You wouldn’t want to be held in esteem?

No

            You want to think about that?not so kneejerk reflexive

No

 

    Why?

I don care wha others think of me

You could be more circumspec . .

. . No

                Unnecessary

 

And if you’re called rude?

I acknowledge I am  Im not interested in impressing anyone

Boyohboybuddyboy

                      Im not you   You youre concerned what others think of you

    You woud prefer to be held in esteem

You have to say that with a sneer on your face?

Youve mistaken my expression

You’re sneering.

sneered

        Thas a sneer

An it had nothing to do your want to be held in esteem

                                                           I cant believe I sayin esteemcant  I cant remember the last time I did

Ive read it

Also

        It an confidence

Why compare an athletic performance with makin a speech

When you were competing were you aware of people in the stands I wasnt

No. I wasn’t either.

Howevercorrect me if Im wrong you were aware ofem  when you made a speech

 

    Yes.

Theyre not comparable

They are. 

    You do you 

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