where was this thinkin comin from

he looked at the hands of the clock

                                     lilhand on the twelve longhand on the twelfth minute  Twelvetwelve

Whadaya doin up Shouldnt you be in bed

Who the hell you think you are I didnt take that from my parents Time is my time I had a paper route at five in the morning I did it I recognised my obligations You trying to give me a hard time

Ill do what I gotta do 

to be honest to let the ball roll unimpeded   unimpeachable

he didnt have a paper route

he didnt have a jobhe wasnt going anywhere

he didnt get up until Tentwentytwo this morning

hed been conscious fourteen hours

                                   that aint even a double shift not that hed EVER work a double shift not that hed ever work overtime without timeanahalf pay 

                                         aint nobodys nigger raw but off the top of his head he hadnt immediate comparisons so he had to go outside his raceFuckin racist Nah he brought home the point that white people prefer not to think or consider the disparities inequalities other races endure and have endured

when were whites gonna get their foot off their necks   

he could have been sexist said  Aint nobodys bitch

Comon  racist  sexist  horrible grim truths  and hed evoke either

                                                                      wasnt hard to argue against white male privilege he recognised he was simplythrough no effort of his own born into it the exception was the cunts above him who tried to flaunt what they believed was their superior white male privilege 

                                                               but they dont talk so wellare hard to understand when yave kickem in the balls

Mymy maybe you should have worn a jockstrap to the office Oh Never played sportshuh Never played against a dirty player Yaint lived

                    those cunts were crude but when yave played against enough of them your skin prickles when yare around them yaknow it in your nuts an ya get up on em fast before they try to pull shit on ya

point was 

           its early the next morning  Twelvetwelve 

aint a soul who cares what time he crawls out of bed thats on himhis cross to bear

Christ wouldve dug a cross like that

                                     rather than have absorbed the sins of Mankind

Fuckem Christ fuckem in the eye teeth

                                         had he been a disciple thats what he wouldve recommended Fuckem in the teeth 

But if yare not on with that

                              Im off to light Mary up

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