inadvertently or not he grabbed her headloosely held it by the high ponytail he asked her to make

she shook his grasp free

smiled

winked

went up tall on her knees

he slipped his hand inside her loosened bra gropedsqueezed her large tit

                                                                            she took him in her mouth  descended a bitstopped  up  descended a bit  stopped   up  descended stopped   up  she took him by his shaft gently moved him side to side in her mouth while running her tongue about him asif he were a tasty lollipop almost made him wanna give himself a try if he couldhe couldnt then she closed her lips firmly around him and tugged with suctionyanking his cock several times before coming off him POPping loudly he caught his breath then nearlysavage she took him by the balls and plunged his cock deep in her mouthher throat and wiggleddesperate like a speared fish deeper she took himgagged backed off momentarily breathed  lunged again and overwhelmedhe couldnt resisthe yanked her head by her ponytail thrusted she gulpedgagged again he thrustedthrusted gag a weak breath thrusted gagged breath they seizedfroze a moment tears in her eyes slowly he extracted himself whispering Greedy bitch she nodded a teary smile she couldnt say yet

Youre goin to Hellboth of you 

                               Ooh quiet fearsome conscience You know that Dont know thatno such place

You know THAT!

                 that wasnt conscience conscience didnt raise their voicethey often took a condescending tone but that was a tool in its toolbox though none of its tools were particularly effective condescension derision chastisement ridicule musical notes on a staff whaother is a conscience for

                                                       conscience had to be more brutal than others

he learned how not to listen to other peoples remarkstheir asides snide comments not listening  taught by keeping conscience in checkat arms length

                                   such a good Catholic conscience obviously paid attention more attention than he

times what it needed was a good thorough spanking sat down in a corner and told Keep your mouth shut until I talk to you and walk away

                      not too far

                                 just far enough to observe and make sure it doesnt budge off the stool he let it make faces at the corner because he wouldnt see them

YOU KNOW THAT!

his eyes came into focus above his cousins bobbing head

Donnalee  Hello

up  I can’t . .

stealthily Shut your mouth or Ill shut it for ya

Youll shut it for me?

he squeezed her tits firmlyboth hands released one and took her by her ponytail backed her off a bit she rolled her eyes I got work here, buddy she nuzzled and kissed his cock licked it flickered it

Emmilie stood just behind Donnalee looking on  quietly amorous quietly aroused  no upset

Emmilie he said Come here and kneel beside Donnalee

she hesitated

Im not asking

entranced subtly amused she stepped forward barefooted and knelt beside his cousin

he brushed her cheek with his thumbhe let his hand fall to her breast  Lose your blouse and bra

she looked up at him for a moment then slowly disrobedbutton by button shivered her blouse off How thoughtful  he didnt say her bra clasped in front

he took her by the clasp and shook her bra

he liked the tremble of her cleavage always had

he shook her againtad more vigorously then pulled her towards him by it she leaned in from the hips

he tilted her length and not to topple she put a hand on his thigh

he unclasped her bra her tits spread the fabric he paused  she thumbed her straps uncupped herself eased out of her bra her nipples erect

he brushed one aureole with his thumbthen the back of his index finger Donnalee stared while softly kneading gently turning twisting stroking his cock slightly mesmerised she hadnt been one of three before  Emmilies nipple hardened he treated her other aureole in kind with his other hand it grew hard he pinched it  OooOouh  he pinched it harder Ow her mouth opening You have beautiful breasts Emmilie  Doesnt she Donnalee

Yes. Beautiful. she looked Emmilie directly in the eyes I’ve admired you in the shower at school after competitions.

he leaned forward and down and kissed Emmilies uplifted mouth deeply and as he did her hand came off his kneeslid up his thighup his thigh to Donnalees hand

Donnalee let her take his cock 

she firmly grasped itsqueezed it tugged it maybe assuring herself it was realthis was really happening

he kissed her deeper

she tugged him harder

HEELLL  it growled

it amused him

Emmilie was having a hard time breathing around their kiss

he was too

             he broke off the kiss and sighed deeply

Donnalee sighed

Emmilie sighed

                and momentarily seemed surprised she had Joe by his cock then her reverie dissipated gently fled she looked at his cock in her hand  she said You said you were going to shut me up.

Yes

This was your intention how you were going to shut me up?

he reached out with his right and took the back of Emmilies neck with his fingers and gently drew her head forward towards him  Yes

she took no cajoling

                     she took to his cock like a dog to a bone  Donnalee played with Emmilies tits

You’re going to Hell.

Big fuckin mouths all ya got

when the party broke up  disassembled  Emmilie was left high and dry by On-Off the guy who brought her

Donnalee offered her a ride home If that’s okay with you, Joe, if you were thinking to give Emmilie a lift.

No  he smiled  If youd like to give Emmilie a lift  help yourself

as was his habitas was expected of him he mused he amorously kissed them goodnight

he liked that they kissed differently

Donnalees were soft sensual deep  her arms around himfingers like behaved meaningful claws

Emmilies was also deep but played his tongue with hers and wrapping her arms she slipped her hands to his ass grippinggrinding thempulling him to her he wanted to fuck her again right there

when they broke their clinch she felt his cock growing against her belly she said Gimme a call.

I will

Soon. Like tomorrow.

Yah  Oka . .

. . I’d like to pick up where we left off.

he smiled maybe more to himself than her Thatd be real nice Tomorrow

Tomorrow.

the girls turned to go and walking off they held hands as they went Donnalee said over her shoulder to Emmilie but loud enough for his benefit Let’s pretend that we were virgins and he’s the devil; he bedeviled us.

Amen. said Emmilie

                      he laughed raucously 

You’re going to Hell.

Fuck you if anywhere  to heavencrash the pearly gatestoss Saint Peters ass in the dirt and heap seraphs on top of him  Maybe someone cops a feel

Hey conscience ya let this mobymouth scare ya off Time to step up I dont ever want hear that mouth againraise a lil righteous indignation 

                       Unless ofcourse theyre visiting an youre tryin to be polite You are polite

1822,  Thursday,  6  2. 20

1309,  Sunday,  2  8. 20

Mamas & Papas  Dream a Little Dream of Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJwjLYRPxJY

Yaint In like Flint he told her might be a wasted analogy
                                                           he hoped she didnt think she was Coburn cool 

she probably wasnt aware him not old enough to dig him  maybe she saw him when he was older  beyond his legendary cool 

everyone gets beyond their cool before theyve known theyve exhausted it

                                                                              Model-As belching oily emissions  dirt roads byebye

         Eisenhower Interstates struggling to persevere

Yahbaby I do think of you when I masturbate I relive our orgasmic bouts 

                                                                              but that isnt to say youre holding your own not buffeted by sensual newComers

I masturbate to other women too

                                   reallife ones an those fantasised

                                                                     women informed by my copious imagination yaknow that cobbles together facial features body parts  fantastic amalgamations to  simply   fuck  have sex

formidable female frankensteins                                                                                                      

Yah Youre still in the running

                              but ya got to understandemphatically youre not running alone

truth can be harsh

he was harsh  honest

he likened his masturbating to Pamplona running of the bulls 

                                                                 and unable to diminish unable to truly requite it wasnt audacity to imagine rather a running of cows effete full swaying udders big brown Jersey cow eyes

looking into them hed forgive them their trespasses 

                                                      couldnt fool himhe knew of their superior lactation their superior protein calcium and extraordinary butterfat

aw  Matthew aw16:5  But if ye forgive not men their trespasses neither will your Father forgive your trespasses

he was better at forgiving and forgetting when it came to females he didnt dig either their fathershis father sticking their noses in where it was none of their business

aint In like Flint 

thats on her

no play

         no game

she didnt seemed innarested

others exhibited their innarest

he had told her he wasnt waiting

she preferred not to exercise her options

On you baby  its on you

2224,  Friday,  31  7. 20

0125, Saturday,  1  8. 20

In Like Flint  https://www.imdb.com/video/vi1365771545?playlistId=tt0061810&ref_=tt_ov_vi

where was this thinkin comin from

he looked at the hands of the clock

                                     lilhand on the twelve longhand on the twelfth minute  Twelvetwelve

Whadaya doin up Shouldnt you be in bed

Who the hell you think you are I didnt take that from my parents Time is my time I had a paper route at five in the morning I did it I recognised my obligations You trying to give me a hard time

Ill do what I gotta do 

to be honest to let the ball roll unimpeded   unimpeachable

he didnt have a paper route

he didnt have a jobhe wasnt going anywhere

he didnt get up until Tentwentytwo this morning

hed been conscious fourteen hours

                                   that aint even a double shift not that hed EVER work a double shift not that hed ever work overtime without timeanahalf pay 

                                         aint nobodys nigger raw but off the top of his head he hadnt immediate comparisons so he had to go outside his raceFuckin racist Nah he brought home the point that white people prefer not to think or consider the disparities inequalities other races endure and have endured

when were whites gonna get their foot off their necks   

he could have been sexist said  Aint nobodys bitch

Comon  racist  sexist  horrible grim truths  and hed evoke either

                                                                      wasnt hard to argue against white male privilege he recognised he was simplythrough no effort of his own born into it the exception was the cunts above him who tried to flaunt what they believed was their superior white male privilege 

                                                               but they dont talk so wellare hard to understand when yave kickem in the balls

Mymy maybe you should have worn a jockstrap to the office Oh Never played sportshuh Never played against a dirty player Yaint lived

                    those cunts were crude but when yave played against enough of them your skin prickles when yare around them yaknow it in your nuts an ya get up on em fast before they try to pull shit on ya

point was 

           its early the next morning  Twelvetwelve 

aint a soul who cares what time he crawls out of bed thats on himhis cross to bear

Christ wouldve dug a cross like that

                                     rather than have absorbed the sins of Mankind

Fuckem Christ fuckem in the eye teeth

                                         had he been a disciple thats what he wouldve recommended Fuckem in the teeth 

But if yare not on with that

                              Im off to light Mary up

0012 or 1212, Saturday,  1  8. 20

237-4454

           scrawled like graffiti on a brick wall that had scores of advertisements either painted on it and faded or paperscabs of industrial posters

237-4454

               least the muthafucker could do was grow a pair of balls an scribble the area code too  whoever 

above the number was printed   accept your fate  submit

                                                              he donknow him dohe   

whoevers art  they had no idea who they addressed

                                                     after all it was his dreaming they marred

he had no faithhe didnt buy into fate thereby there would be no abiding submission

cocksucker

             submittings a choice

                                     least for any individual who carried salt

Accept your Fate  Submit

                         sounded and looked like a church slogan a doorway through which indoctrination stepswalks in without wiping its feet

some people let that happen

some people dont

those led by their nose

                       miss the opportunity to lead

0612,  Thursday,  30  7. 20

2107,  Friday,  31  7. 20

Jackson 5  ABC  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0Ph9Tc8tUw

he was a little crazyhed admit it

                                   if he had to defend it crazy to defend your craziness hed say  Yahwell my familys a little crazy A cocoanut dont fall far from its tree and nothing turned him on more or faster than seeing one of his family acting crazy

              there might be a special place in Heaven for them cuzHeaven wasnt keepin em out theyd storm those pearly gates an pitch all the seraphs out on their faces or keisters depending upon the attitude they caught them in by the nape of the neck and a handful of fanny – out on their pusses – or shoving em outfrom front or behind  Beat yer wings all ya want yerout

his cousin Donnalee – she liked her middle name a lot so she incorporated it – was apeshit

                                                                                                her apeshitness attracted him when they were little and when family gathered they sought one another out

she was one of three cousins he had sex withthey were drunk if youre drunk you havent sinned they knew all they had to do if they remembered was say either they didnt remembered or they blacked out

                                                                                            get loaded inhibitions fall away Comon! inhibitions didnt fall away bacchanalias wouldnt flyDionysus was a cat to hang with You fucked your mother

I didnt recognise her from behind

also

      they conceived of the thoughtthe attraction they felt would naturally be impaireddiminished by their shared blood

they ended up at a party not knowing the other was going to be there or even that they knew who threw it

it was at an apartment complex

he was told the complex had a pool

he threw some sweats in the back of the car and a towelhe was playing back-to-back soccer games then heading over

he could bathe in the pool itd be odd to show up at a party and take a shower which would happened a while later he didnt lock the door

bathed and dressed he came in through the sliding glass doors off the patio

it was dark

rocknroll played on the turntable 

people milled about on the flagstone smoking cigarettes and joints  it was a fine kettle of fish

he went inside  his two 6paks had lost some of their chill but he was told there was cold beer in the fridge  Thank you the chick was mighty toasty I could show you she said I can find itbut keep what you wanted to show me and Ill be back You're cute. she said You’re hairs wet. Its raining  No!  they were outside  No she looked up into the sky blinked her huge eyes once twice You’re a tease. You can get even when I get back

he opened the fridge  Genius  someone bought Guinness  he put his dark Heineken up

Now Partytime  he stuck his nose in the air and caught a whiff of grass he followed it down the hall to a bedroom a couplethree blowing a joint Mind if I par . . they handed it off before he could complete his ask someone rolled fat he hit it went to pass it on Nahman, enjoy. We’re fuckin’ stoned  the chick leaned against him with her tits Hey. You’re cute. Thank you No. You’re really cuteya here with someone? Nah the other guy took her by the elbow she smiled dreamily I am. he smiled at the cat and then the chick Yes you are If it dont work out Ill be around  he liked to work rooms he handed the joint back ofter a couple more tokes Tasty shit man thank you the guy looked like he was working on a reply but couldnt get it out Catcha guys later  Thanks again

it was good dope 

                   his mind was spinning by the time he reached the livingroom he leaned his back against a walltook in the playground  lotsa lotsa goodlookin women he tried to assemble who might be with who discarding the couples on the floor making outgroping or those on the couch

there was an empty chair with its back to the kitchen passthrough and a shallow counter he sat it faced the front doorfaced the sliding doors and patio to tts right  raingirl was still there he played with the notion of getting her wet

he noticed a clinch break on the floor left of the front door 

it occurred to him how big this apartment was the livingroom was enormous there was art on the walls he had passed two other bedrooms a bath a closest before he found the grass bedroom there was one more beyond it the master he assumed

the chick who broke the clinch crawled around and over other busy couples who werent disturbed

Ohshit

        she crawled on a dead bead toward him

Donnalee

Joe.

Donnalee

           she knelt before himher hands on his kneeshe caught an eyeful down her blousewhy wouldnt he she had ample breasts he knew that from when she hugged him tight at family gatherings and gave him just-a-bit-longer-than-necessary kisses hello and goodbye

Whos your amore he asked

she pressed her tits to his knees had a nice krispy look had she worn her auburnhair in a high ponytail hed be tempted to fuck her face 

I don’t know. He was cute, I wanted to kiss him. But you’re cuter.

Enough  Im getting enough of that

Not a bad things to get enough of, Joe. Whaelse would ya wanna get . enough of?

Yatryin to tempt me

she smiled demurely Yaseen Emmilie? She’s here with her on-again off-again boyfriend .After you. Yaoughta find them, steal her away and make him cry; he won’t fight for her . . an she’d be candy in your hands. Yaknow. She tastes like candy. I know. I’ve kissed her.

Stop Yer givin me a hard on

Nice. she grabbed his crotch playful 

he didnt flinch or stop her he was plenty high

she let go of him 

Yer tits feel good against my knees

Yer knees feel good against my tits, though I'd liked more your cock in my hand.

Yawanna lean back a bit

Yawanme to lean back? 

Yah.

she almost toppled

                     he grabbed her by the back of her armhe thought to ask but that would be anticlimactic he wasnt a gentlemannot when he was stoned

Look at me

she looked up at him with her catgreen eyes

he slipped his hand inside her blouseinside her bra and took her tit in hand squeezed  squeezed  he felt her nipple respond against his palm 

                            Nice tits Donnalee

How woudya know, ya've felt only one.

he felt the other Nice tits Donnalee he tweaked a taut nipple

Ouch. she pouted  Again.

he rolled it instead

she reached up and felt his swollen cock through his sweats  tweaked its head  

Nice cock. You saw.   I oughta see.

Help yourself

her tongue flickered like a snake I will.

she got up high on her knees and pulled the elastic waistband forward   Nice cock.

Nice tits Nice cock We gonna do anything about it Id like to

they were drawing attention to themselves

raingirl pouted he saw 

he wavedshe waved back

she curled a finger a couple of times at him comeheres  he could never get enough of a good thing

Donnalee 

Yah.

Mind brushing your hair into a high ponytail

                                               Then maybe vacate a bedroom

I could do that.

he got up out of the chairstill steadying her then helped her to her feet 

they split

he started towards raingirl then remembered his beer he doubled back  he needed to wet his whistle

going out through the sliding glass doors he saw Emmilie and the guy on the other side of the low hedge that ran about the patio  Emmilie

Joe.

he smiled at raingirl One moment please

Sure.

he crossed the patio and stepped over the hedge Donnalee said you were here  Hiya

she smiled Hiya.  she thought his hiya was ridiculous

he wanted her to think

he surprised hermaybe  he took her in his arms and gave her a huge hug  a big kiss 

she emerged breathless

her On-Off stood there

he didnt acknowledge him Donnalees in the house using the bathroom

I . . I . I should check on her; she left with a guy

Kinda cute  but not as cute as me

Emmilie smiledshook her headher walnutbrown mane then she laughed No. Not as cute as you.

I say only because Ive been getting that a lot tonight When in Rome do as the Romans do or as the natives do Ive never minded going native

You're the original native, Joe.

Thank you Emmilie  You braved me

I liked it. Think I’ll check on Donnalee. Excuse me.

Ill see you soon Im sure

I hope so.

Emmilie walked onto the porch not saying anything to On-Off

he waited like a good dog

Raingirl Excuse me 

Raingirl? Ohyes.  You seem a busy guy.

When it rains it pours he smiled

                                  You beckoned me Im here  

You are.

         I couldn’t help but no . .

. . Whacha notice

I . .

. . Yes

I . . I noticed . . . some . petting.

Innarested

I am.

Swim

Excuse me?

Yaswim Theres a pool here  

I don’t have a suit.

Yadonneed a suit If yer shy leave your bra and panties on

You think I’m shy?

Ill be naked Im high Im not thinkin

Whadaya thinkin

The water sounds nice.  Like the rain did.

a bacchanalia broke out

                          before heading down to the pool he cracked the sliding doors and announced loudly into the livingroom Were heading down to the pool to skinnydip Thought ya might enjoy coming

coming  splicing nude pictures fat cocks wet pussies pornographic stills into their imaginative stoned filmstrips


he fucked raingirl in the pool she went in nakedhe cajoled hercornered her no sooner than they got into the water ahead of the amorous crowd

he got a handful of high ponytail Donnalees  she sucked his cock as he managed her head and felt her tits 

later he saw Emmilie home On-Off abandoned herleft her to find her own way home he cried cried that she wasnt who he thought she was

You don’t know who the fuck you are! she chided him

he went crazy on Emmilie in the backseat of his car parked in front of her parents home where she was living again for the meantime

a voyeur cop rapped on the window with his flashlight You inside! he could see him moving side to side trying to see beyond the heatthe condensation fogging the windows 

Yes, officer. Emmilie responded sweetly 

she had to

            his mouth was busy elsewhere 

she might have barked a bit as the cop backed off

all in all a crazycrazy night

1822,  Thursday,  6  2. 20

1603,  Thursday,  30  7. 20

Blind Faith/Stevie Winwood  Can’t Find My Way Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jlLBs6YawM