3.6.20



hed been out of the loop
                          his obsessed political circles  its realms  had been amiss since December Seventh
Pearl Harbor redux
ambushed

devastated

               although he didnt feel devastated



he likened it  himself  to a junkie gone cold cold coldturkey


calling it cold turkey cracked up those who were familiar with him

usually he provided them the arguments of both sides
                                                         though wished there were three fourfive other arguments

aside from their teasing he softened
                                         he hadnt suffered discernible withdrawal


he had heard the Senate would try Drumpf after the House impeached him
                                                                               that wasnt going anywhere

Republicans long ago House and Senate  had formed a reciprocal circle-jerknobody didnt want their meat not beat

the Rights real White men didnt masturbate

thats why they had colleagues

1254,  Thursday,  23  1. 20
1606,  Twosday,  2  6. 20
Peter, Paul & Mary  If I Had a Hammer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NciW3Ea0cO8

2.6.20


Ever.

Ever  Thats an unusual name

I’ve been told. My parents sought a memorable name, at that time, for all time. I think they did it. Ever. I like my name.

Sometimes people insist they don’t like their names, named for a relative, maybe long-dead, or after their parents, not an original name.

Some fume their parents were too lazy to be original.

Can you imagine not being thoughtful when naming your child, your flesh and blood, another human being, and forevermore that’s their label?

Your parents certainly gave it thought

Yes. And I’m more grateful than I can say.


What’s your name?

George

George?

Yes Im named for my father and his father and his father before him The first born male has always taken his fathers name

Why?

Tradition

Tradition? Seems, you’ll excuse me, that’s as thoughtful as wiping one’s ass.

Whoa

Do you think it was thoughtful to name you George? Or was it reflexive, coerced?


My younger brothers name is George too We have different middle names


Georges? I’m . . lost for . . words.

I do like your name Ever

Thank you.

Ever  Your parents knocked it out of the park

Thank you. My parents were observant. Thoughtful to the point of distraction.


1234,  Thursday,  23  1. 20
1539,  Twosday,  2  6. 20

bear with me No justice no peace


I have no words
1849,  Twosday,  2  6. 20

1962 police brutality


Malcolm X
              We love everybody who loves us, but we don’t love anybody who doesn’t love us.


1144,  Twosday,  2  6. 20


the puppet and his props
the puppet didnt pray
his posse didnt pray
they had force clear their way

president of Law and Order
L O L
1119,  Twosday,  2  6. 20


Youre worth it baby every minutevery second
                                                 The three of us have you 24/7
(her husband father sister her select dream team)

We’ll attend you every second
                                 her husband spoke


which bothered him her father  where in that care watching surveillance was she to find time to herself

her sister used all her accumulated vacation sick-time and family-leave  she moved to California

she ended up warring against her companys managerial team  seemingly they couldnt grasp her sisters existential needs

they assaulted her with any means available and in order to challenge them she would have to go to court which she wasnt going to do because her sister was dying

apparently she worked for a collective of coldblooded maladroit lizards misogynists hopped up on perceived power and entitlement

he would have happily gone to Seattle to help them atone for their sins itd be ugly hed have thrown them from the windows of their five-storey ivory tower
                                           if they could fly away they could live
thats what a father should do

defend his family his daughters


silently he struggled with his daughters illness
                                                  silently all he could do was trust the cunts would suffer karmic fate
a wry smile broke on his lips
                               he could help assist or deliver those fates he had connections

but the fact of the matter remained that he wouldnt have someone do what he was capable and willing to do himself

Jules Winnfield Ezekiel 25:17 Pulp Fiction . . and I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brother and you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee

people shit when you use thee 
                                 which evacuated might help them fly  hed bet against that


Nam had an effect upon him
                               when he was aroused the pots he kept on the backburners mysteriously lit and warmed and heated
              Do not molest mine

pretty simple

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1633,  Monday,  1  6. 20

to distract from $107K (Killed) and police brutality


Washingtons clown uttered
                              I am your president of law and order.  

Didnt Dick Nixon say something along the same lines

A criminal president  or another criminal president

The Insurrection Act  the clown sent his attorneys to look for an archaic loophole is the result of his fear when Secret Service hustled him down into the White House bunker
Hitler had a bunker

the last strong man found cowering in a hidey-hole was Saddam Hussein       


the clown says These are not acts of peaceful protests.

they are peaceful protests however they are infiltrated by criminal elements who  like the legitimate protesters  wear masks to hide their identity rather than to offset the peril of coronavirus


the clown continues
                     These are acts of domestic terror. The destruction of innocent life, and the spilling of innocent blood, is an offense to humanity and a crime against God.


he better get his divining rod out to separate the criminals from the protesters


and not to beat a dead horse crime against God  well that could be him using a Bible from St Johns Cathedral as a prop for his photo-op

2103,  Monday,  1  6. 20


1.6.20

. . the most vicious dogs


out of Washingtons center ring the clown cries out of his painted mouth his pungent makeup unable to be covered by a mask for ruining it his tweets  out of his cyborg mouth . . “the most vicious dogs”
                                                                                             the most vicious dogs
out of the Presidents mouth giving long-dead racists George Wallace and Bull Connor a run for their money

1425,  Monday,  1  6. 20


his father gave him money for his birthday
                                             frankly he was very generousmore generous than his mother had ever been he assumed they discussed what theyd send him

his father sent cash in a letter 

his mother always sent a check in a card

she died recentlyhadnt been feeling well for a while however it happenedsuddenly  caught the family unprepared


his father sent him five crisp onehundred dollar bills in sequence he thought maybe they had adhered to each other as new bills can

when he called to thank him for the money he didnt say that it was too much though he did allow himself to say it was a very generous gift

You know, son, it occurred to me that living away from home, all these years since you were a teenager, living outside the state, that you haven’t benefitted in the manner your siblings have; and they have  
Don’t think too much about it 
You’re long overdue.

Any money you borrowed from us you always paid back, and beleaguered us that we ought to have charged you interest.

I have nine children.

Only you paid us back. But you don’t give money to someone depending upon them repaying it.


I did not know that

No. You didn’t.

So you enjoy your birthday, and if it’s appropriate, lemme know what you spent it on, what you acquired.


that was a big order

he was thrifty with money

books and art art catalogues were his soft spots
                                                   but he always knew what he was going to do without to afford them
hard to imagine

his father was affording himif he chose to be frivolous  

his father was affording him drugs and sexYes That order  good drugs were always harder to come by than sex

hashish hed pop seventy for a gram brown Lebanese he had accessthough he hadnt used it  he was usually treated once in a blue moon if he happened to be in the neighbourhood during a blue moon 
                                                                                        a carpenter Jerry a Nam vet he met when they worked constructionbuilt houses crewed together Jerry maintained his criminal connections after the war

he had enough pull incountry during the war to have three Vietnamese adversaries hung from lampposts one evening in Saigon

he didnt have other adversaries hung

Saigons called Ho Chi Minh City now 
                                        they still called it Saigon old habits are hard to break particularly when they didnt kill you when they could have or should have they apparently shared likekinds of horseshoes luck tucked up their asses 

he spent time there too  R and R several breaks military didnt want him getting out of country he might not have come back

Jerry was stationed in Saigon operated supply materiel logistics crafted a brisk drug business crossing back to California
           he was never one to let a crisis flounder


hash in hand he was invited to a party upscale  a doctors house

his pass in was Kati 

Kati was fond of him

turns out they became reacquainted an old acquaintance because she worked as a nurse for his new internistwhose party it was also a woman  safety in numbers he supposed

the internists receptionist Gretchen Nordic also turned up  bodacious had a body a set of tatas to kill for 
                                                                                                                 though coy too coy for cool  he thought mildly retarded regarding her sexuality  he would have figured her burning barns down  Christ ohChrist Not religious!he thought  That would be a waste of body and flesh sucking up for the Body of Christ


he got Gretchen stoned out by the pool

he managed her way back into the houseinto the kitcheninto the splendid pantry
                                                                                      a frosted glass door led in cabinets left and right low and high a countertop that ran the lengths and across the back and held mixers other utensils a mill beautiful ceramic containers for grain which would have made a pharaoh envious wishing rather they were canopic jars

A hunred dollars he offered Gretchen  Expose your tits he wanted to be raunchy break her in an a handjob
Twohundred!

he hadnt expected a counter offer Twohunred

Yes, twohundred! I’ve got two that are worth every bit of onehundred apiece.

Twohunred an I get to feel them while you jerk me off



she was stoned  Okay.

the craze began but five in she wasnt inspired seemed she wanted to be he went long suckled her she didnt object pinched her nipples that responded as he expected but she lagged
                                                                       he wasnt gonna ante up more dough though he would have loved to have her give him head
Ahhh
      he got her skirt up panties off

she was earnestly trying to jack him off 
                                          though something was amiss missing  something needed to give something needed to push her over the edge

Well he thought  Whynot he slipped his finger into her pussyshe let go of his cock  she squirmedshe liked it
You masturbate

What?

No.

No  Oughta
              Gimme a momentjust a momentwoudja  Ill be back
Back?

Dont move a muscle unless ya finger yourself  as good as bracelets

O – kay.

Gretchen Thats my girl he kissed her hardpinching her nipple harder she gasped  before he boltedhe didnt bother buttoning his pants  it was a party  Whas my name


Gretchen


Joe.  Joe.   You owe me another hundred.

When we conclude I climax he fingered out her other fresh hunred held it up I havent forgotten Right back


he knew Kati was keepin an eye on himknew she wasnt far from the pantry  intrigued  curious almost surprised she hadnt entered 
                she was a freak like him 
there  Kati

What’s up?

Wanna play

Gretchen?  She’s cold fish.

Ive an idea

Yah?

Yah If memory serves me correct you own me a few blowja . . 
. . Only because your heads came fast and furi . .
. . An

What an?

An

An I’d lose my mind.

Im up  Ya owe

Yes.  Yes, yes . . YES.

Any qualms regardin Gretchen

Strikes me straitlaced.

Wanna unstraiten her with me

Think you can?

I think we can You aint shy

I don’t kno . .
. . Shes stoned Heard it sang When my minds tore up then my body dont care

Sure. She’s got a build; I am curious.

Got yer glasses

I do.

Put em on Your eyes are enormousyour glasses make you look like a fuckin elf

You’ve told me before.

I love elfin head


he didnt rap on the glasshe guided Kati in ahead of him

Kati!

Gretchen.  Damn. Nice tits, girl.

as Gretchen blushed Kati walked up to her and squeezed both her tits in Katis small hands they looked even more enormous

Shit. Nice tits. Kati teethed an erect nipplean suckled it

Gretchen gasped brought her hands up then almostmotherly took Katis head in her hands

he sidled up bit and suckled the other nipple

Gretchen held his head too

reaching downnot that he had to he could smell her Gretchen was wet lubed he slowly began to finger her 
                                                                                                                 and as Gretchen gasped in her throat he took a handful of Katis red hairpulled her off Gretchen tit and yanked her down to his cock

she struggledsmiling  then relented opened his pants completelypulled them down to his knees took him in hand then took him greedily in her mouth
                                 Gretchens eyes grewher groans and gasps grew voyeur participant voyeur participant vovovoYer finGrrs  voYers  then he yanked Kati off his cock and planted her mouth on Gretchens sopping pussy
FUuck! Gretchen  Pleaded  FUuck!
things got sketchy

some grain got dumped honey jars got violated

orifices fancied lapped fingered fucked

his legs quit workinghe went downthey went down after him  tried to smother a drowning man


he was ahead

Jerry wouldnt take his moneylaid two grams on him

his internist when she discovered them got frisky herself

her pantrywhat he recalled reminded him of a telephone booth college coeds tried to stuff





Hey Paw

Yes, son?

Ya sittin down

1255, finished 1829,  Sunday,  31  5. 20



the Pentagons 1033 program
                               allows surplus military equipment to be transferred to local police  Surplus he could appreciate a surplus contingent on its availability or redundancy for war zonesappreciate its necessity to protect the life of servicemen and women in harms way but why would military surplus meant to kill be provided US police departments whose job it is to keep peace To Protect and Serve

Obama should have eviscerated the program entirely not limited it
                                                                       then Along comes Mary she reverses Obamafat she has sought to reverseerase anything the black man did to her White nation
1345,  Monday,  1  6. 20
The Association  Along Comes Mary  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BD7SvXmjf3U

lose the turds


he had dropped his eye on the opening of Politicos Huddle today 
                                                                    Lawmakers are grappling with yet another awful crisis: how to end police brutality and heal racial inequalities.

grappling
           stuck in his head  grappling

and cleaning his catboxes – no better time to consider political grappling – he understood government as a hierarchy a supposedly shared hierarchy except the presidencythe imperial presidency hasnt been taken down the notches it has insisted it was due

beyond the novel coronavirus the economy resulting from it Race has always paramount and overlooked an inconvenient truth an rather than face the truth all presidentsexcept one  have been racial motivated NOT to bend the arc


grappling
                after Ferguson the Holder Justice department entrusted their blue print which confronted police brutality across the United States to the incoming overtly-entitled racist Trump administration 

its exhaustive blueprint was ditched as everything Obama is trying to be erased

then the racist president his racist senior advisor on policy Stephen Miller were joined by a prancing-performing racist William Barr who was confirmed Attorney General by the Republican Senate
                                                                                  what could go wrong

theres nothing to grapple with
                                he thought as he cleaned the cat shit from the catboxes

lose the turds
               thatd be a good beginning to rectify Race and Americas vibrant Inequalities
1259,  Monday,  1  6. 20