanded woman
                       Hows the garden party Ive never been to one before

My parents thrown one once a year. It’s considered an event in the community.

Never heard of it Must be from a different community

Where did you meet?

You got Insatiable but not the creation story

Janine laughed
                  No. I did not get the creation story.

Molly and I met the first of the year at a Polar Bear Dip  Some charity I understand I was rolling by and thought Whynot Never have Worth the experience
                                              We were the last two out She almost beat me
Arent Insatiable if someone wants it more than you

Hardly.

Yes Hardly


Well, Joe, it is nice to meet you. she turned slowly to retreat into the house Maybe you and your friend might want to come this way.

Were right behind you

Not too close.

Dont need to be

she laughed

he laughed

their laughter played gayly off the oilpaint walls




they enjoyed a torrid fuck that night in an ivory and palegreen striped cabana erected near the pool for the garden party

he did his Queen

Molly recognised the attraction Janine had for Joe and tried to make him jealous by getting a little tipsy and a little amorous with a younger colleague of her fathers
                                                    frankly a fit her father encouraged 
Molly must have forgotten he said he didnt do jealous he was confident in himself anif a woman decided to be attentive otherwise that was her druther

he wasnt there to make her happy 

her happiness was dependent on her



he didnt see either again


0536,  Twosday,  18  2. 20
1439,  Reggae Friday,  21  8. 20
Iron Butterly  Most Anything You Want  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QZdITJX6I0