when a child who is dying tells you they are

                                                   and we deny them because were denying ourselves

acknowledge their reality  OUR reality

he did not accept that reality until his daughter communicatedtexted him Up my morphine

Really

Yes.

    hed jumped onto her bandwagon  I’m defeating ALS.

                                                               feeding tube be damned

Doc  When she no longer needs it we can remove it

    Yes.

 

that tube was cremated with her body

in a sense

removed

the doctor didnt lie

                        he  ultimately       lied to himself

    his daughter asked him to believe

he believed

 

half of her ashes are at his right hand

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