might say hed been productive

                                     went through fifteen bandannas

blowing his nose exhuming phlegm

slippery business

friends family found his habit disgusting

during the 80s made homosexuals fit to be tiedtight confounded them

                                                                         a colored hanky in a rear pocket declared ones intentions

he went with a bandanna in each pocket of his jeansWHA

                                                              then an either awfully confused or a ballsy homosexual people prefer gay although he refused to allow them to coopt the word gay as well he refused religion to coopt sacred would ask or demand Are you kidding? Are you fucking with me?    Nah Don swing your way  Theyre simply bandannas to blow my nose in

when he was a kid he had a boatload of allergies

                                                     eyes teared went bloodred nose ran

then he combatted them with a solidarity of soldiering handkerchiefs

the white cotton ones like his fathers bored him

so his mother bought him colourfullypatterned bandannas

she was a cool Maw despite her sadist tendencies

                                                behind every good masochist is a good sadist no shame just fact being a masochist allowed him to adaptbe extremely successful  sought his education in the school of hardknocks learned the hard way

once learning the hard way the easy way was pitiful  joyless

                                                                  Get the fuck out of my way

Ive got a beating to take

probably why going into a fistfight he didnt bother sizingup an opponent  or opponents

                                                                                           threw himself in headlong  maniacally

a lot of guys didnt want to dance with a smilin maniac

figured maybe he had knuckles a knife

                                                    he did

though only when outnumbered did he encumber himself

equalisers had to be expect

he disliked disappointing

 

    being a disappointment isnt productive

0950,  Sunday,  5  10. 25

Hanky Code  https://www.onyxnynortheast.org/hanky-code-introduction

Pianza  A Shadow’s Lament  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doc00tCkhOo