Lover

it was passable he thought when written read

he thought it was awkward when he heard it used enunciated publicly he remembers specifically it burned on his brow branded him
               a particularly attractive woman who sat on his lapshe choose to sit he had room for her and was going to slide but she leaned overtouched his thigh and gave him a long look down her blouse You’re fine, you’re fine right there. and sat

Fine with me he wanted to say  there was plenty of room if he shoved over for her and her twin if she had one he was being greedy

               she reminded him of the Seagren twins Nordic blondes bombshells  untouchables as dicktated by their well-heeled overly-protective father

they didnt come out on their own until it was too late after their old man died and rather given their heads little by little introduced to the world and its ways they flung themselves at it with the regard of naïve little girls

well  he had to get himself some of that naivete
                                                   sensational just-turned seventeen year olds

once out they said as a matter of fact that their fathers death was his birthday gift to them he had driven their mother to alcoholism and managed to keep her home pickled with her favourite juice

their mother conceded then she commenced and recommended liquors to her daughters and helped anesthetise them from his demons demands and restraints

what few friends the girls were allowedother girls the Seagren women were generous and shared their motherlode with them

       and those girls shared with their friends outside the Seagren household

thus their notoriety preceded them into the small world that held them captive  for the time being

when the girls were younger their father enlisted and paid boys who were his daughters age to watch them

the boys brought him up to speed every evening a domineering suspicious father he paid very well he even enlisted the boys fathers to remind their sons that he expected returns on his investment

Mr Seagren worked downtown Chicago as financial expert he didnt talk money always investments investments investments hmmm needed money to make investmentshuh

he was a couple years older than the twins small in high schooldidnt grow until the summer he graduated a kind of amazing Hulk prospect  threeanahalf inches fiftypounds by winter  no one he was in high school with recognised him

buddies joked that when they had nothing better going on they stopped over at his parents house to watch him grow

two years older  transformed  the girls didnt recognised him either

after their fathers death the Seagren twins created a buzz whenever they attended parties  they were a draw as so to speak

at long long last their paths crossed

                                       a small party at a friends who knew they had a mutual friend who lived in an attic

his friend was elaborate when he finally got permission from his parents to move into it

he drew up a lighting schematic that he affixed and hung from the exposed rafters and beams they were coloured lights black lights harshwhite lights and adjustable lazy to crazed strobes

he ran them to a motherboard where he could conduct and orchestra lighting modes

once he was pleased with his effects he bought Army surplus silk parachutes and fixed them to the roof in tight skeins and billows appropriate to the lighting they secreted

he called his room Heaven

                             to get to Heaven they had to climb a collapsible ladder  

Stairway to Heaven  inspired  Dobroskys was the shit

in coveys near the eaves he built bookcases and in some of the books he cut away pages and created boxes from them where he hid his stashes

Dobro turned him onto his first taste of psilocybin

usually once you went up the Stairway you didnt come down until the following morning

he arrived lateSURPRISE the Seagrens were there

                                                     they were friends of Dobros sister Jannet

in high school Jannet began spelling her name with two Ns yadont wanna know No Jannet wasnt a unique old country spelling that she discovered in the Dobrosky family Bible  No, no, no. I spell it with two n’s because I have really nice nipples.

         she did she had tits and nipples that women around the world pay plenty of dough for plastic surgeons to emulate  

Jannet was a crazed balls-to-the-wall redhead

                                                 when she got the hots for a guy her hots didnt go away at least they didnt go away until after she fucked them then she got chilly

                                                                 but make no mistake she fucked ravenously
any guy who came away bragging that they did her didnt know what they were talking about
she was the one who made notches on a brooms handle that she kept beside her bed

at least she remembered their names

                                        not that they were particularly memorable more that if asked she could relate their enthusiasm in the sack maybe steer girlfriends away from a morbid fuck

most she went over like a steamroller

if they were wise theyd shaddup just be grateful

was she a nymphNah 

                          she was a stud

she had designs on him not heated  but she could never catch him

                                                                      truly she couldnt run fast enough to catch him

some guys asked Why don’t you let her catch you?

Nah he replied Wed either spontaneously combust into flame and pure white ash or fuse together in some bizarre modernistic figuration   

he knew about her nice nipples because she sent him photographs

                                                                      he still has them

the Seagrens were a pair

they were beautiful

naïve

they just started smoking grass 

they could afford sensational weed

he Wowed them when he shotgunned a girlfriend of theirs 

speaking over each other they said  That’s crazy! Would you do that to me?

Where does your twinship stop 

Like minds!

             they laughed green eyes brightsparkling That’s so deliciously intimate. Karly said

So you can speak differ . .

. . I was going to say intimate too. said Liv

So girls up for a shotgun

Yes!  in unison

For a price

Price?  in unison

A kiss afterwards from you both

It’ll be like we’re kissing when you shotgun us.

Kinda A tad more intimate

Yes then, please! Liv spoke for them Karly nodded enthusiastically over her shoulder

shotgunning is very sensual

                               eyes lock smoky breath  sweet sucking inhale

he knocked off the roach

he didnt know who was who  Karly Liv

he Frenchkissed them 

                        Christ they kissed alike moist enthusiastic  they didnt resist when he helped himself to seconds and to a third  he couldnt help himself they sat to either side of him they laughed gayly as he went between them
he wondered if different scenarios might be playing out in their heads

                                                                          he wondered  his mind was working overtime

it was nice to finally meet them up close and personal

they affirmed that Heaven couldnt hold a torch to Dobros Heaven

                                                                     not even within a stones throw

the blonde sat in his lap after they crossed each other a couplethree times during the evening

last time she stepped back away from the bar as he was stepping forward to fill her void  

                                                                                              a guy alone in a bar is piecemeal to bartenders had he been smarthad he recognised her from behind he would have had her order his pint and whisky too

it was a nice collision

                       she didnt spill a drop of either drink she held

Agile he said to her as they were pressed together Didnt spill a drop

Daresay it might take more than you to unsettle me.

Good from his angle he took in her cleavage as people siftedfilling voids moving to the bar Nice breasts 

Thank you.

Youre welcome Do we know each other

We do now. Karren. absently she seemed to want to shake his hand but the glasses handcuffed her

Karren Two Rs  Im Joe

Yes. 

     How did you know?

Long story he thought  Really real

she sat on his lap for a bit of random conversation

she remarked that she was at the bar to celebrate her boyfriends birthday

Your boyfriends birthday

Yes.

Whadaya doin sittin here in my lap an not in his

Oh, no worries.

Im not worried

Most guy are.

Im not  Sit in a lot of guys laps

she turned on her hips to face him better to read him better he thought

he didnt mind 

               she improved his line of sight of her really real breasts

You’re not.

Baby yadon have to face me to see me Youve said youre intuitive Your intuition should have told you off the timbre of my voice alone

What if I said you might be messing with my intuition?

Id call that a line

Like yours, when I backed into you at the bar?

No line First time we sidestepped each other you looked familiar I was trying to place you

Is that the truth?

Intuition Intuition Your intuition ought to be screaming at you youll only get the truth from me Got no time to waste lying

she scrutinised him hard

                            Hey Im bashful Quit undressing me

You’re very refreshing.

Thank you though I shouldnt be

Perhaps not, but people like their games.

Im not people

she looked him in the face

she reachedup and pinched his cheek

                                        A set jaw; so serious.

Deadly serious when it comes to my veracity my ethics

Curious. You’re gay one moment then a stone the next.

Im a magic man 

Like Heart?

Exactly  If you hadnt known your stock would have plummeted

she pursed her lips

                     Very little effects my stock.

Nice place to be if its true

You can take it to the bank.

Nevertheless this pitter-patter this pause  sidesteps your original surmise

Original surmise? What?

Worried

Oh. My boyfriend’s not the jealous type. He’s my lover.

Lover

        OhBrutha

0522,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  19  2. 20

1456, Saturday,  22  8. 20

Heart  Magic Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vlAdMeZSfw