last six weeks

dreaming was no option

                          it was like years ago at the end of the broadcasting day

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=po_hBMtTaDg  except the blackwhite snow eclipsing the dead television signal was tarblack  pitchblack

                                                  NADA

though this morning overnight  a flicker

                                         actually

myriad flickers from myriad candleflames from myriad windows from a structure that when first appearing crawled slowly across his dreamvision  right to left  the two tenement buildings from Zeppelins album cover for Physical Graffiti https://www.facebook.com/johnnydaremorningshow/videos/led-zeppelins-physical-graffiti-album-cover-shot-at-96th-and-98th-saint-marks-pl/1974845670030130/  which morphed  the structure no longer boxshaped  into something similar to an enormous porous bath sea sponge that revealed through windows now ovoid amorphous other windows some turning on axes like revolving doors and oftimes seeing through it to the other side which when appearing shuttled between muted electricalcolours like those of frantic cuttlefish squid octopuses nautiluses

    he marveled

                     then

as abrupt  crawling   appearing

                                   blinkered

the candles went out

                       like at the conclusion of singing Happy Birthday to a real windbag that truly wanted what they wished

after 3AM,  Wednesday,  22  4. 26

1106,  Wednesday

Sidney Poitier  Amen  Lilies of the Field  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYHd0HKaVw4