when relieving himself

                                 in addition to that pleasure

he was treated to liknowleums exhibits Malcolm X in profile briefly roiled at his feet but also the books stacked on a legacyantique blonde hardwood stool Outer Dark Cormac McCarthy whose biography he wouldnt read  would let McCarthy speak for himself

                                  He came down out of the kept land into a sunless wood where the road curved dark and cool, overlaid with immense ferns, trees hung with gray moss like hag’s hair, and in this green and weeping fastness birdcalls he had not heard before.

                                                            which made him feel like Toto

Dorothy telling him she had a feeling they werent in Kansas anymore https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWFHeDcVNiw he hadnt known hed been in Kansas

how many times had he come to groggilyasked Whewhere  where am I wait   wait  I donwanna know

something like when he woke mornings 

kept his eyes closed for many seconds     listening

                                                               opened them

and grateful he was in his bedroom not somewhere else

                                                                     somewhere

had died in his sleep

                       You don think once youve kicked it youre not conscious somewhere elsehe knew exactly where hed be

                       hed be returned to that holding area hed been at least onceShaddup Dorothy moments before souls floating towards the gated entry into life amalgamated from shapelessfoldingunfurling miasma into female forms male forms  and to every female form he handed a loaded revolver to later defend themselves from males who would try to physically abuse them

                                                                      leveling the playing field

      

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