I cant say I ever have

You’ve not underestimated anyone?

Ive said    You

   Yes.

A reason why you woud have done tha

Haste.  Didn’t consider the choice detrimental.

An it was

 

It was.

I continually admonish myself haste makes waste

                                                         If I was one of those clowns who made daily affirmations stickynotes postedem on their bathroom mirrors their dressing mirror on their refrigerator madeup of different coloured magnetic letters upperanlowercase  on the dash of their cars

 

    If?  What?

Kill myself

             Its plentyenough I find me reminding myself throughout the daycaution myself  an actually listen to myself

I overestimate everyone

Why?

I do so with the anticipation they will let me down an doing so my expectation having built consuming  my reactionmy words   lacerate

                                 I  am  brutal

Make no mistake 

The brutality is earned

However When they succeed my acknowledgmentmy pleasuremy  blatant glee   is over the top

If I were they Id seek meeting my expectationsmy  overestimations

That sounds ambitious.

Perhaps

             But

Former FBI Acting Head Brian Driscoll said it best Ive memorised it   Because I coudnt have said it better

It is descriptive of who I am

                               I put myself under a level of pressure, but to me pressure is a privilege, because that means something is expected of me even if I’m the only one that expects it of myself.

    That’s a pretty tall order.

I believe not

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Moody Blues  Procession/The Story In Your Eyes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6EFytM1sxM